Prostrate on the ground, my cheeks pressed against the cold ground, I tried to stay awake.

The scene in front of me flickered and darkened, and the feeling of being burned by fire in my throat became stronger and stronger.

I don't know how long I lay here until a cold wind blew in through the window. I tried to open my eyes and saw the snow falling.

Holding himself up, he put the sundries under his feet again, and a thin layer of snowflakes fell on the narrow platform at the window, and his fingers fluttered a little, and the snowflakes melted into muddy water with dust.

If you put muddy water in your mouth, you won't taste anything but cold.

Just like this, I stuffed the snow water into my mouth little by little, and at this moment, it was already God's favor for me, and I knew that I would never die so easily.

I felt my mouth fill with the smell of muddy water, so I stopped what I was doing. With his back against the wall, he slipped and fell to the ground.

When I close my eyes, the faces of everyone I come into contact with flashes back, and all the things I have experienced are reflected over and over again in my mind.

It is said that before death, people remember their lives and the people who are most important to them.

What about my most important person?

Chongzi, Langying, Mother's Kiss, Beiyu Liangyi, or ...... Beiyu Jinchen?

"Do you know what kind of tea this is?"

"It's Xianju Green, Childe, is what the slave said right?"

…………

"Leave, leave the palace, and never come back."

"And what about you, will you come with me?"

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All the words, all the scenes, as if they happened yesterday, and when I raised my hand, my face was already stained with tears.

Every time I was in danger, he would show up, my frustration, my helplessness, my helplessness, and my weaknesses, he knew it.

But I don't know much about him, except that his name is Jinchen, Prince Xuan of Beiyan, and the others are very little known.

Will he still show up? Will you save me like you once did?

Liu Sujin, wake up, at this moment, are you still intoxicated in a dream!

With all his might, he stood up and rummaged through the pile of debris to find a small rusty saw the length of his index finger.

The compartments of the windows were made of arm-thick logs, and I had to try my best.

The saw was a double-sided saw, and while cutting the wood hard, the fingers were also cut, and the blood stained the rusty saw surface.

The more impatient I became, the more I couldn't do it. Sawdust was sprinkled on the wound on the finger, however, the pain no longer aroused the numbness of the sensation.

"Su Jin?"

With a slight call, I thought I was hallucinating, but it wasn't long before a steamed bun was thrown into the firewood room from outside.

I pulled the window to see who it was, but it was long gone.

The steamed bun stood out in the gray mess, so I picked it up and looked at it carefully.

Maybe it's a kind-hearted person who sees that I'm pitiful and gives me a steamed bun, or maybe someone who wants to harm me has poisoned.

It's another gamble, life, it's really a gamble everywhere. If you lose, you lose everything, and if you win, there will be the next one.

I opened my mouth to bite down on a piece and swallowed it, my dry throat stinging and stinging.

Slowly, a whole steamed bun fell into the stomach. Even if you die, you can't be a starving ghost.

It wasn't long before the colic in my stomach had to make me sweat coldly. A burst of warmth flowed from his nasal cavity, and his fingers wiped it away, and it was blood.

I finally lost, and it turns out that life is not about winning everywhere. I won so many people, gambled so many times, and in the end, I lost to a steamed bun.

"Hmm......" The pain couldn't help but make me make a sound, like a female ghost.

Finally couldn't help it, and a mouthful of black blood overflowed from his mouth.

The hand grabbed the hem of the garment and clenched it tightly, and the pain did not decrease by half, but became more and more intense.

The stomach is churning, as if a hand is pinching it, and it will be pierced with sharp nails at any moment.

The hand grabbed the tip of the heart from the stomach like a sharp arrow, about to pierce the heart.

"Auntie...... Aunt save me...... "I can't think of anyone who can save me, so I can only shout Chongzi over and over again." "Help Me ......"

Consciousness gradually blurred, and there was nothing to see in front of him.

Suddenly remembering what Langying said, she asked me if one day we died, would anyone remember the Qingming Festival and come to burn paper for us.

No, no one will remember us, people die like lights go out, and everything ceases to exist in the blink of an eye.

"Jin'er, come here, Jin'er, come here."

The affectionate call couldn't help but make me look up, a beam of light was dazzling, the aperture gradually spread, in the innermost, there was a slender figure, holding a fan, the skirt was flying, and the orchid embroidery on it was lifelike.

Mother......

I screamed in a hoarse voice and watched her wave not far away.

"Jin'er, are you tired? Come to my mother's house, come quickly. ”

Tired, how can I not be tired, I'm so tired.

I wanted to get up, but I didn't have any strength at all, and I watched the aperture start to get smaller and smaller, and my mother's figure was getting farther and farther away, and I was so anxious that tears rolled in my eyes.

"Mother, don't leave me, don't leave me......"

"Sujin! Wake up, Yoo Sujin! ”

The tone suddenly changed to an anxious and low male voice, which felt very familiar.

I dimly saw a handsome face like snow, and I couldn't help but sober up for half a minute.

Reaching out to touch his silhouette, the warmth was conveyed from his fingers to the palm of his hand.

I'm not dreaming, he's really coming.

"I knew that...... Ahem...... I knew...... "I knew you were going to come to save me."

Drowsiness is accompanied by strong drowsiness, and if you want to sleep like this, don't wake up.

He held my hand as if it were a day on the mountain. "Don't sleep, the Imperial Doctor will come soon, hold on a little longer."

I swallowed the blood clot pouring up in my stomach and said with difficulty: "I, I'm so tired. ”

He pressed his chin to my forehead, and his voice was hoarse. "I know, I know."

"Wait for me, wait for me to die, and ...... Just cremate. Scatter the ashes to the Huai River. Don't, don't let the people in the cabinet take me away. ”

"No, I'm not going to let you have anything to do."

I slowly closed my eyes, the corners of my lips curled up, and tears fell from the corners of my eyes.

I am content to die in the arms of someone I love.

"Su Jin, promise me to live well."

His voice grew quieter and quieter, and only a few could be faintly heard.

"Survive and forget me, so that I won't hurt you and I won't hurt myself." The strength of his hands increased, and he clenched tightly. "Live Well ......"

The sound was gone, and there was only darkness.

Darkness, endless darkness, and pain.

The light is projected into the eyes, and the eyes are slowly opened.

A sea of flowers, a sea of mandala flowers, the swagger of the white mandala, can not be seen at a glance.

Every flower is a flying white skirt, romantic and pure, and everyone who sees it will feel pity.

The fog envelops the far and far away.

lowered his head, and he didn't know when he also changed into a white dress, light and ethereal. The wind blew, and the veil covered the face, tangling with the messy hair.

Stretched out his hand to play with the light yarn, but his finger was accidentally cut, and he didn't know where to find the sharp object, only to see a drop of blood coming out of his finger.

Droplets of blood fell round and fell on the white petals, and in an instant, the whole flower was smeared. In a few moments, the red spread to the sky, and a sea of white flowers was dyed red.

It's Manju Sahua, it's Huangquan Flower!

Huangquan flowers bloom on Huangquan Road, it turns out that I have died?

The sound of the piano came from afar, melodious, and seemed to be resting. Every note has an aura that surrounds the sea of flowers.

I picked up the flowers and walked over to the sound step by step.

In the white mist, there is a young man in white, with light black hair. With his back to me stroking the qin, his fingers are like jade.

I was about to open my mouth to speak, when suddenly everything in front of me disappeared again, returning to the original darkness.

"Wake up! Come on! Sissy is awake! ”

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Su Mu: I swear, I didn't abandon the text! Whoever says I abandon the text, I am in a hurry with whom! →_→ baby will be back at the end of January! Again!