The eyes are initially unable to adapt to the light, and the projection into the pupils causes a sour and slight pain in the eye sockets, and the eyes can not be opened until the tears are full.

The whole body could not move, and he could do nothing but blink his eyes and bend his fingers.

Smelling the long-lost smell of agarwood, it was long and endless, and I finally knew that I was still alive.

The bead curtain blocks the view from the outside, the soft pillow of the jade bed spreads dark fragrance, the top of the gilt tent hangs with the warm jade five sons Ping An Ling, and a few strings of tassels swing slightly.

I'm not familiar with the environment, and I can't think of whose palace it is.

I coughed a few times, felt the strength to turn over, and was just about to get out of bed, and my stomach was surging. A little maid brought a spittoon, and a few mouthfuls of blood clots spurted out of her throat.

After vomiting, I felt more comfortable, leaned on the edge of the bed and rinsed my mouth with water.

The imperial doctor came in with a medicine box on his back and calmly and skillfully took out a silk handkerchief. I was wondering that he had put the handkerchief on my wrist and started to check my pulse.

In the middle of the night, he knelt down and handed the prescription to the little girl beside me before withdrawing.

Even if I was rescued from the prison vault and restored to my position as the head of the prison, I would not be able to bow down to me by a royal doctor in a dignified hospital, what is going on?

"Here, where is it?" After drinking a large glass of water, he barely spoke, and his voice was hoarse.

The little girl in the green dress knelt on the ground, her hands folded in front of her forehead. "If you go back to Niangniang, this is Jinyun Palace."

"Mother? Who do you call Niangniang? ”

She looked dumbfounded, and Nuo Nuo said, "You, you...... You are Concubine Jin, the head of the four concubines, and the holy decree just issued three days ago. ”

There was an illusion of five thunderbolts in my mind, and I barely sat down on the edge of the bed.

What happened during the time of the coma? How did you wake up and become the head of the four concubines?

No, the person who saved me is obviously Jinchen, where did he go?

"How long did I sleep?" Jumped out of bed and grabbed the hem of her dress. Trying to restrain his emotions and uneasiness, the whole person trembled uncontrollably.

She was terrified, and her body swayed from side to side. "Mother, it's been seven days and seven nights......"

I shook my head and gasped for air.

I must still be in the dream, I haven't woken up yet.

No matter what I tried to do, I couldn't calm down. Fu grabbed her shoulder again and asked, "What about Prince Xuan?" Didn't he send me here! ”

"Niangniang spares her life, the slave really doesn't know. It was also three days ago that you came to Jinyun Palace to recuperate, and you have been living in Longcheng Hall for the first few days. ”

All his strength was drained, and he collapsed to the ground, stunned for a moment, and rushed out of the palace like crazy.

Before I could step out of the threshold, a guard grabbed me.

"Let go of me, I'm going to find him, I'm going to ask him!" I'm going to ask him why, why he left me again. If you have left me, why should you save me?

The palace is a cage, and as long as you are trapped here, you can't escape.

"No need to look for it."

A corner of the bright yellow robe was imprinted into the pupils of his eyes, and he looked up blankly. Bei Yuliang also stood in front of me with a blank face.

"Don't look for it, he won't see you again. You are my wife, and if you can't go out, I have the final say. ”

"Wife? Hehe......" smiled mockingly, "The emperor has more wives." ”

He was slightly angry, and said in a deep voice: "I followed you and let you go, but you almost lost your life." Even if you hate me, you will always stay in Jinyun Palace. I can't stand your mistakes anymore. His voice paused, "As for him, it's a choice he made between you and Luo Yu." ”

"Luo Yu?" I was stunned.

A trace of unbearability flashed in his eyes, and he slowly spoke: "She's not dead, Mincha Luo Yu, she's back." ”

I froze in place, my limbs numb, and even my expression numb.

No way...... My aunt said that it was the people of the Night Pavilion who killed her with their own hands......

"If you don't believe, bring her to you when you're better."

After a long time, I heard him sigh and turn away.

I couldn't react in my head, and stood staggered, the door of the main hall open, and I could see him in the distance.

I now understand that the obstacle between me and Jinchen is not the Dark Night Pavilion, not the restoration of the country, but the Luo Yu girl who can really defeat me.

I don't have the right to fight with her, she was a dead man in the past. The care and warmth I felt from him was her charity to me. Now, she's back, a man of flesh and blood. I'm not even qualified to compete with her, and I can't compete with her.

I felt like I might have run out of tears, so I couldn't cry.

But his heart hurts very much, like a blunt knife cutting flesh, one knife does not see any injury and no blood, another knife breaks the skin, and another knife oozes blood. What can be done with a sharp blade requires hundreds of times and thousands of grinding.

I slowly turned around and sat back on the edge of the bed, my heart empty, and so did my head.

Lost soul, that's what it feels like.

Keep your head in your knees and hold this position so you can't hear anyone else or see the outside world.

I'd rather be tortured in the prison vault to survive, and I'd rather die there in his arms, a hundred times better than the current situation.

It's been half a month, and it's as if the Night Pavilion has completely given up on me, no news, no response.

It's not terrible to be abandoned, it's terrible to be unwilling to admit it.

Everyone let me rot and fall here, waiting to see the jokes. I suddenly felt like I had no reason to keep going, and I didn't have the motivation.

When I close my eyes, I feel like I'm sleeping, and the pain in my heart turns into numbness.

Gradually, my hands and feet became cold and stiff, but I maintained this position, not wanting to change or move.

"I know you're uncomfortable, but when you're recovering from a serious illness, you still have to drink the medicine."

The voice was familiar, but I didn't want to find out who it was, and I didn't want to look up, or that I didn't have the strength to look up.

"It was indeed Prince Xuan who saved you, you read that right."

I raised my head slightly, it was Xia Xiying.

She held the medicine bowl in her hand and spoke slowly. "He ignored everyone's obstruction, regardless of opposing the Queen Mother, and saved you. However, Miss Luo Yu, who came back from the dead in the Zuo Prime Minister's Mansion, did come back. ”

After a while, she said: "When you were imprisoned, I escaped over the wall, but I couldn't see the emperor, and I happened to meet Prince Xuan, so he rushed to save you." Luo Yu of the Mincha clan was poisoned by Jin Zhucao back then. This poison is not incurable, in fact, she was secretly sent to Lingshan for cultivation, and she was gone for three years. Everyone thought she was dead, and so was Prince Xuan. Except for Zuo Xiang, no one knew that she was still alive. Now everyone knows the truth of the matter. ”

I smiled, the corners of my mouth stiffened, and I couldn't bend my curve. "I thought that my heart was as cold as a stone. Actually, I'm too sluggish as Nata said. It's just a pity that I realized it too late. If I could have been in time, I would have stayed away from him. ”

"If you want to cry, cry."

"I don't want to cry and I won't cry again."

"No matter what you think, you have to remember that now you are Concubine Jingui, the person who makes the Queen Mother want to kill her quickly."

She rested the medicine bowl beside the bed, the brown soup reflecting my haggard countenance.

Little by little, his fingers tightened, crumpling the sheets.

That's right, I'm no longer Su Jin, but Jin Guifei. This ending leaves me no choice at all.

The shadow of the candle dragon hall, the empty Liao Liao.

What is the reason for life and death?

…………

Night and day, the veil rises and falls.

When the night is over, the first rays of light are cast on the eyes. It dawned on me that I had been sitting all night.

There was still chaos in my mind, I couldn't tell the difference, I didn't know clearly.

He had his choice, and I, had to make my own choice for his choice.

The medicine bowl was cold, and even the medicinal juice was cold to the bottom of my heart. In one sip, I didn't feel bitter except for the coldness. There is no taste and no taste, and you don't know what to eat.

Moving his legs, stiff and numb.

"Someone."

A group of five maids stood respectfully and politely, with their eyebrows lowered, just as I had just entered the palace.

"Bathing, changing."

"Yes."

The bath is hewn from warm yellow jade, and two fist-sized faucets continue to pour out hot spring water, and the heat fills the room, casting a layer on the crystal palace lamps, and the light is even darker and more ambiguous.

They skillfully untied my clothes, and I was at their mercy like a puppet doll.

In the past, I didn't like people touching me, not even to change my clothes, let alone serve and bathe. But I am not the same person I used to be.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but laugh at myself secretly.

Stepping on the steps into the pool, the warm water slowly rises from the knees and finally floods to the chest.

Magnolia petals sprinkle all over the water, covering everything, and the dark fragrance strikes, sweet and elegant.

When they all retreated, I finally felt like I couldn't hold it anymore, and my feet were empty, and I fell into the water.

The water power floats and heavily, that is, the floating heart, stumbling and unable to settle.

Warm water poured into my ears and nostrils, and flowed through my fingers, and I sank to the bottom of the water, thinking, if I cried now, I wouldn't be able to see it, I wouldn't be able to feel my tears.

However, I didn't.

As I thought before, the tears were gone.

As Yoo Sujin, I am disillusioned with the hopes I should have and the hopes I shouldn't have. As a Jin Guifei, this has just begun.

Slowly open your eyes, the water is full of water, and it is difficult to feel sour. In a trance, I seemed to see him again, with clear eyebrows and a smile on my lips. Then, the picture shattered into dots and disappeared in the water.

I couldn't breathe without air, and the feeling of drowning swept over me.

The body floats faintly, and the top of the head rises to the surface.

The bottom of the water fell into the pool along the hair on his forehead, rolling up a slight ripple, and the ripples swirled with the petals, splashing a little sweet.

Thousands of results flashed through my mind, and I made thousands of determinations, which turned into a cold smile on the corner of my mouth in an instant.

Liu Sujin has died in the prison vault.

"Someone."

"What do you command?"

"Dress for the main palace."

"Yes."