Ch.4 Oba, Don't Cry (1)
It's Wednesday night again, and Xia Ziyun seems to have converged a little bit recently. I don't know if I didn't tell him about his girlfriend's quarrel with him in the building. However, since Xia Zifeng apologized to me last time, I hope that Xia Ziyun can make some trouble and give me more reasons to trouble his brother. And since I started to get started with microeconomics, I don't seem to have so many problems, so I've been feeling lonely lately, as if there are too few troubles in my life......
I used to curse Xia Ziyun for waking me up in the middle of the night, but since he stopped tossing, I found that I suddenly couldn't sleep before four o'clock, and even if I fell asleep, I would definitely wake up at half past three. The biological clock is really scarier than the alarm clock.
When I can't sleep, I occasionally think about their brothers, and I also think about Sister Five-Layer Pink, I haven't seen her for a long time, I don't know if they broke up. I didn't fall asleep until four o'clock that night, so I put on my clothes and prepared to go out into the hallway.
As a result, he actually met Xia Ziyun downstairs, he was on the phone, and he seemed to curse a dirty word at the mobile phone, and then he threw the mobile phone on the ground, kicked the coffee table in the hall with his foot, and finally sat on the carpet angrily. I looked worriedly at the vintage coffee table, which didn't look cheap, to see if it was kicked by him, and for fear of provoking him, I had to continue to watch from a distance.
At this time, Xia Ziyun raised his hand and wiped his eyes, and stuck his throat. I thought I was wrong at night, and I watched carefully for a few seconds. That's right, he was really crying, his eyes were instantly red like a little white rabbit, plus he was delicate, he actually felt a little pitiful.
I've always felt that the only trouble for boys like them with good family conditions is that there are a lot of people chasing them, so annoying. So I despise their self-inflicted troubles, pretend to be melancholy, and say things like "money is not the most important thing" all day long, but we ordinary people don't even have the least important things in their eyes. I shook my head and turned around to leave, but at the moment when I was about to turn back, I saw Xia Ziyun looking up and seeing me. I had one foot further back, and my face was on a very cautious expression, and I noticed that he saw me, and wished I could have Harry Potter's invisibility robes.
He didn't look embarrassed, wiped his eyes with his hand, didn't speak, and didn't look at me again.
"Are you okay?" I couldn't hide, so I had to speak.
He looked down at the ground, "you." ”
His words choked all the sympathy in my heart, and I suddenly had a bad water in my stomach, wanting to take revenge on him for messing with me, "Yo, little brother, why are you crying, the exam is hanging?" ”
He glared at me, "I'm crying and arguing with you, is it possible that someone complains that I cried to him?" ”
I thought about it for a long time, ran back to the house, dragged a few tissues and ran back, squatted in front of him, and said sympathetically, "Little brother, my sister has bad news for you." ”
He looked up in confusion.
"Check the sanitation this week, your house is too messy, you are not qualified, my boss said that he will talk to you tomorrow." As soon as I finished speaking, I presented the tissues in my hand to him, "My sister is afraid that you will cry when you hear it, so I brought a paper to wipe your tears." Then I took out one and stretched it out and wiped it left and right on his face, and said in a tone of voice, "Now, don't cry, good, there's a sister......" His dark eyes stared at my hand and moved back and forth on his face, and after three seconds, he pulled my hand away, "What are you smoking?" ”
I was laughing and cramping. "Hey, Xia Ziyun, do you have contact lenses? The eyes are so big and scary. ”
"You're just bringing contact lenses!"
"Well, Johnson & Johnson, what's your brand?"
"Can you leave me alone for a while?!" He stopped looking at me and turned his head to look at the wall with a frown.
"It turns out that you like to be clean, I thought you only liked to be noisy at this time, and the whole building couldn't sleep." I said sarcastically.
"Fuck you!" He seemed to be really anxious, his face was flushed, his eyebrows were angry, and he seemed to have a few hairs standing on end.
I opened my mouth, not knowing if I was startled by his rage, and finding myself unable to speak, stared into his fiery eyes for five seconds.
"Xia Ziyun, if you are sick and see a doctor, don't be unhappy as if everyone owes you money. I want to cry back and cry in the middle of the night, and I'm not afraid of crying in the corridor? How much trouble you can have, ask for money, have money, have a girlfriend, have a girlfriend, and the whole world is not all yours! ”
"The whole world? Heh, even my mom isn't mine. ”
"Huh? Did your mother pick it up? ”
"You only picked it up by your mother, and your whole family picked it up by your mother!"
"I'm too lazy to talk nonsense with you, I'll go back to sleep."
He sat there and sighed, "I hate my mom." ”
I had already made up my mind to go back to the house, but I was ticked back by his words, and I leaned over and sat down next to him, "We are the same, and I hate my mother too." ”
"What did your mom do to you?"
"She's dead."
The angry expression on his face suddenly disappeared and turned into surprise, "How did she die?" ”
"Sick to death, when I was a child."
"Oh, me, I didn't mean that......" He took a long time before he began to speak.
"Forget it."
He turned his head to look at me, and for the first time I read in his eyes an expression other than arrogance and disdain.
"Do you miss her, then?"
"At first, I cried very badly, I didn't dare to sleep, and I wanted to cry every day when my head hit the pillow. Now that so much time has passed, I can't tell whether I don't want to think about it anymore, or if I am used to not thinking about it deliberately. ”
He leaned back, tilted his head, and it took a long time for a sentence to come out of his mouth, "At least, she's reluctant to leave you." ”
"And what did your mom do to you?"
"My mom cuckolded my dad and married a German. At that time, I was still very young, no matter how much I cried and dragged her, she still refused to relent. ”
Hey, I'll just say what can he bother with......
"Actually, relatives are still relatives after all, she may not care enough about you, but you still love her and want her to be happy, right?"
He glanced at me, thought for a moment, and finally nodded, "Hmm." ”
"If she doesn't have a good time, you won't be happy."
"Hmm."
"So, there are some things, thinking about it, and thinking about it. I really can't think about it, and as the days go by, I get used to it. "I don't know if I'm comforting him or myself.
When he returned to the house, he told me, "Don't tell anyone about tonight." ”
"What's the matter?" I asked him with a smile.
He also smiled, "Good." ”