He kissed me on the lips again, rubbing it carefully.

"I'm clearly meeting your requirements, so why do you blame me for being a beast? You threw my bed away, didn't you just hint at me something, huh? ”

"Hinting at you're a big-headed ghost! Get out of the way! I'm going to sleep...... Hmm~"

The kiss swept over me again, and I lost the strength to struggle and sank into desire.

Since that night, he has been brazen enough to sneak into my bedroom and do some hooligan things, even if I lock the door, he can still come in.

Coming in through the window, through the doorway.

Whether I wanted to hear it or not, he told me all the things he was hiding, over and over again.

But this time I was ruthless, and no matter how many times he said "I love you" and "I'm sorry", I was indifferent.

It's not that I don't believe him, but my heart seems to be dead, and I can't find that passion and enthusiasm again.

I think I really don't love him anymore.

But this is how I will one day go crazy again because of him, like a headless fly helplessly rambling around.

At that moment, I realized that it was not that I didn't love, but that love was no longer superficial than the boiling of blood, but went deep into the minutiae of plain water.

Two days before school started, she carefully told me that she was going to skip a grade and go straight to high school.

I was amazed that I had never taken care of her studies. The questions that I couldn't do before were all taught by Huo Nanyi. Every parent-teacher meeting is also Huo Nanyi's go.

What level she is, I have no way of knowing.

A little sad, he hugged her, "Then I'll go to the school tomorrow and ask to see what procedures need to be taken." ”

"Dad also said that he wanted to accompany me, so let's go together, okay?"

She always found a way to soften my heart, so I had to nod my head and agree, as she wished.

The next day, I took a leave of absence to accompany her to school.

I went to the previous school to understand the basic situation, and her homeroom teacher in the first year of junior high school also enthusiastically wrote a letter of recommendation to her and showed us the way.

But when she got out of school, she tore up the letter of recommendation and threw it in the trash.

"I don't want to go to private school, Mom, I don't want to be like those rich boys and girls. They're boring, and there's no fun to show off. ”

She attended an aristocratic school in elementary school, and her junior high school was also a private middle school, although not all the children of wealthy people, but there were few children from ordinary working families.

She doesn't have any friends, just the one named Fan Zhehao is one of her few friends.

glanced at Huo Nanyi, he looked like you had your own idea, and he didn't want to interfere.

I didn't force her, since school is a part of her life, I don't have the right to influence it.

I went to Maocheng No. 1 Middle School, I don't know if it was because of Huo Nanyi, or if she was really good, the school leaders were very enthusiastic, chatted with her alone for a long time, and then asked her to come back to take the written test the next day.

Everything went smoothly and she managed to skip the grade.

Unable to resist her request, on the first day of school, we sent her to school together.

When she got off the bus to go to school and told me she was going to live in school, I was really angry. She didn't tell me anything else, she didn't even discuss things like living in school, she just informed me.

was so excited that he raised his slap and almost hit it.

But looking at her stubborn eyes, she was numb as if she had been electrocuted, and she had no strength.

That resolute look is similar to me at a certain moment.

Slowly put his hand on her head and combed the hair that had been blown up, "Come in!" Remember to go home when you have time, and I'll make you chicken wings. ”

Excitedly, he kissed me on the face and ran into the school happily.

"I asked her to live in the school, Mu Zi, it may not be peaceful recently, and it is safest for her to stay in the school."

"It's that cold taste again? What the hell does he want? Want money? Or do you want to..."Your words are stuck in your throat, but fortunately you didn't say it, otherwise you wouldn't know how to clean up the embarrassment of anger.

It was a shadow in his heart, like the stone that had once been a stone on my heart.

I can't uncover the scars that scab over so easily.

"Sorry, I'm just a little confused. Excuse me. ”

"Are you really going to be so polite and distant from me for the rest of your life?"

Ignore him and look out the window.

Lifetime?

With all that, does he want to stay with me for the rest of his life?

I don't have the courage to fantasize about the future with him.

After living on campus, there were just two of us at home. If it weren't for his brazen presence in my house, I wouldn't know how a person could face the silence of a room.

It's just that he is almost socializing and comes home late every day. Although I am a little worried, it is not good to ask directly, after all, we have no relationship.

The doorbell thought about it, hurriedly put down the paintbrush, hurriedly ran down, and opened the door, but he was drunk.

Standing unsteadily, half leaning against the wall, anger erupted with a "bang".

I closed the door, so angry that I couldn't do it.

What does he mean by that? Deliberately soft-hearted?

Obviously, I don't want to do anything with him, but seeing him like this, I still can't suppress my anger.

Ran upstairs in a rage and collapsed on the bed, not wanting to care about him.

But damn it, I did relent.

Irritated, ran down, went out, he sat on the ground, miserable.

kicked him lightly, but didn't see him move, "Huo Nanyi, you get up for me!" Huo Nanyi! ”

I bent down and dragged him, but he took him by him, sat on his lap, and wrapped his hands tightly around my waist.

"The moon is fine tonight."

"What are you drunk? It's also a good moonlight. Loosen! I don't want to be bitten by mosquitoes like you drunk. ”

"Is it really impossible? You're still worried about me. Mu Zi, this time, we clasped our fingers and walked to the end, okay? ”

He also said the same thing before, saying that he would stay with me for the rest of his life, didn't he still file for divorce?

Besides, before everything is over, how dare you hope forever?

Sure enough, as I said, we fed the mosquitoes at the door all night.

The wind closed the door, and I didn't have the key with me, so I was locked in front of my house.

I hated and wanted to strangle him, but I just glared at him, and didn't do anything.

He was overjoyed, and said that even Providence wanted me to give him a chance.

Being locked in his arms, I had to learn to enjoy, looking up at the night sky, I couldn't help but think of the past, lying in his arms and watching the stars, it was my greatest happiness.

"Tell me about your confidante! Is she really gone? ”

"Don't say it! If you're jealous, I won't be able to do any good. ”

He glanced at him, didn't bother to pay attention to him, stared at the stars for a while, and closed his eyes.

"She is my savior, if she hadn't come forward, I would have died in a foreign land at the age of eleven."

Listen to him quietly, the gloom of his life, and the light that illuminates his path.

That "heroine" is Miss Linzi's twin sister, named Shisu, who is the beloved woman of the "Black Emperor" boss.

In fact, she is the same age as Huo Nanyi, but she was saved by that person, and she has been raised as the woman of the future eldest brother.

That year, he had just gone to Europe, and he was lonely and alone, and I was staring at him with cold interest, and his life was very difficult.

During a time of avoiding the cold, he accidentally broke into the territory of the Black Emperor and broke their dark deal, and was arrested.

According to the rules of the Black Emperor at that time, either seal your mouth with death, or cut off your tongue and join the Black Emperor.

But he has the strength to not admit defeat, no matter how badly he is beaten, he just doesn't say a word.

The boss of the Black Emperor saw that he was very backbone, so he wanted to accept him, but he refused again.

This completely angered the boss and tried to force him to comply. When the sharp knife was about to cut off his fingers, Shiso stood up and begged the boss to spare him.

Shisu was forced to die, and the boss had no choice but to do anything to him.

But he didn't let him go, and he was forced to join their dark gang after all.

"And what about later? Did you really help them kill someone? ”

The heart can't help but stir up, for the darkness he once had, and for those innocent people.

"In my heart, I have always regarded Shisu as a reborn parent, she is in trouble, and I can't sit idly by."

Because of his joining, the originally depressed Shisu actually spoke, and joined the cruel devil training with him. In the end, they all turned out to be excellent killers.

Especially Shisu, who has a harmless and gentle face of livestock, but there is only darkness left in her heart, as long as she makes a move, no matter whether the other party has a hard time or not, there is only a dead end.

He began to stain his hands with blood at the age of nineteen. Shisu received a mission, but needed someone to cooperate, so he found him.

And he, at all, did not have the right to refuse her.

During that mission, Shisu was seriously injured in order to protect him, so he didn't go back in time, and the two of them stayed on an island to heal.

This treatment planted the seeds of tragedy.

Shiso fell in love with him completely.

"What about you? Miss Shiso is so beautiful, and you have similar experiences, you can understand what the other party thinks with one look. With such a tacit understanding, you must love her too, right? ”

It's sour, it's all old, but I still feel a little uncomfortable.

There was once a woman who knew him and understood him and loved him with all her heart, and I, apart from the harm I brought him, couldn't even compare to Miss Shiso's nails.

"I'm not perverted enough to fall in love with my mother. Mu Zi, from beginning to end, you are the only woman I love. ”

“……”

The heart jumped in ecstasy, and the excitement was overwhelming.

"And what about later? Why did Miss Shiso ......"

When Zisu was twenty years old, he confessed to his boss that he liked Huo Nanyi.

The boss was furious, sent someone to arrest Huo Nanyi, and beat him half to death in front of Zisu.

But Shisu was still stubbornly unwilling to give in, insisting on his inner feelings.

The two men were locked up in a dark basement, his nose and eyes swollen, and he was covered in wounds.

Shisu bravely confessed again, but his sentence "I have always respected you as my own mother" destroyed all the strength in my heart.

She even stripped naked to give herself to him, but he didn't do anything and just helped her get dressed.

Remembering that I had stripped naked and stood in front of him before, I was also embarrassed to be pushed away, and looked up at him.

"Maybe she couldn't stand being rejected, so she finally compromised and agreed to marry the black boss."

The tragedy happened at the scene of the festive wedding.

"A few days before the wedding, she approached me personally and asked me to definitely attend the wedding. Helplessly, I went anyway. Perhaps, if I don't go, she won't die. ”