By the time I woke up, it was already half past three in the morning.

I sat in the interrogation room of the police station, my head slammed on the table, dozing off.

I glanced at it for some reason, and I was sitting there alone, and there were no police.

It's quiet like a dead city, and it's even colder.

Curled up, thinking back to the previous events, I remembered that I had lost control for a moment, and the head of the man who was about to rub the oil was bleeding.

I don't know if I will be detained, but I feel open in my heart, and I don't feel the slightest guilt or uneasiness.

I'm in legitimate defense, and there's nothing to be ashamed of.

Listening to the wall clock on the wall running one by one, I didn't sleep, so I was dumbfounded, accompanying it, for fear that it would be lonely.

At dawn, the sound of people moving outside began, and I moved my stiff hands and feet, waiting for someone to come and sentence me.

After about 20 minutes, someone finally came.

It was an old policeman with a serious face, who glanced at me, and the vicissitudes of smoke shook my eardrums, "Mu Zi, you can go." Then he walked away.

got up, patted his ass with a little pain, and walked out skillfully.

Speaking of which, I really have a relationship with the police department, and I can't remember how many times I came out of that interrogation room.

The person who came to protect me was Huo Nanyi.

walked out together, silent all the way, I don't know what mood he is in at the moment, and he doesn't frown, he just doesn't say a word.

I was about to subconsciously open my mouth to explain it to him, but after thinking about it, let him disgust, isn't it what I want now?

After returning home quietly, I hurriedly went back to take a shower and change clothes.

I'm going to wash my dirt and then roll into the sordid hustle and bustle and stain myself beyond recognition.

When I went downstairs again, both father and daughter were there, but the atmosphere was still quiet, as if it had been specially created for me.

Glancing at them, he didn't stop, went to the kitchen to eat a piece and vomited to death, drank a glass of milk, and drove out impatiently.

They didn't hold back, and chased after me, standing alone in the snow, looking in the direction I had left with pleading eyes.

I feel very distressed by that look, but I will no longer allow myself to be trapped in a cycle of pain.

I went to the training institution to take classes as usual, and during the lunch break, I made an appointment with Sister Tang Li for dinner.

I think it's time to get some of the things that have been lost back for myself.

We met at a Japanese restaurant near Verry, and when I went, she had already ordered a meal for me, and she had ordered one for me, and she was very appetizing to me.

"Mu Zi, it's really rare for you to take the initiative to find me! I don't know if my sister can hear the answer she wants today. ”

"Sister Tang Li, let's join forces! I want to be reborn from the pride of stupidity and be my true self. ”

She smiled happily and joked that she would go back and regroup to meet the pinnacle of Verry.

After work in the afternoon, she asked me to go to the company to find her, and I went. At that time, she was the only one in the company, and the others went home from work on time.

"Sister, ...... are you?"

"During your absence, the design department never delivered a satisfactory design. I haven't pushed new products, and the design drafts are piled up here. ”

She got up, walked to the bookshelf on the left, and pointed to the design that was piled up like a small hill.

I took out a copy very casually, looked at it twice, and threw it away very dissatisfied.

Although I shouted for those designers in my heart, I didn't say anything. When I picked it up, it was close to perfect, but it had no soul and couldn't move.

"Well, it's all the same, all of them are like dead black butterflies, but what my sister wants is the appearance of struggling when she is on the verge of death, and even struggling to give up. They don't understand me, only you, Mu Zi. ”

In fact, I didn't understand Verre's design style before, and I was always negative, but with a kind of hope to break through hell.

At that time, my design did not conform to Wei Errui's aesthetics, but Sister Tang Li accepted it willfully, and I don't know why she is.

"Sister, my style has also changed, I'm afraid it's ......"

"I know, I'm just waiting for your transformation. Let's go, eat together, and then start squeezing you. ”

Holding my hand, he left the company and accompanied her to the bar for two drinks after dinner.

She had to go to the bar every day to drink, not much, just three glasses, no matter what kind of wine, only three glasses. When I first learned about her fetish, I also joked to her: "If a good man drinks, he must leave after three drinks." ”

Even though she didn't hide anything from me, she managed to become a secret that I couldn't guess, and I felt that there was much more to her story than she had ever told me.

When I got home, it was past nine o'clock, and they were waiting for me to eat.

The moment I opened the door and entered, and the smell of food came to my nose, I was still moved and sorry in my heart.

But I can only pretend that nothing happened, indifferent and indifferent to their expectations and disappointments.

I didn't look at it, I went upstairs, went directly to the study, took out the pen and paper I just brought back, and forgot about the design.

The days that followed, too, were spent like this. I don't talk to them, I don't pay attention to them, just as I did to my enemies.

On the eve of Chinese New Year's Eve, Huo Nanyi finally broke my peace.

I was immersed in the drawing, and he walked in with a glass of hot milk without knocking.

It wasn't until the cup pressed down on my flower paper that I realized he was coming in.

Displeasure looked up at him, "What are you doing?" Leave me alone! Unceremoniously removed the cup, unintentionally ignoring him, and continued to paint.

"Mu Zi, let's have a good talk!"

I don't want to answer at all, and I don't think there's anything to talk about between us.

It's him who stays in my house all the time, and I've made it clear enough that I don't need anyone!

But he became a family cook like a cheap man, and he was courteous to please me, I don't want to accept it, this will finally be unbearable?

Seeing that I ignored him, and did not leave, he stood there like a stone statue, and did not move.

The design of the painting without distractions is as if he did not exist.

It's strange to say, in the past, as long as he looked at me twice, I would be teased and couldn't calm down, and my heart was pounding non-stop, not to mention painting design, and I would forget to chew even when I ate.

And now, he stared at me with burning eyes, and it couldn't affect me for half a point, maybe he really let it go.

After finishing the draft, it was almost eleven o'clock, put away the sketch, stretched and was about to go back to the bedroom to rest, but he grabbed his wrist.

He put his hands on his desk and surrounded me in front of his chest, and I thought he was going to settle accounts with me.

"Can we talk now?"

It was very close, and all the breath he breathed as he spoke entered my heart, and the warm snort sprinkled on my neck, but it could not stir up the slightest ripple in my heart.

"What do you want? I said, I don't need you, and I don't want anyone! Why bring shame on yourself here? Huo Nanyi, listen, my heart won't beat. ”

I don't know where the superiority came from, anyway, I'm just showing off proudly, and he can't tug at my heartstrings.

"See, I don't love you anymore, I'm completely dead. Don't beg for love in me, there are many women who are willing to give you a hug, don't throw the last dignity on me, it's not cost-effective. ”

Unable to break free of his hand, I had an idea, got out of his armpit, and left the study with a smile.

"Mu Zi, but there is always only one. Stop deceiving yourself, you're just pretending to be indifferent for fear of getting hurt. Approaching me, "Mu Zi, I will make you fall in love with me again, with all your passion, regardless of everything." ”

"Really? Then we'll see. ”

I didn't care about going back to sleep.

He seemed to have made up his mind to make me surrender to his charms and pursue me with all his might.

I didn't pay attention to those past events, and I didn't even ask why I disappeared that day, and how I came back after that, and I didn't want to ask about it.

Now that my aunt is like that, the people who target us only have that cold taste.

And the entanglement between him and Huo Nanyi shouldn't let me bear the consequences.

In the past, everyone advised me to learn to let go, but I stubbornly persevered to the end, and all I got was scars.

Now, many people also advise me not to be willful, miss such a beautiful relationship, but I don't listen, I have to fight to the end.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, I left work early, walked around the mall before it closed, and bought a lot of things, both mine and free.

Even if I don't want her to be by my side, but she doesn't leave, I can't always be cold and violent to her, after all, she is the closest to me.

Sending gifts for my grandfather and aunt, the truck followed a delivery van, and I bought a piano with the money I earned myself.

When I got home, I almost lost my temper when I saw the lights in the house and the red color in the room.

It's not because I don't like it, but because I'm afraid of revealing what I really think in my heart, and I want to find something else to cover it up.

But in the end, I held back.

Putting the things given to her on the sofa, and just about to say something, the delivery people came in with the piano, panting and asking, "Ms. Mu, where do you want to put it?" ”

Glancing, "Follow me!" "Take them upstairs.

I wanted to put it in my bedroom, but I had a plan and moved it into the guest room occupied by Huo Nanyi.

I also asked them to help me remove the bed in the guest room, and the guest room became a piano room.

I clapped my hands, went downstairs satisfied, just enough to start eating, and sat down unceremoniously to start eating.

Since someone wants to be a free babysitter for me, and I can't get rid of it, then I'll gladly accept it.

Suddenly I was no longer cold, and I was back to my usual activity, chirping, like a little sparrow, and the atmosphere was much more lively.

Sitting in the living room to watch the Spring Festival Gala together, nestled in my arms casually, smiling, like a lazy cat that is full of food and drink, inexplicably makes people's hearts soft as water.

"Mom, let's go set off fireworks! I haven't let it go yet! ”

"You want to put it?"

"Well, I think I'd like to set off fireworks with my parents. Mom, is that okay? ”

I didn't refuse, I promised her, and I didn't react until I saw him come out with a big box of fireworks, it was a trap for the two of them.

I was very happy to see Suixin, and I didn't want to spoil her fun, so I acted as if I didn't know anything and accompanied her.

When the fireworks bloom in the night sky, I see its loneliness, when in fact, I am more lonely than the fireworks.

is so lonely that he can only pretend, and he can't even tell himself about this misery.

The clock struck twelve o'clock, and the night sky finally returned to quiet.

I slept as I pleased, but I couldn't sleep, so I went to the study, picked up my pen and started to draw again.

As he painted, he lazily lay on his desk, slowly closed his eyes, and fell asleep.

"Hmm......"

In a daze, I felt that a thousand-pound stone was pressed on my body, and I was a little out of breath. And there was a warm spirit snake wrapped around me, swimming, biting me lightly and heavily.

I felt that it was getting harder and harder to breathe, and I was finally able to take a big breath, only halfway through, and then I was blocked, and something was tangled in my mouth, disrupting my breathing.

I was so anxious that I burst into tears, trying to push myself free from the big rock, but my hands were grabbed and I couldn't move.

Helplessly, I took advantage of the fact that thing was lingering and bit it hard.

Finally, I was able to breathe normally.

He opened his eyes suddenly, but met his eyes, shining brightly in the darkness.

"You're sick! Let me go! ”

Why is he doing this to me? If you are lonely and go to someone else, why do you want to do this while I am asleep...... The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I struggled desperately.

I don't know where to kick him, "snort", bites my ear, and muffled: "Don't move!" ”

"You let go of me! Huo Nanyi, when are you so hungry? I want to buy anything! Let go of me and get out! ”