The handwriting on Xue Tao's note is chic and powerful, and the thick ink drowns the traces of petals on the letterhead, leaving a deep fragrance.

Although it had been agreed the night before that he would go back to settle some matters, he did not think that he had left only a letter and asked me to wait for him for three days.

Maybe it's because I've recently been unloaded and he's slept so heavily, and I didn't hear a sound when he left. Only the subordinate said that he was afraid of waking me up, and told others not to disturb me.

Fold the letter in half, fold it again, and clip it into the book. The eyes were illuminated by the light outside the window, and they couldn't open them.

In the summer, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, and the heat outside slowly seeps in through the light onion veil covering the panes, and then creeps up to people's necks silently.

I know that I am cautious and suspicious, so I try to see this kind of non-farewell as plain and fearless. But no matter what, Xiao Ling's words are still stuck in my heart.

I tried my best to convince myself that I had experienced so many ups and downs with Beiyu Jinchen, hurt and loved each other, even if I didn't trust him, I had to believe in my choice.

In order not to let yourself be cranky, the best way is to get busy, so I spread out the book, looked up the customs and customs of some countries, and thought that I could use it in the future.

In the corner of the carved purple wood table is a small plate of rose gold dew cake, the snow-white body of the cake is decorated with pink rose buds, small and delicate. This is the first tea made by Beiyu Jinchen after his eyes recovered, the preparation method is naturally from the palace, and the taste is not the same as the pastries sold in the restaurant, his cooking skills, I have seen it a long time ago.

Thinking of this, I unconsciously put down the pen again, pinched a piece and stuffed it into my mouth.

Before he could swallow it, someone slammed open the door of the bedroom in a panic, making a heavy noise.

I was so startled that the pastry almost choked in my throat.

When I looked closely, it was my own subordinate, and I was relieved.

"What are you doing in a panic? Didn't you say it, you can't disturb it without my permission. He complained and continued to pick up the pen and transcribe ancient books.

"Miss! Something happened to Lady Snow......" he stumbled and said.

Lady Snow? I couldn't turn my mind for a while, and it took me a while to remember that they called Ruxue Mrs. Snow.

"What's wrong?" My first reaction was that King Ling Ran knew where she lived, because only Beiyu Jinchen and I knew the origin of Ruxue's past entanglements, and as soon as Beiyu Jinchen walked on the front foot, there was bad news on Ruxue's side, and it was really difficult not to make such associations.

"Lady Snow....... She, she was born prematurely! It's been more than an hour, and I haven't been born yet. ”

The barrel fell, and the ink-soaked tip smudged a large stain.

My head boomed, this news, worse than I expected, what I once feared still happened.

I didn't have time to change out of my ink-stained clothes, so I hurriedly rode my horse.

The speed of the horse became faster and faster, and the wind whistled through the ears, trying to hide the restlessness and impatience in his heart.

In the middle of summer, it was only cold in that small courtyard.

The buds at the edge of the garden drooped their heads, and they became more and more listless in the shade of the locust trees.

The little maid sat on the threshold and cried, and the cry reached outside the gate.

Staggered to the door, the heavy smell of blood already faintly leaking through the curtain.

I suddenly didn't dare to go in, and what happened in the backyard of Liufu was reflected in my mind, and my mother took her own life in order to give birth to that scumbag.

Ruxue seems to be taking this step as well......

Suppressed and painful cries came from the house, mixed with the anxious cries of the midwife.

The louder the voice, the more terrified I became. After standing still for a while, calming down your mood, you have the strength to take a step.

"Go and get the best female doctor in town, and if there is no female doctor, ask the doctor, no matter how much it costs, and let them get there for me within half a pillar of incense." Ordered his retinue to rush into the house without delaying time.

"Madame, exert yourself! Try harder! ”

Ruxue lay on the bed, her whole face distorted by pain, and beads of sweat the size of beans ran down her forehead, staining her hair.

She bit the towel in her mouth, and every time the midwife shouted hard, she would bite the towel until the skin of her mouth wore out.

It hurts in her heart, she used to be such a carefree girl, but now she is struggling on the edge of hell for an irresponsible man.

"Ruxue, don't be afraid, I'm here." I didn't know what to say to comfort her, so I could only hold her hand, and her symbolic smile of comfort was drowned out by pain before it could appear.

Ruxue held my hand with incredible strength, and the heart-rending cry resounded throughout the room, spreading outside along with the bloody breath.

Time passed little by little, and the time for a stick of incense had just passed, and the entourage came in with two doctors and a female doctor.

They were first taken aback by this situation, and then began to discuss the plan, and finally decided to use oxytocic drugs to help Ruxue give birth to a child.

"Listen, whether the child can live or not, but she can't have a little mistake, otherwise, I will let you bury her." I put aside the harsh words, and the retinue stood in the doorway with knives, they were the people I brought from the Night Pavilion, and they were all bloodthirsty demons who wielded knives.

The decoction was quickly cooked, and it was hard to drink like snow, and the excess black-brown soup stopped at the collarbone along the corners of the mouth, blending with beads of sweat.

"It hurt......s," she kept shouting, and I was anxious and helpless.

"This young lady, this situation is mostly a difficult birth, the child is in an improper position and too large, and I have to cut a pair of scissors under Mrs. to let the child out." The midwife's hands were full of blood, and she trembled to me and said.

"Are you crazy? Is that something that can be cut casually? "I'm almost mad, if she hadn't been of some use, I'd love to kill this midwife.

"Sister Su Jin...... I'm not afraid, I just want the child to be safe, I beg you. Ruxue was almost crying, but her eyes were full of determination.

I was a little dazed, as a mother, she was much stronger than I thought.

I nodded stiffly, looking away.

The midwife walked over with scissors that had been wiped with hot water and wine, and before she could do anything, she suddenly screamed.

"Gave birth to ......," she murmured, picking up a bloodied baby.

I ran over excitedly to find a quilt to wrap around this weak but pitiful child, but the midwife suddenly raised her head and said to me, "The child is not breathing, it is a dead baby!" ”

"No, it can't be, I'm going to see my kids!" Ruxue struggled to get up, and the more she struggled, the more blood gushed out from her lower body.

"It's a blood crash." The female doctor panicked to get the herbs to stop the bleeding, and the other two used acupuncture to probe the acupuncture points to stop the bleeding.

Either method is to no avail, such as Snow holding the already cold child, crying and laughing. And the blood on her body was still pouring out, staining the entire mattress.

"Ruxue, don't be like this." I don't know why, but I feel like I've lost something or like I'm about to die.

"Sister." There were tears in her eyes, "I'm afraid I can't do it, don't embarrass them, let them live." ”

The midwife and the doctor were on their knees, crying the same, but they were trying to survive.

"Sister, I still don't regret it, I don't regret loving it, I don't regret meeting that person. In the future, you have to live well, and live well for me and Nata. ”

She closed her eyes, the last tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, and the hand holding me hung down heavily, and there was no business.

I was stunned for a moment, and the voice in my throat finally turned into a heart-rending cry.

In the end, I couldn't protect her.