It is a light rain and a cool day, and the grass is green.

It was obviously summer, but the hometown of the city tower, the distant mountains and the land were all blown over by the wind mixed with the cool rain.

Droplets of water from the forehead fell along with a light rain as thin as silk threads, and stuck on the eyelashes, blurring the vision.

The sound of the little maid's crying and crying is intermittent, and it should be combined with the sound of the wind in the distance, which is even more desolate.

She took apart the paper money one by one, and lit them one by one, and the ashes were blown up and hung in the air, with a little spark on the black-gray foam, as if there was no secret to be told in the future.

I stood silently, looking at the new grave and the lettering on the tombstone in front of me. The line of sight seems to travel back to the past, when we first met, she was wearing a goose yellow Luo skirt, and the shallow pear vortex smiled like a flower.

Her voice and smile never seemed to go away, repeating it in her mind over and over again.

"Miss Sujin, my name is Ruxue, I met today, do you remember?"

"You're really good, how did you do that piercing ring?"

"Sister, I still don't regret it, I don't regret loving it, I don't regret meeting that person. In the future, you have to live well, and live well for me and Nata. ”

……

I had told myself not to cry anymore since I was buried in the snow last night, but the ashes blinded my eyes, and tears filled my eyes.

"Tell me the truth, how did Ruxue give birth prematurely?" My voice was cold and hoarse, I cried all night, my heart was cold all night, and my whole person was like a voice.

The little maid wiped her tears and said in a low voice: "Yesterday, I accompanied my wife to the town to buy things, and when I came back, I was afraid of being far away and walked the mountain and forest paths. Who knew if I ran into ......" She wanted to speak and stopped, and I stared at her before I had to continue talking. "I ran into King Ling Ran and the Seventh Princess. They came in a carriage and did not know where they were going, and the lady accidentally fell down the mountain road to avoid them. ”

"Did they find you?" Unconsciously, one hand grasped the hilt of the knife at his waist, and the murderous aura that emerged from the bottom of his heart gathered one by one.

She shook her head: "No, Madame fell after they left." ”

In the palm of my hand, I held the jade peace clasp around Ruxue's neck before she died, it was the only most precious thing she wore when she left the palace, and I later learned that it was given to her by King Ling Ran.

The person she loved put her into a difficult life, and caused her to lose her child and her life.

I longed to slash him with my sword, but even this could not appease the hatred in my heart.

I moved my steps to leave, but the little girl suddenly jumped up and grabbed my legs. "Miss can't kill him, and Lady Snow will be sad in the spirit of heaven."

"I'm not going to kill him." These words were squeezed out of my throat little by little, difficult and bitter. "But I want him to know that he killed the person who loves him the most in the world."

I'm not a good person in the first place, and not killing is already the biggest regression.

Time passed little by little, and the rain continued to drift.

The black masking cloth on his face was soaked in the humid air, and the cool breath was entwined.

I knew that this path was the only way for him to return to King Ling Ran's mansion, and I knew that once he recognized me, I would put the Night Pavilion and myself in the most disadvantageous position.

But I had to do it, both for Ruxue and for myself.

Not far away, the coachman drove the Qingjin carriage slowly, and subconsciously stopped when he saw me blocking the way.

"What's wrong?" King Ling Ran's voice came from the carriage, and he lifted the curtain to look this way, his gaze instantly condensed. "It's not good."

There was also a guard in the car with the coachman, and he came with a knife without saying a word. Finally, he stood two meters away from me and said, "Get out of the way, otherwise Hugh will be ruthless under the knife." ”

In an instant, a stream of heat suddenly gushed out of the heart, running through the whole body. On the right hand holding the hilt of the sword, a strange red totem looms, which should be murderous again, but I need to refrain from it.

As soon as the guard stepped out, the dagger at his waist flew out. The silver light was cold, and the raindrops hit the tip, splashing the tiniest waves. The direction is towards the shoulder, not the point. Easily sideways to dodge, the knife surface flew over against the clothes, cutting a long hole in the clothes.

I gathered my murderous aura, and rushed out in three steps and two steps, the head of the sword stopped an inch from his abdomen, and the man blocked it with the palm of his hand, with great force. I know that he is King Ling Ran's personal bodyguard, so his skills are not bad. In fact, at my current level, there was at most a draw with him, but I did some preparation before planning the trip.

The three silver needles between his fingers were firmly in the back of his neck as he was distracted, and he cried out in pain, and fell to his knees and rolled on the ground. After a while, faint here.

I didn't want to hurt the lives of innocent people, so after half an hour, the needle would be automatically expelled from his body as he woke up.

The coachman was frightened, and retreated again and again and collapsed on the side of the wheel, and did not dare to leave his post without permission because his master was still there.

King Ling Ran narrowed his eyes, this expression was very similar to Beiyu Jinchen, they were born to the same mother, even if their faces were different, their expressions were similar.

"You take the princess back, and this king will meet this person." He instructed the coachman, who was eager to leave quickly, and was even more relieved to hear this.

"No! You can't be alone! "A delicate female voice came from the curtain, this should be the Seventh Princess I have only met once at the palace banquet.

"Obedient." He jumped out of the car, "Your task is to protect the baby in your belly, I promise you will go back safely." ”

With that, the coachman had turned the carriage around, whipped him hard, and left at a rapid pace.

When I heard the word "child", I couldn't help but feel a chill in my heart, and the resentment and disgust of the child who died before he was born in Ruxue's belly came to my heart together.

The heat flow reappeared, and the red totem was already covered with arms, and only when I moved the murderous aura, could I fight hard to subdue the person in front of me.

stepped forward, and the sword aura was overwhelming, stabbing at the center of the eyebrows like a broken bamboo. He nimbly dodged it, and his right wrist flicked forward, and the blade of the sword was bounced away.

Since the upward attack did not achieve the downward momentum, while the right leg swept forward, he distracted his attention with a sword flower, but this person was more experienced in a hundred battles, although he was unable to do so, and he avoided it in embarrassment, but he also escaped a catastrophe.

"Who are you? I have no grievances with you, why should I hurt people's lives? His face was puzzled, but even more angry.

"What a good one, no grievances." I chuckled and raised my timbre to pretend to be a shrill voice.

When the words fell, the murderous aura had already broken free, although it was not as crazy as the night when he went mad.

The wrist is windy, the tricks are Lingling, and the killing intent occupies most of the reason.

Disrupted by the trick, he leaned against the wall, small droplets of water on the cornices pooling together and slowly flowing down and wetting the placket of his clothes.

My sword had slashed through his neck, and the drops of water and blood on his chin had melted together, and the blood was pale in color.

"Sister, I still don't regret it, I don't regret loving it, I don't regret meeting that person. In the future, you have to live well, and live well for me and Nata. "Ruxue's face flashed in front of people's eyes like an illusion, and I instantly came to my senses, controlled my strength, and did not stab again.

Time seemed to stand still, and all I could hear was his heavy gasps and the sound of rain that grew louder.

I raised my left hand and stretched out my fingers, one end of the jade clasp was tied to the tip of my finger, and the other end was a pendant swaying in mid-air.

His expression changed from wariness to shock, and after a while, he said, "Who are you?" ”

"Didn't you always want to find her? I'll take you. ”

He was silent and did not speak. The fingers were closed little by little, hiding their emotions.

"What? Since you don't want to go, I won't persecute you. You don't have to care about how affectionate men in the world are, do you? ”

I took my sword, put it back in its scabbard, threw it at him, and moved to leave.

"Wait!" He cried out, "I'll go with you." ”

The rain became heavier, and the lightning thundered like an angry beast.

At the beginning of the past, the rain fell in the twilight,

The deceased looks at his private memories from afar.

……

I've always thought that revenge, once successful, will be enjoyable regardless of the cause.

But when I saw that person crying in front of the tombstone, when I saw him like a fool and asked where Ruxue was, or when others decided that King Ling Ran was crazy, I didn't feel the pleasure of revenge, on the contrary, I felt guilty, I was sad, because of the dead Ruxue, and because of the innocent implicated Seventh Princess, who had to wash her face with tears.

I think the most wrong thing I did for Ruxue was to help her hide it in the first place.

But no one can give me a chance to be forgiven, and I will live with this guilt forever.

Until, a wicked person like me, gets the end he deserves.