part 359
Sun Yingchen said to him during the day today, he still remembers, but he doesn't know why, these words always pop out of his mind from time to time, affecting his emotions, maybe the real answer he has roughly already concluded.
That is, at that time, Bai Siyuan just wanted to stay, or let Sun Yingchen go with him.
Perhaps, subtly, although Bai Siyuan has amnesia, doesn't remember who Sun Yingchen is, and doesn't even know how much he once loved her, but now he doesn't remember anything, he is still no stranger to this strange woman in his memory, perhaps, he is still in love with her.
His thoughts became more and more chaotic, and Bai Siyuan's expression became more and more sad.
Chen Juan didn't know when she came in, it was not that she didn't knock on the door, but she knocked on the door for a long time, but she didn't get an answer from Bai Siyuan, so she opened the door directly and came in, and after coming in, she saw that there was no one in the house, so she saw that the door of the balcony was open, and saw Bai Siyuan standing there like this, her back was very lonely, and she didn't know what he was thinking, so she didn't hear when she knocked on the door.
"Si Yuan." Chen Juan called him.
Bai Siyuan looked back at her in a daze, and said with a smile, "Mom." ”
Chen Juan saw that his state was a little bad, and she couldn't help but be a little worried.
"It's so late, why haven't you rested yet?" Bai Siyuan directly put the wine glass on the table and said, "The weather is cold at night, so let's go into the house." With that, he took Chen Juan back to the room.
The house is clean and doesn't even look like someone has lived in it, Chen Juan feels that although his son has amnesia, he still has the habit of the past, as long as he feels sad or stressed, he will tidy up the room, this little habit he has always had, so Chen Juan knew as soon as he saw the room that he must have encountered something.
Bai Siyuan helped Chen Juan to sit on the sofa, and at the same time sat opposite her, poured Chen Juan a cup of hot water, and handed it to her.
"Mom, what's the matter with me?"
Chen Juan held the water cup in her hand, and the white porcelain cup passed on to her the temperature of hot water, which was very comfortable to hold in her hand.
"What's going on in the company lately, makes you feel stressed?" Chen Juan said straight to the point, after all, there is no need for her son to beat around the bush.
Bai Siyuan shook his head and said: "The company has Lu Heng to take care of it, and the performance is rising again and again, where is the pressure on me." Bai Siyuan is indeed telling the truth, the company is managed by Lu Heng, which does make many people feel at ease, especially those small shareholders, who can make money every day just by drinking coffee and chatting about right and wrong at home, who can not be happy.
Chen Juan shook her head and said: "Siyuan, you were born by your mother, what is your mother, your mother knows best, if it is not because of the company's affairs, then what are you doing to affect your mood?" ”
Chen Juan's eyes looked at Bai Siyuan, as if she had seen him through, she deliberately said things about the company, but she hoped that Bai Siyuan could say it herself, maybe if she said it herself, he would be much more indifferent.
"Mom, there's nothing wrong with me, really." Bai Siyuan still pretended that he was really fine.
Chen Juan sighed and said, "You didn't eat when you came back today, Zhang's mother said that you just drank a glass of water and went back to the room, you see you didn't eat dinner, and you just drank red wine, isn't your stomach uncomfortable?" Chen Juan looked at him and said: "Siyuan, in fact, my mother is very worried about you, since you have amnesia, do you know how your mother lived, I couldn't wait to go with you completely, Heilan's entire burden is on your father's body, what should those employees who are attached to Hailan's survival do, your father's body is not as good as day by day, we can only deal with the company's affairs during the day, and we can only silently wipe each other's tears at night, but God still returns you, I can't lose you, and I can't let you leave my sight for half a step, But you have completely changed as a person, and the loss of memory is your pain, but it is not anyone's pain? How I want you to come to your senses and turn back into my old Siyuan. ”
Bai Siyuan's face was very pale, he knew that his memory had always been everyone's concern, he had wanted to be like this, but gradually, he also found that the fear of the blank in his memory almost made him crazy, especially today it was very important for him to remember what was in the school, but he didn't know, and he couldn't remember anything.
Now he still makes his mother so sad, what the hell is he doing, why is he so cowardly, why does he keep hiding and hiding.
"Mom......" Bai Siyuan's voice choked, although he didn't remember, but the family affection was still there, and he still had family feelings for Chen Juan.
Chen Juan closed her eyes, as if she was calming down, and after a long time, she spoke: "I heard from the driver today that you went to school." ”
Chen Juan didn't mean to investigate Bai Siyuan's itinerary, but his mood was a little abnormal today, so she had to do it.
"Did you go to school because you remembered something about school?" Chen Juan asked.
Bai Siyuan thought for a while and said, "Mom, I saw in my diary that I always wanted to study abroad. Bai Siyuan looked up at her, as if he was struggling with himself, as if he wanted to ask some answers that he didn't know.
"My goal has always been to study abroad, why did I choose to stay in China, stay in the family business, and did anything happen during this period?" Bai Siyuan still asked.
Chen Juan thought about it, then nodded and said, "Yes, you met someone who changed your life enough." ”
Bai Siyuan lowered his head and said in a flat voice: "Is it Sun Yingchen?" ”
Chen Juan said profitably: "Yes, it's her." ”
Bai Siyuan didn't speak.
Chen Juan continued: "Actually, your father and I have never wanted you to go abroad, after all, we only have a son like you, and the huge enterprise will still be handed over to you in the future, but you were wholeheartedly planning to go abroad at that time, and the admission notices of foreign schools have been mailed to your home, but you still gave up, at that time, your father and I only knew that there was Sun Yingchen, you like her very much, like so much that you can give up your own dreams, give up your hopes, although you have forgotten her now, But Mom knows how much you love her. ”
Bai Siyuan still didn't speak, although he didn't remember her, but now listening to what Chen Juan said, he knew that everything was powerless to refute, because, although he didn't remember her now, he still had her picture in his heart, and he had the determination to start over with her.
"Later, when you were together, it was when you were the happiest, and you thought all day when you could spend more time with her, and when to take her where to play." Chen Juan said, her tone was also very light.