part 358
Sun Yingchen never knew what kind of person Lu Heng's mother was, and Lu Heng rarely said anything about the existence of Lu Heng's mother. Flash Dance
Sun Yingchen stood behind Lu Heng very quietly, and suddenly felt that sometimes although Lu Heng was very glamorous on the surface, but through today, she felt that Lu Heng was also an ordinary person, with respect and yearning for family affection, the light flashing in his eyes seemed to be talking about the importance of home.
Lu Heng still didn't stop the movements in his hand, he cut a cucumber very neatly, his tone couldn't hear any emotion, he said: "My mother is a very ordinary person, so ordinary that no one will notice her, but she is very kind, since I can remember, I saw my mother feeding stray dogs on the street, she said that every life should be valued, not because of what it is." ”
Lu Heng's voice was very flat, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.
Sun Yingchen was still leaning on the door and looking at him, she couldn't see Lu Heng's facial expression at this moment, but she knew that even if she couldn't see his expression, when it came to his mother at this moment, Lu Heng must have a gentle face.
"My mom spent her whole life tormenting and waiting, and she didn't wait for what she wanted until she left, and I once asked my mom if she would not have given birth to me if she had known the results. Flash" Lu Heng's voice rarely had a trembling sound, but he still said calmly: "But after getting the answer, I feel that sometimes, other people's understanding should not be forgiven at all." Lu Heng's body shook, and the movements of his hands immediately stopped.
Sun Yingchen could hear his emotions, who could be indifferent at this time, when she hugged him from behind Lu Heng, Lu Heng's body trembled obviously, but immediately, his hand was attached to Sun Yingchen's hand.
"Lu Heng, sometimes, I think you have a story in your heart, it's about your past, right, if he makes you feel sad, forget it, okay?" Sun Yingchen was a little sad when she heard Lu Heng say this, although Sun Yingchen didn't know what Lu Heng had experienced in his past life, but she hoped that in the future, he would be happy and safe.
"Sun Yingchen, sometimes, you will feel sorry for me, right?" There was no logic at all in Lu Heng's question.
But Sun Yingchen knew that Lu Heng was extremely insecure at this time.
"Today you keep talking about your mother, but what about your father?" Sun Yingchen didn't want to spy on Lu Heng's family, but she knew very little about Lu Heng, today Lu Heng talked about his mother, but what about his father?
Lu Heng sighed deeply, smiled bitterly, and said, "Perhaps, my biological father didn't know about my existence at all, and he didn't know what he did back then." Flash" Lu Heng's voice carried a hint of helplessness, but Sun Yingchen was not a fool, she could hear Lu Heng's desire for family affection, and at the same time helplessness for family affection.
Lu Heng showed that he was sincere and didn't care, but what a family meant to Lu Heng, who was still a child at the time, I am afraid no one could empathize.
"Didn't you try to find your father?" Sun Yingchen is still holding him, since she has talked about the topic to this point, she naturally understands that Lu Heng's mother was pregnant with him back then, and raised him with hard work, and at the same time taught him the truth of being a man, teaching him what to forgive and what to let go, but only did not tell Lu Heng to find his biological father, Sun Yingchen didn't understand, why did this?
Lu Heng sighed and said, "If my dad knew about my existence, wouldn't he think I was an indelible shame on his life resume?" ”
Sun Yingchen was very distressed, she didn't allow Lu Heng to say this: "Lu Heng, you are unique in the world, there will be no second you in the world, in the same way, your father knows that you exist, he will be very happy, you haven't tried to find him, don't be presumptuous." ”
"Xiao Chen, do you think I should go to my father too?" Lu Heng threw such a difficult problem to Sun Yingchen.
"Yes, you should have a home, a warm home." Sun Yingchen said.
"But I'm afraid I have a home, but I don't have one."
Sun Yingchen took a deep breath, she didn't know how much suffering Lu Heng had experienced in her life, she just knew that Lu Heng's growth made her feel sad, although Lu Heng was very powerful now, but before, what unknown things did he experience, if he hadn't worked very hard, how could he be so good, it must have been that he paid more than anyone else, so it would be like this.
"Lu Heng, whether your father recognizes you or not, whether you can find him or not, you are not very lonely, you are not without a family." Sun Yingchen's hand gradually tightened, and said: "Let me be your family, from now on, no matter what you do or what grievances you suffer, don't feel that stuffing in your heart is the most confidential, you can tell me and let me share it with you." ”
In Lu Heng's life, no one has ever said this, especially these words are still said to him by the woman he loves the most, God knows how happy he is at this moment.
The stars at night are always exceptionally bright, and the evening breeze caresses the clouds in the sky, making it impossible to see what kind of weather tomorrow will be.
Bai Siyuan leaned on the open-air balcony and looked at the darkness outside, the red wine in his hand had already been drunk, but his thinking was very confused, he didn't know if all this was because he had just drunk wine, in short, his emotions were always unclear, and there were some things that made him sad and had nowhere to vent were bothering him.
"Bai Siyuan, I'll give you a chance, I'll give myself a chance, before Lu Heng and I get married, or even on the day of our wedding, as long as there is no ceremony, if you say that we can still go back to the past, I will abandon everything and turn around and go with you."
"Bai Siyuan, I don't regret loving you, I just regret that we are not so brave with each other, and I only feel regretful."
"However, if I get married to Lu Heng, it will be too late, Bai Siyuan, if I let me know that you regret it at that time, I will also choose to regret knowing you."
Sun Yingchen said to him during the day today, he still remembers, but he doesn't know why, these words always pop out of his mind from time to time, affecting his emotions, maybe the real answer he has roughly already concluded.
That is, at that time, Bai Siyuan just wanted to stay, or let Sun Yingchen go with him.
Perhaps, subtly, although Bai Siyuan has amnesia, doesn't remember who Sun Yingchen is, and doesn't even know how much he once loved her, but now he doesn't remember anything, he is still no stranger to this strange woman in his memory, perhaps, he is still in love with her.