The temptation of happiness is not insignificant to me. But not big enough to devour my sanity.

I didn't dare to forget the horror of reality.

If I am not allowed to be with Huo Nanyi, then it is even more impossible between me and Lin Ziyu.

He is a clean and clear star, and he should not be entangled with people like me, draining his light and wasting his life.

"Lin Ziyu, as a friend, you have given me a lot of happiness, thank you!" Trying to squeeze out a smile, "I'm going to stir-fry, and I'll be ready to eat soon." ”

Leaving the living room, escaping embarrassment.

From what I know of him, he won't stop there. But I just want to get rid of him quickly, and I don't want to get entangled.

Half an hour later, when I came out of the kitchen with the dishes, I shouted: "It's time to eat, Lin Shao......"

saw a piece of paper on the coffee table in the empty living room, but Lin Ziyu had already left.

With a sigh of relief, he sat down on the sofa and picked up the note, with only a simple sentence: Happy birthday! Happy forever!

smiled helplessly, only thinking that his words were like mockery.

Happy? Happy forever?

Too extravagant, too heavy, my life can't afford it.

I opened his cake, didn't make a wish, cut a piece, and ate it with a strong sour taste in my mouth.

There is no birthday that is happier than today. It feels like living a new life, but of course, it's just an illusion.

As long as someone is there for me and pulls me back to reality, my so-called optimism is fragile and can only be shattered to the end.

The next evening, my aunt and grandfather came back and gave me a birthday present. My grandfather gave me a Labrador, and my aunt gave me a watch.

Their gifts weren't much, but mainly their blessings made me laugh.

Just like Lin Ziyu, they all wish me "happiness", obviously they know very well how I can be happy, tie me, and bless me.

But I didn't put the "hypocrisy" hat on their heads, they didn't mean to, they just thought they had forgotten my needs.

After that night, Lin Ziyu also came to me, and he didn't mention the matter of letting me have a relationship with him, just like before, when I was a friend, I talked to me about my heart.

I also gradually forgot the embarrassment of that night in his thoughtfulness, and really regarded him as a friend.

In front of me, he put his heart into his heart and showed me all of himself. He often complained that I took advantage of him and knew all his things, but I didn't say a word about my own thoughts.

I'll trade the game for my secret, and if I lose to him, I'll be honest with him in answering a private question.

Originally, I had no intention of playing with him, but I was infected by the heartless smile on his face, so I gradually let down my guard and entered the net he carefully weaved.

He obviously knew that Huo Nanyi was my taboo, but the questions he asked were always related to him.

It wasn't until later that I finally figured out why he asked me those things.

But I didn't realize it at the time, and I had to answer a lot of questions by following the rules of the game.

Although Huo Nanyi often appears on our topic, I haven't seen him for a long time.

On my birthday, at 11:59:59 p.m., he messaged me just to wish me a happy birthday.

He used to be the first to send me a blessing, but now he is the last.

Perhaps, as he once told me, he is a man who starts and finishes well!

From the first to the last, and then faded out of my world and left completely.

Perhaps, such decency is also the best goodbye.

……

In winter, the weather is getting colder and colder, and I am getting lazier and lazier, like animals entering the hibernation period, becoming lethargic, feeling that I can't sleep enough, and I sleep almost all day except for work hours.

This made my grandfather and aunt very worried, and told me to rest at home and stop going to work, but I had to insist.

Because a while ago, Mr. Tony took an early vacation due to some personal reasons, and I took over the affairs of the design department, which will be close to the end of the year, and I am busy preparing new products for the New Year, and I can't leave anyone at all.

If I don't go, I'm afraid my aunt will have to do everything herself, and she will be so tired that she can't straighten her waist.

Today, November 14, it was raining lightly and it was cold.

When I woke up in the morning, I was sick and wanted to go to the hospital to see if there was something wrong with my stomach. But there was an emergency meeting on the spot, and it dragged on.

When I went to eat at noon, the nausea was even stronger, and I didn't even drink the soup.

Staying up for time, I hope to get off work quickly and then go to the hospital for a check-up.

As soon as I arrived at half past five in the afternoon, I was impatient to leave the office with my bag and get ready to go home from work.

"Ah Zi, do you have an appointment with Young Master Lin tonight?" My aunt stopped me.

Turning around, "Auntie." ”

"Look at you in a hurry, are you going on a date with Young Master Lin?"

I was afraid that she would worry about me, so I lied and said, "No, I just want to go home early and cook for my grandfather." Auntie, you're going home too, aren't you? Then let's go home together! ”

"Ah Zi, since you are free tonight, then come with me to socialize! To go to Shen Yu'an's territory, you may have to come forward. ”

There was no reason to refuse, so I left the company with my aunt and went to Mei Ye Shengge.

Along the way, I was very nervous, one was afraid that I would have to drink later, which would aggravate my stomach problems and embarrass my aunt. Second, I am afraid of meeting Huo Nanyi.

I finally stopped thinking about him often, and I was afraid that he would come to challenge my ability to forget again.

Clenching his hands, his palms were full of cold sweat.

Fortunately, my aunt kept her eyes slightly closed and didn't notice my panic.

When I got there, I suddenly felt sick to my stomach, and I vomited directly with nausea.

My aunt patted me on the back to help me soothe me, and asked nervously, "Ah Zi, what's wrong with you?" No, we have to go to the hospital first, let's go! ”

With that, he dragged me to the car and went to the hospital.

"Auntie, I'm fine. It's just that I don't have an appetite and I haven't eaten at noon, which will be a little uncomfortable and out of the way. Let's go inside! Don't keep customers waiting. ”

Hurriedly pulled her in.

But the damned, the least desirable to happen, is often the most likely to happen.

As soon as I entered, I met Shen Yu'an, and the only thing to be thankful for was that Huo Nanyi was not there.

The ruffian joked: "Niece Mu, out of love? They all came to me to buy drunk. It seems that Lao Huo is still in love, and he has been obsessed with you for more than ten years. Do you want to come back? He's still thinking of you! ”

“……”

I never got any of his humor, except for the usual embarrassment.

"Yo, Mr. Mu Xin Yumu, a rare guest! Come to enjoy the light, even if Shen has a treat tonight, have a good time. ”

"Then thank you Shen Shao. Shen Shao, see you later. ”

My aunt didn't want to see Shen Yu'an, and after speaking, she pulled me and went straight upstairs.

"Niece Mu, when Lao Huo comes, you have to come over to comfort and comfort him, otherwise he will have to get drunk to death."

He glared at him very unpleasantly, he knew how embarrassed I was, and he continued to embarrass me. Sometimes I wonder if he hates me because I hurt Huo Nanyi.

But no matter how much I reminded him of it, he still went his own way, and didn't take my warnings seriously at all.

He smiled apologetically and turned to leave.

Mu Ran followed her aunt up to the second floor and entered the private room, the scene was a little chaotic, all of them were holding young and beautiful girls, their manners were ambiguous, and they didn't look like they wanted to talk about business at all.

My stomach tumbled inexplicably, and I almost threw up again. I wanted to leave this place under an excuse, but I saw those people stretching out their salty pig hands to my aunt, trying to hold back, taking the initiative to raise my wine glass, saying a bunch of flattering words, and relieving my aunt.

But after a cup of belly, the stomach turned over and over, as if even the viscera were about to be vomited.

The hand on my lap clasped my nerves, and I didn't have the heart to care about the discomfort in my stomach.

Resisting the urge to pinch the man, he politely shook off his hand.

But it was only a second of comfort, and before he shook it off, he reached out again, and was more presumptuous than before, pinching my thigh.

Suddenly, the anger that I couldn't control anymore touched my patience nerves, and I only felt a sour smell surge, and a bunch of unidentified objects with complex smells rushed out and spit directly on the person.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... Mr. Mao, I'm sorry, I ...... "I finally felt a little more comfortable, I realized my mistake, and hurriedly got up and bowed and apologized."

took a tissue and wanted to wipe the dirt on his body, but he shook it off.

Then, with a "snap", a firm slap was thrown on my face, and I felt a hot pain.

"What's that? Dare to spit out Lao Tzu, don't you want to mess up? Come here, lick me clean! ”

The man roared crudely, and as he spoke, he reached out and pulled me by the hair and dragged me over.

The aunt hurriedly came over and said with a smile: "Mr. Mao, you dissipate your anger, dissipate your anger!" She's just a hairy idiot, for my sake, you don't remember the villain, don't worry about her! Come, I'll give you a drink! ”

Take the glass and drink it all.

The guy took advantage of this opportunity to rub the oil on the aunt again, took advantage of the situation to hug the aunt's waist, and asked the aunt to drink a glass of wine with him.

I really couldn't stand it, so I snatched the wine glass from my aunt's hand, and said as indifferently as possible: "Mr. Mao, it's all my fault for being frizzy and soiling your clothes, I will drink and make amends to you." ”

Raise a glass and drain it.

He took the wine bottle on the table and poured it down.

If I can exchange my life for my aunt's safety, then I should do so.

My eyes were swollen with tears, but I couldn't let them flow.

At this time, crying will only become someone else's toy, and it will only amuse them, but I can't.

Finally, when the bottle bottomed out, I was busy putting down the bottle, I was really uncomfortable, and I covered my mouth and said, "I'm sorry, I'll go to the bathroom." He hurriedly ran out of the private room.

Staggering in the corridor, if it weren't for the wall, I am afraid I would not be able to move a step.

Moving slowly like a snail, I only felt that the road to the bathroom was extraordinarily long, but fortunately, when I couldn't hold on, I moved to the bathroom.

Lying on the sink, vomiting wildly. In the sound of the flushing water, my tears finally fell, and I was quiet.

"Ahem, cough, cough......" kept coughing, but suddenly there was an extra pair of hands on his waist.

Frightened, he jerked his head up, turned and retreated.

It was Mr. Mao just now, with a lewd smile on his face, approaching me.

"You, what are you going to do? Don't mess around! Otherwise, you're welcome. ”