I'm guilty.

Sin is unforgivable.

All who know me well say so, and even I think that the atonement is a salvation that people like me do not deserve.

I was supposed to go to hell, and sadly, I'm still alive.

On Sunday, October 28th, Zilan City was rainy and cold.

Today happens to be my 24th birthday, but I'm working overtime.

Everything that needs to be done is done, but I don't want to go home, on a rainy day like this, I don't want to see Mu Li, the dirty thing that came out of my stomach.

In a trance, he began to clean up the tabletop, turning the documents placed on the table to the right and then to the left. Over and over again until half past seven.

Finally took the bag and left the company.

When I went out, the rain had stopped, but the cold wind was biting, so I subconsciously tightened my old windbreaker and strode towards Shenghuang Bar.

Others go to the bar after work to relax and flirt, but I go to work.

In the past five years, I have lived a life of three points and one line, home - Beixing Media - Shenghuang Bar.

Every night from 8 to 1 a.m., I played the piano at the bar.

By the time I got to the bar, it was exactly eight o'clock.

As soon as I stepped into the bar, I was dragged into the backstage dressing room by the foreman's sister Sun. Without saying a word, he began to transform me.

I know that tonight, there are big fish again, otherwise Sister Sun would not use a tasteless bait like mine.

Shenghuang Bar is the most luxurious and largest bar in Zilan City. The people who come here for recreation all have tickets, but those who have tickets are divided into two levels. The first gear is the local tyrant fish and turtle, and the first gear is the big fish rich. The fish and turtle are looking for a young lady who only has a big chest / a big waist and a thin face that is sharp enough to be coquettish, but the rich man prefers Qingshui Bailian, a pure girl.

I just happen to have the appetite of a big fish. The palm-sized little face is still a little baby fat, and a pair of smart and clear apricot eyes contain all kinds of emotions, one meter six, small and exquisite, and a pure girl.

After Sister Sun's ingenuity, my fresh bait was baked.

The delicate light makeup accentuates my cleanliness. Dressed in a knee-length pure white cotton and linen slip dress, waist-length black hair is naturally draped, like a delicate gardenia, exuding a pure fragrance.

Sister Sun snapped her fingers and seemed to be very satisfied with my work.

He dragged me up and urged, "Let's go!" 323 private rooms, make sure you can earn a year's appearance fee tonight, don't forget my sister and me then! ”

I didn't say no because I was short of money.

Hanging his head slightly, he followed behind Sister Sun and walked towards the big fish room.

Sister Sun pushed open the door of the 323 private room, and the lights inside were very sufficient, and it was bright, not at all like a Fengyue place.

I quickly glanced at the big fish sitting on the sofa drinking and having fun, from left to right, there were six people in total, one holding a young lady, and their faces were full of wrinkles with smiles.

Sister Sun greeted the big fish, briefly introduced me, and asked, "Since Mr. Huo hasn't come yet, why don't you let Muzi play a song for the bosses first?" ”

When I heard Sister Sun say "Mr. Huo", I was really taken aback, afraid that the "Mr. Huo" in her mouth was the "Mr. Huo" that I didn't dare to see.

But after thinking about it, I felt that it was impossible, after all, this was a small border city in the northwest, and he was far away in Maocheng in the south, so it couldn't be him.

Yu Xiao greeted the big fish, walked to the piano stand with his head held high, and was about to sit down, when he heard a sound of footsteps coming from the door of the private room.

I subconsciously raised my eyes to look over, and instantly my face turned pale, my lips trembled, my legs went weak, and I almost fell to the ground.

"Mr. Li, I'm sorry, the road is a little congested, so I've kept you waiting for a long time." His cello-like voice sounded, and every note touched my heart.

It's been five years, and he hasn't changed at all.

It's a pity that some things have long been unrecognizable and can't go back.

Suddenly, Sister Sun shouted to me, "Muzi, come over and salute Mr. Huo." ”

I still didn't dare to look up, for fear that as soon as I looked up, I would expose myself, and I was afraid...... I'm afraid he'll recognize me.

Even if my sin is unforgivable, I still want the last bit of dignity, and I don't want him to see my "degenerate" self.

But it has come to this, and it is only a matter of time before it is exposed. In this case, pretending to be again is just hypocrisy.

got up, ready to walk over hard, Huo Nanyi's voice sounded again.

"Ask this Miss Mu to play a song "Canon in D major", Huo wants to give this song to a special person as a birthday gift."

Boom - my head exploded.

He recognized me.

He said that on purpose, because today is also my birthday, and "Canon in D major" happens to be my favorite tune.

A special someone? Yes, I am now the person he hates to the core, and I am naturally very "special".

Mustering up the courage to raise his head, meet his playful gaze, grin hard, and squeeze out a dry smile.

He finally smiled, so merrily, but like a sharp knife, it pierced my heart.

Once, I pretended to be stupid and cute, just to stretch his eyebrows and raise the corners of his mouth. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't drive away his depression.

After five years, he finally smiled, but I just wanted to destroy what I had always dreamed of.

I didn't dare to look at him anymore, so I looked away in a panic, and I sat upright, and began to play the piano mechanically.

What about a reunion? I only have endless grievances to him, only misunderstandings that cannot be clarified in my life. Whether it is beautiful or happy, it can only be buried in the past.

And tonight, I was just cooked to catch his bait and nothing else.