He didn't wait long at home before Lin Qingqing's phone rang. It came so quickly, she thought mockingly in her heart, maybe Lin Yan was just waiting to see her joke.

When he took the bag at hand and walked down, Lin Qingqing's back was very straight. Even though her belly is now big and she feels tired when she straightens her back again, she still tries her best to straighten up.

"Come on." Seeing her coming from afar, Lin Yan opened the car door for her.

Without saying a word of thanks, Lin Qingqing sat straight in. Although she had a lot to say about this person now, she knew that she had to endure it, and now was not the time.

"Where are you going?" Lin Yan asked softly.

After hesitating for a moment, Lin Qingqing just spit out two words. "Cemetery." She did it on purpose, she just wanted to see how this person reacted.

Sure enough, Lin Yan's face changed. "Where to go and what to do on the big night?" He wondered.

Even though his expression at the moment was not half hypocritical, in Lin Qingqing's opinion, it was all pretended. "What do you say?" She asked rhetorically.

Lin Yan was even more confused at this time, in fact, he didn't know anything about the middle-aged woman going to Lin Qingqing. "I said? What should I say? He frowned.

"Forget it, let's talk about it when we get there." Lin Qingqing didn't bother to argue with him more. She didn't believe it, facing the grave of the deceased, he could still be so honest.

Looking back at Lin Qingqing's resolute face, Lin Yan didn't say anything more, he just turned the car around the next corner, and then drove in the direction of the cemetery.

Driving all the way out of the city, the suburbs seem particularly quiet. The night enveloped everything, and the road to the cemetery was pitch black, and only a few meters of the car lights could be seen.

"Aren't you afraid of what I'll do to you?" Lin Yan glanced at the inky night outside the window, and asked a little playfully.

I don't know why, even in this situation, Lin Qingqing didn't feel the threat at all. "I have a cheap life, if you want to lose your life, I really don't mind." She sneered.

I didn't think this girl was sharp and sharp before, but now she is choked and speechless, but Lin Yan is impressed by her.

The cemetery is on the mountain, and the mountain road is twisting and turning, and it takes some effort to drive up. "I really want to drive the car to the bottom of the cliff, and it's good to burn with you." Lin Yan said with a faint smile.

How much is true and how false is in his words, I'm afraid only he knows. In fact, the definition of eternity is not limited to existence, and sometimes, death is also a way of existence for eternity.

"Lin Yan, you won't." Lin Qingqing said it very firmly, and she had no doubts at all.

In her eyes, this person loves himself too much, how could he let himself die like this during the rise of his career? Unless he's crazy, it's absolutely impossible.

Next, Lin Yan didn't speak again, and in the dark, he just showed a self-deprecating expression. Indeed, he did not dare. Whether it was for him or for Lin Qingqing, he didn't dare.

Those things haven't been completely resolved, and he hasn't gotten what he wants, so how can he just die? The thought just popped into his head for a moment, and it wasn't really a real idea.

After arriving at the cemetery, the two climbed up with the help of the light of their mobile phones. Because of his big belly, Lin Qingqing climbed extremely hard, and he had to stop and rest for a while every few steps.

finally stood in front of his mother's grave, but Lin Qingqing suddenly couldn't ask anything. She looked silently at the black tombstone, with her name still engraved on it.

It's really ridiculous, the mother she has been calling for decades is not her own mother, and the father she has never called is indeed her own father.

"His grave is next to her." Lin Yan's voice sounded to himself, and it seemed a little sudden in the silent night.

Glancing at the grave next to him, Lin Qingqing understood what Lin Yan meant. Before Lin Huaizhi died, his only last wish was to hide next to this woman.

You can't love each other well when you're alive, and now that everyone is dead, what's the point of engaging in this so-called form? Does he really believe in the so-called afterlife and this life?

"What a mockery." Lin Qingqing said contemptuously.

These people are like a black humor to her, in the first half of her life, all her suffering came from them, but she only knew to survive stubbornly. In the second half of their lives, they left one after another, but they still didn't miss the opportunity to torture her.

I had already guessed that Lin Qingqing would react like this, so Lin Yan was not much surprised. "What the hell are you looking for me today?" He brought the conversation back to today's events.

Now that the words have been spoken, Lin Qingqing will no longer beat around the bush. "A woman came to me in the hospital today and said it was my biological mother." Her eyes stared at Lin Yan deadly, as if she wanted to catch all the small changes in expression on his face.

But unexpectedly, the shock on Lin Yan's face didn't seem to be pretending. "What do you say? Did she go to you? His surprise was no less than Lin Qingqing's.

"Didn't you arrange it?" Lin Qingqing still didn't believe it.

Looking at her clean face, Lin Yan closed his eyes in pain. "Qingqing, I'm not that mean." He said slowly. "Besides...... I didn't want to tell you so sooner, and I didn't even want to tell you......"

When he knew these things back then, it was even more painful than Lin Qingqing now. He could clearly feel that his world was rapidly decaying in a devastating fashion.

But the kind of heart-piercing pain he experienced back then, but he didn't want to add it to Lin Qingqing at all. So he kept those things secret all the time and never mentioned them to anyone. Now that woman actually found Lin Qingqing, which really surprised him.

"What do you mean?" Lin Qingqing grabbed Lin Yan's sleeve and asked excitedly.

Those things almost tortured her to madness, and she felt that she couldn't be at peace if she didn't figure it out. The uneasiness that ran through her fragile veins would torment her day and night.

Looking at Lin Qing's clear eyes in the moonlight, Lin Yan knew that there were some things that could not be hidden after all. "Do you really want to know?" He asked, taking a deep breath.

At this time, he still asked such a meaningless question, Lin Qingqing was really speechless. "What do you think? Shouldn't I know these things? She was almost carried away with anger.

"Okay, then be mentally prepared." There is something that is about to come out in Lin Yan's eyes, and that kind of thing is called compassion. Looking at Lin Qingqing at this time, he seemed to see himself a long time ago.

Lin Qingqing smiled coldly. "You're underestimating me." She thought she was ready to take it all in, she thought she was strong enough. But she forgot that everything was what she thought she was.