Chapter 305: The Cruel Past
Lin Qingqing, who returned home in a trance, only had one sentence left in his mouth. "Impossible, impossible, impossible......" her eyes glazed over, muttering and repeating.
Until Ou Yuanlan came back, she was still sitting alone in the dark. The apartment was not lit, and the chef's cooking was still on the table, and it had long since run out of heat. Lin Qingqing's bag was thrown at the door, her coat was thrown on the ground, and she herself, like an abandoned rag doll, was not angry at all.
turned on the light in the room, and Ou Yuanlan finally saw Lin Qingqing sitting on the carpet. "Qingqing, what's wrong with you?" He walked over with a nervous look on his face.
Like the light suddenly seen by a person who was forging ahead in the dark, Lin Qingqing almost rushed towards Ou Yuanlan.
"What to do, everyone lied to me......" tears welled up in her dry eyes again. Yuanlan, they all said that person was my mother, but my mother is dead......" She shrunk in Ou Yuanlan's arms, and the whole person trembled like a sieve.
Hugging Lin Qingqing tightly, Ou Yuanlan's face turned pale. In fact, he had already received the news in the afternoon that the middle-aged woman who came to the hospital to find Lin Qingqing was indeed her biological mother. But the twists and turns in this are not something she can accept for a while.
At this time, the two embraced each other in the silent living room, and Ou Yuanlan didn't even know what to say to comfort her. They embraced, like two isolated islands, connected into a piece of land in this lonely and silent world.
"Yuanlan, they must have joined forces to deceive me, right?" Lin Qingqing raised her head to look at him, there was a hint of hope in her eyes, like a drowning person seeing a life-saving straw.
Although he couldn't bear it, Ou Yuanlan didn't want to deceive her. "Let's go get some sleep first." He whispered comfortingly.
Looking at Ou Yuanlan, Lin Qingqing shook his head vigorously. "They're all lying to me, aren't they?" She asked again.
If her mother's death was the first blow to her, then Lin Huaizhi was the second. But it was neither the first nor the second that crushed her, but the third, the tortuous life experience of her in their mouths.
In the past, she felt that she was just a little more unlucky than ordinary people, and the so-called fairy tales of princes and princesses would not belong to her, and she also insisted on it.
But now, her life is more tortuous and complicated than the novel. Her biological father didn't recognize her until he died, and the mother she called for more than 20 years was not her own, which seemed like a farce.
"Qingqing, I've found someone to investigate." Ou Yuanlan grabbed Lin Qingqing's arm tightly, for fear that she would collapse and sit down. "The woman...... It is indeed your real mother. Ou Yuanlan, who has always been indifferent, also seemed a little unbearable in front of this matter.
What did this person in front of her do wrong, and God wanted to fool her like this? Ou Yuanlan can remain calm and rational in everything, but he will be emotional only in Lin Qingqing's affairs.
As he expected, Lin Qingqing's body suddenly lost its strength. She was like a kite floating in the sky, fluttering and floating, and a gust of wind suddenly broke its skeleton. So in the empty air, it drifted in pieces, and no matter where the wind blew it, it could not resist at all.
In the end, she just sat in Ou Yuanlan's arms, and it was not until this moment that she completely accepted the reality. Until he returned, she had been under the illusion that it was all just a story they had made up to deceive her. But it wasn't until Ou Yuanlan told her that it was true that she finally believed it.
In a trance, she remembered Lin Yan again. On a dark hilltop cemetery, two clusters of cell phone flashlights lit up. In the slightly chilly night breeze, Lin Yan told her a story from a long, long time ago.
At that time, Lin Huaizhi was still the son of a small company. The family's company is not very strong, but it is enough to make him live a lot better than his peers.
When he was clubbing with his friends, he had a so-called * with a woman, that is, Lin Yan's biological mother. At that time, the girl was still a college student, and because she wanted too much and her family conditions were not good, she chose to sell it.
Originally, it was just a dewy marriage, but because the safety measures were not done, Lin Qingqing was left. Of course, Lin Huaizhi at that time didn't know at all.
Later, when he had enough, he was ready to take over the family company and marry a rich lady who was a well-connected family, which is now Liu Wanqing.
If all the stories had happened so plainly, there would have been no more twists and turns later, so the night before Lin Huaizhi was about to get married, he received a total of two phone calls, both from his mistress, but one was now and the other was before.
Both phone calls made him desperate to the point of thumping his chest, but in the end, he was able to solve it. There are many crazy men and women in this world, and the feelings of those people are his best handle.
So when he learned that both women had his children, he chose to go to them with the so-called ethereal love.
He went to Lin Qingqing's mother first, because she was now in love with Lin Huaizhi, so no matter what he said, she was willing to listen. So after some rhetorical coaxing, she was willing to beat the child out.
Then, he went to find the woman he used to be, that is, Lin Yan's mother. At that time, Lin Yan was already an eight-month-old child, he was dressed in tatters, and he looked malnourished.
Because there was no source of livelihood, Lin Huaizhi had to temporarily raise them first. Like black boxes that had been shelved and could not be seen, they were sent to a house on the outskirts of the city, and even their meals were brought by hand.
thought that after everything was arranged, he and Liu Wanqing would be able to get married smoothly. But it wasn't until half a year after the marriage that Liu Wanqing told him that she couldn't have children at all.
At this time, the property of the two families is basically integrated, and it is almost impossible to divorce for the sake of a child.
At that time, Lin Qingqing was also born. Although the woman promised to be good at the time, she regretted it when she arrived at the hospital, she wanted to use the child to blackmail Lin Huaizhi, but she never thought that he just left the child, but cruelly threatened her with her family's life and let her go away.
Later, the boy Lin Yan was raised by Liu Wanqing and became her child. And the girl Lin Qingqing was raised by Lin Yan's mother and became a disgraceful junior's child.
This painful memory was rooted in Lin Qingqing's heart and completely became her lingering haze. She closed her eyes, no matter how Ou Yuanlan called, she was stubbornly unwilling to wake up. She thought it would be nice if she could just sleep like that.