Chapter 93: Committing bigamy
His words shook me.
I don't understand what he means, I know that this has nothing to do with him, but I still look like I'm willing to do it.
Paused on the stairs and looked at him stunned, wondering what he was feeling.
He walked over and took my hand, "Mu Zi, what's wrong with you?" What's uncomfortable? ”
Hurriedly withdrew his hand, "Lin Ziyu, don't be like this, I'm afraid!" If you want to scold, scold me happily, don't scare me with gentleness. ”
"What the hell is wrong with you? Frightened? Okay, why should I scold you? Can I hold my baby? ”
“……”
A sincere smile, not like a pretend.
But why didn't he blame me, the question tangled my nerves and made me uneasy.
Now I am used to speculating on people's hearts with malice.
I was afraid that there was some terrible malice hidden under his smile.
He took me by the hand and led me to the living room.
As soon as I sat down, he leaned over and seemed to really want to hug me.
Moved away slightly, and distanced themselves from each other.
But when I move an inch, he moves in an inch, pressing step by step, and there is no posture to give up.
Annoyed, he stood up and yelled in displeasure: "Lin Ziyu, calm down!" You know that this child has nothing to do with you, why do you want to practice yourself like this and damage your reputation? ”
Because of a hurry, I forgot that my aunt was upstairs, and the loud volume just now alarmed my aunt.
Thinking that we had a conflict, she ran down in a panic and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with Ah Zi?" What was your name just now? ”
Before I could explain anything, Lin Ziyu had already stood up, stepped beside me in two steps, hugged my shoulder, and explained to my aunt.
"Auntie, it's okay, I was going to kiss Ah Zi just now, I scared her, it's nothing, you go up and get busy!"
My aunt looked at us suspiciously, but she didn't do anything, lectured me twice, and went upstairs to work.
After making sure that my aunt had left, I hurriedly got out of his arms and stood far away.
"Lin Ziyu, let's go out and have a good talk!"
didn't give him a chance to refuse, and went out of the house.
Things have developed to this point, even if they can no longer return to the original state, at least the loss and damage can be reduced.
I took him to Bauhinia Park, the place that belongs to Huo Nanyi in my heart, and it is Lin Ziyu who is sitting at the moment.
But what I see is still Huo Nanyi. It seems that at that time, he has been frozen there, unchanged for eternity.
"It's his favorite position, and it's my favorite look."
"If your smile at the moment is blooming for me, then I am willing to die."
In the memories with Huo Nanyi, I didn't hear what he said at all.
Suddenly, a bold idea came to me, to leave this place, find a small mountain village, and die old.
Since you can't forget to love him, run away from everything, perhaps, you can be liberated.
He subconsciously touched his stomach again, but his smile condensed again.
But, I know, things can't go my way.
His hand suddenly attached to mine.
"Mu Zi, I don't care about your past, and I don't care who else you have in your heart now, I just want you to accompany me through the rest of the way. Although I am not as calm as Huo Nanyi, I love you no less than him. ”
Staring at his hand, I didn't shake it back, and I didn't want to shake it off, the warmth of his palm was just enough to soothe my cold at the moment.
"Try it with me, okay?"
"But I don't want to hurt you again, Lin Ziyu, this time, you haven't seen the consequences of being with me? I'm just a scourge, and it's only going to drag you down. ”
"Don't be too busy turning me down, okay? Think about it, if at this time, it breaks out that we are not together at all, and the child in your belly is not mine, you should know what will happen. ”
When I looked up at him, he was right in front of me, but I couldn't see him.
I didn't expect Lin Ziyu to say such a thing.
He is obviously the warmest friend in my heart, but he can give me such fear.
Pulling his hand away, "You're threatening me?" You know, as long as I want, I can go back to Huo Nanyi. ”
"Have you thought about your grandfather and your aunt? They hate the Huo family so much, do you really want to turn against the family for him? You shouldn't know why the Huo family hates you, right? ”
I couldn't sit down anymore, got up, and looked at the strange Lin Ziyu.
He knows so many things, but he hides it well, and he has always been a close friend by my side.
"Lin Ziyu, what do you know? Why do I suddenly feel so strange to you? Don't tell me, even taking me to the countryside was designed by you? ”
I feel scared when I think about it, and the good intentions I thought were premeditated.
"Did you know about my pregnancy before you left Maocheng? You sent someone to follow me? ”
He didn't answer, just kept smiling at me, and that smile, like blood, and like an arrow, pierced me in the heart.
Treat him as a friend, but he is plotting against me behind my back.
Is this his love for me?
I didn't want to stay with him any longer, "Lin Ziyu, you are so scary!" In the future, let's stop being friends! ”
Count your friends, don't do it.
"Mu Zi, don't blame me, I just want you to come to me, there is no malice. As long as you promise to be my girlfriend, nothing will happen. We will get engaged and live happily ever after. ”
"Happiness? Don't you think it's ridiculous? Lin Ziyu, if you were me, would you feel that someone loves you and is very happy? Put away your so-called love, I can't afford it. ”
Ignoring him, he trotted home and went home.
Just think it's ridiculous for your own stupidity.
I went back and rummaged through all the gossip and tried to find a way to save it, but I couldn't do anything, as long as I took the initiative to mention the breakup or relationship breakup, I would definitely become the target of public criticism.
can ask Lin Ziyu, but he will only be insulted.
But I have no other way but to compromise, and besides, I can't ignore my grandfather and aunt.
On the third day after I tore my face with Lin Ziyu, rumors about me and Lin Ziyu spread on the Internet.
We are about to get engaged in three days.
My own life events are arranged by others, and I am like an actor who has been arranged to act, and I just need to be on stage.
Everyone thought that I had found a happy home, and even my grandfather and aunt thought so and were full of joy for me.
Looking at the satisfied smiles on their faces, the sincere words I wanted to utter were dead in my throat again.
Seeing that they are satisfied is my original intention of refusing love, and now, they are satisfied, shouldn't I be happy?
But I'm not happy.
Lin Ziyu comes to me every day, but his face only makes me feel disgusting.
He even offered to accompany me to the hospital for a pregnancy test, and the smile on his face never faded.
Until now, I didn't know that he was an acting school.
But I didn't dare to go out with him, afraid that there would be a pair of vicious eyes hidden behind my back, and I was ready to jump out and give me a fatal blow.
The night before we got engaged, I quietly left home and wanted to leave Maocheng.
finally ran to the station, but received a call from Huo Nanyi.
"Miss Mu, can you come to the seaside villa to see Mr. Huo? Mr. Huo, he was sick. ”
was already annoyed enough, and yelled unhappily: "Why is he looking for me when he is sick?" I'm not a doctor, why are you looking for a doctor when you're sick? ”
Then I hung up directly, and my heart was even more irritable.
I got into the car, and just a second before the car started, I ran down like a ghost, took a taxi, and went straight to the beach.
No matter what, I can't let him go.
When I arrived at the villa, it was pitch black as if no one was there at all.
I didn't dare to break in, for fear of being deceived.
took out his mobile phone and dialed him, but he didn't answer for a long time.
The doubts were magnified, and he was even more afraid to go in, turned around, and wanted to leave.
But when it suddenly lit up.
walked in with a heart, only to see Huo Nanyi lying on the sofa, his face was not very good.
"What's wrong with you? Did you call a doctor to come and see you? He probed his forehead, and it was as hot as a charcoal fire.
He shouted at him a few more times, but there was no response.
"Huo Nanyi, how are you? You're scared of me! Huo Nanyi..."
"Well, I'm listening."
"Why don't you go to the hospital? What the hell are you doing? Can't you cherish yourself? ”
"I said I would be with you, whenever I want. Since you have given up on yourself, then I will fall with you. ”
“……”
When I asked him, I didn't say how he could be so embarrassed. I helped him upstairs to rest, but he grabbed me and wouldn't let me go, calling my name out of his mouth.
"Mu Zi, why did you leave me and get engaged to someone else? Mu Zi, can you stay with me? ”
His weak appearance tugged at my heart, and my heart was unbearable.
"Why should I change my medication? You think I'm dirty and unworthy of having your child, why do you want me to get pregnant? ”
"Shh~ Don't make noise, let me listen to the baby's voice."
Gently leaning on my stomach, as if I could really hear something, a satisfied smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.
Even I don't know what the condition of the children inside is.
Looking at his appearance, I always think of the time in Kyoto, the harmony between him and Kili, and the warmth between the three of us.
But he was the Terminator.
"Do you really like kids? Why did you want to wipe Mu Li from my life? Don't you like her too? Can you tell me why? ”
He pressed on me, kissed my lips, and said in a deep voice: "Mu Zi, tell you again, what you care about, whether it is people or things, I will help you protect them well." Never hurt. ”
"What do you mean? But Mu is obviously ...... Are you lying to me again? Huo Nanyi, can you make it clear? Is Muli really okay? But where is she? In heaven? ”
Tears flooded and burned my lips.
And he, kissed my tears dry, carefully.
"Mu Zi, come back to me, I'll help you settle your business. As long as you accompany me well, I will give you a peaceful and happy life. ”
"You're coaxing me again, I owe the Mu family too much, you can't help me."
"But you are my wife, do you want to commit bigamy?"