XLVII. You are different

When he came back from the May Fourth Youth Day holiday, Yu Luo thought about it for three days and decided that he still had to have a good chat with Zhang Xu, no matter what the result was, he had to make it clear before he could face it. It's not good for anyone if it goes on like this.

After self-study in the evening, Yu Luo walked to Zhang Xu's table, she wanted to ask him, can she not go home with Chu Pan today? She had something to say to him. But before she could speak, Chu Pan suddenly grabbed her hand and said, "Yu Luo, I haven't seen you for a few days on vacation, I miss you strangely." She smiled and patted Zhang Xu's shoulder and asked, "Yes, Zhang Xu, you miss Yu Luo a lot." ”

Zhang Xu looked at Yu Luo and nodded, but Yu Luo felt like she had fallen into an ice hole, she was really fed up with this feeling of having to bring her every time she spoke, just communicate well, and interact with each other, can you, don't get involved with yourself anymore.

Walking out of the school gate, Chu Pan got between her and Zhang Xu, took her shoulders and said, "Yu Luo, you are really a small one, it should be soft to hold." Zhang Xu, right, I'm right? ”

Yu Luo, a well-known good old person in the class, let go of her hand a little uncontrollably for the first time, and took a few steps back, she had a lot to say, wanted to scold, and wanted to cry, but she looked at Zhang Xu, and didn't dare to do anything, just whispered: "You guys go first, I put my phone in the classroom." ”

"I ......" Zhang Xu opened his mouth and didn't know what to say, Chu Pan said loudly: "Yu Luo, you are really a little fool, then Zhang Xu and I won't wait for you, let's go home first." ”

Yu Luo sat on the grass and looked at the playground in the dark, "Let's go home first." Chu Pan's words sounded in her mind over and over again, the wind blew, and sand entered her eyes, she raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, the back of her hand was wet.

Yu Luo didn't come back to his senses until the rain hit the back of his hand, and the rain in early summer was a bit heavy. Last night, looking at the weather forecast, it was clear that there was no rain, and she specially put her umbrella on the desk, and now looking at the people hiding from the rain on the street, she stepped on the rain step by step, inexplicably happy.

When you are sad, remember to go to a rain, the raindrops that wash away the world are very merciful and will take away your sorrow by the way. Yu Luo was so drenched in the rain and watched the people who hid from the rain a little to himself, thinking that they were a little inexplicably ridiculous, probably they looked at themselves even more ridiculous, like looking at fools, such a heavy rain did not hide.

"Eh." Yu Luo heard a familiar voice in front of her, looked up and saw Yu Ma, she ran over with an umbrella, she looked at Yu Luo distressedly and said, "Silly you, you don't know how to hide from the rain." ”

Yu Luo was in a good mood all the way, stepping on the water and listening to Yu's mother's chatter, Yu's father occasionally interjected: "Remember to bring an umbrella in the future, call us if you don't have an umbrella, it's not good to get sick in the rain." ”

Yu Luo nodded, she really likes rain compared to snow, it is really comfortable when it rains, all sadness will dissipate, only the sound of thunderstorms and the feeling of coldness are left. She went home and took a shower, Yu's mother didn't let her write the question, she had to turn off the light and sleep, the thunder was very loud, the lightning illuminated the whole room, Yu Luo felt extremely down-to-earth, and soon fell asleep.

I have no dreams all night, and it is just time to wake up.

Yu Luo thought, there are some things that must be faced, and they can't be consumed like this forever, and if they want to be broken, they will be cut off.

Many teachers in the school have gone out for internships this week, and Lao Geng is obviously a little tired after the first morning class, so the first two classes in the afternoon are self-study, and the third class is chemistry.

Yu Luo was holding Xu Lu's tape in a daze, Zhang Xu sat next to Chu Pan all afternoon, and Chu Pan looked at her, his eyes full of smiles.

Jiang Lu touched her with his elbow, and he said: "Take a look every day, what else do you learn when your heart flies, and you have the ability to sit in the next class." ”

Yu Luo smiled at him and nodded, then lowered his head and took out the chemistry test paper and the total review materials and put them aside in a dignified manner, and picked up the pen to write the physics experiment questions.

After the second self-study class, Yu Luo saw Zhang Xu standing at the back table chatting with Xu Lu, Yu Luo asked him, "I'll sit next to you in the next class." ”

The boy froze for a moment, and then asked Yu Luo, "Do you want to go over and sit?" Before Luo could add, he continued: "Zhang Xu is still sitting next to Chu Pan in the next class. ”

Xu Lu glanced at Yu Luo, as if he had something to say, Yu Luo didn't pay much attention, took the chemistry test papers and materials prepared in advance, and walked straight to Zhang Xu's position.

Zhang Xu looked at Yu Luo from a distance, and as soon as Yu Luo sat down, he came back with the book. Yu Luo looked at the test paper and didn't look up, casting a shadow beside him. "Aren't you sitting here? Got the wrong book? Want me to find it for you? ”

Zhang Xu smiled in a low voice, and he said, "No, who said it, I just went over to get something." ”

Yu Luo sat down inside and made room for Zhang Xu.

Zhang Xu sat down, Yu Luo didn't speak, and he didn't speak.

The class bell rang, Jiang Lu sat on the other side of Yu Luo, Yu Luo looked at him in surprise, and he said, "Hmph! If you have the opposite sex and no humanity, don't come back if you have the ability. ”

Jiang Lu left, and Lin Youzheng sat over. Lin Youzheng looked at Yu Luo very officially, waved his hand, and said, "Hi, Yu Xiaoluo." ”

Yu Luo nodded, and he continued: "You don't study this class? Do you want to play backgammon? ”

Yu Luo saw him take out his notebook and smiled, then folded the chemistry test paper, as if he was ready to go.

"Yu Luo, I'll switch places with you." Zhang Xu next to her took her test paper and spread it out in front of him.

Yu Luo shook his head, glanced back at him and said, "Don't, I don't like to change places." ”

Seeing that Yu Luo and Lin Hezheng finished the first game, Yu Luo actually won, Lin Hezheng said while flipping through the book: "Okay, Yu Xiaoluo, don't be three days, you should be impressed." ”

Before the book was folded neatly, it was taken by a slender hand, and he took out his blank chemistry test paper and handed it to Lin and Zhengzhengse: "Listen to the class, you are a promising person." ”

Then he looked down at Yu Luo, who took his test paper and opened it to listen carefully.

"Brother Xu, if you don't play with the book, give it to me, I won't make noise about Xiaoluo's study, I'll play with others." Lin Youzheng's whole heart was on the language book in front of Zhang Xu, seeing it lying there so lonely, he anxiously stretched out his hand to look at Zhang Xu, Zhang Xu didn't speak, picked up the book and handed it to him.

"Let's listen to the lecture together." Zhang Xu pulled the test paper, put it in the middle, and whispered.

Yu Luo counted on the scratch paper, raised his hand to change the answer B to D for the third multiple-choice question on the test paper, and then looked up at Zhang Xu and said word by word: "Zhang Xu, I think you and Chu Pan are quite suitable." ”

Zhang Xu suddenly laughed, he gently tapped Yu Luo's arm with his index finger, and he said, "Yu Luo, do you smell it?" Sour. ”

Yu Luo didn't speak, he couldn't laugh, he looked down at the test paper and said, "I'm not sour, you see, she can chat with you so happily, and she can go home with you every day." You love what she eats, and you love to listen to what she says. But when we stay together, nothing but silence is quarrelling. She actually wanted to say, when I'm sad, you're not there, there's a problem, if I don't take the initiative, it seems that there will never be a result. She felt that she had really paid a lot in this relationship, she was confused before, and kept chasing him, but then it was clear that she suddenly had more people, and there were more people who were more suitable for you than me.

Zhang Xu knocked and knocked and suddenly took her hand and put it in the pocket of his school uniform. He said: "The silence is because I don't want to disturb your study, we have never quarreled when we quarrel, and now this is just my little fool's jealousy." I don't really like the things they like to eat, but when I see you holding them, I think they should be delicious, and I don't feel happy when they hear what they think is fun, and laugh just because politeness is needed. But you're different, Yu Luo, I feel happy just to see you, and feel that all the best things in the world are in front of me, not to mention that you can be next to me and talk to me. ”

Yu Luo's hand was released, and there was a feeling of feather touching in his heart, and he couldn't say anything, and the scolding he had thought of before became distant at this moment.

What a useless child, Yu Luo thought, others would be uncomfortable alone if they were cold, full of sadness, but as long as others hooked their fingers, they didn't have time to wipe their tears and ran over.

She laughed at herself in her heart, then picked up her pen and changed the answer to the question back to B.

The chemistry teacher just talked about this problem, he wrote out the formula on the blackboard, and Yu Luodai took the value on the side, and corrected it wrong? Calculate that the answer is really D, Yu Luo frowned and stretched out his hand to circle the question, so he heard the teacher knock on the blackboard and said: "The difficulty of this question is here, many people will think too much about using this formula, in fact, no, this question is simple to think, you can calculate it with the basic formula, choose B." ”

Think too complicated? Yu Luo looked at the pen turning in his hand, is it simpler?

Zhang Xu leaned on the table and looked at her sideways, and said, "Yu Luo, if you have anything to say, don't hide it in your heart, you have to tell me." If I do something wrong, you have to tell me, I am willing to change, if you don't like me and Chu Pan to stay together, you can tell me directly. ”

Yu Luo was still sitting next to him in the evening self-study, Zhang Xu was probably bored, opened her secretary's notes and wrote her name, he said: "Look, Yu Luo, I write well." ”

"Wang Po sells melons and boasts about herself." Yu Luo glanced at him, stretched out his hand and took out the materials in his table to make a pile, opened them one by one and wrote down his name, and read it in pieces as he wrote: "Show you what the teacher is relieved to read, and the good words that the scholar has tears in his eyes." ”

Zhang Xu turned his head and smiled at her writing her name, he suddenly lowered his head as if he thought of something and said, "Xueba." ”

After Yu Luo finished writing, he put the book back neatly on the table, and suddenly thought of something, took a piece of paper and wrote a paragraph: It's like waiting for the college entrance examination, because I know that I will be able to wait.

Chu Pan asked: Yu Luo, from the first year of high school to the third year of high school, after so long, do you still like Zhang Xu?

Yu Luo thought of an answer.