Forty-six Dreams shattered

The threesome has reduced many opportunities to be alone or do other things, and Yu Luo doesn't go home at noon, so at noon she can only stand by the window and watch the back of Zhang Xu and Chu Pan going home together.

Although they can go home together after class in the evening, Yu Luo just feels that something is missing, Chu Pan talks a lot, chatters along the way, and occasionally asks Yu Luo a few words, Yu Luo takes off his headphones and nods blankly.

There are more and more books in the bag, and the countdown days are getting fewer and fewer, Yu Luo has no time to talk to Zhang Xu about these problems, probably like this, Yu Luo took the word book and looked at Zhang Xu in the crowd.

Guangyu spoke on the podium, her Mandarin was very standard, her voice was good, and when she read the article, she was in a low tone, as if she was listening to a good song. Yu Luo was a little sad in such a warm sunshine and beautiful voice, if he could only choose one to study and Zhang Xu, how should he choose?

Zhang Xu stood at the back with the sunshine, but Yu Luo stood at the front because of his height, and looked at Zhang Xu from a distance when he turned around to talk to Xu Lu, Chu Pan stood next to Zhang Xu, talking to him with a smile. When Zhang Xu looked up, Yu Luo immediately turned around and looked down at the word book, the sunlight reflected a little dazzling from the smooth pages, she rubbed her eyes, and wanted to cry.

Jiang Lu always glared at her: "Yu Xiaoluo, if you turn around, you will sit there, obviously like something." ”

Yu Luo was powerless to refute, put the tape on Xu Lu's desk like a deflated balloon, and turned his head to pick up the pen to write the question.

She felt that she should think about it, whether she should ask Zhang Xu what he thought, and ask him if he was joking or serious before. She can always only eliminate two mistakes in the physics multiple-choice question, and then accurately select the wrong one in the remaining one wrong and one pair, and the difference of one thought is gone.

In the college entrance examination, thousands of troops crossed the single-plank bridge, and the difference of one point may be thousands of people, let alone a full five points. Yu Luo opened the answer, and sure enough, she made the same mistake again, and she fell into a difficult choice for a while, whether to stop writing and find Zhang Xu, or continue to write the question.

Zhang Xu always sat next to Chu Pan, after class, Yu Luo stood by the window and struggled for a while, still didn't find a good reason to walk over, every time he turned his head to say hello to him, he always looked down to read a novel or sleep.

Tired of writing the title, she took out the novel she just bought, this issue is okay, each one is very well written, maybe she is very irritable in her heart, she wants to cry when she reads each one, and there are tears. She even had a lot of feelings, and then took the pen, as if she was doing a Chinese reading question, carefully outlined the foreshadowing and good sentences in each article, and then marked it on the side, and finally wrote a full text summary.

There is an article that says that the male protagonist must give up the female protagonist for the sake of the world, and in order to protect her, he hid her in the ancient tomb. Later, he died, and the suicide note he left was in the hope that the little emperor could take the heroine out of the tomb. The little emperor asked the heroine if she had ever thought about opening the coffin in the center of the tomb for ten years to take a look, and the heroine shook her head, her interest was taken to study the mechanism of the ancient tomb, and she never thought of opening the coffin to take a look.

The little emperor didn't tell her, the one lying in the coffin was the male protagonist, and he finally lived with the person he loved the most for ten years.

Yu Luo summarized below: fate is only enough to meet, only enough to fall in love; The most poisonous hatred in the world is fate but no part.

She is not enough, just enough to meet, and she has no fate. Probably all her luck was exhausted in the ignorant and ambiguous days before that, so now, even saying a word more is a luxury and wishful thinking.

After she finished writing, she turned her head to look at Zhang Xu, he was sleeping on the table, it was really a familiar scene, but Chu Pan looked at her, and then hooked a show-off smile at her, she put her index finger to her mouth and made a "shhhhhhh

It turns out that now I am already bothered; It turned out that she had already troubled Zhang Xu's life; It turned out that there was someone who could completely replace her and appear by Zhang Xu's side to protect him.

In those tangled days, Yu Luo originally had a lot to say, but every time she waved her hand at Zhang Xu, Chu Pan would appear behind him, and Yu Luo's smile would condense on his face, then disappear, then bow her head, and then be silent.

Chu Pan always likes to take her with her when she speaks, she wants to eat skewers, so she grabbed Yu Luo and said, "Let's eat skewers, I invite you, Yu Luo, do you want to eat?" ”

Yu Luo didn't have time to shake her head, she had already run over to order food with great interest, Zhang Xu looked down at her, opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, Chu Pan turned his head and called him again: "Zhang Xu, come here!" What do you like to eat? I don't know what Yu Luo likes to eat, you choose for her. ”

Yu Luo was very uncomfortable, uncomfortable but couldn't speak, she wanted to vomit when she pressed too much, she looked at Chu Pan holding Zhang Xu's arm with one hand, and pointing at the barbecue stall with the other, and she wanted to vomit even more.

She took the bunch of potatoes back home, the reason for the heat was not cold, Yu Di was very happy to take it and eat it, Yu Luo numbly looked at the subtitles at the end of the movie, and then went into the house to write the question.

She was very annoyed that it felt like she had to join Zhang Xu and Chu Pan in this way, and she was also very annoyed that every time Chu Pan and Zhang Xu talked, she had never had such a feeling of hating her name coming out of someone's mouth, and that person was still a girl, a girl with a good first impression of Yu Luo.

Probably her mind is very clear when she is sad, at least Yu Luo is like this, she doesn't want to sleep, she feels that only such endless writing is the ultimate peace.

Unexpectedly, the best motivation for learning is to be uncomfortable.

Zhang Xu changed his position and went to Chu Pan again, Yu Luo and Chu Jie stood by the window together and looked into the distance, Chu Jie unscrewed the yogurt bottle for Yu Luo, and he asked, "What's wrong with Xiao Luo?" Is it too stressful? Absent-minded. ”

Yu Luo shook her head and took a sip of yogurt, her strength deduced what it means to be distracted and the walking dead. So Chu Jie was worried that she was estimated to be in a state of inability to take care of herself recently, so he pulled her to eat and pressed the playground after class, he said: "Xiaoluo, you can't read the writing questions anymore, everyone will be stupid." ”

Yu Luo's heart was uncomfortable, and after walking two laps, he stopped and found a lawn to sit down, Chu Jie sat next to her, and he took down the grass from Yu Luo's hair, "Xiao Luo, don't scare me, just say anything you want, I can be a trustworthy listener." ”

She looked at the grass in Chu Jie's hand, maybe it would be better to say it, she said, "Chu Jie, you close your ears, I'm going to start nagging." ”

Yu Luo said that she had a dream, a very real and beautiful dream. She dreamed of the boy she thought was good-looking, by the way, his name was Zhang Xu, and she dreamed that Zhang Xu told her that he liked her. Beautiful things are unrealistic, such as this dream, it is fleeting, Yu Luo feels that the whole person is fluttering, she can't step on the ground. Maybe he was too anxious, so he had to be woken up cruelly, but the reality is that Zhang Xu and Chu Pan are the pair who should be together in their dreams.

After Chu Jie heard what she said, he touched her head, "Xiao Luo, wake up when you wake up from the dream, you have to take a serious look around, there are many better than this." Parents, and Lao Geng, maybe some people are too far away and will always go, but we won't, we will always be. He said: "Xiaoluo, I don't want you to wake up uncomfortable, but I feel even more uncomfortable when you fall asleep, but no matter what you decide, I will support you, and I will accompany you." ”

As the sun sets, the playground is dyed a warm orange, and it is really much better to say it, Chu Jie asked Yu Luo where he would go after the college entrance examination, Yu Luo shook his head, "I want to go out of the province, I don't want to stay in this small place for the rest of my life, the world is so big, I don't want my life experience to be limited to City B." ”

Chu Jie took a grass plant and put it in Yu Luo's palm, and he said, "Xiao Luo, I believe in you." I know that what you want to do will be done. Xiao Luo, you are really enviable, living on the altar is a source of my pride. After me, look up to you, you have to go outside, I will accompany you, if you are tired, I will wait for you behind you. ”

Chu Jie is the little sun, warming all my sorrows, allowing me to move from darkness to light and learn to grow.

Yu Luo closed his diary and took out the math sprint questions in his bag. Chu Jie said that he wanted to study hard, and Yu Luo broke the ground and skipped him for a night to go to the bookstore. The physics teacher didn't come to the house because he had something to do, and the substitute teacher was lecturing this week, so Yu Luo guessed that he shouldn't know his classmates, so he boldly skipped the whole night of self-study and went to the bookstore. Chu Jie bought two copies of all the materials, Yu Luo bought one copy, and he bought one, and agreed to write questions together and supervise each other.

Skipping class is cool for a while, and the crematorium is reviewed. This substitute teacher, who has only taken classes once, remembers a Yu Luo in the class, because he looked at the grade rankings, so Yu Luo went to the office seriously to write a review the next day.

She couldn't panic, the physics teacher and Lao Geng were in the same office, and Lao Geng couldn't scold her. Sure enough, Lao Geng knocked on the table and asked Yu Luo, "Why did you come here?" ”

Before Yu Luo could explain, the substitute teacher replied weakly: "She didn't seem to come to the self-study last night." ”

Tut-tut, Yu Luo didn't even dare to lie, he lowered his head and looked at the vamp, his brain spinning at high speed, trying to find a reason not to die so miserably.

"Oh, that's right." Lao Geng looked at the substitute teacher and smiled: "Yu Luo, my health is not good, she asked me for leave last night, I forgot." ”

This reason, this falsehood, Yu Luo looked up at Lao Geng with a shocked face, and the substitute teacher smiled and said: "Oh, so that's the case, then Yu Luo go back and rest, pay attention to your body in the third year of high school." ”

Yu Luo bowed to them, then waved his hand and said, "Teacher, then I, I'll go back first." ”

Lao Geng nodded, the substitute teacher also smiled and nodded, Yu Luo turned around and saw Lao Chu who didn't know when he was standing by the door, she winked at Yu Luo, Yu Luo stuck out his tongue and escaped from the office.

Horror, what's wrong with Lao Geng? This is also incredible, Yu Luo excitedly took Xu Lu's hand and repeated it to her, "Wow, you said, why are Lao Geng and Lao Chu so cute, I love them to death." ”

Jiang Lu glanced at her with a hideous face, and said in a strange manner: "Xueba is different, and those who are favored have no fear." ”

Yu Luo didn't know how to answer again, she looked at Jiang Lu, and then lowered her head and opened the writing test paper by herself.

She was really afraid that Jiang Lu would speak like this, she didn't even have a proper explanation, so she could only be silent.