Forty-five Jealousy does not exist

Yu's father watches the news every night, there is no class at night for the exam, Yu Luo also grabbed the melon seeds and sat next to him to watch it together, national events have become anecdotes about the college entrance examination, probably in the college entrance examination season, it seems that you are not the only one who takes the exam, there are many, parents, teachers, and all the people in the city.

There are still many mock questions from previous years, and Yu's mother wore an apron and leaned against the kitchen door to watch it with relish, and asked Yu Luo from time to time: "Xiaoluo, can you write this question?" ”

Yu Luo replied to her while listening to the news: "This is the test paper of our last joint entrance examination." ”

At that time, it was still the time when the tactics of the sea of questions were pursued, not to mention that it was just last year's college entrance examination questions, that is, in the next ten years, all the college entrance examination questions teachers could make a thick stack of copies for you.

Lao Geng said that the college entrance examination is a reincarnation every ten years, and maybe this year he can get the questions from ten years ago, so Yu Luo also specially did the test paper two or three times, and the answers can be memorized.

It was hot, Brother Yu came back from school and wanted to eat ice cream, Yu's mother didn't let him, saying that it was a waste of money, Yu Luo quietly gave him five yuan and let him eat it and come back. Unexpectedly, he actually bought two of them, and was going to keep one for Yu Luo, and he came back because he heard that she had to eat it, so when he called him back at dinner, the bag of ice cream had turned into half a bag of water.

Yu's mother said a few words to him, put it in the refrigerator and froze. Yu Luo winked at Brother Yu, his sad face smiled, and he said, "Sister, I also want to be a senior in high school, so that my parents will give me money and buy me everything." ”

Yu Luo didn't answer him, she said, "Little brother, when I finish the college entrance examination, I'll take you to eat beef noodles." ”

When I was a child, my dreams were probably to grow up, elementary school longed for junior high school, and junior high school longed for high school...... I always think that when I grow up, I will have everything, I have endless money, and I can eat whatever I want, but in fact, I really grow up with pain and regret.

For example, now, Yu Luo is very contradictory, she envy that her brother is still in elementary school, and she doesn't have to worry about what kind of university she is going to, and she feels that if she is still in elementary school, she will have to experience such despair again, and she feels very lucky at the moment.

In the end, it is better to always be a child, laugh happily when playing, and be presumptuous when crying. My wish is to get a dollar of pocket money or a few pieces of candy, and the discomfort is just to be punished by the teacher for standing in class and at the same table.

Yu Luo can more and more feel the pressure of his parents, and when he is not in class, he accompanies Yu's mother to clean up, and the Internet café is closed, so he can only clean the building.

Usually a family goes out together, holding a mop, and every floor is the singing of Yu Luo and Yu Mei, and occasionally the laughter of Yu Di.

Yu's father's waist seems to be more bent, Yu's mother always has knee pain when it rains, life is not easy, Yu Luo may realize it earlier than others, but she is stupid, and it was not until the third year of high school that she gradually woke up.

Yu Luo and Yu Mei occasionally slept together and chatted, Yu Luo told her about those difficult days and some people she met, she looked out the window, three years of high school, met a Zhang Xu, it was really good.

Let her have sustenance in her heart, let her have the courage to live and discover the love around her, the boy who is not good at words, but his mind is very delicate, on the surface it is the indifference of winter, but the bottom of his heart is the warmth of spring.

During that time, Yu Luo rarely dreamed, and basically fell asleep as soon as his head was on the pillow, which may be the reason for being too tired, or it may be because he was very down-to-earth, and the things he was looking forward to had a result, except for the college entrance examination, everything else was flat and flat.

Such a flat Sunday night self-study class walked a little sense of crisis, the two-person line suddenly became a threesome, and Chu Pan went to school.

In fact, Chu Pan's house is not far away, but she was willing to live in the school before, but now she feels that she can't study quietly in the dormitory, so her parents came to the school to give Lao Geng a suggestion to go to school, of course she agreed, so as soon as the bell rang for class that night, she stood at the door and watched Zhang Xu wave her hand.

Naturally there are no small movements allowed in threesomes now, Chu Pan is more noisy, and he has been expressing his excitement since he left the classroom door, Yu Luo Ke didn't feel happy, and after thinking about it, he plugged in the headphones.

Zhang Xu still won't refuse others in the end, even if he really wants to talk to Yu Luo, if it weren't for Chu Pan, he might have pulled out one of her headphones and put them on himself, but with one more Chu Pan, he wouldn't dare to be so presumptuous.

To say that it sounds good, he takes into account Chu Pan's feelings, and to say that it is ugly, it is two-faced and three-faced. He didn't know how to deal with these relationships, on the one hand, Yu Luo, who was in a panic when he saw that she was in a bad mood, and Chu Pan who confessed to him clearly.

The boy's impression of Chu Pan is the same as Yu Luo's first impression of her, a female man, a buddy, easy to get along with. And Chu Pan treats people very well, not to mention being considerate and thoughtful, when she approached Zhang Xu at the beginning, he rejected him, but later found out that she was actually different from Xiang Yun, Chu Pan always said that it was just because he was good and wanted to be friends with him.

Boys in high school have a long reflex arc for girls other than the girls they care about, Chu Pan is a good listener, and he didn't expect that Chu Pan would one day tell him that he liked him very seriously.

He clearly refused, but Chu Pan continued to look for him and listen to him like he was fine. He didn't want to lose this friend, he envied Yu Luo, Jiang Lu, Xu Lu, Chu Cha, Chu Jie...... She has a lot of friends who are kind to her and are willing to listen to her, but in the end, Zhang Xu is the only one who can speak.

Zhang Xu felt that Yu Luo might be more fond of learning, he also felt that everyone was like a blind man, he liked Yu Luo, only he knew, Yu Luo liked him, and the whole class knew.

But he still thinks that Yu Luo doesn't like him, or he likes him just a little more, because she thinks she is good-looking, so she is good to herself. Moreover, Yu Luo is a very dazzling person, Lao Chu, Lao Geng...... Almost every teacher liked him, and on the morning when Yu Luo was sick and asked for leave, Lao Geng was halfway through his lecture, when he suddenly stopped and looked at Yu Luo's empty seat and said, "If you have half of Yu Luo's smart and hard work, I will have to wake up laughing when I fall asleep." ”

Yu Luo was always afraid that Lao Geng would not like her, so she worked very hard in the exam, and she was sad when she did badly, afraid that Lao Geng would be disappointed. She has taken the first exam many times, and Lao Geng only said at most: "Yu Luo is the first this time." It's gone, she feels that her efforts are not enough, otherwise Lao Geng would not just be so understated.

In fact, everyone in the class except Yu Luo knows that Lao Geng likes Yu Luo the most, and he is also very indulgent to her, once Yu Luo did not write his homework during the winter vacation, and everyone who signed up in front of her was scolded, when she walked in front of Lao Geng tremblingly, Lao Geng said in a gentle voice: "Class will be held at seven o'clock tomorrow morning." ”

Everyone loves Yu Luo very much, there is a lot less of him, and there is not much more of him, but he only has this Yu Luo who says he likes him, but he doesn't know where to drift in his heart.

He didn't dare to accept her at first, afraid that she would like it on a whim, and that she would leave if he fell in. Later, I endured it uncomfortably, so I thought it would be better to take advantage of the fact that this stupid girl still likes herself, hold it in my arms first, and then coax and trick her to take it away.

Yu Luo studied well, but he didn't like to study, his family had money, that is, mixed with high Chinese, her doubts from books, he felt far away. Every time she discussed a topic with Jiang Shi or Jiang Lu, he was even more afraid, at this time, only by talking to Chu Pan, or sitting next to her, he could see Yu Luo secretly looking at him with his spare eyes.

He was happy, and he felt that he was much more important than the green review book in her hand.

Chu Pan and Zhang Xu went home and walked the same way, the road she could walk with Zhang Xu was twice as long as the one she walked with Yu Luo, Yu Luo didn't know whether to wave goodbye or not, and deliberately slowed down his pace.

"Yu Luo, goodbye. Zhang Xu and I will go first. Chu Pan waved happily at Yu Luo, Yu Luo pouted and glanced at Zhang Xu, waved his hand and walked away quickly.

The boy is not good, Yu Luo silently read the English homework, took out the math questions and began to write the questions.

The waste cardboard box next to the bed was already half covered with scratch paper, and Yu Luo threw another one in, suddenly feeling a little sad, and the days of writing questions like this seemed to have no end. There were cicadas outside the window, one after another, Yu Luo's heart was a little blocked, and he opened the door and poured a glass of water and sat in the living room in a daze.

Yu Dad came out and turned on the light and sat opposite Yu Luo, he asked Yu Luo, "What's wrong?" If you can't write, go to sleep, we don't put pressure on you, just do your best, and sleep when you're sleepy. ”

Yu Luo's tears smashed into the water glass, she was really tired, she couldn't finish the questions, the real questions that couldn't be done, the physics multiple-choice questions in the monthly exam still didn't get one more right, and the second question of the last big question in mathematics still didn't write out.

But the college entrance examination is coming, but the college entrance examination cannot afford to make mistakes.

Yu Luo was still crying when Yu's mother came out, crying a little breathlessly, covering her face and gasping, which scared her, she hurriedly came over and patted Yu Luo's back, she said: "Xiao Luo, sleep, sleep well." ”

It's another night without a dream, Yu Luo seems to feel that Yu's parents didn't put pressure on her, and other parents are serving big fish, big meat, chicken, duck and fish every day in the third year of high school, and the TV is not allowed to be turned on.

Yu Dad and Mom won't, what they usually eat is what they eat now, Yu Luo hasn't come home at noon now, if he went home before, he would have to wash the dishes after eating, or clean up the house, and he would have to wash the family's clothes on weekends. Yu's mother still has a class in the early morning, so no one disturbs her rest in the morning, Yu's brother and sister are too lazy to eat breakfast before class, and Yu Luo has to get up early to prepare for them.

Anyway, Yu Luo's senior year of high school is not the same as the senior year in the movie, that is, the questions written in the test papers are probably the same number, and in the surrounding environment, there is no atmosphere of the college entrance examination at home anyway.

After Chu Pan went to school, Yu Luo and Zhang Xu could talk less and less, most of the time Chu Pan was able to snatch the topic, the two of them went home in one direction, and they also came to the same road when they went to school, Yu Luo took out the English word book and pretended not to see.

That is, Zhang Xu likes to change seats recently, and always changes to Chu Pan, Yu Luo always turned his head to borrow tape for Xu Lu, and turned his head to look at him once, most of the time he lowered his head and didn't know what he was doing, Chu Pan lay next to him, very close.

Yu Luo snorted and turned his head, he had never been so close. But after writing a question, she turned her head once, Xu Lu looked at her with contempt, Yu Luo pursed her lips, felt aggrieved, and couldn't speak.

In short, Zhang Xu is a pig.

Yu Luo bit the straw and looked at Zhang Xu, he smiled at her from afar, Yu Luo was not in the mood to laugh, glared at him viciously, and turned his head to write the question.