Lu Heng originally planned to enlighten her, but seeing that Sun Yingchen didn't have anything, he was also a lot relieved.

"Didn't I ask you to put more chili peppers, the taste is so light, how can I eat it." Lu Heng was a little dissatisfied.

Sun Yingchen didn't care: "Is it good for you to think of your stomach?" When you have a stomachache, you are sad, who is going to die or live, since you have stomach problems, you should pay more attention to the noodles you eat. Sun Yingchen sat opposite Lu Heng: "Your house is good, is the decoration style according to the four walls of the house?" ”

Lu Heng put down the rice noodles and looked at her, if a person pretends to be fine, then she must have something, as for now pretending to be okay with you, she can talk about anything, that is, she is pretending to be very hard.

"Sun Yingchen, in fact, you don't have to, in front of me, you don't need to hide yourself." Lu Heng's words directly exposed Sun Yingchen's disguised cheerfulness.

Sun Yingchen originally planned to continue with her teeth and claws, but at this moment she suddenly became quiet, her smile was very bitter, she looked at Lu Heng, looked at the same eyes as Bai Siyuan, but now she felt very ironic, when she was in prison, she thought it was Bai Siyuan, but it was him, and during that time in prison, it was Lu Heng who woke her up with bowls of poisonous chicken soup.

In fact, to some extent, Lu Heng has been silently helping her and supporting her.

If it weren't for Zhou Miao telling her that the school was Lu Heng dragging people to find a relationship, she would not have been able to enter so easily, and she could have successfully obtained her graduation certificate in the end.

Lu Heng had done enough, and Sun Yingchen would also suspect what he was trying to do with him, but Zhou Miao's words made her completely relieved.

"Don't think that Lu Heng is like this to everyone, it's just because you happen to be my friend that he pays so much attention and attention to you, you know, I raised a dog a few years ago, because I am old, so my life is coming to an end, I am so sad that I am about to cry blind, Lu Heng has not come all the way to comfort me, and at the same time find the most authoritative doctor and special medicine for my dog."

At that time, Zhou Miao's explanation undoubtedly made Sun Yingchen understand that in fact, Lu Heng's taking care of the dog back then was the same as taking care of her now, but such an analogy still made Sun Yingchen feel a little uncomfortable in his heart.

The smile on Sun Yingchen's face gradually disappeared: "Do you know, sometimes, I feel like a terminally ill schizophrenic, while suppressing my pessimistic emotions and thoughts, I want to make myself look cheerful and lively, and everyone loves me, now it's okay, everything is fine, as long as I put it down myself, who can't break my armor, I don't have to suppress such emotions anymore." ”

Lu Heng nodded: "I originally wanted to come out of you, I wanted to talk to you, you know, Zhou Miao has always cared about you the most, you have been turning off the phone, and her bar is preparing to open in the early stage, she is busy enough, don't let her worry." ”

Hearing Lu Heng say this, she also knew that today's incident must have been something Zhou Miao said in the middle, she shrugged her shoulders: "Actually, I'm fine, really, nothing at all, but I need to digest myself." ”

"I know you need time, but with too much time to be immersed in it, it's always you who are the saddest." Lu Heng got up and poured her a glass of warm water, put it in front of her, and said, "I'm going to take the health route now, if you want, I still have wolfberries, do you want to put some." ”

Sun Yingchen giggled: "Who can believe that Lu Shao, who is arrogant in the literary world, has such a face in private, and he is also a health regimen, and he is not afraid of other people's jokes when he says it, I know why bother today, if you had this understanding, your stomach would still hurt and come back to life." Sun Yingchen got up, poured a glass of water for Lu Heng, and then pointed to the cup in front of him: "Put wolfberries in both cups." ”

Lu Heng got up and took out a small jar in the coffee table cabinet, took out the shriveled wolfberries and put them in the cup in front of him and the other party's cup, and said: "Actually, I should understand you, you keep saying that you put it down, how can you say that you can put it down, the feeling from crazy longing to calm relief must be slowly precipitated over time, after all, that person has been with you for so long, and no one can empathize with you, so it is you who is sad, you are relieved, and in the end, it is you who can really let go." In front of me, you don't have to hide yourself, we are friends. ”

Sun Yingchen looked at the wolfberry in the water cup that was soaked and bulging, round and small, and the color was also very good, she touched the temperature of the cup, it was warm, but Lu Heng's words warmed her heart, she smiled: "Thank you, thank you for treating me as a friend, not a food delivery person." ”

One sentence made both of them laugh.

This is Sun Yingchen's most sincere smile during this time, she looked at Lu Heng with crooked eyes and smiled, he never pretended to be his truest self in front of him, but Sun Yingchen looked at his smile, and gradually the smile in his eyes gradually disappeared.

Sun Yingchen said: "Lu Heng, did anyone tell you, your eyes are similar to Bai Siyuan's eyes." ”

The smile on Lu Heng's face gradually disappeared, and his heart almost skipped a beat, he looked at her for a long time, and the atmosphere seemed to be half condensed between them, with a slight hint of embarrassment.

"I'm not very happy to hear you say that." Lu Heng's voice was clean and did not contain any impurities.

Sun Yingchen also felt that it was very inappropriate for her to say this, but the words had already been spoken, and she really didn't know how to explain it.

"I want to ask you, looking at this eye like Bai Siyuan, are you looking at me or Bai Siyuan."

Are you looking at me, or Bai Siyuan!

Sun Yingchen looked at him, and for the first time in front of Lu Heng, she became speechless.

Lu Heng stretched out his hand and dangled it in front of her eyes, his serious appearance just now became slightly ruffian at the moment: "I'm joking with you, you take this seriously, but do you really think my eyes are similar to Bai Siyuan's eyes?" ”

Sun Yingchen nodded at first, then shook his head again.

Lu Heng was puzzled: "Is it like or not?" ”

"It's not like, it's exactly the same." Sun Yingchen looked at him, and couldn't help but slander in his heart, how could anyone in this world have eyes so similar.

"Maybe Bai Siyuan and I still have some kind of kinship." Lu Heng said unintentionally.

Sun Yingchen glanced at him: "Nonsense, you are one in the south of the world and one in the north of the sea, how can you be related to each other." She looked at Lu Heng and continued, "I know you're trying to free me, but I'm really fine." ”

"Do you still love him?" Lu Heng suddenly asked.

Sun Yingchen looked at him, and then suddenly smiled: "You ask me if I still love him, of course I love him, why do I still love him, I still feel shocked when I hear his name, I still feel uncomfortable thinking of the past related to him, and my heartbeat will skip half a beat when I see his back." She smiled bitterly, but now she can only swallow all her thoughts, and tell herself to forget it, no matter what kind of crying she experienced yesterday, the city is still busy when she wakes up in the morning, which should be the process of adjusting your crying to mute as my mother said.

Metamorphosis like a cicada chrysalis.