I looked at the sleeping Shangguan Yan and confessed, "I'm sick." ”

"Who doesn't have a problem?" Shangguan replied.

I swallowed sourly: "I'm going to die." ”

"Everybody's going to die." Shangguan Li thought my words were ridiculous.

"The doctor said that my illness will not last for a few years, and I will not live long."

Shangguan Li's smile froze on his face, as if he hadn't reacted yet, I could almost overlap his expression with Shangguan Yan's sad face.

"Not many people know about this, I just found out about it myself, you are the first one I said, don't tell others."

"Is it impossible to be cured? As long as you are willing to find it, there will always be a way. Shangguan Li said seriously.

I shook my head: "Even if I do find it, I can't afford to wait." ”

"Life is at stake, how can you give up easily—maybe—" Shangguan Li hesitated as if he had suddenly thought of something.

"Don't maybe, I resigned myself to my fate, and I don't want to give myself a lot of false hopes. It doesn't matter if you know it early, many things that shouldn't start won't start-"I'm staring at Shangguan Yan, it's good if he has no heart for me, so that he doesn't have to carry a longing for me, I don't want him to be like Master Huang, who has lived with an absent person for the rest of his life, his heart is enough, I don't want to become his heart."

Shangguan Li nodded, but he looked thoughtful. It seems like he has other methods, but I still feel his intentions from the bottom of my heart.

The atmosphere suddenly became very cold, as if the breath was cold.

I got up and said, "It's not too early, I should go back." ”

Shangguan saluted and said, "I'll send you." ”

I excused myself and said, "No need, you're tired after a busy night, adults still need someone to fix on the side, and it's cold outside, so it's not troublesome." ”

Shangguan saluted and said, "Yes." But I don't have to worry about letting the girl go back alone, it's better for me to go to the side and open another one, girl, you can take a nap and wait until dawn before leaving. ”

I nodded, it was the best of both worlds.

Shangguan Li smiled and saluted me, turned around and went out.

I tilted my head and looked at Shangguan Yan's quiet sleeping face not far away, and dozed off, my eyelids heavy.

I shook off my sleepiness and strengthened my spirits, and Hai Piao instructed me not to sleep outside, I was scared by the dream that I didn't wake up after sleeping all day at Li Xue's house.

Shangguan Li should be back soon, and he should wake me up to go to sleep in the open room, so I closed my eyes for a while and wanted to take a nap.

As soon as I closed my eyes, the dream eagerly began to unfold, as if it had been waiting for me all the time, and when I closed my eyes, it began to unfold.

Half-asleep, in the void I saw a woman running towards me, her bun scattered in the run, her face full of anxiety.

This woman—

"Dan'er! Dan'er! Mother is here! Mother is here! "The woman sped past me and ran behind me.

When I looked back, I saw a little girl sitting in the middle of the branches of the towering tree, who seemed to be sleeping. The woman hugged the child and stroked the child's face to probe her snort: "Dan'er, Dan'er, you wake up, you wake up!" ”

Mica and cloud?

This is? Is this a follow-up to a dream that was not done during the day?

I shook my head, how could I be dreaming again? Why didn't Shangguan Li come to call me?

I'm a little panicked, it's Yunqing's dream when he was a child, shouldn't this be like a daytime dream, I can't wake up when I fall asleep, right?!

Mica called Xiao Yundan to wake up, picked her up and walked out of the forest, before turning around, she saw a piece of clothing hooked on the branch where her daughter was leaning, but the color did not match what Xiao Yundan was wearing.

She stuffed the rag between her belt, ran out with the child in her arms, and shouted to Kuang Lin: "Brother Yun, Brother Yun, I found Dan'er......"

The screams rippled in the forest, and I could only faintly hear someone shouting in the distance: "An'er? Dan'er? An'er? Dan'er? ”

It seems that Father Yun has not heard the call of Mica.

Mica ran barefoot, her feet bloodied by the thorns of the glade, and the tail of her pale green skirt.

Running to the open field, her cry was answered, and the distant Yun Father responded: "An'er? Have you found Dan'er? Where are you?! ”

"I'm on a small slope outside the woods......" Mica was panting and hoarse, but the expression on her face was reassuring.

"Okay, stay there and don't move, I'll be right here!" Father Yun's voice was a little distant, and it seemed to be somewhere down the slope.

Father Yun's response made Mica breathe a sigh of relief, she tiredly put Xiao Yundan down, raised her foot to look at the wound on the soles of her feet, and took out a towel to wipe the bloody wound.

"Mother!" Xiao Yunqing suddenly appeared, frowning and worried, "You found your sister...... Is my sister okay? ”

Mica's face turned pale with exhaustion, and she nodded: "Well, it seems that he has fallen asleep, your father will come soon, and we will wait for him here." ”

Xiao Yunqing took a few steps forward and blamed herself: "It's all because I didn't take a good look at my sister, I didn't take it seriously when she said that she was going to go up the mountain to pick flowers, I thought she wouldn't run up alone so willfully...... I should be optimistic about her ......"

The mica was still panting, and it seemed that her body was not particularly good and she could not stand it.

She stroked Xiao Yun's sleeping face, and said to herself: "Dan'er usually doesn't go out by herself, even if she picks flowers, she picks flowers in the backyard, how can she go up the mountain alone...... And she was afraid of heights, how could she climb to sleep on the branches of trees? ……”

Xiao Yunqing said: "A few days ago, the heart-shaped buds died, and she has been sullen, maybe she thinks that there are many flower buds on the mountain, and she wants to find the same one - I will watch her closely in the future, and I won't let you worry about it." ”

Mica nodded, and her gaze suddenly froze-

She saw that Xiao Yunqing's clothes on the waistline part were torn and a gap was missing.

She shuddered and took out the rag tucked between her belt, the color and pattern matched the shape......

"You got it?" Xiao Yunqing's eerie voice was suddenly very close.

Mica looked up in horror, Xiao Yunqing was already standing in front of her with a hideous face, she had lived for so many years and experienced so many lives and deaths, but for the first time, she was really frightened by her seven-year-old daughter.

Xiao Yunqing sneered, leaned over and slowly pulled out the rag she was holding in her hand.

Mica moved back a little and asked in a trembling voice, "You...... Why are you doing this? "She is a mother, but she is so afraid of her daughter.

Xiao Yunqing sneered, Xiao Xiao's expression made people feel particularly frightened, she stared at Xiao Yundan, who was still asleep, with a child's innocent and immature voice, but with a mature tone, she said slowly: "Why did I do this? Because, for, I, hate you, hate you—"

"Hate me?"

Xiao Yunqing gritted his teeth, pursed his lips, and said, "I'm working hard, really trying to do my best, I just want to get my father's praise and like, what about you?" But you have been blowing the pillow wind in Daddy's ear, provoking my relationship with Daddy, are you so dissatisfied that I am better than all of you? If you are partial to her, forget it, why can't you tolerate my father's preference for me? I'm also your daughter, so you can't see me like that, okay?! ”

"I didn't—"

Xiao Yunqing pushed Mica's shoulder, and Mica, who fell backwards in pain.

"I heard it all, you sued me in front of my father, and you didn't let me play the piano to my father—aren't you partial? I'll hide her so you can't find her!" Let Dad only hurt me alone! ”

Mica was so shocked that she couldn't care about the pain in the soles of her feet, she stood up abruptly and hugged Xiao Yundan: "Qing'er, how can you think like that?" We have always treated your sisters equally, and we have no preference for anyone. Besides, you can't take your hatred on your sister because of your temporary grievances against me, and make such jokes at will, this will happen—"

"I don't need you to pretend! You only know her! You only have her in your eyes! She is hypocritical and dreamy, what kind of soothing lamp do you want, why do I suffer all those hardships, that soothing lamp, that soothing lamp smokes my eyes every night and night! She said to go find those stupid buds and leaves, and you can let me waste the piano lesson and accompany her to madness! You only know that you feel sorry for her, have you ever felt sorry for me? Have you ever considered my feelings?! ”

Mica choked, maybe she didn't think that these would become a child's heart knot, disappointed: "So you have so much dissatisfaction? If you don't like it, you can tell me, I thought you didn't care......"

"Say?! What is there to say! Even if I tell you, I will only have more handles for you to say right and wrong in front of your father, and you must tell him again in a pretended way, saying that we Qing'er don't know the general situation, and we are narrow-minded and don't know how to take care of my sister - I won't be so stupid! Xiao Yunqing's voice was full of expression, and he also learned to imitate the tone of his mother's speech, which imitated the next small sentence.

Mica was incredulous: "You are my daughter, why should I say that you are right and wrong in front of your father, I have too late to praise you-"

Xiao Yunqing rolled her eyes viciously, and Mica didn't dare to say any more.

"Dad is not here, you still have to pretend in front of me, I really feel disgusting, you are the same as Yun Dan, you are pretending to make me sick to my stomach! That's right, I'm your daughter, you're my mother, I can't do anything to you, then I can only sprinkle my anger on your little heart, such as tearing off some quilts for her at night to make her feel cold, blowing her tranquilizer lamp to make her have nightmares, or even more so, I can't find her when I play hide and seek......"

Mica hugged Xiao Yundan tightly and said in a trembling voice: "I don't know why you have such thoughts, it's that you have to worry too much about yourself, and you can't see your own problems clearly, no matter what, Dan'er is innocent, and she is also very good to you, let you give you everything-"

"Let? Who is rare for her to make? I deserve that, and if I didn't have her, would I have had more? Xiao Yunqing smiled gloomily.

Mica gasped and slapped Xiao Yunqing: "Is this what you should say?" I'm your mother, she's your sister! No one wants to fight with you for anything, it's your own narrow-mindedness that can't tolerate others! ”

Xiao Yunqing covered his face and glared at his mother, and his fierce and stubborn eyes seemed to be on fire.

Mica closed her eyes, tears slid down her cheeks, evil had devoured the soul of the daughter in front of her, she didn't know how to recover her goodness, she gave up, she hugged Xiaoyun and walked down the slope with difficulty, just wanted to escape from this young but very deep daughter quickly.

Xiao Yunqing covered his face, and all the resentment grew wildly in an instant!

What is she going to do?!