Chapter 336 Glimpse of the Wandering Wandering Away

"That's the way it is...... I think you should know Aunt Fu's plight from that, oh? "I'm worried that Shangguan Li will be resentful.

Shangguan Li stared at the candle flame vacantly, not knowing what to think.

Seeing that he hadn't moved, I got up and wiped Shangguan Yan's face, touched his forehead, and it had already warmed up.

"In fact, there is a fact that no one has mentioned, whether your father's death was directly or indirectly caused by my mother, if it weren't for her, you wouldn't have ruined your family, if it weren't for her, maybe now you and your brother Yan would have been happy to live and work in peace and contentment." Shangguan Li said quietly in the back.

My hands trembled, and when I looked at Shangguan Yan's face, my heart beat wildly.

"If everything is just hypothetical, who knows." I brushed the hair around my ears, and I always felt them tickle my face.

"You like Brother Yan, I can see it."

I froze.

"If it weren't for all these years of forgetting and dispersing, you wouldn't have had to go through hurt to get to know each other again, you could have been very simple and happy."

"Where-what-" I hurriedly withdrew my hand, not daring to turn around to look at Shangguan Li, preferring to face Shangguan Yan, who was still asleep, I hoped that he would wake up soon, and now I pray to God and Buddha and hope that he will not wake up so soon.

"It's everywhere, don't you like it, how can you chase it out in the middle of the night to see you off?" Shangguan Li is not a night sound, and it will not be brushed over for me to think about for myself, but as if it has to prove something.

"I-I'm just a little relieved, isn't it in the middle of the night, if it's someone else, I'll send it too......"

"Really? Why can't you rest assured? He is not a child or a little girl, and it is common to patrol cases at night, do you need a girl's family to rest assured? Why didn't you see the girl come to see me off? ”

I was anxious, turned around and glared at him: "You haven't been here in the middle of the night, what is there to give in the middle of the day!" ”

Why do you have to expose me with this official ceremony?!

Shangguan Li pointed at me and smiled: "Look at you, your face is red and you still say no." Our younger brother is as handsome as I am, and he is talented and talented, and it is not a shame to like him, but the girl looks like she likes the plague god and doesn't dare to admit it. ”

I'm so angry and ashamed that I can't wait to cover his mouth!

Shangguan Li pulled the stool and moved it towards me, and said with a smile: "What are you shy, anyway, he can't hear it now - at most, I won't tell others, how about helping you find out his tone when the time comes?" If you are like-minded, it is excellent to continue the front edge. ”

I glared at him, "I don't need your help!" Just mind your own business! ”

Shangguan Li began to sell Shangguan Yan as if possessed by a matchmaker: "Some things can't be delayed, but it's very important to seize the opportunity." In the imperial capital, the threshold of Shangguan Mansion is about to be flattened. If it weren't for his unintentional family, otherwise he would have had a group of wives and concubines. ”

Don't want to start a family?

My beating heart pressed a stone at once: "He can't let go of the girl who gave him the moonlight egg jade, can he?" ”

Shangguan Li raised his eyebrows, and said in a trance: "It turns out that the girl is worried about this, how much do you know about the girl?" What did he say to you? ”

I bit my lip, I know more than you think.

"Well...... The adults didn't say anything to me, it was Yun Niang and Aunt Rong who told me, and I also knew that the girl's name was You Wujian. "My heart is sour.

Shangguan Li blinked and sighed: "No one has dared to mention this name for many years, especially in front of Brother Yan. She is a scar in Shangguan Mansion, and after the marriage fell, the kindness of Shangguan Mansion and the You family was also severed. Youjia is a holy place, and it is a pity that there are strange women. ”

"What a pity? Looking for a marriageable girl for an adult? ”

Shangguan Li glared at me and said, "I still don't admit that you like Brother Yan, you are thinking about him with all your heart, and you want to find another one for him if you can't do it?" - I can't marry my brother, and I, I'm also a big living person, my appearance and talent are better than my brother's, and my temper is too good, why don't you find a woman like Roselle for me to marry, alas......"

This official salute is really!

"Anyway, that girl never appeared again?"

Shangguan Li nodded.

"You can't find her, can you? Can't you find anyone in her house? ”

"I have looked for it, but I am here to ask for sin. I went to find out that after she got married to us, she went home to cut her hair and cut off her righteousness with them, not only injuring her own sister, but also burning the family's very important century-old medicine table, which has not been seen since. But she should know in her own heart, after such a catastrophe, it would be self-defeating to appear again. ”

I felt very strange and said, "Isn't it just a marriage, is it so exaggerated?" It's all about life and death? ”

Shangguan Li was also a little confused, and said: "Actually, I have always felt strange about this, when she came to remarry, I felt that she was very angry, and this kind of anger has nothing to do with us." I felt as if she had made a deal with her family, but it didn't go as she wanted, so she was angry and angry at the engagement, not so much because she didn't agree with it, but because she was demonstrating to her family and rebelling against some authority. ”

"Deal? Who would trade their marriage contract? Then the thing of the trade must be very important to her, too. ”

"We don't know much about the You family, and it's impossible to talk to us about the ugliness of the family. Grievances and hatreds are written off, although it doesn't matter anymore, but I still hope that the girl can be safe. ”

I stared at him, although Shangguan Li was the son of the evil Yunqing, he had a rare broad-mindedness and bearing. repaying grievances with virtue is very similar to Yun Niang in many places.

Shangguan Li stared at me and smiled mysteriously: "In a person's life, there are always some people or things that are above self-happiness, what does the girl think?" ”

I immediately glanced at Shangguan Yan, and my face was as hot as fire.

"Originally, I didn't want to tell others about Miss You, whether she was off the beaten track or her words were poisonous didn't matter to Brother Yan. She is in the past, and her younger brother can also start a new life, and it is impossible to waste the rest of her life for that glimpse. Shangguan Li looked at his younger brother faintly, and could see that he really cared about Shangguan Yan, and his words were full of worries about him.

I pinched the calluses on my fingers, and my eyes turned red.

He stared at me Yingying and smiled, his eyes were also similar to Shangguan Yan's, but his eyes were raised with some indescribable softness, and his voice was like a spring breeze, making people quiet and want to sleep: "Brother Yan and that girl are just in a hurry, I think maybe he doesn't even remember what that girl looks like, but the sharp words are engraved deeper than anything else." For so many years, I haven't told him the true purpose of Miss You to leave the moonlight egg jade, this stupid brother is too kind, too weak, love and care can't make him strong, but hatred and unwillingness can. ”

I was crushing at my cocoons and tears were streaming down my eyes.

"Moreover, Miss You's personality is not suitable for her younger brother, my younger brother is too preoccupied, it is difficult to soothe his eyebrows, he needs a woman who can make people happy, just like an open fire meets a cold candle, it will always light up when it is lit." He suddenly raised his eyebrows and smiled, like a child.

I knew that he was trying to persuade me to let go of my scruples and boldly admit my feelings for Shangguan Yan.

But I can't.

I looked up at him, tears rolling down my face.

Shangguan Li tilted his head, quite surprised.

I couldn't help myself and cried softly.

Shangguan Li was not like Han San smiling, he would not come over to comfort me, but looked at me quietly, poured a cup of tea and held it in his hand, and waited quietly for me to finish crying.

I was almost crying, he handed me the tea, got up and drained me with a hot towel: "Apply a compress to your eyes, otherwise it will be swollen like a walnut in a while." He didn't ask why, and he didn't comfort anything.

I pressed my eyes tightly, and the heat poured into the eyelids lowered, and it felt very comfortable.

"If Brother Yan wakes up after a while, and sees you like this, he thinks I have bullied you." Shangguan Li's voice was soft.

I covered my eyes and said, "Master Li, I beg you something." ”

"You say."

"Don't tell your adults about tonight, okay?"

"What's going on tonight?"

"That's what you just told me."

"Oh...... You like things that he doesn't dare let him know, don't you? ”

I took off the towel and glared at him, although his tone was soft and his voice was beautiful, but how could he be so hateful like Han San laughing at that guy?!

Shangguan Li said with a smile: "At the beginning of love, it is rare to have a lover, why should you be sad to escape?" You see I have traveled all over the country, but I have not been able to find the heart of the shock, some people are camping all their lives do not know what they love, the girl can meet the love in the beautiful Jiahua, should feel lucky. ”

This is very similar to what Shangguan Yan said.

"I remember that before I decided to unravel the mystery of the West, an adult came to me one day, and he looked very distressed and hesitant, and he said something similar at that time, you are really brothers."

"Oh? What words? Shangguan Li continued to hand me a hot towel to apply to my eyes.

I covered my eyes, and my eyes were full of Shangguan Yan's sad and distressing face: "He said that sometimes even the people closest to him may wear a frightening mask. Some of them came quietly and walked alone, even for half a ...... Half a ......"

Shangguan Yanxiu in his mind had tears in his eyes, and said bitterly: "I don't have half of my sworn friends, and it's very desolate to think about it......"

I can't repeat what he said, as Shangguanli said, I should feel fortunate now, in my lifetime I can still experience the feeling of liking someone, this person is very good, very smart, many women in the world are not so lucky to know him, but I can see his sadness, see his fragility.

Shangguan Li smiled bitterly: "This stupid brother is always too preoccupied. What does it mean that there is no half of the Friends of the Oath, I don't deserve these four words, but there are always others, right? The subordinates who followed him were also born and died, how chilling does it sound? ”

I sighed, "Maybe he just wants to keep his distance and doesn't want to mix too much personal feelings." ”

Shangguan Li looked at me, looking like he was going to have a long talk with me: "What about you?" Why do you want to put aside your personal feelings? You're not Brother Yan, although I don't have much contact with you, but I don't feel like you're a heavy-minded person, but when I talk about you and Brother Yan, you cry, what? Is there anything that is so hard to overcome? ”