At dinnertime, Song Lingjian and Han Sanxiao actually appeared, I thought they would have a lot of things to do but not come, but I didn't expect the two of them to come neatly and neatly, fortunately, Xia Xia will prepare their share regardless of whether they come or not, otherwise there will be no food to eat.

The sea drift didn't appear, I don't know if I'm still sick.

I asked with concern, "What about sea drifting?" Why haven't you seen anyone all day? ”

Song Lingjian continued to eat, looking depressed, Han San replied with a smile: "Well, Fugui is sick again, it's okay to sleep tomorrow, don't be like a baby and ask blindly after a while, don't you know that the more you cherish something, the easier it is to lose?" The more worthless you throw it at will, the better he will stay there and never go. ”

I glared at him: "Say who is a cherished thing and who is worthless?" ”

Song Lingjian glanced at Han San and smiled: "He has to throw it casually, no matter how much he ignores, he can grow up on his own, and he can't get rid of the broken thing - it's not bad to be a little self-aware." ”

Han San glared at Song Lingjian with a smile: "Who is the broken thing?" How to speak? What enmity do I have against you? What resentment? ”

Song Lingjian ignored his shouting as usual, and lowered his head to eat himself.

If it had been a normal time, I would have laughed out loud, but today I can't laugh, I haven't felt easy in my heart since the afternoon, especially after knowing the reason for Ye Xin's suicide, this puzzles me, I can almost paint that picture by myself, her face lying quietly sleeping in a pool of blood, black blood flowing from her wrists, crawling all over the pharmacopoeia books piled up around her, the thick and sweet smell of blood can almost spread to my mouth-

I felt sick and quickly put down the dishes and chopsticks.

Han San laughed at my actions and couldn't help but furrow his eyebrows strangely.

I swallowed my saliva, turned my head and asked Song Lingjian: "Song Lingjian, Yan Cuo has sent a few other letters before, where are those letters now?" ”

Song Lingjian looked at me and said, "Put it in your drawer, didn't you see it?" ”

I was stunned: "When did you put it?" I didn't pay attention. "I also looked for the drawer once this morning, and I didn't touch it, but I did touch the hairpin of the Cui Ge.

"It's early, go back and find it yourself."

Han San laughed at me and said, "You are blind, what are you looking for?" Even if you're not blind, you're illiterate, and when you learn those words, it's estimated that the baby will be able to go to the ground, it's really funny. ”

Song Lingjian said: "Her father's relics, she doesn't care, do you care about them?" ”

Han San sighed several times, obviously unable to figure out why Song Lingjian was blocking him with words.

Until now, my hands were still trembling slightly, and my mood was not at all light, and I bit my lip, wondering if I should tell them the words that were stuck in my throat.

Han Sanxiao knew that he couldn't say anything about Song Lingjian, so he turned his head and picked up my soft persimmon and pinched it: "It's so decent, why did you suddenly ask about the letter?" ”

I let go of my bitten lip and said softly, "Because Yan's mother committed suicide after reading these letters." ”

Han San laughed and shouted, "What?!" ”

Song Lingjian stared at me tightly, frowning.

"I always thought that his mother died of illness or other reasons, but Yan mistakenly said that she committed suicide, shortly after he became deaf - she had promised him to check the medical book to cure his ear, but she saw the manuscripts that her father had written together, and then committed suicide."

Han Sanxiao and Song Lingjian looked at each other, obviously they were the same as me at the beginning, Ye Xin was not in good health, thinking that she died of illness, so no one ever asked Ye Xin how he died.

I continued: "I've been curious about those letters since you brought them up, wondering what else my father had told me—but now I'm scared of ......."

Song Lingjian gritted his teeth and said with a little puzzlement: "You were not mentioned in the letter, Ye Xin's death has nothing to do with you." ”

Han San smiled and sighed, his appearance was very sad, and he seemed to suddenly understand a lot.

Aren't these two people smart? Why didn't Song Lingjian understand this time, Han San smiled as if he understood.

What was written in those letters?

These days, because of various things, we have begun to have our own secrets, such as the night sound, such as those tricks he played for me, and I am a person who doesn't like to keep secrets, so I have always felt guilty, and I think the night sound will also know, one day I will not be able to help but give everything out, so we are all waiting, waiting for a time for everything to appear in the light.

"I know you've been helping me track down the truth about my father's disappearance, and when you haven't found the final answer, you should hide a lot of things from me, so as not to let me think about it - I recently remembered something about my father, which may be helpful in investigating his disappearance."

Han San looked at me with a slight apologetic smile, while Song Lingjian still frowned and looked at me in deep thought, this kind of look made me feel very panicked, as if I could see through what I wanted to hide.

"I vaguely remember that he made an appointment with a woman and said that he would announce a big event on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival-"

"What's the big deal?" Han San asked with a smile.

I shook my head: "I don't know what it is, but I can be sure that it's a happy event, about getting married." ”

Song Lingjian and Han Sanxiao didn't speak, they probably knew more than me, but when they heard this, they probably knew it in their hearts, and I didn't want to say anything more so as not to show my feet, so I got up and said, "I'll go back to my room to rest, and find those letters by the way." ”

As soon as I got back to my room, I hurriedly opened the drawer, and I pulled out the whole drawer where I had the hairpin—

A bleak smile swept over my heart, many things were ironic, it turned out that the letter had been in this drawer all along, but I missed it because I didn't touch it more carefully.

I picked up the envelope, and I remember that the letter had been folded and sent several times, but now it had been folded into one envelope, which was very thick and heavy.

Zheng was very curious about the five letters that were folded open, saying that the contents of the letters might help me find my father, but I already knew where my father disappeared, but what I wanted to know most was:

Why did Dad go missing?

What does his disappearance have to do with Uncle Hei and that Yunlan?

？ Why did Ye Xin commit suicide after reading this letter?

In the courtyard outside the house, Han San said with a smile: "I used to think that poor people must have something to hate, and I never felt that it was my business to be pitied, but now that I think about it, most hateful people are actually quite pitiful. ”

Is he lamenting for Yan Wrong?

Song Lingjian said painlessly: "It's really none of your business to be hateful and pitiful, no matter how much you give pitiful, you can't change anything." ”

"That's what I said, but I think I should smile more at him in the future, and say that my laughter is a good medicine and can cure all diseases." Han San said with a smile.

Song Lingjian said: "Cure your own illness first." ”

"Hey, you mother-in-law, I stepped on your tail—"

Song Lingjian said: "I'm back, the door is in front, get out and don't send it." ”

At the door, Xia Xia's voice said, "Sister Song, third brother." ”

Song Lingjian sighed and probably left.

Han Sanxiao was still joking with Xia Xia at the door: "Why don't you come in after standing for half a day?" ”

"It's nothing, I'm looking for Brother Haipiao, why didn't I see anyone else?"

Han San smiled at the sour taste of his tone: "If there is one less, he will die, everyone who didn't see him came to ask, he was lying like a prince in the room, I also went back to lie down, no one hurt and no one loved, I can cry to myself-hey, one accidentally rhymed again, I'm so talented......"

Xia Xia said: "Third brother, you, even this has to be dealt with Brother Haipiao, if you are popular, you can also learn from his good temper." ”

Han San snorted with a smile: "Who wants to learn his sticky temper that is too soft to be pinched, your third brother, I am a good man, a seven-foot man!" ”

"Then you'll help me clean the dishes—"

"Stomach ache, goodbye." Han San laughed and was silent.

Xia Xia sighed, and the sound of the dishes and chopsticks clattering sounded, probably cleaning up.

"Xia Xia?" I shouted.

"Ugh." Xia Xia pulled her throat, and her voice was close at once, obviously walking to my window.

"I didn't see anyone for dinner, where did I go?"

Xia Xia said: "Oh, there is something wrong, I didn't rush back, I have already eaten, Sister Fei is still not resting, is there anything wrong?" ”

"Call me up early tomorrow morning and accompany me to see Zheng Jewel."

Xia Xia said: "Well, okay." What time will it be? ”

I thought for a moment, "It's about the hour." ”

Xia Xia said: "Okay, then I'll prepare the decoction in advance, and after eating and drinking the medicine, I just went out to hang around." ”

Xia Xia has always been very organized, I have always been very relieved, said: "Well, whatever you arrange—that's right—" I walked to the window, opened the window, and the cold wind poured in, Xia Xia stood by the window, the expression of loss on her face flashed, and she immediately smiled at me embarrassed-

Why is Xia Xia such an expression? Listening to the voice, she was obviously very happy, she obviously didn't expect me to suddenly open the window, and asked in a hidden voice, "Does Sister Fei have any other orders?" It's cold outside, be careful if you catch a cold. ”

I asked, "Last time, that envelope, did you help me return it to Yan?" ”

Xia Xia's smile stiffened, and said: "It's back, stuffed it in his bed, I'm afraid that he won't be able to find it, so I deliberately went to pull it off, I saw that he picked it up before leaving." ”

"Really? So how did he react? ”

"I didn't react, I just sat there and didn't say a word."

I felt a sour feeling in my heart, and I didn't know how to get rid of it.

Xia Xia approached the crack of my window and blocked the wind with her body, and I saw that her eyes were red, and her face was flushed with the cold wind, so pitiful.

"What's wrong? The eyes are red, what have you been wronged by? I reached out and wiped Xia Xia's face, her face was very cold.

Xia Xia stared at me, her big eyes began to moisten again, and she said softly: "I should have gone home a long time ago, on the way back, I saw Yan Cuo running alone, I didn't want to care about him, but I saw that his hands seemed to be bleeding, and he couldn't hear him when he called him, I was afraid that Sister Fei would be worried, so I followed ......"

"Where did he go?" I was also quite worried, but I couldn't catch up with Yan Wrong Foot too fast, and he should have hated me at the time, and he wouldn't accept my comfort.

"I went to the west slope, and I don't know what he was doing, so I ran in, it was too empty, I couldn't follow too close, I just watched from the outside, and saw that he was alone in it as if he was crying, and he stayed alone for half an hour before he slowly came out."

In the past, I wouldn't have understood why Yan Cuo went to the irrelevant Xihuayuan, but now I understand, because Xihuayuan is sprinkled with my father's ashes. I just don't know if he cried because of hatred, or because he also had reluctance and nostalgia for his father in hatred.

"And now? Are you back? ”

Xia Xia nodded, and stopped talking.