Shangguan Yan, why is he here?

In the empty white expanse, I have always wanted to find him, even if I am silently by his side, but I can't find him.

He changed his previous clean and peaceful appearance, looking defeated and haggard, his eyes were slightly red, and his pupils were bloodshot, as if he had gone through an extremely laborious war. Where has he been these days? Is it a person who digests this shocking secret of life alone?

"Are you coming to see Yan Fei? Song Lingjian just gave her a needle, which is convenient. Han Sanxiao obviously also saw that Shangguan Yan was not very good, and his voice was very gentle.

"Is she okay?" Shangguan Yan frowned gloomily.

Did he really come to see me?

Han Sanxiao didn't answer, but just opened the door wide to welcome him in.

Shangguan Yan reluctantly pulled out a smile, bitter as if he was pulling a scar on his face that was about to heal, he nodded tiredly and walked towards my room.

I was very touched, in addition to the people around him, he was the first person who thought of coming to see me, it seems that he should also care about me, right?

At least, at least to take it to heart.

Shangguan Yan entered the room, Xia Xia turned his head to see her, and was about to open his mouth to scream, but he shook his head, just standing quietly in the corner of the bedroom, and didn't even come in on the bed.

Xia Xia hung her head and sobbed.

Shangguan Yan looked at me quietly for a while, took out a cloth bag from his sleeve pocket, put it on the corner of the side table, and gently opened the door and went out.

What did he put in it? He's here to see me? Or is it to put something?

I felt indescribable bitterness, and I didn't even ask how my condition was.

He didn't seem to have a conversation with Han Sanxiao outside the door, and when the courtyard door sounded, he seemed to leave without stopping for long.

Not long after Shangguan Yan left, Han Sanxiao came in, maybe he was also curious about what Shangguan Yan was doing and wanted to gossip and gossip.

He looked around, saw the cloth bag on the table, picked it up lightly and opened it, there was a very old clay figure inside, he couldn't see his eyebrows clearly, and he could vaguely see that the clothes were very colorful, judging from the long black marks on the back, he should have long black hair, and it should be a clay statue of a woman-

How is this little clay figure so similar to the little clay figure in the drawer of my broken box? Is it a pair?

"Where did this come from?" Han San smiled and didn't know how to cherish the paint that was about to fall from the clay figure.

Xia Xia glanced at it and said listlessly: "Brother Shangguan put it down just now, I didn't pay attention." ”

Han San smiled and blinked, gently put the clay figure in his arms, and walked out of the room.

This guy wants to steal my stuff while I don't know? When I think about it, I must recover it, that is what Shangguan Yan left me.

Hai Piao was still sitting in the courtyard, he smiled indifferently at Han San and smiled: "Shangguan may know." ”

"Know what?" Han San smiled absent-mindedly.

Hai Piao didn't explain, and said, "I know what he should or shouldn't know." ”

I'm getting a chill in my back, what do you mean? Does he know Shangguan Liyan's background?

Han San smiled and said, "We have interfered too much, Shangguan's family affairs, don't care." ”

Haipiao smiled: "I didn't have to care, the situation forced me." ”

Han San smiled and squinted at Hai Piao, as if he was trying to see through this difficult person.

"Aren't you curious? What Zhao Cheng said on the mountain. Hai Piao half-squinted, staring at my mother's attic.

"I never take the weakness of the enemy seriously. Could it be that he splashed your dog's blood and said that you are a fox demon, I really have to take a demon mirror to look at you? ”

Hai Piao smiled: "I'm not a fox demon, and there is no fox demon in this world." ”

"Of course I do, it's just an analogy." Han San rolled his eyes with a smile.

Hai Piao frowned lightly: "The third brother has something to say directly to me, and I can't understand most of the analogies between the third brother and Ling." ”

Han San smiled: "How can you not understand, you are smarter than any of us." In just a few letters from Uncle Yan, you can complete the whole story, in terms of reason, who can beat you? ”

Hai Piao still smiled faintly, this smile is actually no different from the usual laughter, but at this moment, it seems unfathomable: "Third brother thinks too much, it's not that I'm smart, but I have more time to figure it out than you." ”

Han San smiled and wanted to explain, but he didn't want to say anything more, and it was true that they always left Hai Piao alone, no one cared about him carefully, and never asked him if he remembered anything, even if he wanted to say it, there was nowhere to say.

"You must be very curious about Zhao Ying's original intention to track down my origin and my origin, I remembered some fragments, and I also tried to make up for it. Maybe I wasn't a good person, but I wasn't a bad person either. Hai Piao stared at Han San and smiled, and said seriously.

But Han Sanxiao felt like he had been poked in the heart, and suddenly felt a chill down his spine, and said in a weak heart: "What do you remember?" ”

"I traveled for a long time in a big ship from west to east, and I was shipwrecked, and I was the only one left. I am an outcast, the one who has been driven out, and I have left with two family treasures. One is the family inheritance, the cat's eye ring, which is engraved with the history of the family and is also a badge. There is also a mirror crystal. I have always worn it close to my body, and the shipwreck took everything from me, but left my life and these two treasures. ”

The rings and pendants sewn into his belt?

Han San smiled and wanted to hear it, but suddenly said strangely, "Why are you telling me this?" When you remember the way you came, you know how to get back, right? ”

A rare trace of despair flashed in Hai Piao's eyes, and he said with a wry smile: "In the old days, Wang Xie Tang Qianyan flew into the homes of ordinary people. It's hard to come, and there's no way back. ”

Han San smiled and coughed, he was not used to an uncle saying these things to him, so he said weakly: "Why are you telling me this?" I'm not curious about your past. ”

If I were here at the moment, I would definitely laugh at him, and whoever doesn't know the entire Zixu will count him as the gossip.

Hai Piao smiled bitterly: "Maybe I don't know who to talk to." The third brother knows these words, who should be told or who should not be told, and I also want the third brother to know that I am not a threat to you. ”

Maybe he also felt the alienation and hostility between Han Sanxiao and Song Lingjian.

Guilt flashed on Han San's smiling face, I knew that he was a very wary person, but after getting along for so long, he always had a skeptical attitude towards Haipiao, it was normal for Song Lingjian to be hostile, where did his hostility come from?

"These words, you can keep them and tell Song Lingjian, in fact, you might as well tell you that we care most about you here, maybe she is the one who cares about you going to stay."

Hai Piao smiled silently: "Maybe." ”

Han Sanxiao was like a stalk in his throat, he didn't vomit unpleasantly, but he couldn't spit it out.

"Third brother." In the dimness, the sea drifted blue, and his eyes were blue, like a ghost fire in the darkness.

"What?" Han San smiled uncomfortably and turned his eyes away from each other.

"Can I ask you a question?" Hai Piao's expression was very serious.

"Just ask, don't pick a question I don't know."

"Do you hate Zhao Shun?"

Han San was stunned: "Zhao Reverse? Why mention him? Why do you ask? ”

Hai Piao blinked, I had a delusion, the pair of eyes became bluer and bluer: "He has hurt a lot of people, killed a lot of people, those people have friends, family, and people to worry about, do you think he deserves to die?" ”

Han Sanxiao heard Hai Piao say the word "death" for the first time, it was bland and extremely cold, it seemed that death was not enough for him, he was a little hairy all over his body, stared back at him and asked carefully: "What do you think?" ”

Hai Piao's eyes flashed dimly: "He killed Eleven." It almost killed me, too. ”

"And then?"

"But I don't hate him."

"Why?"

"Everything he did was for Zhao Mingzhu. Someday, if it were for you, I think I would do the same thing as him, at all costs. "The sea drifted coldly.

In an instant, Han Sanxiao seemed to see the flames burning in his eyes, and he couldn't help but be curious: "Have you ever killed someone?" Do you know what it feels like when a person's life is taken away by you, when the light of life is extinguished in his eyes? ”

"Maybe I've killed—" Hai Piao glanced at Han San and smiled casually, "Maybe you killed too much, and you stood too high and too far away, and you never looked at the eyes of the dying." But when I saw it today, I realized how wrong I had been. ”

Han San smiled and stared at Hai Piao with a frightened expression, me too! What do you mean by sea drifting? Could it be that he used to be a big devil who killed people without blinking?

"Why did you see anyone die today?"

"Zhao Rebellion."

"Zhao Yi is dead?" Han San smiled strangely.

"He is not dead, but his heart is dead. I can see through his eyes the rest of his soul—"

"Don't say it - I have something, I'll go out first." Han Sanxiao's whole body was furious, and he didn't want to listen anymore, so he got up and walked out.

"Where are you going?" Hai Piao was still quite concerned, and expressed his surprise at Han Sanxiao's sudden departure, he didn't know that his appearance scared him.

Han San smiled and raised the cloth bag in his hand and said, "Find Lao Zhang to repair something." If it's okay, let Yan mistake and don't run around, he is needed here. ”

He wants to take the little clay figurine left by Shangguan Yan for me to repair? What can be repaired?

Hai Piao nodded, and Xia Xia came out of my room with an unreal dead silence on her face.

"Xia Xia."

Xia Xia had red eyes and choked up: "Suddenly I'm so tired, I want to squint for a while." Later, Brother Donkey will come to deliver food, can Brother Haipiao receive it? ”

Haipiao said: "Don't worry too much, Ling said, there will be no danger to life." ”

Xia Xia nodded strongly, and a smile bloomed: "Well, I believe what Sister Song said-Brother Haipiao, can I ask you one thing?" ”

"Huh?"

"You're not going to leave us, are you?"

Hai Piao shook his head: "Don't worry, I won't go anywhere." ”

Xia Xia breathed a sigh of relief, frowned lightly and said: "Speaking is a matter of words, I also promised Sister Fei, I will not go anywhere, even if you all leave, I will accompany her, Sister Fei, she likes to be lively the most, is most afraid of loneliness, and is most afraid that you will leave her one by one." ”

Good Xia Xia, no matter what is for my sake, she has always promised me that she will always be by my side, and then ask others for me to reassure me, hoping that they can also stay by my side......

Haipiao couldn't bear to say: "Go and rest, I've always been here." ”

Xia Xia stiffened and went back to the room, Hai Piao looked at it carefully, he looked worried about Xia Xia - yes, I'm also worried, Xia Xia is a little quiet like this.

I followed Xia Xia into the room, she sat in front of the mirror for a long time, then got up, walked to the bed, and touched the edge of the bed pole, where a thin cotton thread was tied, untied the knot, and something at the top of the thread slowly descended from the top of the bed.

It was a plain bag, and she carefully opened the bag and took out a hairpin from it.

Didn't I buy this hairpin from Cui Ge and give it to her? This girl is reluctant to wear it, and she hides it so well, it's really stupid.

She stroked the hairpin, wept, got up and placed it on the shelf in front of the mirror, then took off her shoes and coat and went to bed.

Has Xia Xia given up hope for me? Or is she so sad and sad every time I pass out?

I walked over to the bed to see if she was crying silently, but the strange thing was that she had already fallen asleep, and after a while, she was sleeping soundly - and maybe she was really tired.

I don't know what happened to Song Lingjian, she should have been injured and treated me.