Tears continued to flow down my cheeks, and Hei Xuan was equally sad, as she sat at the head of the bed, her eyes already red from crying.

Hei Xuan is right, I regret it, I do regret it after knowing the truth, I really can't make up for it, I can't make up for everything, even if I use up my whole life, or several lifetimes, I can't make it up.

I looked out the window, I didn't look at her, and I asked her, "Does she know?" With that, I turned my head to look at her.

Hei Xuan shook his head heavily, tears fell on my arm, and said tremblingly, "She...... I don't know! ”

"Why?" I then asked.

Hei Xuan didn't look up, turned his head to the side, and said, "Bai Ling's past memories have been sealed by his father, and now she doesn't remember you. ”

I didn't say anything, still looking out the window, just like that, Hei Xuan and I sat all the time, I don't know how long it took, Hei Xuan slowly stood up, and it was almost dawn at that time.

Hei Xuan slowly stood up, I knew that she was in pain at that time, she thought that everything was because of her, if it wasn't for her appearance, Bai Ling wouldn't have suffered in the world, she was in pain, and she always was.

At this moment, Hei Xuan had just walked to the door, and suddenly a hand was on the door, and I saw that something was wrong, but she fell backwards, and I jumped up from the bed in an instant, and held her in my arms.

At that time, her face was pale, without a trace of blood, and her body was very weak, I thought she was injured in Kunlun Endoscopy and was not healed, but at that time I didn't know that she was slapped by Bai Ling's father in order to save me.

I picked her up, gently put her on the bed, and said to her, "You can sleep here." ”

"Do you hate me very much, if it weren't for me, Bai Ling would ......!"

Hei Xuan said this, I hurriedly covered her mouth and said to her: "I don't blame you for all this, you are not wrong." ”

"No, everything is my fault, if it weren't for my appearance, Bai Ling wouldn't have ...... later!"

I didn't want her to say any more, I knew that at that time she didn't know that Bai Ling and I loved each other, I only felt that Hei Xuan was very pitiful at that time, couldn't she have someone she liked, wasn't the punishment for her for five hundred years enough?

No one is wrong, Bai Ling has been tortured by the world for me, Hei Xuan has been imprisoned for five hundred years for me, she has been guarded for five hundred years, and she has been lonely for five hundred years, is she wrong?

If there is a fault, then everything is my fault, I have no ability to protect Bai Ling, let alone protect Hei Xuan, everything, blame me, everything, it is me, there is no doubt that if I did not succumb to fate at that time, I would use my life to protect them, and they would not be tortured for me.

Looking at Hei Xuan lying on the bed, I said to her slightly: "You go to sleep first, don't think too much, don't blame you for everything, haven't you ever loved me?" ”

Hei Xuan turned sideways and didn't look at me, she shrunk up and said to me, "You go out, I'm sleepy!" She began to cry.

Although she didn't cry out loud, I could feel that she couldn't choose, she was in pain, she didn't know how to choose between me and Bai Ling, and even fate was playing tricks on her all the time, she was more painful than everyone else, she only cried at that time.

I watched her for a long time, until dawn, and she didn't answer me, I knew that she was uncomfortable, and I had to leave silently.

I walked to the living room, sat on the sofa and thought about a lot of things, my feelings were very complicated, I didn't know how to go on in the future, how I should face Bai Ling and Hei Xuan, and how to choose the fate of the three of us in the future.

I smoked a lot, that was the most I've ever smoked, until finally I fell asleep on the couch.

In my sleep I had a dream in which I saw my mother, who was still as beautiful as she was back then, as if I had seen her for the last time.

At that time I wanted to talk to her, but I couldn't say anything, she kept smiling at me, I even wanted to reach out to grab her, hug her, but she got farther and farther away from me, until she disappeared, she didn't say a word to me, and then I cried.

I looked desperately in the direction she left, I cried, I felt so alone, there was no sound around me, everything was so quiet except my crying.

Until a hand suddenly put on my shoulder, I suddenly turned my head, and I saw a familiar figure, she was smiling innocently at me, like a child, so innocent.

I was very familiar, really familiar, and when I saw her face, I cried like a child, and tears flowed down my eyes.

"Wang Zhen, why are you hugging me so tightly, why are you crying?"

Hearing this sentence I suddenly woke up, this sentence made me feel very real, I suddenly opened my eyes, but saw Bai Ling, she was sitting in front of me, I thought it was a dream, but in reality she was sitting there, very real.

She looked at me inexplicably, no different from looking at a fool.

At that time, I still thought it was a dream, I rubbed my eyes, looked closely, she frowned at me and asked, "Why haven't I seen you for a day, how did you become stupid?" ”

I immediately stepped forward and hugged Bai Ling and said to her: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, everything is my fault, I don't want you to leave me!" ”

"How can you say that, it's me who is sorry for you, I hurt you, if it weren't for my father, you wouldn't be hurt."

I didn't say anything, I couldn't listen to anything, I just wanted to hold her tightly now, because I missed her, I missed her, I didn't even want her to leave me, I failed her too much.

I kept holding her like this, and I don't know how long it took, Bai Ling impatiently pushed me away, and said to me dissatisfiedly: "You are sick, what are you doing, haven't you seen you for a day?" ”

I slowly sat up from the sofa, I thought I was dreaming, but seeing her face, still looking at me so innocently, I knew it wasn't a dream.

"What about my sister? Where is she? Bai Ling asked me solemnly.

I didn't know how to face her last night, but now it suddenly felt a little more natural, so I replied to her, "In my bedroom, she is asleep!" ”

Bai Ling suddenly frowned, and said to me dissatisfiedly: "You lie, my sister is not in your bedroom at all." ”

After listening to Bai Ling, I hurriedly got up and said to myself: "Impossible, I don't know if I carried her to bed!" With that, I went into the bedroom, but I didn't see Hei Xuan on my bed.

I had a sudden foreboding feeling that she was leaving.