I woke up suddenly, but I saw Hei Xuan, who was sitting on my bedside, and when she saw that I was awake, she said to me with concern: "You are finally awake!" ”

I saw that her eyes were a little red, and she might have been crying just now, but I didn't see Bai Ling, so I hurriedly asked Hei Xuan, "What about Bai Ling?" ”

Hei Xuan didn't speak, just turned his face away, and silently shed tears, seeing Hei Xuan's actions, I knew that Bai Ling must have been taken back to the capital city by her father, and I was very disappointed at that time.

Because I didn't understand everything, I knew that what must have happened to Bai Ling and Hei Xuan in my previous life, but I didn't know the details, I slowly sat up and said to Hei Xuan: "Why, why is this, can you tell me what happened at the beginning?" ”

Seeing me ask, Hei Xuan just sniffled, then wiped the tears from his face and said to me, "You rest first, everything will be fine." ”

Seeing Hei Xuan's actions, I was a little dissatisfied in my heart, and shouted to her: "Why don't you tell me what happened, why did you hide it from me, am I your plaything in your mind, your substitute?" "I was furious and angry with her.

Hei Xuan was shocked by my words, she looked at me with sadness, just looked at me like that, she was surprised, but her eyes were full of loss, I felt it, I really felt it at that time.

Hei Xuan wiped his tears again and said to me with a straight face: "You know you will regret it. ”

Instead, I replied with a straight face: "What can I do with regret, it's much better than if I don't know the truth, at least I can make up for it, right?" ”

Hei Xuan shed tears again, shook his head fiercely, and said to me: "If you can't make up for it, you will definitely regret it at that time, you listen to me, don't know the truth." ”

"Why, I want to know, I really want to know, what happened, do you still have to hide our feelings!"

Hei Xuan then turned his head, I couldn't see her expression at that time, but I knew that she was hesitating, hesitating whether to tell me or not.

Then she turned to me and said, "If you really want to know, I can tell you, ...... then!" ”

"What then?" I replied again and again.

Hei Xuan shook his head lightly and replied to me, "You will definitely hate me, and you will definitely hate yourself." ”

After listening to Hei Xuan, I really hesitated at that time, I don't know why, but I must know in my heart that the truth is extremely cruel, I didn't know why in my heart at that time, but I had the idea of why I would know Bai Ling and Hei Xuan, if it wasn't for their appearance, everything would not have happened later, I suddenly wanted to be an ordinary person, don't think about anything, and live an ordinary life like this.

But the truth is, fate has not favored me, I am now full of pressure in my heart, I will no longer be curious about something, all of them are cruel, and even my life can not escape now, I can only face the reality in front of me, what is going on with all this, is God really joking with me, I wish he was a dream, an ordinary dream, and I will wake up tomorrow morning, or I am alone.

I forgot about Hei Xuan, and I began to hesitate in my heart in the face of her, I want to know the truth, but I am afraid to know the truth, but the matter will eventually come to an end, even if I don't know the truth now, what about the future? Won't it surface later?

I don't want to sit still, since it happened, let him go, even if I regret it, it's a matter of time before I regret it, so even so, I still want to know what happened.

Hei Xuan faced me, slowly lowered his head, and said to me: "It used to be my selfishness, if it weren't for my appearance, you and Bai Ling would definitely be able to grow old together, everything is my fault, everything is because of me, I hurt you and Bai Ling." Hei Xuan just finished speaking, tears immediately remained, at that time I felt very pitiful for her, I really wanted to go forward and hug her, but I don't know why, since my body didn't do that.

In this way, Hei Xuan told me everything, and when I did everything after that, mine wanted to crack open, I don't know what I had suffered because of me, since Bai Ling had suffered, if it weren't for me, Bai Ling might be very happy, and live happily in the world for a lifetime.

But Hei Xuan, she blamed herself even more than me, if she hadn't appeared at the beginning, Bai Ling would not have suffered later, but she really didn't know that I had come together with Bai Ling at that time, she thought everything was her fault.

At that time, I was still the young master of the Ye family, the pioneer of the war for the country, Bai Ling and I knew each other very early at that time, she was our family's maid, an orphan, I already liked her at that time, but I didn't know that I was engaged to a princess of the royal family at that time.

It is precisely like this that I hurt Bai Ling, if it were not for that royal princess, Bai Ling would not have died, let alone what happened later.

My acquaintance with Hei Xuan was after I met Bai Ling, when I was fighting in the killing field, I should have died, but I was saved by Hei Xuan at that time, and she was still working for the Impermanence Division at that time, but Hei Xuan didn't know that I had known Bai Ling for a long time, if that were the case, Hei Xuan would never be with me.

It was during that time that Bai Ling was killed, it was the royal princess who was married to me, her methods were very cruel, not only made Bai Ling lose her virginity, but even bought her to the Qinglou, it was really a dark time.

Hearing this, my heart was broken, a woman who really loved me, but she was hurt like this, but what was I doing at that time, I was with Hei Xuan at that time, living a happy life, only her, suffering unimaginable torture.

Speaking of this, Hei Xuan couldn't cry anymore, she didn't know, she didn't know Bai Ling at that time, and she didn't even know that she was the daughter of Emperor Xudu in the world.

Until later, Bai Ling was still killed, at that time Bai Ling was still waiting for me, even if she was not pure, but she still wanted to see me for the last time, but fate was cruel, until the end Bai Ling still did not see me, but in the end he was brutally killed, but the body was left in the world and became a murderous corpse with hatred for thousands of years, and the last time the corpse appeared by the river, it was Bai Ling.

It wasn't until later that Emperor Xudu knew about this, and in a fit of anger, he not only knocked me out of the Nine Hells, but even made me not reincarnated, but Erhei Xuan was imprisoned for five hundred years.

Hei Xuan told me everything she knew, and I was so distressed to hear that I couldn't even believe everything that had happened.

And Hei Xuan couldn't cry for a long time, she knew that she was at fault for everything that happened, if it wasn't for her, Bai Ling would definitely not be murdered, and she wouldn't be framed by others.

I left tears at that time, I really hated myself, I was a man, but I couldn't protect the woman I loved, I really didn't know that I would have the face to face Bai Ling in the future.