"Sister Fei, where did you go and you came back for so long?" Xia Xia was holding a hot basin of water in her hand, as if she had just come out of the water room.

I gasped and wiped my sweat and said, "No, go out for a walk - how is Yan Cuo?" ”

Xia Xia pursed her lips and said, "It's better than in the morning." ”

I straightened up and quickly walked over to her, stared at her red, slightly swollen hand and said, "What's wrong with your hand?" Scalded by water? Why is it so swollen? ”

Xia Xia stepped back and said, "Oh, I splashed when I poured the water, it's okay, just go back and rub some medicine." ”

"The whole hand is swollen like a pig's trotter, how can it be splashed - you say, what's going on? The water—" I stretched out my finger to test the temperature, and it burned my finger like a needle, and I shrieked and retracted my hand, and pushed the basin into the courtyard, and the ground immediately burst into white smoke.

I pulled Xia Xia to the side and jumped, and said, "Such hot water, why are you holding such a hot basin?!" Look at the burns, put it down and cool off! ”

Xia Xia also screamed, and said hurriedly: "Sister Fei! There is a medicine that Sister Song ordered to give Yan Cuo to heal his wounds, why did you knock it over! ”

I was stunned for a moment and said, "What kind of medicine, is it a murder or a life-saving thing to be scalded like this?" ”

Xia Xia bit her lip and said, "Yan Cuo's arm has just returned to normal, and there is still the residual poison on the previous envelope in his body that has not been removed, this time the injury is too serious, Sister Song instructed that the medicine must be melted in very hot water, and then use this hot water to wipe his hands and feet constantly, which can not only force the residual poison out, but also help him recover from his injuries." The hotter the water, the better heal he will from his injuries. ”

My eyes were hot, and I held her hot and swollen hands and said, "So you are hiding this job from me?" ”

Xia Xia retracted her hand and said with a forced smile: "Alas, I have rough skin and thick meat, so I am not afraid of being hot, look at Sister Fei, you will make a fuss if you are a little hot, and you deserve Sister Song to tell me to do it." ”

I knew she was comforting me, and I was distressed: "You bad girl, you don't learn well with them more and more, and you like to hide everything from me, don't you?" Are you embarrassed to throw me out of the door, ignorant of all these things? ”

Xia Xia pursed her lips, her shining eyes were hazy, and said, "I know, didn't I tell you." If you're worried about that guy, come along, but you have to promise me that you can't touch him. ”

"Why?"

"Because Sister Fei, you are also sick, and it is not good for him to recover from too much contact."

I nodded, but I was very sad in my heart, and I couldn't even touch it if I couldn't help.

Xia Xia instructed: "Then Sister Fei, you go and see him first, remember that you can only watch from a distance, you can't touch him, I'll go get a basin of water." ”

I still nodded, and looked guilty at her red and swollen hands to pick up the basin, and returned to the water room tiredly, she must not have had a good rest for most of the day.

When I entered Yan Cuo's room, the room was warm, and Yan Cuo's complexion was indeed much better than when I left, at least it was no longer lifeless ashes, but pale with some flushing, and some beads of sweat on his forehead. There was also a little expression on his face, although it was a frown, but it was better than a expressionless face like death.

I took the handkerchief and wanted to wipe it, but remembering what Xia Xia had just said, I retreated.

Xia Xia soon came in with hot water, and the basin was still in her hand before she could put it down, so she asked me nervously, "Sister Fei didn't touch him, did you?" ”

I couldn't help but feel a little depressed, as if I was some kind of cancer, and said, "No, no, I just stood and watched from a distance." ”

Xia Xia breathed a sigh of relief and said, "En, it's okay to stand like this." After that, he put down the basin, closed the doors and windows, lifted the quilt very neatly, and pulled up Yan Cuo's sleeves-

I frowned, and Yan Cuo's arm was bruised and swollen, like a colored radish, as if a pinch could pinch out a lot of pus and blood.

Xia Xia put the cloth into the basin to soak it wet, gritted her teeth, quickly reached in and picked it up, drained it and applied it to Yan Cuo's arm, the hot mist was so thick that her hands were gone.

"Whoop......"

How hot is this water!

I walked up in distress and said, "I'll come, it's okay to change the handle—"

Xia Xia held her hands tightly, it must have been burned, but she still forced a smile and pretended to be strong and said: "No, no, this water just looks hot, and I don't feel hot anymore." Sister Fei, you just stay, if you feel bored, you-you go to the kitchen to get him some hot porridge, anyway, there is nothing to see, Sister Song said, at the end of the day, he can drink something, and warming his stomach will also help his condition. ”

I really can't help this, it's good to be able to do something else, Xia Xia guarded me like a thief and had to say: "Okay, then I'll go boil some, you can drink some later." ”

Xia Xia nodded, and hurriedly pushed me out, but I was still at the door and didn't turn around, so she closed the door.

I didn't take a few steps before I felt that my clothes were being pulled by something, and when I turned my head, it turned out that Xia Xiamen was closed too quickly, and the corners of my clothes were caught in the seams.

This summer, I haven't been so careless in my life.

I gently pushed open a crack in the door and carefully pulled the hole out.

The sound of water in the house was dripping, and the sound of Xia Xia sniffing.

"Don't blame Sister Fei."

When I pulled up my clothes and was about to close the door, I heard Xia Xia say this.

Who are you talking to? Is Yan wrong? Yan woke up by mistake?

I pushed the door open again and looked inside, Yan Cuo still closed his eyes with a sickly face, Xia Xia covered the hot mist towel on Yan Cuo's calf, and stared at Yan Cuo with a sad face.

"You are sick and she has watched you all night, she really wants to do her duty as a sister, and she doesn't owe you anything, but you have never given her a good face, but she is still just as good to you, really good, so good that I am red-eyed." She flattened her mouth, her face showing a sense of loss and grievance that she would never show in front of me.

I was also sad, I did ignore Xia Xia, and every time I wanted to treat her well, but every time I was stumped by something else. I haven't scratched her nose for a long time and said she was good.

She picked up the towel that had disappeared from the mist, threw it back into the basin, bit her lip and drained it again, and put it on his leg again.

"Can't you just be nice to her? You see how much she wants to take care of you, when did she ever see you shush and ask for warmth when she was sick? She must have complained to me very much, thinking that I was jealous that she was good to you, and deliberately didn't let her take care of you, looking at her wanting to help but couldn't, where would I feel good in my heart......" Xia Xia's eyes were red, and there was crying in her tone.

What a stupid child, how could I blame her? I just blamed myself for being useless and tired of her, but she was worried about me in turn.

Tears were already rolling out of Xia Xia's eyes.

What's wrong? This girl, she has to cry for such a trivial matter, she is not so fragile, is she? Or do you have too many grievances in your heart, and vent it when no one is around?

"It's not that she doesn't want to take care of you, it's not that I don't want her to take care of you, it's that she can't take care of you, she can't even touch you, okay? Sister Fei is so good, why does God treat her like this? You always think that she is happier than you and happier than you, why don't you look at her suffering! ”

I'm a little hairclubbing, what do you mean by Xia Xia's words?

What does it mean that I can't take care of Yan Cuo, and I can't even touch him?

Why not? Am I at odds with him or what's wrong?

I stepped back, not wanting Xia Xia to see me here, this girl, is there something to hide from me?

"Sister Fei has always been afraid of being alone, and I swore that even if all of you gave her up for your own future and your own pursuits, I would be by her side...... It was she who saved my life, gave me food and clothing, and made me experience the happiness of the world......" Xia Xia wiped the tears on her face hard, and said in a trembling voice, "If it weren't for her, I might still be a beggar who is cold and hungry on the streets, every year the most afraid is winter, the wind blows on the body and the ice is so cold that there is no feeling, those slaps on the face, you can hear the sound of the flesh exploding, the blood flows very slowly, as if many insects are crawling, itching so much that you dare not scratch it, as soon as you scratch the meat, it will rot, and the wound will blow in the wind, like a needle pierced in the heart, I wish I had died before the sword wind came...... But now my favorite is winter, you can dress warmly in the room, the stove is booming, Sister Fei will let me put my feet in the quilt and cover my head, and then the big guy around the stove together hot roast pigs, when the New Year is coming, we will cut window paper together, make dumplings, these things that I never dreamed of before really happened to me......"

Xia Xia whispered, and my heart hurt when I heard it.

"I know you've suffered before, so why can't you let go of those resentments that have nothing to do with Sister Fei and live here well? I promise, I swear, I won't show you any more faces, if you don't want to see me, I'll stay away from you, let's get along well, can't we get along with the most well water and don't violate the river water? In winter, we eat roast pig's trotters around the stove, even if you don't want to chat and laugh with us, just sit and laugh, Sister Fei will be very happy, she always says I'm stupid, in fact, she's stupid, she always doesn't learn words well, she doesn't recognize seven out of ten words, she can't do accounts, and she won't even pick vegetables, in fact, she doesn't have any pursuit of life, she just wants to be happy with the people around her......" Speaking of which, Xia Xia has cried.

Although I was also very touched by what she said, I followed the sour nose and wet eyes, but why did this stupid girl cry more sadly than me?

Xia Xia cried, and at the same time, she didn't forget to change Yan Cuo's feet and cover the towel: "Do you really hate Sister Fei so much?" Do you really want her to die so much? What if she ...... Would you be happy if you did die? ”

This girl, curse me to death? But my heart is very warm, which shows that she really cares about me, more than I imagined, my good Xia Xia, I know you feel sorry for me, but I am not the whole of your life, you have to grow up, you have to have your own life, although I can't bear you.

"If you really want her to die, then your wish will be fulfilled soon, you don't need to try to scare her, she will also die......" Xia Xia covered her face and cried in a choked voice, "Sister Song said that she won't live for a few years...... Sister Fei has always been worried that I will marry and leave her, although I repeatedly promised that she was just smiling, she was reluctant...... But I didn't expect her to be the first person to leave...... I really can't think about it, I'm so scared......"

I was stunned, like a bucket of ice water splashing from head to toe!

Is it an auditory hallucination in my ears? Or am I dreaming?

Sister Song said that she would not live for a few years-

Sister Song said that she would not live for a few years-

I won't live for a few years-

Can't live anymore -