Back in the embroidery room, I still looked at the door, but fortunately, Shangguan Yan still sat stiffly in place, his hands on his knees, and buried his face deeply in the palms of his hands.

I knocked on the door, opened it and walked in.

I couldn't bear to see him like this, so I said softly: "If you are tired, let's rest here - there are quilts and pillows here......"

"Fei'er—" Shangguan Yan straightened up and suddenly called me that.

I was stunned, my heart was beating fast, I stepped back, I didn't dare to look at his face, and said nervously: "What? ”

"Didn't I call you that a lot?"

I breathed a sigh of relief and turned my head to look at him, his face confused, as if he was still picking up lost memories.

"At that time, I was very young, and I couldn't remember a lot of things - especially the matter of Xihuayuan, which I had only recently started to remember, so I ...... So I didn't recognize you either, sorry...... "I can't breathe."

Shangguan Yan's eyes were moist and shining, like a clear spring, holding my heart tightly, I didn't dare to look at his eyes anymore, and quickly lowered my head.

"My mother looked horrible when she got sick, didn't she?" Shangguan Yan said softly.

I bit my lip, the vicious face flashed in my eyes, and I nodded timidly.

"I thought that after coming here, we would be able to live a normal life, especially after meeting you, my mother and she are very happy, no longer have nightmares, no longer wake up in the middle of the night and come to see me, she can sleep quietly until dawn, she begins to be energetic, she will hum when she works, and even the flowers she planted are more beautiful than ever......"

I quietly turned my head to look at him, not so much that I didn't dare to interject, but that I liked to see him frown and speak calmly.

"We had a hard time, but the feeling of being dependent on each other made my heart never cold. Then she met your father, and she met you, and she refused your kindness in order to be my mother wholeheartedly, and rumors were still raging in the town, and children would come to the yard to make trouble while they were away, and call my mother a merry widow. ”

I bit my lip, I didn't know these things, maybe they were hiding them from me.

"I have endured all this, as long as my mother is happy, I will not interfere with her pursuit of her own happiness, even if it is pointed out by thousands of people, even if it is infamy. Your father is very good to us, without asking for anything in return, in return, my mother also treats you as if you have come out, I am even a little afraid, you are so healthy and well-behaved, and I am a sick body, always a drag, maybe one day, my mother will be completely tired of me, and will transfer all the love that will be for me to you......"

That's why he hated me so much when he was a child, and always wanted to drive me away? I thought sadly.

Shangguan Yan continued to narrate calmly: "Later, your father and my mother made a decision that everyone was happy with, this idea was made by your father, and my mother said that it would take time to think about it. She knows about my situation and is afraid that it will be a burden to you in the future. But it was a better decision than anything I could have imagined, and your dad didn't care about it at all. Originally, everything was fine, but my mother said that as long as I recuperated with peace of mind, I would be healthy when I grew up...... But all of a sudden, I noticed that my mother had started to change, and she had become creepy to me, and I was terrified. ”

My hands began to tremble, and I was afraid to remember that terrifying Yun Niang.

As if she had fallen into an evil spell, she suddenly wore heavy makeup and was full of murderous words. In the past, she couldn't bear to shovel even a single insect when she hoeed the ground, but she could pinch so many birds alive just to squeeze a bowl of hot bird blood to do some evil curse......"

It turned out that she had done that more than once, throwing the puppets in the blood and cooking them like a mad maniac.

Shangguan Yan's eyes were half-squinted, and the cruel scene played back in his mind: "She really became very terrifying, very cruel, and had no idea of having a good life, but as soon as she turned around, she spoke to me softly like no one...... She was a human being, gentle and kind, but she was a demon and had evil thoughts, and I had no idea what she was thinking...... What she did became more and more horrible, and even she began to notice that something was wrong, but she didn't say a word, and she wouldn't let me ask more, and always cleaned up the horrific images she had created after the incident, and then hid in her room and wept..."

It seems that it's not just in my dream, in reality, Shangguan Yan must have experienced more terrifying events created by the evil Yun Niang.

"She said she was sick......," I whispered......

"She didn't get that frequent at first, at least she was normal when you came, but slowly, the other side of her appeared more and more often, and she would hurt you mercilessly and threaten you-"

"That's why you keep driving me away?"

Shangguan Yan's eyes were moist and his eyes were hot.

We seem to have gone through so many years of unfamiliar time, back to the moment when we relied on each other sixteen years ago, but the person who should protect us the most at that time gave us the biggest fear and shadow in life.

I remember—

That night—

I'm holding a pottery shard in my hand—

I want to protect Brother Bo -

I was extremely frightened and aimed the pottery shard in my hand at her chest, I heard the sound of flesh cracking, blood flowing from the pottery shard to my hand, Yun Lan snorted-

I was terrified, and I saw Yun Niang fall to the ground in surprise and misery, glaring at me in disbelief.

I cried loudly.

"We've forgotten about it, don't talk about it again, okay? It's our secret, okay? We pull the hook? Yunlan stretched out her hand to make an appointment with me.

I shuddered and hooked up with her.

Yunbo gritted his teeth and said, "Get out of here, you are not allowed to come here again!" ”

I was full of grievances: "Brother Bo, I'm sorry, I ......"

"Get out of here!" He has always been weak and silent, he roared loudly, I have never suffered such a grievance, I just want to protect him and cure Aunt Yun's illness, he actually murdered me like this?! I ran out crying.

As soon as I got out of the yard, I stopped hesitantly, and I turned to look at the house flickering in the wind in the candlelight, and kept weeping and wiping away tears.

"Dad, I'm so scared." I trembled and cried, the road ahead is the way to escape, and behind is the abyss that I am afraid of, why hasn't my father come yet, hasn't come to pick me up?

The evening breeze was strong, but it still carried the heat of late summer, but I was shivering all over.

Then I gritted my teeth and turned around and ran to the hut.

Only Yun Bo was left in the small hall, and he coughed in a low voice, squatting down and struggling to wipe the blood stains on the ground.

What about Yun Niang? I looked around through the window, but there was no trace of Yun Niang in the small hall.

Yun Bo wiped the floor, continued to squat on the ground and carefully grabbed the medicinal herbs, and put them on the towel that had been laid on the table, maybe he still wanted to sort and clean them properly, and he could continue to use them.

At this time, the door of the right room opened with a soft whine, and the door was full of black holes, and suddenly a hand covered with blood-red Kodan grabbed the door frame sharply!

That weird hand seemed to grasp my heart, and I covered my mouth and squatted down!

Yun Bo got up suddenly, but when he turned around and saw Yun Lan in heavy makeup and glamorous clothes, his whole face turned blue!

"Mother...... Are you feeling better? He gritted his teeth and asked softly.

Yun Lan leaned on the edge of the door, her fingers curled the hair scattered around her, and said casually: "With you sick and coughing here, how can I sleep?" ”

Yun Bo pursed his lips sadly, tried to swallow all the cough and pain, and said sensibly: "I'm sorry, I'll clean up here and go back to the house, and I won't disturb my mother's rest." ”

Yun Lan rolled her eyes, walked to the hall, kicked open the bucket at the foot of the table, and spilled the water on the ground, Yun Bo bit her lip, looked at the half-dried and soiled floor, and lowered her head quietly.

"Fei'er, she doesn't mean to hurt you, if you don't like her, I won't let her come back in the future." Yunbo said softly.

"Fei'er? It's a very affectionate scream—" Yun Lan's face showed a sinister smile, and she swaggered down on the chair, put her feet on the table extremely rudely, suppressed the medicinal herbs that Yun Bo had carefully sorted, hugged her arms, and continued to curl her hair with her fingers, "I think she is very funny, obedient, and stupid." It seems that this time I didn't pierce me deep enough to stab me to death, and next time you should change to a sharper one—do you all want me to die, and want that hypocritical and disgusting wretched creature back? ”

Yun Bo gritted his teeth and clenched his fists tightly, his thin appearance was so weak that he couldn't help but feel the wind.

Yun Lan's expression became hideous, her fingers wrapped her hair faster and faster, and suddenly there was a stuck, and a strangle of hair broke the long armor! She immediately gritted her teeth viciously and pulled the strands of hair that cut off her nails from her head with all her might!

I bit my lip, this action and this expression make people feel so scary!

Won't she feel pain?

Yun Bo looked at the uprooted strand of hair on the ground and gritted his teeth.

"But what a slut, you can hook up with men everywhere, and you have a sick wild seed - come here, let me take a good look at your mourning face!" Yun Qing's face was fierce, as if she wanted to sprinkle the breath of broken armor on Yun Bo, this was her own child, how could she say that he was a wild seed? How can you deny yourself like that?

Yun Bo moved forward, his pale face mixed with fear and sadness.

I also feel distressed, I am the closest person to me, but why do I fear myself more than anyone else?

Yun Lan reached out and pinched Yun Bo's face tightly, she pinched it so hard that her nails were almost pinched into the flesh, Yun Bo just frowned slightly, letting her turn his face indiscriminately.

Yun Lan looked at him for a while, and slowly let go of her hand, and a trace of confusion suddenly flashed on her originally vicious face, as if Yun Bo's face evoked a trace of maternal love deep in her heart.

This is her precious flesh and blood, how can she have no feelings because of the illness?

"Mother, let's get out of here and go somewhere else, okay?" Yun Bo said softly.

Yun Lan glared at him coldly, and the raised eyeliner made her eyes look very fierce.

"Bo'er will take good care of you, and no matter what becomes of you, I will not leave you, just as you never gave up on me—but I don't want you to do anything you regret, and I don't want you to wake up in pain." Yun Bo said sadly.

Yun Lan was stunned, and there were tears in her eyes - was she awake?

She suddenly grabbed him sadly, hugged him in her arms, and said softly: "My child, my son, my mother is sorry for you......"

Yun Bo sluggishly stretched out his hand and put it on her back, and said with difficulty: "Mother, you...... Are you awake? ……”

Yun Lan said: "It's not good to be a mother...... Mother's illness is getting worse and worse, mother is sorry for you......"

I was confused, saying so, but why did Yun Lan's expression become more and more hideous? Is this completely out of place with what she said? Shouldn't she be guilty?

"Mother...... Mother......" Yun Bo said with difficulty.

Yun Lan tightened the hoop tighter and tighter, as if she was going to fold Yun Bo's thin body in her arms, and then she suddenly pushed Yun Bo away hard, Yun Bo was thrown to the corner of the house like a kite, he had to fall to the ground heavily, his back kicked up dust, and black blood was already flowing from the corner of his mouth.

My Bo brother...... Brother Bo, who was always soft-spoken and was taken care of like a ceramic doll by Yun Dan, was treated so rudely and ferociously!

I covered my mouth and cried, but I didn't know what to do......