Chapter 190: Let You Fly with the Lights
As Rong Ye walked next door, this should be Shangguan Yan's bedroom, Rong Ye knocked on the door and shouted outside: "Madam, the girl is awake, I have to say hello to you." ”
The door opened immediately, and in the door was a woman with a pointed face and thin lips, the same age as Rong Ye, dressed not like a lady, looking serious and meticulous, she immediately helped me in, turned her head and reproached Rong Ye and said, "On such a cold day, how can you ask the girl to come out by herself?" ”
Rong Ye Ma Daha said: "With two coats, such a short road is not in the way." He turned to me and said lightly, "This Fuye just likes to make small things big." "I snickered, a naughty little girl.
Fu Ye raised her index finger, quickly made a booing motion, and said, "Madame is feeding the young master medicine, the girl will wait for a while, please sit down here." ”
I nodded, thinking in my heart about Xia Xia's speculation about the family background of the Shangguan family, and when I looked at the behavior and conversation of these two mothers, I didn't feel like ordinary people's maids.
I looked around at this room, it was really simple, there was no extra ornaments, the middle of the hall and the room in order to prevent the wind, there was only a very thin cloth curtain, when Lord Zhao was in the past, I also came to this room once, rich and luxurious, full of all kinds of family antiques, just the next person stood in half of the outer hall, how can there be the current Xiao Suo look?
The curtain was very thin, and the people in the curtain could be vaguely seen, and there was a woman sitting quietly on the edge of the bed, leaning over slightly as if she was feeding the medicine spoonful by spoon, and the sound of the spoon touching the porcelain bowl was soft and elegant, like a peaceful evening song.
Rong Ye leaned over to Fu Ye and whispered intoxicatedly: "This scene is really reminiscent of the old days. At that time, although the young master was not in good health, he was always by his wife's side. ”
Fuye frowned and coughed lightly, as if reminding of something, Rongye closed her mouth knowingly.
After a while, the lady straightened up, finally fed the medicine, put down the soup bowl, and carefully covered the quilt for the person on the bed.
She didn't seem to know that someone was waiting outside, and sat quietly on the edge of the bed, probably carefully and distressedly looking at her son, whom she hadn't seen for many years, and who had rarely been together, and who was not close.
Rong Ye saw that there was no movement inside, cleared her throat and said, "Has Madame fed the medicine?" Is the young master better? ”
Madame turned her head to look out, and a gentle voice floated in, "Why are you here?" If the girl wakes up, who will wait? ”
Rong Ye giggled: "The girl woke up early, and she is waiting here for you to finish feeding the medicine." ”
This leaf is really strange, speaking to me before "you" and then "you", but to this lady without honorifics, as casually as if to his own friend.
Madame immediately raised her head and walked out quickly, and Flutter quickly walked to the edge of the curtain and immediately lifted the curtain for her, which was really thoughtful.
I saw the face of the expectant lady, flickered for a moment, and then took a step back.
"The girl woke up, how is it, is there anything else uncomfortable?" Madame smiled kindly and wanted to take my hand.
I retreated again and again, forgetting the etiquette, just because this face was exactly the same as the vicious and terrifying face I had just dreamed of!
The woman who hung the blood-stained puppet from the wooden wind chimes with her fingers covered in Kodan was standing right in front of me!
I seemed to hear the screams of the boy and his childhood self in my dreams, and the arrogant and ruthless laughter of the woman.
When Madame saw me retreating again and again, her face was immediately full of worry, Rong Ye had already supported me, and asked with concern, "The girl thinks she is still a little uncomfortable." ”
I did not dare to look at my wife's face, which made me extremely frightened and entangled.
Madame sighed and said worriedly, "Poor child—"
She stretched out her hand to me, just as the woman in her dream stretched out her hand to the boy's neck, and that cruel expression was replaced by pity and distress!
I dodged, yes, I was afraid, I was afraid that this was another dream of mine, I was afraid that this face would suddenly become extremely evil again, and I would curse with a sneer!
I stared at her face, yes, yes, except for the thick eyes and heavy fat powder, this face is right, how could Lady Yun be the widow of Xipo? Did I have a dream? Is it because I saw this face before I passed out, and then it merged with the face in my dream? And who is that vicious woman who is under a curse?
The child in Xipo called her mother, Xiao Yanfei called her Aunt Yun, that vicious woman was Yun Lan, how could she be a vicious woman?!
Also, my father has been missing for all these years with Yan Cuo's mother, so where did the mother and son who disappeared on the same day as him go? Why did you never come back? What happened to them back then? Why did they disappear together?
What if—if, the face in my dream is right, in case that the widow is this Lady Yun—yes, they are all surnamed Yun, is it a coincidence?
If she is Yunlan, then who is that sick and weak child? Shangguan Yan? Or is it Shangguanli? ——
My heart hurts—
If Shangguan Yan is that child, then, it means that he lived here when he was young, and if he is that Brother Bo, he should remember me! How could he have disguised it so well? Has he been lying to us all the time?
"Child, is there anything else that is uncomfortable? Frey, go and call the doctor—" Madame's voice was gentle and kind, but I listened to it like a cold poisonous snake wrapped around my heart.
"No—no, there's nothing uncomfortable—" I would love to get out of here, I'm afraid of the people here, and I'm afraid of the more and more truth.
"Yan'er is fortunate to have a girl, otherwise the consequences are really unimaginable, I must be hungry after sleeping for so long, Fuye quickly go and bring the hot porridge prepared in the kitchen-" Madame was still thoughtfully instructing her subordinates-
"No—no—no—" I felt my tongue knot, fearing that my refusal would make the illustrious lady in front of me suddenly change her face, "I've been out for a long time, and my family must be worried about finding me nowhere to go when they see that I'm not coming back so late—what time is it?" How long did I sleep? ”
Rong Ye replied with a smile: "Not long after the ugly time, I thought that if the girl slept peacefully, she could sleep until dawn, but I didn't expect the girl to wake up so early." ”
It's ugly?! Xia Xia is not in a hurry to go crazy?!
I hurriedly said: "It's so late, Xia Xia must wait until she dies in a hurry, no, I have to go back-"
Rong Ye was anxious to pull me, and asked Fu Ye's mother to say quickly: "Madame is afraid that the girl's family is worried, and she has sent someone to report it, the girl can rest assured that she will recuperate here, and she will go back when it is dawn." ”
So thoughtful, even this is for me?
Madame smiled and nodded, and the kind eyes that longed for me to stay made me waver, was it really an empty dream, because I saw that terrible ghost before I fainted? Am I trusting my dreams too much and not believing in what I see?
I had no reason to refuse to leave, so I had to ask, "Well, I can only bother." ”
"What's the bother, after all, this is the young master's palace, and we are just guests. Girl, you are the young master's life-saving benefactor, if you are sent away like this, won't the young master wake up and annoy us? Am I right, ma'am? Rong Ye interjected happily.
Madame chuckled and said, "You are the best at talking." Yan'er has just drunk the medicine, and she won't wake up for a while, if the girl wants to see him, come with me. ”
I nodded, I should have been happy to hear the news, but at the moment I felt a little uncomfortable.
Madame pulled me up and walked inside, and in the dim light I saw a faint scar on the back of her hand—a scar I had seen in my dreams—
Madame turned her head and frowned slightly, her concern overflowing: "Is Fei'er cold?" Why are you shaking so much? ”
I looked at her in amazement, Fei'er? Why does she call me that?
Madame didn't seem to take it to heart, and said with a smile: "Your hands are so cold, they must be cold." It's nice to get warmer in the back room and lean on the fire. ”
It's just a full curtain apart, the inner room is indeed very warm, the two fires are very hot, there are several thick quilts piled up on the bed, but Shangguan Yan is still pale, his lips are bloodless, and his brows are wrinkled.
Madame pulled me to sit on the chair beside the bed, gently lifted the hem of her skirt and sat on the edge of the bed, and reached out to caress her son's face.
I stared at Shangguan Yan seriously, trying to find a familiar line on his face, but unfortunately-
Why don't I remember that Brother Bo at all, only in an occasional dream I recall the boy whose face was so pale that it was transparent, I can clearly remember how Aunt Cai carried me to work when I was a child, and Brother Zhuzi secretly caught little hands to tease me, but I don't remember the mother and son in Xipo at all, which is really strange.
Mrs. said lightly: "The family is full of letters, Yan'er always reports good news and not bad news, this time fortunately there is a girl by his side, so that he will not be desolate and helpless, if he is alone, I really dare not imagine......"
"If it weren't for Lord Shangguan to take off his clothes to protect me from the cold, he wouldn't have been hit by the yin wind on the western slope, if I didn't go to him, he would have been fine if he had a good plan." I was saddened.
Madame shook her head lightly and looked at me kindly: "Yan'er is like this, it's not accidental, Fei'er must not blame herself." This child is always like this, Xu is the old disease has a recurrence, but he has been hiding it and does not want to worry me, how does he know the truth that the child is ten hundred years old and ninety-nine, even if he is stable and healthy, when the wind and cold come, the parents at home still have to worry about whether he has enough clothes to wear, whether the quilt is enough to cover ......"
Speaking of this, Mrs. Zheng's voice trembled slightly, I had mixed feelings in my heart, I was moved by her sad and solemn mother's heart, she and Mrs. Zheng are extremely concerned about their children, but Mrs. Zheng's concern is very sharp and very blind, I just want to give Zheng Jewel the best, I want to imprison her by my side and watch at all times, even if I derive hatred, I have to go my own way, and Mrs.'s concern is diametrically opposite, restrained and heavy, she will smile and let Shangguan Yan's dream fly, and then turn around and silently collect her reluctant tears, Quietly waiting in the distance, always anxious and worried.
She is right, if you have never been a parent, how can you know the kind of love that parents are willing to give without asking for anything in return?
If I have such a gentle and considerate mother, I will always stay by her side and give her the best filial piety and companionship.
Suddenly I had this thought in my mind? ——
"What's the matter, Lord Shangguan, does he have any old diseases? I usually never say that I am tired when I see him patrolling the streets, and I thought he was in good health-"My fear of this lady has begun to wane."
"I had a cold illness a long time ago, and although it wasn't a serious illness, it was difficult to cure. I've gotten a lot better in recent years, and I haven't heard him mention any discomfort, and I thought it wouldn't relapse......"
I nodded, and I didn't know how to answer, when I suddenly remembered something, and quickly touched my right crotch, and sure enough, my back bag was not there!