So many years, six years, nearly two thousand days and nights, Ai'er kept imagining when she was sleepless and looking at the moon, imagining any scene when they reunited one day, what to say, what kind of expression she should have, she never thought that the first expression of their reunion turned out to be strange, the first look did not stop, he didn't recognize her, he really forgot everything, when they met, they didn't even have a moment of familiarity or even a moment of hesitation, at the first glance, she recognized him at a glance through the hand of time, What he got was the unstoppable look in his eyes.

Ai'er's heart is like a knife, she doesn't believe it, she is unwilling, she misses countless people day and night, but she doesn't have the slightest impression of her, is there any misunderstanding? Did he pretend to forget because he hated her?

A lot of excuses, Ai'er in order to verify these excuses, will also find many excuses, she stayed in Xiuzhuang, hoping to see him more, can have the opportunity to recall his memory, even if it is just his memory of Ai'er in the past, but since Ai'er is in Xiuzhuang, he rarely appears, almost never comes, every time he comes, he must be with his friend Song Lingjian in the same company, she silently watched from a distance, looking at his smile that has not changed for many years, and the two white big tiger teeth.

Many times, many times Ai'er wanted to ask him: Do you remember Ai'er six years ago? Do you remember the cold crystal you gave her and the zodiac stone you promised to find for her? But she finally mustered up the courage, but what she saw was his strange and somewhat frightened eyes, and before the words could be spoken, he had already found an excuse to leave.

Yes, she felt that the current daughter of the Zheng family made him feel distance and fear, and he didn't have time to reflect on what she wanted to express behind her eyes, he only knew to escape from her trouble.

She watched from the sidelines to see how he put all his tenderness and naughtiness on others, the third brother who stood on the plain and waved at her had changed, and he had other friends, not only hers. What made her even more desperate, she also saw the same cold crystal in others, the third brother said, this cold crystal is extremely rare, he only has one, and he wants to use it to coax his daughter-in-law in the future, it turns out - it turns out that Han Jing is not unique, it is just a gadget that he jokingly bragged about.

Ai'er looked at Han Jing, the Han Jing that almost killed her, was thrown away by her mother, and was found and collected by her so hard work, is now a joke for her!

"That day, Hai Gongzi asked me to pick up the leaves of the fire tree, the fire tree is really beautiful, just like the third brother said, the sky is like a golden rain, I thought that one day the person who took me to see it would be him, but no. Even for him, I am just Miss Zheng, Zheng Qianjin, Zheng Jewelry, and my mother is right, there is no past worth nostalgia in this world, and there is no person worth nostalgia. All people like Ai'er, she is brave and lively, strong and assertive, no one likes the cowardly Zheng Jewel, she will not do anything except Gu Ying and self-pity. Hai Gongzi is right, it's been six years, the vicissitudes of the sea, how can there be so much trouble for water and not clouds, Ai'er is dead, Zheng Zhuzhu, it's time to leave, it's time to let go of everything and go to the future. Last year, in this door today, the peach blossoms on the faces of the people were red. The face of the person does not know where to go, the peach blossoms are still the same, smiling in the spring breeze. ”

The whole scene of memories and narration is accompanied by the sound of tears sliding by, sadness soaks the whole picture, and Ai'er's smiling face that dares to love and hate has slowly withered. I could feel her feelings, she was afraid of the person she missed day and night, and she could only look at her with tears in her eyes.

"Sister Xia Xia asked me if I was not a relative, why did I stay in Xiuzhuang to help you so much, except for what I said, I did hide my own private information, I can't say it, I can't say it because of the person who has long forgotten me outside the clouds, how do I confront him, if he still can't think of me when he confronts me, a past incident becomes a joke - I'm sorry, I don't deserve to be your friend - but I am really happy to be your friend." Zheng Zhuzhu trembled and held my hand.

Tears burned my eyes very hot, and I could vaguely see Zheng Zhuzhu's pale face: "It's me who is sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have reminded you of these things, I'm sorry, I didn't know that you had endured so much in your heart, you helped me so much, and I blamed you." ”

Yes, that time I misunderstood that she had ill intentions towards me and Xiuzhuang, and I also blamed her fiercely, at that time she hugged me and cried together, saying that she could understand my feelings, so that I would not disappoint all the hearts that wanted to protect me, I also felt that she did not understand the darkness of day and night, now I think about it, how naïve I am, she has suffered much more than me.

Han San smiled, you bastard, how can you be so ungrateful?! If one day we don't see each other for a few years, will you also forget about me? You give me a chill. I gritted my teeth, eager to catch Han Sanxiao, that scoundrel, and beat him up.

Downstairs circled and shouted, "Boss Yan? Boss Yan? Have you talked enough? Miss is seriously ill and wants to rest more, what if there are three long and two short? If you stay like this and don't leave, Madame will come back and see it, and you will have to eat bitter fruits. ”

This circle......

Zheng Zhuzhu coughed and moved slightly, but immediately said a painful word.

I hurriedly helped her and said, "You want to turn over?" Or do you want to drink water? You just woke up, I really shouldn't have asked you to say so much, spend so much God. ”

Zheng Zhuzhu leaned on the erected pillow and said weakly: "I suddenly remembered that there is something to be handed over to you." ”

"What's that?"

Zheng Zhuzhu gasped for a moment and said, "Behind your left, by the window, is my dressing table, and in the drawer under the mirror of the dressing table, there is an envelope. ”

I got up and said, "I'll go get it, don't move, I have an impression of where." With that in mind, I walked to where the dressing table was, opened my eyes, and found the envelope in the drawer.

Zheng Zhu gasped a little anxiously, and said: "This is the last time I picked it up at your house, because I don't know whose it is, so I read the content of the letter, sorry, I didn't mean to, this letter must be very important to Yan Cuo, so please return it to him—also, don't tell him that I have read the content of the letter." ”

Yan's wrong letter?

Who gave Yan the wrong letter, why can't he tell him that the letter was read? Is it important? Is there a secret?

Could it be—

Could it be that Yan Cuo is so nervous to find the things in his clothes, is this the letter?

I touched the envelope, and it seemed like there was something else in it, a little hard, uneven, irregular, palm-sized, what?

"I've heard that when Yan Cuo first came to Xiuzhuang, in addition to your father's suicide note, he also sent you five other letters, I haven't read those five letters, maybe they were received by Miss Song. All I know is that these five letters were split from your father's diary, and if you can find them, maybe you will know more about your father's disappearance. ”

Yes, I have the impression that when confronting each other in the middle of the night, Han Sanxiao and Song Lingjian both mentioned it, and even Xia Xia and Haipiao knew that Yan Cuo had been sending letters to my house when he came, and the letters were smeared with poison - where are these five letters now? Why don't you give it back to me? Why are you hiding the contents of my letter?

"This letter—ahem—there's a sixth letter in it, and if you can find the one on it, you can connect it to know something—"

I was moved: "You really have a heart, and you still think about these things for me, I also understand something now, the living are always more important than the dead, you don't worry about me anymore, I don't know how to thank you-"

"I'm just curious, although Yan Cuo is paranoid, he is not a bad person, and the poison on the letter is not what he wiped to harm you-Yan Fei, if you can find those five letters, can you tell me the contents of the letters?"

I nodded, put the envelope in my bag, and said seriously: "Well, then you take care of your illness, and when I get the letter back, if you keep being seriously ill like this, I will definitely not be able to see you again." ”

"Yes. Deal. "Zheng Zhuzhu made such an agreement with me as if he also wanted to give himself a little hope and hope.

I cautiously walked down the stairs, but the circle did not complain anxiously about me downstairs, I opened my eyes slightly and swept it, and saw a person standing at the door against the light, thin and tall, with a straight waist and back, and a figure that looked like Mrs. Zheng, but the clothes seemed to be very plain, and it was not like Mrs. Zheng, who usually appeared gorgeously-

I tried to shout, "Is it Mrs. Zheng?" ”

"It's me." Madame Zheng's voice was still cold and cold, but there was some tiredness in it.

I thought about it, and sure enough, I was waiting below to show me my face.

"I'm so sorry, I was just worried about the jewelry, I wanted to come and see her, and I forgot about it when we talked, and I didn't think about her—" I immediately began to apologize automatically.

"The lord allowed it, even if it really made her lose her mind and heal by mistake, it was his responsibility, so you don't have to say sorry to me." I can imagine Madame Cheng's expression raising her eyebrows when she said this.

I shut up, the complexity of this big house is not something I can understand by listening to books and telling stories.

"Come in with me." Madame Zheng walked straight to the hall with a commanding tone, regardless of whether I could see it or not.

Every time I pass by the hall on this floor, there is a screen in the middle, and I don't know the layout inside, so I can only keep my eyes slightly open very sourly, and look at the things in front of my feet vaguely.

As soon as I walked around the screen, I felt my hand being pulled, and Mrs. Zheng sighed lightly, and her tone was finally a little softer: "Forget that your eyes are inconvenient, sit here." ”

As I spoke, I was helped to sit on a chair, and I knew that Mrs. Zheng must have something to say to me, so the circle and Mama Xiong were not there, and the place I picked was so quiet.

Mrs. Zheng sat opposite me not far away, I could smell the faint smell of medicine on her body, Jewel was seriously ill, I think she had always been with medicine, how could there be a mother in the world who didn't care for her child?