Chapter 142 Raising Children and Worrying Ninety-Nine
"What did the jewels say to you? I don't think she has so much to say to me. Mrs. Zheng's words were a little sour.
I heard my heart, plop, plop, plop: "Oh, nothing, just said something from the past." β
Mrs. Zheng sighed deeply, as if she was suppressing her dissatisfaction: "She has been obsessed with the past, what's the point?" Since that accident, we all have to change ourselves to survive, why can't she understand? β
"She understands, she knows Madame, you want to protect her heartβ"
"Huh? Can she understand? She could understand that she wouldn't do this to me. She has always been very well-behaved before, and she has long accepted her heart and mind to nourish her body, I really shouldn't have let her meet you, let her stay with those meaningless freedoms outside, and only then did she attract today's disaster. β
I didn't dare to say anything, there must be a reason for the sudden deterioration of Zheng Jewel's illness, although she denied it, but I really felt that it might be related to the rust on the embroidery, at that time I was sick because of that poison, Jewel's body was weaker than me, it was impossible not to be affected.
Mrs. Zheng said coldly: "I do regret it, I regret letting her know you, if it weren't for you, she wouldn't have run away with her ambition, and she would have done everything against me - that time for the matter of the golden thread, she had a big quarrel with me, she stubbornly asked me, why my mother has changed, become so mean, so sharp, why my mother always wants to take everyone's happiness, so that everyone becomes the same as my mother - these words, my jewelry will say, did you teach her?" β
I feel very sad that the jewelry is not worth it, and to this day, Mrs. Zheng still does not understand her: "Yes, those obedient Miss Zheng will not speak, but it is not something that others can teach her to speak, before that, I have always felt that Jewelry is too docile Miss, no matter how demanding Madame you are, she always nods, or frowns slightly."
, No matter how demanding your requirements are, she will not resentfully you - even if she is a person with a good temper, she will always have a little idea of her own, I even think she is too weak, too uncharacterized, and later I learned that she just wants to satisfy you in her own way, but Mrs. - Madame, have you ever thought of Ai'er, the Ai'er who always wants to protect you, isn't it- Is it six years ago, Ai'er was dead to you, her strength and her bravery all have to be covered up by you, She also worked hard to cooperate with you to embellish such a Zheng jewelry? βββ
"Shut up! Why do you question me? No one is allowed to mention Ai'er here! Mrs. Zheng stood up and glared at me coldly.
I also stood up, although I was scared and my teeth were fighting, but I had to say a few words for Zheng Zhuzhu and let out a sigh: "Why don't you mention it?" Ai'er is jewelry, jewelry is Ai'er, you changed her name and suppressed her original character, Ai'er doesn't exist? Youβyou sacrificed Ai'er to protect Jeong's jewelry, did you ask her personally, or if she prefers to be Ai'er? β
Mrs. Zheng raised her voice and said: "I have already picked the most suitable identity for her, I can't help her, if she has always been that Ai'er, the Ai'er who loves to walk and run, she would have died a long time ago!" β
I also raised my voice: "That's better than life is better than death, a person has no freedom, he can't even choose the direction he wants when he walks, how can he be happy with brocade clothes and jade food - Jin Yu can't speak, Aya Luo can't speak, have you talked to her about thoughtfulness, have you seriously asked her what she wants?" You are just like Master Zheng, you only know how to find the best things for her, but you don't know that the best thing is your company, and it is your real and real care by your side! Why is it that I, a blind man, can see clearly, but you, as parents, turn a blind eye like this? You have lost your beloved son, and you still want to go your own way, do you want to wait until she is really dead before you know that you regret it?! β
Mrs. Zheng gasped slightly, my whole body trembled, I rarely spoke so loudly and excitedly, let alone to Mrs. Zheng, who I had always feared, after saying this, I was suddenly very afraid, I was afraid of hearing any retort from Mrs. Zheng, so I touched it and walked out, but I walked very slowly, because I was afraid of falling, afraid of losing momentum at this juncture!
"Did Jewel tell you these words?" Mrs. Zheng asked quietly.
I stopped, trembling, "No, I just stood in her shoes and said what I could understand." β
"Why are you? Just her one-sided words? You don't know anything, and all she knows is what she knows. β
I looked at her, and although I couldn't see clearly, I felt that her anger had been well suppressed, whether it was Liu Wangyue or Mrs. Zheng, she had always known to control her emotions.
"In the accident six years ago, the doctor told me that the jewelry may not be able to be saved, and even if it can be saved, it is impossible to walk and jump like a normal person-" Mrs. Zheng turned over lightly, looked out the window and said calmly, I could vaguely see that she was wearing a light-colored cardigan, a forehead belt on her forehead, and her long hair was tied into a bunch, simple and still noble, "She used to be such a noisy and active person, and I also knew that if she was allowed to stay on the sickbed every day, she would be willing to die." However, she is my daughter, and for me, as long as I live, as long as I live, there is hope - at least I can see her, and even if I stay in front of the bed for the rest of my life, I have no regrets. β
I can understand how many times I hope that my father can live, even if he refuses to recognize me, even if he has another life, I only wish he can live.
"She knows your intentions, so she has always been very cooperative, but you should spend more time with her, what she needs most is your company."
"Accompaniment? I didn't do anything to accompany her, and as a result, I had to die with two people hugging her. The eldest sister pushed the jewelry, in order to escape the blame of the master, she wanted to kill people, she didn't know anything about the jewelry, she thought everything was so simple, she didn't know how pitiful she was, she only had one breath left, and she had to beware of other people's assassination everywhere-" Mrs. Zheng swallowed and said tremblingly, "If she mentioned Ai'er to you, she must have also mentioned to you that girl named Nuan Nuan, right?" β
I nodded, and I was always curious, where did Nuan Nuan go? Since Zheng Zhuzhu woke up from the accident, she has never seen her again, and it is impossible for her to return to her hometown to marry at such a critical moment.
"She died, just because she tested the medicine for Ai'er and was poisoned, this girl has a real heart, and she didn't forget to come and inform me on the day she died, saying that there is a problem in Ai'er's medicine, don't give her the medicine that others have passed by."
I exclaimed, "She's dead? β
Mrs. Zheng was quiet and said slowly: "I can't forget that night, the weather is very hot, and there are already cicadas in the courtyard, which makes people upset, I can't sleep, for fear that these cicadas will also make noise to Ai'er to recuperate." I just fell asleep in the middle of the night, I heard someone knocking on my door, I was worried about Ai'er's condition at all times, I woke up immediately, I opened the door, and saw Nuan Nuan lying at the door, her face was red, her eyes were bloodshot, her hands were full of wounds worn by stones, bloody, she pulled my clothes tightly, and she smirked when she saw me, she said Madam, I have been climbing for a long time, and finally I see you, I am afraid that I will not wake up when I am too tired to fall asleep halfway up, Madam, I have been feeding Miss medicine, She was so close that she didn't drink it, the medicine was too bitter, and she put a lot of sugar in Nuan, and it was finally not so bitter. But madam, my stomach hurts so much, the medicine is so bitter that my stomach is about to burst, Miss is most afraid of bitterness, you must not give Miss such a bitter medicine. Madam, you hurt Miss so much, if the medicine in the future was boiled by Madame, it might not be so bitter. With that, she closed her eyes...... Nope. β
I stared at my eyes, tears had fallen, and the timid and faithful Warmth was dead.
"Although Nuan Nuan is just a girl, she grew up with Ai'er, not to mention Ai'er, I have always treated her like half a daughter. That midsummer night screamed endlessly, and I sat at the door with her cold body in my arms, as if I had died myself, and I knew that I could no longer be as weak as before, that I would hold on tightly to the rope and that I would never lose my daughter again. Mrs. Zheng gritted her teeth.
"I'm sorry......" I feel guilty because of my one-sidedness, because I didn't put myself in her shoes to experience that feeling, and I blamed Mrs. Zheng wrong.
"Not many people know about Nuan Nuan's death, I have to hide it from Ai'er, and the eldest sister has to hide it from others. Since then, I have been very careful, and I have done everything with jewelry, and no one in the house can be trusted, and they all helped the eldest sister to assassinate us. I locked the door of the yard inside, and I didn't dare to step out, and the door was also full of broken glass balls, for fear that someone would sneak in if I was distracted. The wind and rain were shaking, and I didn't really close my eyes for a moment, for fear that if I closed my eyes for a long time, I would see that the jewels were no longer there, so I kept waiting for the master to come back soon. β
It is indeed not easy for a helpless woman, in order to take care of her seriously ill daughter, not to mention being self-reliant in such a rich family, and to be careful of scheming everywhere.
"Fortunately, the jewel finally woke up, the lord also arrived two days later, I was finally able to close my eyes and rest for a while, I slept for two days, not a single awakening, I know that the lord is there, the jewel is absolutely safe."
"Does Master Zheng know what the eldest lady has done?" I think this Master Zheng is too careless.
Mrs. Zheng said: "Maybe you know, maybe you don't know, he has never asked too much about the things in the house, and he also knows the attitude of the eldest sister towards us, but as long as it is not too much, he can ignore it." I don't know what decision he made, as soon as I woke up, the house changed, everyone was respectful to me, and the lord also handed me the account book and key of the silver room, saying that the eldest sister was tired, and I would be in charge of it in the future. β
It's really unexpected, I thought that Mrs. Zheng must have played a trick, made a small report in front of Master Zheng, and seized the power of the city all over the city, but it was just a matter of waking up. It seems that this Master Zheng is really not simple.