Chapter 6 Sexual Void Mountain
The Buddha said: Righteous people practice evil law, evil law is also good, evil people practice right law, right law is evil, all idealistic creation.
"Who's going to build a snowman with you?" Zhang Ningyao still didn't look back. After a while, Zhang Ning hesitated and called Luo Fei, Luo Fei was counting the luggage, but now the mobile phones of the two people are out of power, the power bank is also used up, and the mobile phone is basically useless. Hearing Zhang Ningyao shouting to himself, he hurriedly walked over, "What's wrong." "Luo Fei, I like you." Luo Fei sighed lightly, thinking that this girl couldn't hide it, but she still said it. Zhang Ningyao turned around and looked at Luo Fei standing by the bed in a daze, looking at herself, a little shy and a little angry, so she simply opened her mouth and shouted at Luo Fei: "What are you doing!" If you don't like it, you don't like it, it's a matter of pretending to be stupid. Luo Fei shook his head and replied, "No, we can't be together now, I have my own difficulties." "Zhang Ningyao thought that this is a play!" Then you have a crush on me. Luo Fei thought about whether to compromise or not, and after thinking about it, he hid the most important thing. I have a good impression of you, but now my identity is not suitable to talk about feelings, wait until I finish everything here, I will send you back tomorrow, I will do my business, and when I come back to you, you can wait for me at the inn, at most two months. Luo Fei is very serious, more serious than he promised to do this before. Zhang Ningyao is really not a twisted person, she knelt on the bed and hugged Luo Fei's waist, leaned her head on Luo Fei's shoulder, deeply absorbed the fragrance of wood tea on his body, and said, "I know, I understand your difficulties, I don't embarrass you, I actually just need to know your mind, I don't hinder you, but you remember." Saying that, Zhang Ningyao looked up at Luo Fei, Luo Fei looked at her with tears in her eyes but didn't want it to stay, so he sniffed and tried to hold back the tears, "The place where we first met was in Renchen Bang Temple, and we made an appointment to see you in Renchen Bang Temple in two months." Luo Fei lowered his head, hugged Zhang Ningyao in his arms, leaned over and kissed her on the forehead. I promise. ”
In the end, Zhang Ningyao still cried, then laughed again, and then suddenly remembered something and handed the dried yak next to him to Luo Fei like a treasure. "You eat something, you haven't even eaten." Luo Fei was a little hungry, so he took it and smiled, then took out one and put it in his mouth to chew, and returned the rest to Zhang Ningyao. "Do you think this is very much like Mrs. Zhai kidnapped by King Shan, Mrs. Zhai didn't agree at first, but then he couldn't agree with King Shan, and King Mountain gave his own treasure to Mrs. Zhai." Zhang Ningyao sneered: "So I forced you." Luo Fei hurriedly waved his hand, "No, no." I volunteered. Zhang Ningyao was too lazy to talk nonsense with him, lying on the bed that had just been made, with his back to him and ready to sleep. Luo Fei couldn't coax it anymore, so he simply lay down behind her and gently held Zhang Ningyao with his hand, "Good, sleep, good night." Zhang Ningyao closed her eyes and grinned, very happy. But after closing his eyes for a long time, he didn't feel sleepy at all, Zhang Ningyao pushed his elbow against Luo Fei and asked him, "Have you slept?" "Why can't you sleep?" Zhang Ningyao nodded very seriously, grabbed Luo Fei's sleeve and tugged it, "I want to know what happened to you before." Luo Fei sighed, thought about it seriously, and said, "What happened before, okay." The two of them still maintained their movements just now, and Luo Fei made a low and dull voice like telling a story, and the sound slowly filled the small space in the cave.
"Before, it was terrible, but there were times when it was brilliant, if that kind of thing could be considered brilliant. My parents were out of a car accident very early, when I was in my teens. My relatives didn't dare to accept it, so I didn't go to college after graduating from high school, and I followed an older brother in the alley to do a small business, and later he found out that he followed a big brother, and he had a lot of underground casinos, bars, and nightclubs. Later, his eldest brother knew that I had gone to school and had a little culture, so he asked me to help him take care of his business and help him manage several stores, because after slowly getting acquainted with him, I became his cronies, and my status naturally rose, and the more people under me, the more people stared at me, the good people stared at me, and the bad people stared at me. At first, I thought this kind of life was okay, although it was not glorious, but I lacked nothing, and my classmates of the same age were still working hard for a regular job in a small company, and they were very envious of me, but after a long time, my relationship with my eldest brother was provoked by outsiders. No matter how close the relationship is, people can't stand purposeful provocation. Luo Fei paused and sighed when he said this. Zhang Ningyao asked a little impatiently, "And then?" "My business got bigger and bigger, and eventually I opened a few KTVs, nightclubs, etc., and our relationship broke up at that time. Later, a friend who followed me died in his field because of those things, I suddenly felt very frustrated, the person who followed me died for me, I couldn't protect him, a fresh life was gone in front of my eyes, one second he was still joking and joking, and the next second he was lying quietly in front of me motionless. He was young, energetic, and had a lively mind, but he lived a life of pinning his head to the waistband of his trousers every day. This kind of life is not as good as begging at the door of the store, and it is boring. Then I took Li Zhi and Han Yusheng out, sold all the property, left enough money for us to live, and wanted to give the rest to his family, but he didn't have a family like me, so I bought him a cemetery in our local area, buried him, and sent the rest of the money to Hope Primary School in his name. ”
"What about your eldest brother?" He found a subordinate to take the blame and entered the bureau, spending a lot of money to make points. After I left, his competitors were gone, and he was still the same as before. "Then why did you go to Tibet? Tibetan is also very good. "It's Lao Mao, he used to be one of our guests, and he was quite close to us, and he lied to us that Tibet can purify the soul, saying that we people are too angry, not good, and will go to hell after death. He also taught us Tibetan, and it was Lao Mao who asked me to help him do this most important thing, and he said that only I could do it, and he couldn't do it himself. I thought that the old days were rich for us, but the unreality of worrying about them every day, and the eternal instability, and that when this thing was successful, it would at least weaken the sins in me, and I agreed. Being a lama is just a gimmick, but since I decided to embark on this path, I feel that the burden on my body is heavier, and I am afraid that there will be other variables, and it does happen, and the only variable that matters to me is you. Luo Fei said that in the end, his voice became quieter and quieter, picking up a strand of Zhang Ningyao's hair and playing with it, and then he straightened up and leaned against the stone wall, gently patting Zhang Ningyao's back until Zhang Ningyao fell asleep. Luo Fei shook his head and smiled, and suddenly wanted to know about Zhang Ningyao, if his previous life was chaotic, then Zhang Ningyao, as a junior high school teacher, was naturally noble and clean. And now two people who don't intersect in their usual lives are now drawn together by the same destination, which is the so-called fate. I just don't know where Zhang Ningyao's home is, and if I have the opportunity in the future, I would like to see where he lived.
A very comfortable night, a very warm night. Zhang Ningyao woke up and saw Luo Fei's face close at hand, breathing steadily, his hands crossed and hugging himself, was he insecure? Zhang Ningyao thought about it, and suddenly leaned forward and hugged Luo Fei. She thought of what Luo Fei told herself last night, and suddenly felt so distressed, she had no parents in her teens and is now in her thirties, and her life for nearly ten years has been worked hard by herself, and last night's short sentences summed up his life for more than ten years, in fact, can these words be summed up so simply? There must be a lot of loneliness, darkness, and pain that no one knows. Zhang Ningyao can imagine how difficult it is for Luo Fei to fight alone in the big dye vat of society. However, it is good to have her in the future.
Luo Fei squinted his eyes and looked at Zhang Ningyao holding her, but she was afraid of scaring her, so she could only whisper, "It's a little tight." Zhang Ningyao hurriedly got up and touched his nose, "I just watched you hug yourself, thinking that you might be a little cold." "Yes, I'm a little cold." Luo Fei helped her go down the steps, otherwise it would be bad if she would get angry later. The two got up, slept soundly this night, and hurriedly packed their luggage and set off after solving the problem of food and clothing. At the entrance of the cave, Luo Fei asked her, "Let's build a snowman and then go." Zhang Ningyao gave him a roll of the eyes unceremoniously, "I don't want to build a snowman, I'm not a child." "And what are you doing with a snowball in your hand?" Okay, I'll just pile it up myself and you can watch it. After speaking, Luo Fei found a place at the entrance of the cave, and first piled a large snowball as his body step by step, and then pinched a smaller snowball as his head, and then piled the snowman's head and body together. Zhang Ningyao was eager to try, found two branches and inserted them on the snowman's body as arms, took out a scarf from the luggage that was full of scarves on the county town of Motuo and wrapped it around the snowman, and then took out two chocolates and embedded them on the snowman's head as eyes, and finally took out his own lipstick to draw a smiling face on the snowman. Turning his head to look at Luo Fei, "It's done." Luo Fei thought to himself that Zhang Ningyao looked quite mature, but in fact, he was a little child, sometimes he was very sensible, and sometimes he was stubborn and always had his own thoughts. The snow had stopped, but the side of the road was completely sealed. "Let's go up, since there are traces of habitation in this cave, there must be a village not far ahead." Zhang Ningyao nodded: "I listen to you." "The white empty continent, the two of them are too small compared to the unknown mountain peaks, so small that they are like two specimens of dust, and when a small wind blows, they become nothing, and there is not even a trace of it.
The two walked hand in hand, and Luo Fei let Zhang Ning eat a lot of dried cattle before leaving, but he couldn't improve her scum-like physical strength. As the saying goes, the snow is not cold, the wind gradually becomes stronger, it becomes difficult to breathe, the altitude increases, there is no land only boundless snow, Luo Fei is a little annoyed, and he walked for nearly an hour but did not see a village. Not only that, there is no flat ground in front of him, Luo Fei looked at it, it should be at the foot of a certain mountain peak now, but there is no way to go except to go up the mountain, so if you go down like this, you may be snow blind. I didn't think it would snow before I left, so I didn't prepare, but I didn't expect to encounter this kind of thing. Zhang Ningyao is still insisting, she firmly believes that Luo Fei can take her out, so she has to work hard to persevere, and she can't make trouble for Luo Fei. After a while, Luo Fei pulled Zhang Ningyao's hand, "Let's rest first." Luo Fei found a sheltered place, pulled Zhang Ningyao to sit down, took out the water heated by the snow accumulated in the cave just now, and handed it to Zhang Ningyao. Hurry up and drink a little to warm up. After Zhang Ningyao finished drinking, he handed it to Luo Fei and motioned for him to drink it too. Hot water is limited, I don't know when the two of them will be able to go out, hot water is the only thing that can keep warm now, but looking at Zhang Ningyao's expectant gaze, Luo Fei could only touch his lips, Zhang Ningyao thought that Luo Fei was relieved after taking a sip. Luo Fei hurriedly tightened the cap of the bottle and put it in his bag to keep warm. Looking at the instructions on their watches, they were now heading south, and they should have crossed the hill to see the village.
"Luo Fei, let's go." Zhang Ningyao didn't have the strength to speak, so he could only pull Luo Fei's clothes. "I'll carry you." After Luo Fei finished speaking, he squatted down and motioned for Zhang Ningyao to come up. Zhang Ningyao shook his head, "I can still go, you gave me all the dried yak to eat, I am very strong now, I can go." Luo Fei saw that Zhang Ningyao was too stubborn and didn't want to delay any longer, so he could only hold Zhang Ningyao's hand tightly, and the two continued to walk aimlessly. At this moment, there is only the sound of the wind and the sound of them squeaking on the snow, which is very harmonious and beautiful. Suddenly, Zhang Ningyao dragged Luo Fei again, Luo Fei stopped and asked, "What's wrong?" "Luo Fei, I....I can't see it." Luo Feixin suddenly chuckled, the most feared thing still happened, and sure enough, people can't be lucky. But just as Zhang Ningyao was talking, he suddenly leaned back and rolled down the mountain, Luo Fei hurriedly grabbed one of Zhang Ningyao's feet, but the gravity was helpless to go down, Luo Fei also fell, Luo Fei hurriedly rubbed down, and dragged Zhang Ningyao tightly, hugged Zhang's head tightly, and held her in his arms. The two rolled to the foot of the mountain, Luo Fei's head unfortunately hit the tree and fainted, and Zhang Ningyao was already unconscious. At this time, small snowflakes began to fall from the sky again, slowly covering the two of them.