Chapter 7 The Man Who Lives at the Corner of the Door

Buddhism says that people have seven sufferings: birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment, love, parting, and unwanted.

The firelight seemed to be jumping and dancing around, like fire spirits dancing in a circle, and the music was the sound of crackling firewood, dancing with sparks...... The dryness around me was uncomfortable, and I felt like I was singing or maybe the sound of bells in the distance. Suddenly, the picture changed to his students pestering him to tell him what happened in Tibet... What happened in Tibet? The picture jumps to himself and a strange man laughing and playing in the car? Who is this person? Then the screen switched to himself dragging a black jacket and shouting at the back: "Luo Fei, I can't see it." "Who is Luo Fei? Luo Fei... Luo Fei! At this moment, everything stopped in blank, and a familiar voice penetrated into his ears through layers of barriers: "Death! Young! Wake up! "Whew~"

Luo Fei saw that Zhang Ningyao suddenly opened his eyes and opened his mouth and didn't know what to say, suddenly his eyes were full of tears, as if he was talking but did not make any sound, after a while, Luo Fei felt that this mouth shape was very familiar, and he was calling himself. Zhang Ning was hoarse and wanted to shout out, but he couldn't shout out, and after a while, he could barely make a syllable, but to no avail. She opened her eyes, but the horror was that she couldn't see anything. I could only hear Luo Fei's voice calling himself, "Young, unexpected." "Shouted over and over again. Zhang Ningyao had to cater to him and couldn't let him worry about himself, so he raised his hand and tried it in the air, and immediately held it with a warm big hand, Zhang Ningyao knew that this warm, rough big hand belonged to Luo Fei, and now she was relieved. Luo Fei saw Zhang Ningyao's outstretched hand and immediately shook it. But seeing her still empty eyes, Luo Fei also knew that her snow blindness was not over.

"Do you hear me? I nodded when I heard it. Zhang Ningyao nodded, and then made a very hoarse voice, "Luo Fei, I'm worried about you." "It's okay, as long as you're awake, is there anything uncomfortable?" Zhang Ningyao shook his head. "Where are we now?" "This is the Momba tribe, a relatively old people." The whole house is made of wood, and opposite the bed is a Buddha statue woven of coarse cloth and colored threads, and the whole room is very simple, and it is made of the same wood. Zhang Ningyao couldn't see it, so she could only touch it with her hands, Luo Fei didn't want her to lack more sense of security in such a strange environment, so he helped her up and put on her coat, helped her get out of bed, and explained every part of every piece of furniture in the room, every step of the way. Zhang Ningyao smiled and said, "I heard a lot of chaos outside just now, is there something going on?" "Every December is the New Year of the Momba people, and their New Year is different from ours, they start with December. Starting in November of the Tibetan calendar, today is the last day of the new year, and they are holding a large gathering to share the delicious food prepared by each family. On this day, flagpoles are erected on the roofs of every house, prayer flags are hung, and prayers are offered to the heavens to pray for blessings. Zhang Ningyao was very curious, and after a while, he became very disappointed, "Luo Fei, you know a lot, but it's a pity that I can't see such a lively scene." Luo Fei patted Zhang Ningyao's shoulder and held her hand tightly, "It's the local resident who rescued us told me, it's okay, snow blindness is only temporary, and relaxation will soon be better." Luo Fei hesitated and said, "Young, do you remember what I told you on the way to Motuo before leaving?" Zhang Ningyao was a little confused, and after thinking about it seriously, he seemed to understand what Luo Fei meant: "Is it my subjective consciousness?" Luo Fei nodded, "I'm an outsider here like you, in case I'm not in front of you, you remember to be careful, be careful." ”

At this moment, outside the window, fireworks, crowds, singing, and the atmosphere of the festival are entangled and unhappy. In the house, Zhang Ningyao couldn't see Luo Fei's expression of frowning together at this time, but Zhang Ningyao obviously tried to see Luo Fei's hand holding his hand tighter and tighter. Is he scared? What is he afraid of? Is there something wrong with this village? Maybe it's the consciousness that is sparked by the uneasiness in a strange place? It's better to be careful in everything. "Luo Fei, it hurts a little bit." Luo Feicai came to his senses, slowly relaxed, and then picked up Zhang Ningyao's hand to see if he was injured. "Compared to now, this environment is more difficult than your previous environment, isn't it?" "No, well....the environment is not the same as the problem faced. Moreover... I'm not the same person I used to be. The two of them watched outside together for a long time, in the same lively environment, but Luo Fei and Zhang Ningyao were like people from another world, or did they say that the people themselves here were like a small world, and outsiders couldn't fit in.

After a while, the two heard an eager walk, and then the door was opened. "You're awake!" The strange man who entered the door said excitedly. "This is the dinner that our mother gave you, you must have been hungry for a long time." Zhang Ningyao is a little unclear, so, this Chinese pronunciation is strange. "May I ask who Juemu is?" "Kyaw Mu is the priest we have invited to God, and she is the ruler of our people." "Oh, that's it, thank her." Zhang Ningyao nodded, he hadn't smelled the aroma of rice for a long time, and instantly felt his stomach growling. Luo Fei seemed to have become acquainted with the man who delivered the meal, and had been muttering something in a whisper, and heard Luo Fei say that the man named Dawa had found it with his friends on the way back from Motuo. Zhang Ningyao felt that he was really blessed with a great life, and it seemed that he would have to take a few sticks of incense and worship when he went back.

After Dawa left, Luo Fei led Zhang Ningyao to the table, and after she sat down, Luo Fei opened the pottery bowl and placed everything in front of Zhang Ningyao, feeding her spoonful by spoonful. "What is this?" Zhang Ningyao's mouth was full of food, and she couldn't spit out clearly when she wanted to speak, but she felt novel. Luo Fei had no choice but to explain to her, "This is a kind of porridge, a porridge made of millet, rice, vegetables and meat. After speaking, he filled her with a piece of mutton in her mouth, the meat of grilled lamb chops. After a while, Zhang Ningyao couldn't stand it anymore and hurriedly stopped Luo Fei's feeding behavior, "Luo Fei, okay, I really can't eat." Luo Fei looked at a bowl of porridge to see the bottom, well... It's true that compared to the amount of food she ate before, she ate a little more today. "Luo Fei, you can eat some too, you haven't eaten until now." At first, Zhang Ningyao didn't wake up, Luo Fei didn't have an appetite, but now Luo Fei is really a little hungry when he looks at Zhang Ningyao's 'elegant' eating appearance. So he stuffed the rest of the rice into his stomach with Zhang Ningyao's bowl. Well, it's kind of a stretch. Luo Fei finished cleaning up the table, and saw Zhang Ningyao's expression a little anxious, so he asked her, "What's wrong?" Uncomfortable? Zhang Ningyao tugged at his clothes, looked in the direction of the voice and said, "I want to go to the toilet." After finishing speaking, he suddenly blushed, Luo Fei looked a little funny, but he could only hold back and didn't dare to laugh out loud, "Go, the toilet is downstairs, I'll take you there." So he dressed her in a coat and hat and carefully led her downstairs, holding her hand and saying to her, "Die, you hold on to the handrail next to you, yes." There are ten steps in front of you, and we will come down first. "The two of them counted the ten steps together." 1, 2, 3, 4......" "Now this is the second floor, there are five steps to the flat road, let's go there first." Luo Fei slowly walked over with Zhang Ningyao to the last ten steps. This is also the ten steps, and we will go down slowly. Luo Fei tried his best to say in detail, wanting Zhang Ningyao to understand more. When the two arrived at the door of the toilet, Luo Fei turned on the light for Zhang Ningyao. "I'll just go in here myself, you can wait for me at the door." Luo Fei said, "No, you don't know what kind of it is inside, how to get in." There's nothing to be shy about at this time. Zhang Ningyao thought to herself, "People have to bow their heads under the eaves, anyway, it's not once or twice to be embarrassed, alas..... this is fate." "Then I'll take off my pants myself, and you turn your head and plug your ears." "This isn't a toilet, don't accidentally fall into the pit, I don't really want to catch you." Zhang Ningyao pouted, "Then you take me over." Luo Fei took Zhang Ningyao in and let her straddle the top of the pit, Zhang Ningyao took off her pants by herself, she was really suffocated. Then I heard Luo Fei's low laughter. "Luo Fei!" "Sorry, I can hear it even if I cover my ears." "No, the smell is so strong that I feel like I'm going to throw up." After speaking, he swiped in the air and successfully grabbed Luo Fei's clothes, "Let's go out quickly." "Have you washed your hands?" Zhang Ningyao "......"

On the way back, Zhang Ningyao knew that he was a little embarrassed just now, so he asked Dawa what he told him just now. Luo Fei knew that the girl was a little shy, so he didn't break it down, but told her very seriously, "Dawa told me just now that the house we live in now belongs to Dawa's family, and Dawa's parents died in the mountains before, and now he is left alone in the family." "Well, a poor kid too." Zhang Ningyao nodded in agreement. "Yes, he also said that it is still during the Chinese New Year, and they are going to have their Tibetan calendar year, just like our wax moon. After the New Year, they can open the mountain, and we can go. This is their custom, and they can welcome guests during the New Year, but they cannot drive them away. "Can you do your thing, though?" Zhang Ningyao was a little worried. "It should be fine, it's almost a week, it's just in time, this time is just right to help you recover your eyes first." "Luo Fei, thank you." Zhang Ningyao was a little embarrassed, he had troubled him so much in such a short time today, he was indeed a little unbearable, Zhang Ningyao was a little sad, and felt that he was pulling his back, but now he was in front of him, and he couldn't do anything like a waste, and he was very helpless. Luo Fei took in Zhang Ningyao's expression at this moment, stared at Zhang Ningyao like a torch, and only helped Zhang Ningyao back to the room after a while.

"Luo Fei, can you help me get a basin of hot water, I want to wipe it." "Okay, you wait." Luo Fei took out a simple basin of folding tarps from his luggage, fetched a basin of water for Zhang Ningyao, took out her towel and handed it to her. "Slow down yourself, I'll be at the door, call me if there's something." Zhang Ningyao nodded, and waited until Luo Fei's footsteps walked away and heard the sound of the door closing before he began to undress. After a while, the house was filled with heat, the curtains were drawn in the house, Luo Fei was stationed outside the house, Zhang Ningyao's mood slowly improved, although it was not a bath, but the body instantly became warm, and there was no previous muddy smell, it would be better if he could wash his hair. It took a long time for Luo Fei to hear Zhang Ningyao's voice calling himself, Luo Fei opened the door and there was a fragrant smell on his face, the room became warmer, Luo Fei rubbed his nose and quickly poured the basin, and then folded the basin and put it on a cabinet next to it. turned to Zhang Ningyao, who was sitting on the bed, and said, "I'll take a bath, you sleep first, and I'll come over later." Luo Fei just walked out a few steps, and then turned back and said to Zhang Ningyao, "I forgot to tell you, when you didn't wake up, Dawa asked about the relationship between the two of us, I was afraid that there would be something else, so I told them that we were husband and wife, and we came here for our honeymoon." Zhang Ningxiao replied, "Okay." Then he fumbled and took off his shoes and lay down on the back of the bed, and the place outside was obviously reserved for Luo Fei. Luo Fei was a little angry, but he didn't know what to be angry about, so he hurriedly went down to the shower room to take a shower, wanting to go back and talk to Zhang Ningyao. Hearing the sound of Luo Fei closing the door, Zhang Ningyao opened his eyes, his eyes were full of tears, and he wanted to wipe more and more. How can I be so uncompetitive, I can help when I know I can help, but I have to drag others back. If he doesn't get well within two months and Luo Fei's plan fails, does that mean that he will never be able to be with him. Darkness will always give rise to a lot of negative energy, but on the contrary, darkness will always confide in some people's hearts and thoughts to each other, so that each other's two hearts are close, and then warm each other. Luo Fei came up quickly, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Zhang Ningyao constantly wiping his eyes. Hurriedly walked up and helped Zhang Ningyao up and held him in his arms, and gently patted his other hand to comfort him, "Xiaoxiao, why are you crying." After speaking, she wiped away her tears with her hands, and Zhang Ningyao felt as if there was water dripping down her face, "Have you washed your hair?" "I want to wash it too." "Okay, I'll wash your hair tomorrow morning, don't cry, okay?"

Zhang Ningyao was a little dazed, her eyes were blank, and she looked at Luo Fei very sadly. "Young, I can't express it, I thought you could understand what I did for you, it seems that I was wrong, I should say it." Luo Fei adjusted his breath to hide his nervousness and uneasiness. Facing Zhang Ningyao, "When I was in the cave, I told you that we will be together after my affairs are over, because at that time everything can be settled, and we will be very stable at that time." But I found that things couldn't go exactly my way. Your snow blindness is also caused by part of me, don't feel like a drag on me. On the other hand, my kindness to you is not just that I am compensating you, but that I am willing to do so. I thought it was selfish to make you wait for me, but now it seems impossible. After speaking, Luo Fei's hand slowly covered Zhang Ningyao's tearful face, and his mouth slowly approached Zhang Ningyao, slowly sticking to her lips trembling with excitement, a long kiss with gratitude, gratitude, and love. This lip that made Luo Fei's poisonous smile emanate. Luo Fei remembered that it was the first time they chatted, in order to set up an itinerary for the next day. He asked Zhang Ningyao why she wanted to go to Motuo, and later she said, "Luo Fei, we all come with the same purpose and intention, and we are pious and pious. He remembered that Zhang Ningyao said that it was a dream of hers, and now he is very grateful for this dream, which can entangle himself with Zhang Ningyao and let Zhang Ningyao free him from the deep dark prison. Thank you for her piety, piety. Zhang Ningyao was speechless excitedly, "That's ..... that...... Other words...... Say you like me! Is that right? Luo Fei nodded, "I don't like you, but I kissed you, then you will become a hooligan." Luo Fei looked at Zhang Ningyao's face crying with joy, and instantly felt very funny. Then you haven't answered me yet, do you like me? Zhang Ningyao kept nodding, which was not at all the same as the empty eyes just now. I like you, I like it, I love it. After a while, he asked weakly, "Then are we together now?" Luo Fei touched her head and gave her an extremely affirmative answer: "Yes, we are really together now." ”

Early the next morning

Zhang Ningyao rubbed his sleepy eyes, and slowly opened his eyes with anticipation, a little disappointed. After a while, I heard footsteps, which should be Luo Fei's. It is said that people who can't see with their eyes will hear better, and it seems that this is really the case. After a while, Zhang Ningyao felt a warm layer in his eyes, and slowly applied it to his eyes. "I've found an eye patch, I'll bring it to you first, come and get up." Zhang Ningyao got up slowly, feeling Luo Fei's hands tied to something like a strap behind Zhang Ningyao's head. "Now, turn around, lie on your back slowly, and I'll wash your hair." Zhang Ningyao did so, slowly lay down, resting his neck on the edge of the bed, and scattered all his hair, Luo Fei took the hair, slowly scooped up a scoop of water with a scoop of things and slowly poured it up from the top of his head, and when his hair was wet, he put on some shampoo and slowly rubbed his hair. Zhang Ningyao's hair is jet black, very thin and long, and there are a lot of them. It may be because I haven't washed it for a long time, and some of my hair is knotted together. Luo Fei was afraid that it would hurt Zhang Ningyao, so he had to slowly pluck and rinse the tangled hair little by little. Then I made a basin of water and some shampoo, and just like this over and over again, until Luo Fei felt that he had washed it clean, he took out a towel to wipe Zhang Ningyao's hair. "Okay, you get up slowly, don't lie down. I'll bring the food later. Kind of hungry, isn't it? Zhang Ningyao shook his head, "I'm not hungry, I've worked hard for you." Luo Fei rubbed her face and said that it was not hard, and I was so happy. And he took the basin and went down.

Zhang Ningyao, who was in a better mood, was eager to try and wanted to get out of bed and walk around, and it took a long time to put them on after slowly finding them. Then while holding on to the edge of the bed while touching the front, she remembered that for her convenience, Luo Fei deliberately leaned the table and chair in the direction of the bed, and sure enough, Zhang Ningyao's feet stretched forward to reach the chair, and after finding the stool surface, she got up, and after sitting on the stool, she stretched her hand forward and accidentally hit the table, "Hiss~ It hurts a little." But he still managed to sit on the stool, folded his hands on the table and waited for Luo Fei to come over. She didn't want Luo Fei to do this and that for herself, but she was like a waste. After a while, Zhang Ningyao smelled the smell of rice, it should be Luo Fei back, so he hurriedly sat down. Luo Fei was startled when he first entered the door, and thought that Zhang Ningyao could see it, so he quickly put the food on the table, but Zhang Ningyao still couldn't see himself, his eyes were wide open, but he was still empty and didn't get any better. Luo Fei was not disappointed, snow blindness needed to be taken care of, and he believed that he would soon be able to see his death. So he took out the special prescription for the treatment of snow blindness made by the collector of the "miracle medicine" that Dawa had given him just now.

"Come on, I'll drop it for you. This is the decoction that Dawa gave me just now to treat snow blindness. Zhang Ningyao thought that a dead horse would be a live horse doctor, so he asked, "What is this?" Luo Fei didn't speak, and after soaking the towel on Zhang Ningyao, he slowly spoke, "This is a soup made from mosquito heads." Luo Fei thought that Zhang Ningyao would be disgusted, but she reflected mediocre, "As long as it's good, anything can be done." Luo Fei secretly exhaled, "My daughter-in-law is so easy to support!" Luo Fei thought that the two of them were on the way to Motuo, so they cooked noodles by themselves, and the two of them ate them separately. The noodle soup was already cooked before the noodles were opened, but Zhang Ningyao still ate all of it and had nothing left. No matter when Zhang Ningyao is still Zhang Ningyao, he is plain and does not pick or choose, he has backbone and perseverance.