During this time, Lin Qingqing didn't know how she came over, she was like a walking corpse, living in this small apartment every day, except for eating or sleeping, she didn't even move around.

She cut off contact, didn't use her phone, and didn't even turn on the TV much. The most important part of the day is to sit on the balcony and watch the city change from bustling to bizarre.

Some people's response to pain is to roar, cry and fuss, and do their best to express their emotions vividly. But some people bury all their emotions and slowly ferment them in their hearts. Until one day, this emotion ferments big enough to explode like *.

Although Lin Qingqing didn't know what kind of situation she belonged to, she just clearly understood that she didn't want to talk, didn't want to communicate with people, and didn't even want to think.

Ou Yuanlan really protects her too well, as long as she is unwilling, as long as she doesn't step out of this apartment, no one will bother her.

But all the calm is an illusion in front of the eyes, and this apparent calm will one day be broken in a resolute and complete posture.

"Tomorrow is May Day, Jiang Nuan gets married, are you going?" Ou Yuanlan was quietly processing the documents on the side, but when he heard the voice of Lin Qingqing, who had not been seen for a long time, he instantly raised his head.

can't dissipate her pain, can't protect her thoroughly, so the most Ou Yuanlan can do is not to force Lin Qingqing to do anything she doesn't want to do.

They hadn't spoken properly for nearly a week since that day had passed. Although he sometimes had to communicate, Lin Qingqing only passed a few simple words, and then returned to his own small world.

She almost closed herself off and didn't let anyone get close, including Ou Yuanlan. But he had always been patient with her, so even a long wait would be useless to him.

Now that he heard Lin Qingqing's voice and saw the fresh breath in her eyes, he realized that she had finally come to life.

"If you want to go, I'll go with you." He closed the computer, his tone still light.

Lin Qingqing nodded. "It's time to go out for a walk." She smiled palely.

Everyone has a city, and it is so solid that even the closest people can't get close. Lin Qingqing stored all his sorrows and sorrows in the city, and was unwilling to show them to anyone.

Although she knew that Ou Yuanlan would give her the greatest support and help her deal with those messy things, she understood that the emotions that were rushing back and forth in her veins could only be solved by herself, and no one else could do anything at all.

When he was sleeping at night, Lin Qingqing took the initiative to turn over and hug Ou Yuanlan. Her belly was already very large, and the little creature inside was already moving on its own, occasionally kicking her belly mischievously.

After a period of living death, Lin Qingqing suddenly seemed to have an epiphany. She didn't want to torture herself anymore, and she didn't want to torture the child in her belly.

Those things that are messy about the past, let's put them aside. Who is her biological mother and who is her biological father does not seem to matter so much. In short, no matter who gave her life, those people didn't give her even the slightest bit of love.

She rested her head between Ou Yuanlan's neck, desperately absorbing the warmth. For a week, she hadn't been able to get a good night's sleep. On this night, she can finally let herself go for a while and have a good rest.

"Every one of them was so selfish that they wanted their conscience to be a little better, so they turned to torment me." Lin Qingqing's voice was almost inaudible, but it still really reached Ou Yuanlan's ears.

At this moment, she is like a child who has been wronged, because others took away the candy that should have belonged to her, so she can only confide in her grievances, and her clear eyes are full of tears.

In the dark, Ou Yuanlan's hand gently stroked Lin Qingqing's long and smooth hair. "To me, you are the most precious treasure in the world." He dropped a kiss on her forehead.

Seeing you at a glance, everything is inferior, this is the meaning of Lin Qingqing to Ou Yuanlan. The meeting of two people seems to be destined by God, and it is a very natural thing for people to fall in love and get married later.

In fact, they are each other's gifts from God, the best reward for those sufferings in the past. Embrace each other in the dark, relying on that warm comfort to resist this cruel world.

When he set off the next day, Lin Qingqing was still struggling with whether to wear a coat or a skirt. She didn't want to be embarrassed at Jiang Nuan's wedding, not to mention that there was such a dazzling Ou Yuanlan standing next to her. But her current figure is not as good as before, she is really bloated.

In the end, Lin Qingqing, who was wrapped in a long coat, followed Ou Yuanlan, who was tall, and went out. Looking at the man's straight suit, she couldn't help but scold, is it to tease her little sister if she looks so good? !

Of course, she didn't say this, so when Ou Yuanlan turned back suddenly, she was unexpectedly empty-hearted. "How...... What's wrong? She asked, stumbling.

"Bai Luo called in the morning." He naturally took Lin Qingqing's hand and said. "He asked if you knew Jiang Nuan's current situation."

Speaking of this person, Lin Qingqing was silent again. She really didn't know whether to tell Bai Luo about it, just like whether to tell Xu Yanran that Su Cheng had AIDS.

After getting into the car, Lin Qingqing answered this question. "Otherwise, I'll give Bai Luo a call, right?" There was a hint of inquiry in her tone.

When she asked the question, she had already made a decision. Because she thought of Xu Yanran and Su Cheng's affairs, she felt that she should take action.

At that time, because he didn't tell Xu Yanran about Su Cheng's illness earlier, the two almost parted. So now, she can't afford to repeat the mistakes of the past.

When the phone was dialed, Lin Qingqing was still a little apprehensive. She was afraid that the person opposite would tell her that he didn't care about these things at all, and she was also afraid that Bai Luo would be stunned, and then hung up the phone.

Thankfully, none of that happened. Bai Luo just picked up the phone, quietly listened to Lin Qingqing finish talking about things, and then replied: "I'll go with you." After that, he hung up.

Lin Qingqing's sixth sense is always accurate, and she hopes it will be the same this time. She could feel that Jiang Nuan was not very happy in her tone when she said that she was going to get married.

Paying for her whole life for an incurable emotional wound, Lin Qingqing really mentioned that she was not worth it. A lifetime is so long, you must be with the person you like. This time, hopefully they won't make another mistake.