"At that time, an idea suddenly sprung up in my heart, how good it would be if my children could live in this environment, with fine clothes and food, countless servants, high beds and soft pillows, and protection from the wind and cold - since Yunqing can replace Li Zhuang and possess everything that originally belonged to me, why can't I let my children live the same life again?!"

Shangguan Bo slowly let go of his embrace and looked at Yun Niang calmly and pityingly.

"I was struggling and hesitating, the child in the bed suddenly woke up, he was the same as my Bo'er, he didn't cry or make a fuss when he woke up, but Bo'er always laughed when he woke up and saw me, but this child didn't laugh, just looked at me very strangely, kept staring at me with big eyes, looked at me obediently and quietly, and seemed to be patiently waiting for me to make a decision. At that moment, I hesitated, if I really did that, and carried this child out of the greenhouse, would he not be able to withstand the wind and rain outside and wither? …… It was then that Bo'er suddenly cried outside, he never cried in front of strangers, maybe he also felt it, felt that his mother didn't want him anymore, as soon as Bo'er cried, I was in a mess, I was afraid that the children in the room would also cry, and I couldn't tell it when the time came......"

Yun Dan choked up, and said the truth that made her feel the most painful and guilty: "As soon as Bo'er cried outside, Yahuan was in chaos, they tried their best to coax him, taking turns teasing him back and forth, for fear that I would be known about it, but Bo'er kept crying, he never left my arms for so long, and he never cried hoarsely like that...... I was very scared, my heart was numb, I held the child in the crib and put it in a small bamboo box, the girls came in, the sharp-eyed girl has been holding my Bo'er distressedly, and has been reluctant to return Bo'er to me. Boer held out his hand to me, and he wanted me to hug him, but ...... I don't dare...... I picked up that little bamboo box and went out quickly......"

Yun Niang closed her eyes......

"You, you just swapped the two children?" Shangguan Bo couldn't believe it.

Yun nodded lightly.

"I walked out with the small bamboo box, Bo'er cried sadly in the room, my heart really hurt, he was always so well-behaved and quiet, I wanted to put down the small wooden box and run back, and then hug my poor and sensible child, and leave here with him, even if I continue to wander away, I will not be separated from him again - but there is no chance, Bo'er is crying more and more desolately, there are more and more people in the yard, they are all afraid, afraid that his cry will attract Yunqing's dissatisfaction, I told myself that I must be ruthless, Only in this way can I give Bo'er the best life - I don't dare to go back, so I walked out of the courtyard gate, out of the mansion gate, and out of the world of the Shangguan family......"

Shangguan Liyan stood aside like a wooden chicken, their life experience, their identities, just like this?

A stealing day and a day change was carried out so blandly, without any planning and calculation, without the imaginary bloody storm, just a thought, a hasty response, incomparably absurd and desolate......

Yun Dan continued emptily: "I finally persuaded myself, my Bo'er is so weak, the stronger wind outside will blow him sick, not to mention that we have to avoid Yun Qing's pursuit, he will be well taken care of here, exquisite care will make up for his congenital deficiencies, he will not remember that his mother abandoned him, let alone know that he was not born yet, he drank cold snake blood, and ate sour mountain fruits......"

Shangguan Yan was silent.

"I walked farther and farther away with Yunqing's child, no one in the house dared to stop me, they were all afraid to give way, they didn't dare to ask me anything, they even wanted me to go quickly, the farther away the better...... The child in the small bamboo box is so quiet, through the bamboo strips, I even see him kicking his feet and laughing, I walk faster and faster, his laughter is getting louder and louder, more and more crisp, the laughter is the same as my family Bo'er's laughter, so heartwarming......"

Yes.

Yes.

Yun Niang sent her child into a delicate cage with a high bed and soft pillows, but gave Yun Qing's child a truly warm freedom...... Perhaps children themselves are smarter and more sensitive than adults, and they foresee their future fate from the moment they are replaced. So one of them was crying on the soft bed of warm jade, and the other was laughing in the leaky bamboo box.

"I took Yunqing's child back to the inn in a panic, the child is very well-behaved, eats and sleeps, he is much healthier than my Bo'er, and too lively, always giggling, always kicking and kicking. Boer always snuggled up in my arms quietly like a cat, and he would hold my fingers tightly and shake them tightly for me to play with him. I'm still hesitating, I miss Bo'er with all my might, I don't know if he has stopped crying, I don't know if someone will hold him when I sleep at night...... After a night of thinking and tormenting thoughts, the next day I decided to go back to Shangguan Mansion and use the same method to transfer the child back. ”

"I strapped my child to my arms and walked down the deserted river to the city, worrying about whether my plans would go through...... But then...... Yun Qing appeared. ”

My heart thumped—by the river, kid, Yunqing—could it be—

"I was so scared, there was never a moment like that, I was afraid that Yunqing would find the child in my arms, I was afraid that she would recognize it as her child-she kept chattering, explaining to me that she had pushed me into the river back then-I just felt that my mind was blank, my body quickly froze, the river rushed and we crashed downstream, I was hit and my whole body was in pain, I desperately untied the child in my arms-this winter the river was so cold that I was about to die of pain, how could such a young child bear it- I lifted him up and out of the water with all my might, and I kept shouting, even when I heard him crying...... But soon I couldn't support it......"

Yun Niang's whole body trembled, and Shangguan Bo hugged her tightly in his arms regardless of the presence of everyone.

Yun Qing has done a lot of injustice, and the person who was pushed into the Winter River by her to accompany the cold disease for the rest of her life is her own flesh and blood.

"When I woke up, it was the medicine lady who saved me and the child. The period of time I spent recuperating with her was the calmest and safest I felt. I only knew that Yunqing's child had just been infected with chickenpox, and his body was weak, although I tried my best to hold him up, he was still stained with the cold of ice water, and he also had a cold disease——"

Shangguan Li was born in Yun Dan, congenitally deficient, I have seen the appearance of his room, the body of the cold.

Shangguan Yan fell into the glacier and also contracted cold.

It's providential.

"Later, I came to this town according to the guidance given to me by Yao Niang, the child's health is still very poor, Yao Niang said that he has injured the foundation, and it is a very long process to relieve the cold, but she can't always adjust for him. I'm guilty, if I hadn't picked him up, wouldn't everything have been different? Since that resentment twenty-five years ago, I am no longer the same cloud I used to be—my body...... I also have the same blood and evil as Yunqing in my body...... The same selfishness and ruthlessness...... Same ......"

"Yun'er, don't say it-" Shangguan Bo closed his eyes and felt painful, whether it was Yun Niang or Shangguan Yanli, wasn't it because of him that they suffered?

"We spent a few years peacefully in this town, and these years were really the happiest days of my life, the shadow of Yunqing is getting lighter and faer, the child's health is getting better and better, he is starting to have friends, and his mood is getting better and better. I really feel very satisfied, and I pray every day that God can continue this life, so that those days that do not see the light of day will be buried in the past. And the child who was abandoned by his mother, among the disciples of the Gaomen Mansion, will definitely not be wronged...... That's all I can think of...... I can only think like this......"

"But Yunqing is the catastrophe of my life, she still found us, this time she doesn't have to make any gestures with me, she just wants my life - poor Ah Xue and Ah Jun have become my shields, I am afraid that she will find my child and run up the mountain to try to lure her away - we had a dispute on the mountain, Yun Qing accidentally fell into the cloud needle and died-I finally couldn't support it, and almost died on the mountain......"

The past is full of scenes, happy and miserable, slowly pushing closer and farther away in Yun Niang's eyes, and thinking about it is all guilty.

"When I woke up, I was already in the Shangguan Mansion, and I became what you think Mrs. Yun was - I was still so selfish, afraid of losing everything, and acquiesced in my identity, because I saw my child," Yun Niang had tears in her eyes, looking at her own son Shangguan Li, who she didn't dare to admit, "For so many years, I haven't known how he is doing, and I don't even know what his name is, it turns out that his name is Shangguan Li, and he still looks so similar to Yan'er, just like twins, but Li'er's body is better than Yan'er's, It really looks like a brother. Li'er is knowledgeable, healthy and casual, it can be seen that he is doing well, he smiles and calls me Yun Niang, but he never refuses to call me a mother, nine years...... My Bo'er has not been separated from me since he was swaddled, but I gave up on him so that he could live well...... I'm scared, I'm in pain, I don't want to face everything I'm going to face next......" Yun Niang intermittently cried.

"But the most painful thing for me is the first thing I think of when I wake up, which is the child who has always been by my side-" Yun Niang choked and couldn't speak, she was so contradictory, one was biological but had been separated, and the other was not biological but had always been with her, and she owed it to everyone.

"It's been eight years, and I've been with him day and night for eight years, and I've heard him call me mother all the time, although he is not my own child, the depths of his blood have long been fused together...... On the day I was seriously injured and wanted to die, I could feel him holding me by my side, giving me warmth, telling me not to fall asleep, and calling me mother all the time...... But what about me? I first robbed him of eight years of prosperity and peace, and then killed his biological mother...... And then I brazenly accepted everything here again, eager to see my own child...... How could I push him away, how could I possibly let him go and recognize my child? ……”

A self-deprecating smile suddenly appeared on Shangguan Li's lips.

"But it didn't take long for me to realize that everything wasn't as good as I thought it would be...... Li'er ...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" Yun Niang didn't seem to have anything to say to Shangguan Li in addition to being sorry.

Some things don't know where to start, and some things make people crazy when they say them.