Chapter 146: A Hot Oath Goes with the Wind
Mama Xiong seemed to know what I wanted to ask, so she naturally continued: "On the day our young lady died, it was snowing, and the cold winter coupled with the humidity was really cold, and Liu Wangyue was also a person who was afraid of the cold, so when it came to winter, she would not pay attention to anything, and the work of the next person would become very easy." After I was drawn out of the young lady, I often stole time to go to the cold courtyard to see her, that day Liu Wangyue opened us to boil medicine for the little lady, I took the opportunity to go to the cold courtyard to see the miss, but the young lady was not in the cold courtyard, I was anxious to look around, she came out the first few times for a purpose, this time out must also be looking for Liu Wangyue's mother and daughter, I quickly returned to the kitchen, and saw that Liu Wangyue was still quietly boiling medicine, then she must have gone to find the little lady. I ran towards the little lady's boudoir, and sure enough, I saw the young lady in the courtyard, and she was holding a sharp stone with a hideous face, and rushed towards the little lady's room with her teeth and claws——"
Mama Bear's speech became faster and faster, and her breathing trembled: "I grabbed her, her appearance startled me, I haven't seen her for a while, half of her hair is gray, her clothes are messy, like a madwoman who can be seen everywhere on the side of the road." She stared at me, gritted her teeth and scolded me, saying that I was a traitor, admitting adultery, saying that I would go to hell like Liu Wangyue's mother and daughter, she waved the sharp stone in her hand, saying that she had been out of sight for four days and four nights, and that she had sharpened her to kill people, and first took the evil seed, and then took the slut's, and then killed me. I beg her, beg her not to do anything again, not to do evil again, I have tried my best to behave well in front of Liu Wangyue, just so that one day I can get Liu Wangyue to promise me to return to Miss to take care of her......"
But the young lady didn't believe it at all, she was really completely crazy, she said that she had finally escaped, and she must die with them, and I begged her on my knees and hugged her legs, begged her to look at me, begged her to think about her former self, and there was nothing else in her eyes except resentment. She pushed me away, and the young lady, who had no power to tie the chicken, pushed me away with all her might, and rushed into the little lady's room like a monster, and I threw myself at her clothes, and the ground was so slippery that we all fell, and I fell to the ground, so I didn't feel pain, and the young lady fell to the ground with a painful expression, and then I saw blood spilling from the back of her head, staining the slate red. I panicked and didn't know what to do, at this time Liu Wangyue was just about to come to deliver the boiled medicine to the little lady, she looked at the young lady lying on the ground, and also saw the blood, she flew down and put down the decoction, to help the young lady. It was me, I grabbed her and told her not to save her. ”
My eyes widened, trying to see Mother Bear's expression clearly, and Mother Bear grabbed my wrist tightly as if I was going to save Liu Wangyue.
"At that moment, I also understood, my young lady, died under the three-foot white silk, this vicious and crazy woman, is not worthy of wearing our young lady's skin at all. Every time I saw her hideous face when she was full of resentment, I was so frightened that my soul screamed, why my young lady was so miserable, what kind of curse had fallen on her, to let her live so distortedly. She should have died a long time ago, while she was still kind. ”
Liu Wangyue relented again, she said that everyone is responsible for letting Miss become like this, I told her that if she wants to save Miss, it will only put Miss Xiao in danger of being killed all the time, I picked up the sharp stone that Miss fell beside me and told her that Miss used it to kill us. Liu Wangyue took a few steps back, looked at the young lady in a daze, and was silent. ”
At that time, Miss opened her eyes, she was not dead, the strange thing is that I could not see the resentment and horror on her face, but very calm, very peaceful, even smiled at me, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't make a sound, I know, for so many years, she only had this moment to be calm, I knelt beside her and asked her, Miss, is it you? She—she smiled and closed her eyes, as if enjoying the silence and peace of the moment. Liu Wangyue saw that Miss was not dead, and began to shake again, I begged her, begged her to let Miss die so peacefully, at the moment when her soul and conscience returned. Liu Wangyue looked at me and cried, she has always been a person who has few words, and finally she said to the young lady: Miss, for twenty years, I have not said this sentence in my heart, I am a servant, you and our young lady are both masters, I am not qualified to comment on your mistakes, but indeed, it is my young lady who is at fault first, and it should not be you who bears all this. On behalf of my young lady, I apologize to you. After speaking, she bowed deeply to our young lady and said a fair word for the grievances of more than twenty years. ”
Mother Bear finally couldn't cry.
"Twenty years, since Miss Kiss Yu wants to fight with our young lady for the master, our young lady has not been able to really feel at ease in the past twenty years, even if Miss Kiss Yu is unknown in life and death, she is affecting everything in the Zheng Mansion. Our young lady, really tired, she looked at Liu Wangyue, there were tears in her eyes, Liu Wangyue saw all the things of the past twenty years, she loyally defended the rights and wrongs of Miss Kiss Yu, and finally was willing to say a word of justice. The young lady exhaled lightly, waved her hand lightly, and let us go, and she was to lie quietly alone in the snow, and finish this half-tired rush. The next day, someone found her body, and Liu Wangyue kept silent about it, and everyone speculated that not far from the young lady's corpse, there was still a soup bowl that Liu Wangyue forgot to take. After the death of the young lady, the funeral was brought lightly, except for me and the circle, Liu Wangyue replaced all the subordinates in the long-term hospital, and the cause of the eldest lady's death was no longer mentioned-I know that the little lady has always had doubts in her heart, and even suspected that Liu Wangyue killed the young lady-it's me, it's me who pushed her down and let her die in the wind and snow, Liu Wangyue doesn't have to bear such suspicions, she-she's a good person......"
Mrs. Zheng, Liu Wangyue, is a good person, if it weren't for the injury and suffering of her beloved daughter, she would still be a gentle and weak woman now;
The eldest lady of the Zheng family, Li Fengmei, was also a good person. If it weren't for the loss of flesh and blood, if it weren't for the lack of love from her husband, she might be a kind and kind mother now.
No one is wrong, so why has everything changed?
Is it because of the girl named Kiss Jade?
I cried, I love to listen to stories, but I can't listen to the story, no matter whether the ending is good or bad, I will be full of emotion, because I put myself too much in my shoes, according to Song Lingjian's words, it is a mediocre person who disturbs himself and asks for trouble, according to Han Sanxiao's words, it is too much horse urine and nothing to look for.
When Mama Bear saw me crying so sadly, she was stunned and said, "Why are you crying?" ”
I cried so hard that I said, "I ...... I feel uncomfortable listening to it......"
Mother Xiong sighed and smiled with relief: "It's rare that after so many years, there will still be people who feel sorry for our young lady - I sometimes look back and think of the young lady's appearance now, I almost can't remember the appearance of the young lady in the past twenty years, I only remember that she was still the eldest lady of the Li family when she didn't marry into the Zheng Mansion, Si Swenwen, happy or unhappy, she likes to smile with her mouth pursed, for Zheng Gongzi - that is, the current master, the two sisters turned against each other, and in the end no one got anything, why bother?" Why bother? ”
I stopped crying, wiped away tears and asked, "Sister? What sisters? ”
Mama Bear said, "Oh? - Didn't I tell you? Miss Kiss Jade is our own sister. ”
Pro-sister-sister-sister-
I opened my mouth wide, every time at this time, Han Sanxiao always came to support my chin, saying that my chin was going to fall off-
I was really surprised that the cold wind poured into my throat from my wide mouth at once, and I coughed uncomfortably.
"Our young lady, Miss Kiss Yu, Liu Wangyue, and me, almost all grew up watching each other, Miss is humble and kind, let Miss Kiss Yu choose everything first, but only the husband can't. But Miss Kiss Yu has long been arrogant and indulgent—alas, now that it has been almost twenty-seven years, no one has lived the life he wants as he originally said...... I still remember that we were only sixteen or seventeen years old, lying together on the bamboo couch in the courtyard to enjoy the shade, the old lady asked us what kind of life we want in the future, Miss Kiss Yu was the first to say, she wants to swim all over the peak of Changchuan, after walking the north and south of the river, it is best to have someone together, Liu Wangyue said, she will accompany the young lady. Our young lady said in detail that she only wants to be quiet, husband and children, and have a white head with her sweetheart......"
Mama Bear's voice was blown away in the wind, and no one could pick up these broken vows anymore, only hot tears and cold souls, mourning these memories that could not be properly collected, and the smiling face.
My tears kept seeping out, I thought, will one day, me, Song Lingjian, Han Sanxiao, Xia Xia, Yan Cuo, and many other people I care about and care about me, we will all go to an unimaginable painful ending, no one can control it, how can I stop and let everything stop now? ——
But if you think about it, this year, since the accident of Eleven Lang, we have begun to become too much, too much.
No, I'm going to hold everything tight, we're going to be together all the time.
Silently, before I knew it, I had arrived in the town, and on the gray street, someone had already lit a street lamp in the alley lamp pavilion in front of my house, and my vision was washed with tears and became more blurry.
I hesitated, I wanted Mama Xiong to send it here, I know the street very well, even if it gets dark, I can still go home slowly, but she still needs a long way to return to Zhengfu, and when she comes, there are two of us, and she is only one person when she goes back, and she has to pass through the terrifying Xihuayuan. Yes, after this journey, my opinion of Mama Bear has completely changed.
At this time, I heard a brisk footstep in the distance, more powerful than Song Ling's arrow, and lighter than Han San's smile. Whose is it?
I opened my eyes and saw a cold white light drifting from afar, not like a lamp or candle, and the man approached us with the light, and soon the light was extinguished, as if to hide it from others.
"Miss Yan - Mother Bear?"
It was Shangguan Yan's voice.
"Yes...... Is it Lord Shangguan? "I'm not sure, maybe it's the night boy again.
"Miss Yan has good ears. Did you just come back from the West? Shangguan Yan said gently.
I took the opportunity to say, "Well, just as I was about to be separated here, Mama Xiong was worried that I wouldn't be able to return home as a half-blind person." ”
Shangguan Yan said: "I just want to go to the direction of Xiuzhuang, Miss Yan and I can go together, it's dark, Mama Xiong should go back before it gets dark." ”
Mama Bear dismantled a lantern and stuffed it into my hand, and said gloomily as before: "Then I won't send it." Don't. ”
Looking at the vague figure of Mother Bear leaving, I still couldn't stop crying.