"That is raised by Miss Kiss Yu, and our Miss is also very close, when I was young, the dog got into trouble, Miss Kiss Yu chased it everywhere to teach a lesson, it always hid under Miss Kiss skirt for protection, Miss always carried it around, like her own child. The was anxious to protect the cubs, and pounced on her and bit the young lady, who was stunned at that time, she looked at the blood marks on her hand that the dog that had grown up watching since she was a child, as if her soul suddenly woke up for a moment, I could feel that she was really in pain, lost in hatred, sometimes sober, sometimes fallen. Later, he woke me up in the middle of the night for several days, asked me if I heard the sound of the puppy whining, and when she walked, she often said that she had stepped on something soft under her feet - she was very conflicted, she was struggling, she wanted to be a bad person, but she was always condemned by her conscience, many times I begged her, begged her not to torture herself so much, she first cried for a while, and then touched her stomach and said repeatedly: I will never let them have a good time. ”

"I can only blame everything on her hysteria, it is hysteria that has made her lose her mind, time may heal her, as long as my lord and I are by her side, she will slowly change back to what she was before. But no, she was determined to make Liu Wangyue and the little lady feel bad, thinking of a way to toss them, Liu Wangyue was originally born as a girl, and she was very in awe of Miss in her bones, and she entered the door in such a name, and she was ashamed of Miss in her heart, so she didn't dare to resist Miss at all. The little lady is still young, no matter how stubborn she is, she is just a child, and Liu Wangyue's attitude of always calming things down, the young lady has become even more serious. The lord may also feel guilty about the young lady, so he often turns a blind eye. But as the little lady grows up, she looks more and more like Miss Kiss Yu, and her temperament and personality are similar, she is more and more pleasing to the master, and our young lady hates it even more. ”

In the past ten years, she has slowly forgotten her former self, lost her conscience, and lost her feelings. Six years ago, she pushed and injured the little miss, the little miss was seriously ill and difficult to treat, Liu Wangyue cried so much that her liver and intestines were broken, I always knew that she really treated the little miss as her own flesh and blood, and the young lady not only did not reflect, but also prevented the doctor from seeing the little lady several times. I never understood why there was a choking smell in the powder box that Miss knocked over, and Miss said that it was the spice she added to it, insectivorous powder, which was rubbed on the skin for a long time, and it would bite the skin and make the wipe ulcer. After more than ten years of rivalry, it finally turned into a substantial injury, and for fear of the master's blame, she also wanted to kill people to cover up the truth. ”

"She asked me to drug the little lady's medicine and Liu Wangyue's meal, poison them to death, and then find an excuse to prevaricate casually, and when the old man came back, the lights went out, and I couldn't find out anything, when she said this, there was a ruthless fierceness in her eyes, my cold hair stood on end, her conscience had long disappeared in the pleasure of bullying others, I asked her to hurry up and stop, it was human life after all, but the young lady no longer believed me, she blamed me for pulling her when I was arguing, otherwise she could push the little young lady to death, There won't be so many aftermaths. ”

"In the end, I didn't expect that she ...... She personally went to get the poison and put it in the medicine of the little lady, but the little lady did not die, and Nuan Nuan, who tested the medicine for the little lady, became a substitute for the dead. I knew that after she was poisoned, I immediately thought of Nuan Nuan, I panicked, desperately ran to find Nuan Nuan, that night was really stuffy and hot, I heard a desolate cry in the sound of cicadas, I found the timid girl, Liu Wangyue was crying bitterly while holding Nuan Nuan who had lost her breath, and I stood far away, not even crying. After Nuan Nuan died, I didn't talk to Miss for a long time, for so many years, everyone abandoned her, only I was by her side, and I tried my best to cooperate with what she did, but she killed Nuan Nuan and killed my loyalty to her. ”

"Without me by her side, maybe she really started to feel lonely too, and the hysteria started to come back and get worse. She often got up in the middle of the night to light the lamp and look outside the courtyard, asking me if there was anything passing by, as if the sound of someone crawling, the sound of her palms crawling coldly on the ground, she screamed, said that she saw bloody palm prints on the ground, said that she heard someone knock on her door - she really pushed herself into a corner, and she would collapse at any moment. ”

My eyes are hot, I don't know, behind the frightening fierce appearance of Mother Bear, there is a softness that we don't know, I can't help but think, if one day I am blinded by a moment of hatred and become unable to distinguish between right and wrong, will my Xia Xia also be so loyal to my side, helping me to do good when I am good, and being evil with me when I am evil?

Liu Wangyue also knew the motive of the young lady, locked herself in the little lady's room, and didn't even dare to open the window. However, she didn't know that the young lady had a hysterical attack, and she had no time to trouble them. The lord finally came back, he was very angry, and asked us what happened, I don't know whether to say that Liu Wangyue is too kind or too weak, she still doesn't say a word about what Miss did, it's me, it's me who told the lord all the facts, after the lord heard the whole thing, he was silent for a long time, he didn't lose his temper, he didn't blame anyone, he only said one word to all the people present, he said: Since then, there is no eldest lady in the Zheng Mansion, only Li Fengmei. ”

After saying this, the old man never looked at the young lady again, no matter what the young lady said and what the noise was, he should not be able to hear, and he didn't even have the young lady's share of eating and setting the dishes, even if the young lady stood in front of him, he could not see it. The people in the house probably knew what it meant, and no one dared to look at Miss anymore, as if she didn't exist - this was the most ruthless punishment of the lord to Miss, a person was obviously alive, but in the eyes of others, it was like death. ”

Master Zheng's method of seeing no blade and no blood, it is indeed a bit cruel to think about it, but the truth is often like this, all you can hurt are people who care about you.

"The neglected young lady moved out of the compound, and Liu Wangyue became the house, in fact, except for the fewer people called, we were not in much embarrassment. I said to the young lady, it's good to live a quiet life like this, stay away from those right and wrong, don't fight those grievances, you don't have to see those who you want to see but can't see, you can see people you don't want to see. Slowly wait for the time to pass, the master is not so angry, and will naturally let us move back, and everything will be the same. The young lady was demented and did not speak, she had imagined a lot of punishment, but she did not expect the master to do this to her. But the advantage is that she's quiet, it's better than crazy, so I didn't worry as much as I did at first. ”

"Slowly I relaxed my vigilance, Miss suddenly ran out while I wasn't paying attention, ran to the courtyard of Little Miss, told her about her serious illness, and had a big quarrel with Liu Wangyue, originally Liu Wangyue didn't want to pursue the previous things, that quarrel finally made Liu Wangyue ruthless, locked us in the cold courtyard, and didn't allow us to come out again. Miss has always been restless, has been challenging Liu Wangyue's bottom limit, and finally made trouble in the attic, Liu Wangyue finally can't bear it, she may think that I also have a fire on the side, so she deliberately separated me from Miss, completely isolated Miss, and left her alone to fend for herself in the cold......"

By the way, the attic? - I heard Zheng Jewel say, but I have always been curious, because today Zheng Jewel told me that the current Kiss Jade Pavilion was built for feng shui, but I remember once when chatting in the embroidery courtyard, she mentioned that her attic was erected when she was full moon, how did this Kiss Jade Pavilion fall? What's the inconsistency?

So I asked, "Is there two of these kissing jade pavilions?" Why does the jewel say that it was set up at the time of the full moon at one time, and then say that it was rebuilt six years ago when the feng shui was changed? What happened when Jewel saw the eldest lady go to the new building with you? ”

"It's the same thing in both cases – because these two buildings are two buildings at all, but they're built in the same place and look the same."

"Oh? Yes? ...... "I didn't go around the corner.

"On the day of the full moon of the young lady, the lord did invite skilled craftsmen from all over the town and outside the town to build a new boudoir, which is divided into two floors, which is the most luxurious in our house. Our young lady is not happy, but this is the master's decision, and no one can doubt it. On the day the new building was erected, the lord was very happy, he hadn't smiled so much for a long time, and he invited many guests for the first time, the scene was very luxurious, and the people in the yamen also came, I remember that your father also came at that time, and he was still holding a child in his hand, it should be you, but I didn't pay much attention to it at that time. ”

Father? This word makes me very sensitive, it turns out that when I was a child, my father also brought me to Zhengfu, is this fate?

"At that time, the building built by the old man, the upper floor was given to the young lady, and the lower floor was given to the second lady, and the building card was set up, and the name was hugged Yueqi, which was regarded as a reward for Liu Wangyue to take care of the little lady. The young lady was originally taboo about the master's partiality, and as soon as she saw the name of the building, she immediately became angry, and slapped Liu Wangyue in front of all the guests. The lord was very angry, but Liu Wangyue begged the lord to change the name of the building in order to calm the matter, and the lord changed the name of the building to 'hug Yueqi' to 'Kiss Jade Pavilion' - those who knew knew that he did it on purpose, and Miss was the most taboo about the name of Kiss Jade, but the lord took Kiss Jade as the name of the pavilion, he wanted to tell Miss not to challenge his patience in person, he didn't care about anyone's feelings at all.

I also admire this Master Zheng more and more, soft on the outside and rigid on the inside, it's not simple. But if he has such a self-assertive opinion in his heart, why let everything happen? Are you really too lazy to care? Still don't dare to face it?

"Happy events turned into angry things, Miss was provoked to resentment in the past, many days did not sleep well, and said that she dreamed that Miss Kiss Yu walked around in the newly erected boudoir, smiling at her, and within a few days, she held a torch to burn the new building, saying that she would burn these women who had suffered all her life in it, but fortunately no one lived in the new building at that time, and did not hurt her life. Later, the old man had to go out again, and he had no time to take care of it, so he had to remove the remnants and build an ordinary bungalow compound. ”

"And now this is the third building?" It seems that the bad things done by this eldest lady really affected Mama Xiong, everyone thought they were embarrassed, but Mama Xiong was not a human at either end.

Later, Miss was seriously ill, Mr. Feng Shui said that the original courtyard orientation was not suitable for Miss Lady's body, the old man gave Miss a floor paper, it may be fate, Miss fell in love with the pattern of the front building at a glance, the front building because it was built, so the master knew the project and the layout inside, so the new building only took half the time to build. He is still named Baoyueqi, the young lady is still going to make trouble, and the old man has changed it to Kissing Jade Pavilion as before. The old man is like this, looking at Sven has no temper, and some things are very stubborn. It's just that this time Miss never had a chance to touch the building, and she was kept under house arrest until she died outside Miss's door. ”

I nodded, so it was, but, what I want to know most is, how did the eldest lady die? But I didn't dare to ask, for fear that the answer would be the same as my own conjecture.