After Bamo left, she was the only one left in the whole dark room, she sat on the ebony chair and pondered, yes, she did do too many wrong things, one by one clearly in her mind, the child's return is still providence after all......

When I learned that Ajiala was pregnant, my feelings were complicated, how good it would be if Ajiala didn't marry Yan Zhifeng, then I would still love Ajiala and Ajiala's child as always, but time can't go back, Ajiala not only married Yan Zhifeng but also conceived his child like herself, but how much I hate Yan Zhifeng, even my own child she abandoned, how can I tolerate Ajiala's child being born, so that their family of three can live happily together, And I can only die alone. A beast like Yan Zhifeng is not worthy of children at all, and he is not worthy of happiness at all. That's what I thought at the time, and when this sinful thought arises, all the dark elements come out. When Ajiala was more than five months pregnant, it was the hottest day, and I remember that Ajiala's favorite drink in the summer was the cold and refreshing sweet tea. I took a pot of sweet tea and soaked it in the water of the Brahmaputra River for a long time to make the taste of the sweet tea cool.

When I handed the sweet tea to Ajia, I didn't feel a little guilty or scared, but very excited, that feeling of excitement. Ajiala is a kind woman, she didn't have any doubts about the sweet tea I brought, but praised me for having a heart, Ajiala touched her belly that had grown and smiled and said to me, "Our Jue mother can still think of Ajia, it's so hot that I really want to drink something cold, it's hard for you to have a heart." "As long as Ajiala likes it, I still have the Puja to go first." Ajiala should not drink too much, it is not good to drink too much cold. "Now that I think about it, maybe Ajiala just drank it because I was calm. I was very effective at the time, and I was the only one in the clan who could kill and save people. Therefore, there are two sides to the human being, just like a doctor, who can both save and kill people.

That night, Ajia La had a seizure, the time was just right for me, this point should be the time when Yan Zhifeng just returned to the village, he only stayed in the village two days a week, he must have just come back at this time today, when I thought of him so painful, I instantly felt very excited. The deeper his feelings for Adala, the deeper the pain will be, and it's time for them to experience my pain. When I arrived, everyone was already there, I guessed right, Yan Zhifeng was really there, he glanced at me and didn't look at me again, as if he saw through my thoughts, and there were no emotional ups and downs. just sat next to Ajiala and accompanied him, and there didn't seem to be any anxiety in his eyes. Grandma saw me coming over and quickly pulled me over, "Bandhan, look at how you are doing." "I took Adala's pulse and pressed my hand on Ajiala's stomach. Shaking his head, "The child is dead and has no fetal heartbeat." Ajiala fainted crying. I vaguely seemed to see Yan Zhifeng's ridicule, yes, all this was originally done for him. I walked towards Yan Zhifeng and called out to him under the gaze of the whole family, "Brother-in-law, I have something to talk to you about when you come out." "I saw Abba and Grandma's expressions become very solemn, but I ignored them. The temperature in Tibet varies greatly, the sun is still shining during the day, and the wind at night is even a bit biting. The wind blowing on me did not hinder my high-pitched excitement and faint excitement. "Bandan Dolma, do you think your revenge game is interesting?" "I'm Juemu, you... Not worthy of my name. Yan Zhifeng kept looking at me before he slowly spoke, "Jue Mu, do you think I'll be sad?" Hehe, your Adjala is the same as you to me, just my pawn, just a child. Huh... By the way, do you remember this kid of yours? When I heard this, I clenched my fists slightly, "I haven't lost my humanity like you and dared to kill." I just threw her to an old lama of a temple. Well, I'm still very kind to my children. But I can't be responsible for her future, it depends on her creation. Yan Zhifeng clapped his hands and said to me, "Come back to your senses, don't pretend to be the Virgin, where was your mercy when you killed someone?" After saying that, I went back to the house without looking back.

The child is gone, and Adhala locks herself in the house all day. The next day, Abba called me to his room and severely reprimanded me, "Are you in love with your brother-in-law Yan Zhifeng?" "Before I could defend myself, Abba slapped me." You pervert! You can actually fall in love with your brother-in-law, you said that the miscarriage of Dunzhu (sister's name) has nothing to do with you, it is really unfortunate for the family. I laughed loudly when I looked at Abba's angry jumping feet, laughing very miserably and sadly, "I was with Yan Zhifeng first, and Ajiala was the third party." On what basis do you accuse me of being at fault? "Don't you, as the mother of Jue, know that you can only marry with your own people? If you make a mistake, you don't know how to repent and keep your mouth shut. "Abba, my dear Abba, don't forget that I am now the mother of the whole clan." After saying that, I ignored Abba's abuse of me, and walked directly out of the main hall, and as soon as I went out, I saw Grandma's hateful eyes when she saw me. "That kid is Yan Zhifeng's?" I nodded. "You killed Dunzhu's child?" I still nodded. "Pandan Juemu, it's really Juemu, the methods are really very vicious."

After the lecture, Grandma walked into the main hall, and didn't look at me as if I didn't exist. So what am I doing wrong again? I still don't understand what I'm doing wrong. It's ridiculous, I'm the one who deserves to be pitied. At night, during the day, I mixed the Tibetan incense in their room with Mola with the ingredients of ecstasy, and then I ended their lives with a needle. Seeing them lie motionless in front of me with their eyes closed, I finally left tears in my eyes. "You forced me, you forced me, and I didn't do anything wrong from beginning to end." Excuse yourself. I'm still wondering what to do with their voices. A cold voice suddenly came out in the dark, and I was a little scared and hurriedly asked, "Who is it?" Go to my house without saying hello. The cold voice squirmed in the dark, "Hehehe, is Jue's mother weak because she killed her family?" I didn't admit it," I heard a voice coming from downstairs. "I was watching you when my mother's first needle was inserted into your Abba." I sneered, "So what, no one will believe you at all." But you can show up, what are you capable of hiding in the shadows? The man first introduced himself, "Bandhan Kyaw, I'm Bhamo, Tashi Delek. Bhamo folded his hands and bowed to me.

"Bhamor?" I followed the moonlight and looked at the face of this man named Bhamo. Ordinary, mediocre have nothing to offer. "How come I've never seen you?" "I used to go to school in another place, and I really didn't see such an unappetizing thing when I came back. But I've heard the name of Pandan Juemu many times, and I'm familiar with it," Bhamo pointed to his ear, "What do you want?" "You." Bhamo lifted his chin. "Marry me, I'll help you hide these things from you... Well... Gagging things. I looked at him and thought it was funny, "Why do you think I'm going to agree with you, ridiculous." Bamo waved his hand, "You don't have to think it's ridiculous, I can help you dispose of the body, otherwise what are you going to do?" Where can I bury it? "I thought about it, the village is so big, it wouldn't be nice if people could see it." I'll have my own methods, and it's not a bargaining chip. Bamo walked over to the edge of the bed and sat down, glancing at the three bodies lying on the bed. Marry me, and I will help you strengthen your position in the clan. You don't even have a cronies right now. I don't want your feelings, I don't bother to talk about feelings, I want to be on an equal footing with you, the name of Juemu is already very stable in the clan, you don't have to be afraid that I will usurp the throne. "I agreed, it's nothing more than marriage, what else? Isn't it just a matter of closing your eyes to death? What else would I Bandan Dolma not dare? Bhamo helped me deal with the bodies of the three people, but he didn't give specific details, and I didn't ask in detail. The only thing I did was to kneel at the feet of Mivofo for three days and recite the prayer verses for them for three days. Pray that they will not meet an unfilial girl like me in the next life.

It took a long time before I remembered Ajia. I thought to myself, there is still the root of this evil fate. I think I'm slowly getting crazy and revenge. I suddenly wondered what her favorite Abba and Grandma would look like if she killed her favorite Abba and Grandma. I can't wait to see her when I think of this. That place that can no longer be called home, since I announced the news of their death, Yan Zhifeng no longer pretended, moved out of his and Ajiala's house openly, built a three-story wooden house in a vacant lot next to it, and lived in. I was right, my Ajiala is the most painful time for you, but the more painful days are yet to come. When I entered the house, there was a musty smell from the whole house, which was pungent and unpleasant. And my former favorite Ajia, in her bedroom, unkempt, holding a pillow as the unborn child, gently calling him. I stepped forward, took her pillow, and threw it on the floor. She went crazy, grabbed my clothes at me, and shouted at me, "You give back my child, Bandan Dolma!" I squinted at her, "You still know me." You asked me to return your child, so why did you rob the person I love the most in the first place, now everything is your own fault, and you deserve it. You forced me to do this. I shouted hysterically. Then I remembered something, "I haven't told you yet, your Abba, Grandma, and Mola's deaths are all me, and I killed them." As I said this, I whispered in her ear, as if telling her a big secret.

"Bandan Dolma, you must not die well." Ajiala was pushed down by me and lay on the ground, like a wild dog that no one had raised. He yelled at me with all his might. I clenched my scepter and looked at her condescendingly, "You still don't want to waste your strength, but you can't die well, remember that I will live better than you." "After leaving Adala's house, I asked Bamo to lock her up in the cellar next to the sacred water of the sacred mountain, and let her live her life in the dark cellar "by the mountains and rivers".