A month later, Bhamo and I got married with the congratulations of the whole village, but unfortunately it rained so hard that it felt like the end of the world was coming. No sooner had we sworn than we had taken the vow at Mivofo when we saw a sudden dark cloud outside the main hall, and in a short time the pouring rain ruined the already unblessed marriage. I heard a lot of criticism from the bottom of the stage, and Bhamo seemed to see my anger, and he grabbed my hand and motioned for me to relax. Then he whispered in my ear, "The days to come are long, what are you angry with them now?" I nodded, tempted to smile at him, but I couldn't laugh anymore. The arrival of the rainstorm extinguished everyone's enthusiasm for this so-called happy event, and all the joy disappeared.

Bamore dragged me into our new house, an empty room on the fourth floor, and he told me that everything here would start all over again, and let him get over the past. He decorated the new house very beautifully, with red curtains and red quilts embroidered with patterns that I had never seen before. He said that he asked a friend to buy it from Shanghai, and there was a TV that could only be used as an ornament, and he had replaced the sofa, bed, and cabinet with a different style than before. It's a lie to say that I'm not moved, but at that time Bamo and I really had a very happy time. Until the arrival of our baby Yang Jin. I never knew in my life that I could have a child, and I thought that the Buddha had long ago deprived me of my rights as a mother. Unexpectedly, I became a mother again in the second month of marriage. Bamo and I were so happy that I couldn't even tell on his face that he was threatening me. He also promised me to be a good father and help me manage the Momba tribe well.

In order to guard against other people's ill intentions towards the fetus, I have always been so cautious that I even drink a glass of water, I must first soak it in a Tibetan medicine needle and see that the needle has not changed color before drinking. The main thing is to beware of Yan Zhifeng. He still doesn't know what to do here, and some of the lads of the clan have a special admiration for him. I had thought about getting rid of him, but it was likely to cause public outrage, and after all, my position was not secure. So I had to let it go, but to my annoyance, even Bhamo had become on good terms with him, and I asked him why he wanted to be so close to such a beast as him. He squatted on the ground, his head lightly against my stomach, and listened. He made a 'shhh Then he stood up, sat next to me, gently held me with his hand, and said to me, "Yan Zhifeng is still useful, now is not the time." I nodded, "You better not get too close to him, I'm afraid he will hurt the child." After that, I touched her, and she moved, and I quickly asked Bamo to talk to her, and she kicked me in the stomach again. Bamo and I looked at each other and smiled, and that smile felt really happy, and we looked forward to the arrival of the baby even more.

Yang Jin was born just in time for the annual holy water sacrifice ceremony of the Monba tribe. At first, I was worried that my big belly would not be suitable for the practice. I love this child who brought me happiness more and more, and even at some stage I really forgot the child who brought me remorse and curse. I asked Mo La what was the basis for selecting the goddess, Mo La seemed to be joking, nothing special is that you see which woman is not pleasing to the eye and let her go to see Mi Wo Buddha instead of the whole clan, when I heard the reason, I was really stunned, my Mo La has the only Tibetan medicine needle in the clan, Mo La is also a demon who kills people without blinking. She also reminded me that I must not cancel the holy water sacrifice, otherwise the whole clan will fall into panic and the status of Jue Mu will be threatened. That's what it means, it's ridiculous. Therefore, I did not choose a goddess at the holy water sacrifice ceremony that year, and I had to overturn the old customs and start over with my people. I told my people that there would be no more rituals. Almost all of the people were rejoicing at my decision, and many of them protested against it, but most of them were always on the side that counted, and there was no holy water sacrifice that year. If you want to say the reason, it's just that I want to save a little bit of good fortune for my daughter, I already have too many obstacles, and now for the sake of my only daughter, I want to change even a little.

But the day after the ceremony, all the women in the village who had not left the cabinet and who had not given birth to children died. Each family piles the bodies in the small square in front of the main hall. I asked Bhamo to hold the baby in the house and didn't come out. That's how people are, they were supporting the decisions I made the day before, and now they want to crusade against me. That's all the unfinished ladies in the village, and the youngest was even just born. But I wonder why Yang Jin is fine. I took a torch and lit these miserable dead ladies in front of all the people, and let their souls return to Mivofo. And vowed to find the true holy water and save the whole people. I sat in the square outside the hall until all the corpses were gone, and my mind was still thinking about the corpse's death, bleeding from the seven orifices, the whole body was purple-blue, and there was an obvious Gu poison attack. I don't understand why they would die of poison. Suddenly, Yan Zhifeng stood on the other side of the square and looked at me with a vicious smile. I immediately turned around and went back inside to check on Yang Jin.

This matter is absolutely inseparable from Yan Zhifeng. When I went back, Yang Jin was quietly held in Bamo's arms. Bhamo was indifferent to me, "Why didn't you hold a holy water sacrifice ceremony?" "I was asked with dew, and the hand that wanted to take Yang Jin was flashed away by him." Bhamor, what's wrong with you? "I ask you, why didn't the holy water sacrifice be held!" "Holding a holy water sacrifice requires sacrificing an innocent female dependent, and I want to accumulate some blessings for our central gold." "Have you killed fewer people? What does this one or two count as good for you? "Bhamo's change strikes me as strange and angry." Does it have anything to do with Yan Zhifeng, why is Yang Jin fine? Ba Mo gave me a blank look, "Do you still want something to happen to our Yangjin?" I shook my head, "No, I'm just asking." "I've already given Yang Jin medicine." My heart chuckled for a moment, "What medicine?" "The medicine that makes the Gu worms sleep in the body." "Bhamor, what do you mean by that?" But Bhamo asked me, "Don't you know?" I was stunned and felt a little dizzy, so I found a place to sit down and looked at Bhamo "You tell me, I really don't know." "Everything now is simply your Abba and Mora's cause, as for our Yangjin." I suddenly became flustered, "Yang Jin... What's wrong with Yang Jin. "Yang Jin, she was fed the mother Gu by Yan Zhifeng." "What do you say? How is this possible, I have never let her out of my sight. "This is not something you can dominate, you Juemu is just a puppet, it really doesn't make any sense to be a puppet, if you want to know the truth of the matter, just ask Yan Zhifeng." As for Yang Jin, I can only tell you that if she dies, the whole village will live. Therefore, the holy water sacrifice ceremony cannot be broken, and if it is broken, our Yangjin will die. Bhamo put down Yang Jin and kissed her forehead. I rarely saw Bhamor again. Later, he told me that he had gone to study the antidote to restraining the mother Gu for the sake of Yang Jin.

I didn't go to Yan Zhifeng, I'm afraid that I really won't be able to bear it anymore after knowing the truth, Yang Jin is still young, and she needs her mother. But as I watched her grow up day by day, my worries increased day by day. Due to the containment of the mother Gu, Yang Jin's illness has become more and more frequent, and seeing her pain like being eaten by insects and ants, my pain is also increasing day by day. Yang Jin longed to go to school, but Bamo disagreed, so she had to find a lot of old study materials for her to study on her own. But since that year, I haven't let the holy water sacrifice be less, and although there are still many people who have died tragically, at least my Yangjin is still alive. I understood that Yang Jin was a mother Gu, and the rest of the people in the village had Zi Gu in their bodies, and the so-called holy water was not holy water, it was just mixed with medicine that could make Gu worms sleep. As for the real antidote, no one has researched it, and Bamo has spent almost his entire life in that cave without developing an antidote to Gu poison. As for the hook-up between him and Yan Zhifeng, I don't care, although in the end I really became a puppet, and Yan Zhifeng took everyone to station, and the village began to enter a lot of equipment and even cars and weapons that I had never seen before, and then Yan Zhifeng left, and I haven't seen him since. I heard that it was his nephew who took over the and continued to let Bamo help him do the research. I don't bother to care anymore, I just think about my Yangjin being alive.

When I saw Luo Fei and Zhang Ningyao, I was inexplicably full of hope for Luo Fei, and I felt that only Luo Fei could solve the Gu poison and save my daughter. So I took that child away to contain Luo Fei, hoping that he could fulfill my last long-cherished wish. Bandan slowly opened her eyes, she was still sitting in the chair as before, the sky outside the window had begun to slowly brighten, as if in a dream, it turned out that a person's life can be so short. Thinking back to how many people I have killed and how many wrong things I have done since I was 17 years old. In the end, it is still retribution on himself, and retribution on Yang Jin. She didn't know what she was doing all this for, but maybe she would have to live in deep guilt and remorse for the rest of her life, she suddenly remembered that child again, he really looked too similar to Yan Zhifeng, but he knew that she was also his own flesh and blood, but he didn't have the heart to love her at all. Is it the fear of looking at her directly? Do you feel guilty? still didn't dare to let her be her daughter at all, she was obviously so good, and she abandoned her as her biological mother, and even fed her Heartless Gu, wanting to destroy her. After all, she is not worthy of being her biological mother, but fortunately, there is Luo Fei, who loves her, protects her, and gives her warmth and all the love instead of herself...... But she still wants to tell Zhang Ningyao, Grandma is wrong, Grandma is sorry for you.