I subconsciously struggled, but a familiar voice came from behind me, "Don't move, it's me." ”

I turned around and saw Sheng Bo's profound eyes through the moonlight.

He let go of me, pulled me to hide in a hidden place behind the rockery, pinched out a small bag of powder and put it in my hand, and said lightly, "You find a way to put this in Xu Jiaye's pocket." ”

I looked at the bag of chalk-like stuff and frowned subconsciously, "If he gets out unharmed, I'll be dead." ”

If just such a small thing can defeat him, then Xu Jiaye is not Xu Jiaye.

"I know," he shoved the thing into my hand, "the mayor is here today, you just have to put this thing in his pocket, and in a short time, you can leave." ”

"You don't want him dead?" I asked him.

His dark eyes locked on my face. Bent down directly and took me in his arms, "I want you to leave, I have a grudge with him, you can help here." ”

I can't distinguish the truth of his words, just like Xu Jiaye said he liked me, but he ruined Nanwei. I couldn't believe them, so I subconsciously stepped on him, pinched what I was holding and stuffed it into my pocket, and walked straight past him.

"Remember what you said."

When I walked to the back door of the banquet hall, Xu Jiaye's figure appeared in my sight, his gaze crossing the crowd. Finally stopped at me, looked at each other, and I was a little weak.

My hands were already stained with sweat, and I walked up to him with my skirt pinched.

"Where did you just go?"

I looked at his slightly twisted eyebrows, subconsciously grabbed his arm, and whispered, "I'm a little thirsty, but the banquet hall is full of alcohol, and you don't like me to drink." ”

Once, when I accidentally found the wine cellar of the villa and was discovered by Xu Jiaye, I was holding the wine bottle and spilling it, and then facing me, I just couldn't get out of bed.

I looked around, secretly tiptoed to his neck, blew on his neck, and smiled, "I'm not coming back, so don't be angry." ”

Usually this kind of girl's coquettish drama will never appear on me, but today is an exception.

Xu Jiaye buckled my waist and brought it into his arms, picked up my chin, ignoring the eyes of others, it was a deep kiss, I subconsciously grabbed his suit chin with both hands, covered everyone's eyes, and put the things in my hand into Xu Jiaye's pocket.

That feeling is like being a thief, and the heartbeat spreads to the throat.

And then everything fell into place.

When we were leaving, a little boy who didn't know where to come out said by name that Xu Jiaye knew the law and broke the law, but this was in the Sheng family, Xu Jiaye couldn't hold a gun against someone else's head, and finally even alarmed the mayor and some of the dignitaries.

Xu Jiaye let go of my hand, put me in the car, and calmly instructed the driver to drive me back.

I looked through the rearview mirror and saw his lonely figure, dignified and calm, but the string in my heart was tight.

When the driver's car was halfway through, I clutched my stomach and shouted, "Can I stop the car, I seem to have a bad stomach at the banquet just now." ”

I clutched my stomach and shrunk together, but the driver still opened the door and let me get out of the car.

He followed me, afraid that I would run away.

When I got back into the car, he was behind me, and I kicked out almost mercilessly, locking the door and throwing myself in the driver's seat.

The driver was locked out of the window, but I was surprisingly calm, twisted the car keys, and drove out on the accelerator almost without the slightest hesitation. There is a faint pleasure at the same time as the heart is pounding.

I want to get rid of Xu Jiaye, this is my last chance at present, I just want to live my stable life, and I don't even want to avenge Nanwei.

But history is playing out again.

When I crossed the national highway to the outskirts, countless black Mercedes vehicles appeared behind me, led by the familiar Gust.

I frowned, and subconsciously touched my pocket, only to find that the bag of white powder was lying unharmed in my pocket.

I missed again.

Maybe he sent me back when he pushed me into the car, but in fact, he already knew everything, but he watched me amuse myself in front of him.

Grief and despair.

The car was driving at high speed, and the car behind me was still chasing after me, I looked in the rearview mirror, and the conspicuous Gust was approaching, and in front of the road was the Kua'an Bridge, which was close at hand, and suddenly a thought flashed through my mind.

Or just die, isn't it liberating?

You don't have to be burdened by other things, you don't have to watch the people around you die one by one.

By the time the car was mounted on the bridge, the accelerator under my feet had reached the bottom, and the roar of the car was deafening, and the airbag popped out. I even felt blood streak across my forehead and my eyelids, everything blurred, and there was a boundless pleasure beating in my nerve endings.

In a daze, I saw the figure of a man running towards me, but I was so tired that everything came to an abrupt halt, and I slowly closed my eyes.

I finally do. It's time to get free.

I had a dream in which I saw Nanwei and everything that was out of my reach, surrounded by a lot of fog and an almost suffocating stretch of coastline.

Then I saw Xu Jiaye's eyes soaked in cold, and I subconsciously fled. But all around is misty smoke, and I can't see the road ahead, and I can't break free.

Why did you let me see Xu Jiaye when I was dying?

……

Suddenly I woke up, surrounded by white walls, and the room still had a faint fragrance of lilies. I looked at the bright ceiling and burst out laughing.

Even if you die, you still can't break free?

"Are you thinking, why is your life so big, you haven't had a car crash yet?"

The man's voice was sarcastic, and I listened to Xu Jiaye's voice. But he couldn't make any expressions.

If I could see my eyes at this moment, there would be boundless despair in them.

Xu Jiaye grabbed my jaw with his big palm, and his tone had obvious mockery, "Look at it, God doesn't want to accept you." You don't even qualify to die. ”

I just laughed.

Yes, what qualifications do I have, my destiny has been secretly marked at the beginning, and there is never a little room for compromise.

When the doctor came to check on me, he repeatedly said that my life was hard. In such a big car accident, I only had two broken ribs due to the displacement of my leg bones, but compared to the current injury, I would rather die.

Xu Jiaye lowered his eyes and looked at me, his cold facial features with a shallow mockery.

He said. "An An, why are you so disobedient."

I don't know if he was referring to the frame-up at the banquet, or if I went out of my way to escape, or both.

I raised the corners of my lips palely and said with a wry smile, "Xu Jiaye." You've sent me to someone else's bed, don't you think it's disgusting for me to be around you? ”

I could clearly see his eyes shrink.

He really cared.

"An An," he leaned over to look at me slightly, his handsome eyebrows and eyes were a different kind of concentration, "I said don't try to provoke me, Sheng Boyuan can abuse you to the ground." ”

I sneered, "Aren't you the same." ”

Anyway, I can't afford to mess with the two of them.

I have nothing now, and I can't figure out what kept me alive.

He habitually lit a cigarette, and the smoke choked me and made me cough a few times, causing my wound to ache and tear, he said. "An An, do you know that you killed my child."

My head was buzzing. "Impossible!"

I felt my voice hoarse.

Sheng Boyuan obviously asked the doctor to check, I am not pregnant!

Xu Jiaye raised his eyes and glanced at me, and sneered, "You think since you came back." Why do I rarely touch you. ”

Except for the night I returned to him, and the night before yesterday when I proposed the dinner, I should have thought about how I could have been so stupid.

"In the past month, the soup you drank was full of prescriptions for fetal protection."

He said it lightly. The smoke from the fingertips reached his lips, and there was an indescribable bitterness, but it was fleeting.

Now, whether Sheng Boyuan is lying to me or Xu Jiaye, I can't see clearly.

Even if I have Xu Jiaye's child. So what.

I couldn't have been born.

I closed my eyes and felt that my eyes were a little moist, "Xu Jiaye, I said a long time ago that this child can't be kept." ”

In the huge ward, there was only the dull breathing of Xu Jiaye, and I bit the corner of my lip, but I still let tears come out of my eyes.

"An An."

I don't know how long it took, Xu Jiaye's voice sounded in the empty ward, and I heard his panicked and sad voice.

He said, "An An, I'll let you go." ”

I never thought that this sentence came out of Xu Jiaye's mouth in such a way, it should be happy but I couldn't be happy, and even my heart was slightly suffocated and bitter.

Time was slipping away, Xu Jiaye never appeared in front of me again, except for a fixed three meals a day, I stayed in the hospital for three whole months.

He doesn't show up. But they didn't let me out of the hospital.

The last time he showed up, it was the day I was discharged from the hospital.

The black Gust stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Xu Jiaye was wearing the same suit shirt, his facial features were cold, and his handsome eyebrows and eyes could not see any expression.

I got into the car, and there was the cold breath of a man beside me. He looked down at the iPad on his phone, and finally handed it to the driver, "Park the car here." ”

Along the way, he stared at me and didn't speak, and when the car stopped, the driver respectfully opened the door for me.

Xu Jiaye opened his narrow eyes at this time and glanced at me lightly.

He said, "Good luck!" ”

The autumn was cool on the side of the road, and I stood on the cold street in the moonlight, looking at the rear lights of the Gust in a daze, and suddenly realized that this man seemed to have let me go.

I cried and laughed for a moment, tears streaming down my face, but I struggled to hook the corners of my lips.