Seeing that I had been silent, Dabao said with a bitter face: "Why didn't Sister Fei speak?" Not happy? Were you scared by Dabao's appearance? Dabao doesn't look good, does he? ”

"Ah, oh, no, no, I just didn't react for a while." I came back to my senses and comforted this big kid with low self-esteem.

Xia Xia Yuanchang said: "What do you want to do so vigorously? Do your eyebrows crush someone else's guts? Brother Dabao is the cutest, that Yan Cuo is not as good as one of your fingers-" After that, she affectionately held Dabao and smiled at me, "Sister Fei, go and see Miss Zheng, I'll have a good chat with Brother Dabao, anyway, I'm bored to stay, I'll help you take that brainless circle away by the way, so as to save her from annoying on the side." ”

I nodded, and watched Dabao reluctantly flatten his mouth at me.

"Circle, Huang Xiaoshao asked you to come over to the kitchen to help, you come down quickly." Xia Xia shouted downstairs, just like when I was a child, I yelled at the gate of Li Xue's courtyard to tell her to come out and go to the street together.

The circle stumbled down, his face was red and cold sores were raised, and he looked honest and cute: "Who is calling me?" It's you, Xia girl, then I'm going to help with the cooking, who will watch Miss? ”

Xia Xia glared at her and said, "Isn't this my sister Fei?" Don't make a mess on the side—"

Huanhuan looked at me in a panic, and suddenly came up and glared at me and said, "Ouch Boss Yan, aren't you blind?" Can the eyes see pulling? I'm not used to the way you have eyes—"

Xia Xia really didn't want to listen to the circle chatter anymore, so she rolled her eyes and pulled her away. Dabao followed behind, reaching out to pull the bun all the time.

Just as I was about to turn my head, I suddenly saw a figure between the forest walls not far away, who had not yet left-Master Huang?

He also saw me and left immediately.

The eyes were very deep, full of nostalgia and remembrance-

As soon as I went upstairs, I heard Zheng Zhu's weak and smiling voice: "Are you here?" ”

I stood at the door and looked in, it was still the same as when I first came, and it felt good to see the light again, I didn't have to carry a heart to feel it all the time, and I had to go through a lot of groping to know whether something was round or square.

I tightened my bag and the heavy letter inside, and walked inside.

Zheng Zhuzhu's face was very pale, the melancholy was still very heavy, lingering, she looked at me and smiled, as if she had reacquainted me with me: "I remember the first time I saw you, you were also dressed in orange clothes, you look so good in orange, like a butterfly draped in the morning glow." ”

I also had something in my heart, and I smiled heavily: "Even if it's a butterfly, it's a butterfly that can't fly high." ”

Zheng Zhuzhu stretched out her hand to me, I walked a few steps closer to her, she pulled me to sit down, and said, "It's so good, every day I wake up, I look forward to someone coming to see me, expecting that I will be missed—are your eyes all right?" I haven't seen you open your eyes for a long time, and I'm a little unaccustomed to it. ”

I laughed and said, "I just said that I am not used to the appearance of my eyes - this is the original me, do I have to wear a veil every day?" ”

Zheng Zhuzhu smiled deeply, but his eyes were full of sadness: "It's so good." ”

I remembered the three people I met downstairs just now, and suddenly understood that this Master Huang was the one who married Master Zheng, so isn't Huang Dabao? ……

I didn't dare to think about it anymore, but I saw a small plate of very delicate and lovely dim sum on the table, and I changed the subject and said, "This dim sum is so beautiful, can you eat it?" Or is it just a matter of letting it go? ”

Zheng Zhuzhu said: "This is called Shengyu beads, very delicious, and very healthy, there are bird's nest snow lotus, as well as rock sugar snow clams, all of which are tonic products, you can also eat some, it is very good for the body...... These are all made by Young Master Huang himself. ”

I was stunned, Dabao did it? Yes, they ......

"By the way, didn't you say last time that you wanted to know the contents of Yan Cuo's five letters, I brought them." I patted my bag.

Zheng Zhuzhu's melancholy really dissipated a lot, straightened up and said, "Found it?" ”

"It's always in my drawer, and I haven't looked through it. As soon as I found it, I immediately thought of showing it to you, and I came early this morning - it won't disturb your rest. ”

Zheng Zhuzhu sat up, his long hair flowing along the curve of his body: "No, I'm panicking." ”

I took out the letter and handed it to her: "Read it to me." ”

My heart is beating fast.

Zheng Jewel opened the letter slowly, it turned out that in addition to the stationery, there were five very old envelopes, Zheng Jewel counted them in his hand, there were five, was it the original envelope containing credit? It's rare that Song Lingjian will help me keep it.

I looked at it and saw that there were four words written on each envelope, the first two were my name "Yanfei", and the last two I didn't know very well, the words were written crookedly and not good-looking.

"What is written on the envelope? With my name. I asked.

Zheng Zhuzhu said: "It's nothing, the commonly used way to write letters, Yan Fei personally opened." ”

I nodded.

Zheng Jewel put down the envelope and flipped through the thick stack of letterheads, which were very old and yellowed, and they must have carried a secret inside, a terrifying secret that was enough for Ye Xin to destroy himself.

Zheng Zhuzhu looked up at me in confusion - why did she look like this?

What is written in the letter?

I'm sensitive, so sensitive that I want to grab the letter and get a sneak peek for myself—

Zheng Zhuzhu quickly flipped through the heavy pages and said: "On this page, it seems that there are all marks, different marks, there are five, maybe Yan Cuo came according to these five marks at that time, I will read it to you in order." ”

"Yes." I gritted my teeth and clenched my hands tightly, wondering if many mysteries were about to be uncovered again, for I felt like I was about to tremble because it was so close.

———— the first ————

[——She is so beautiful, so beautiful that she is like a bright moon, which makes people dare not have it.

Everyone loved to watch her dance and jump among the flowers, and every time she quietly came out alone to kick the keys, there were many people secretly watching in the deep and shallow places.

With her skirt fluttering and her long hair scattered, she never felt lonely, perhaps she had long been used to being lonely.

I have never liked to talk to women, women have been made of water since ancient times, when it is good it is spring water, and when it is fierce, it is flood.

I have never been interested in any woman, not even her brilliant one, her smile is like a disguise, I can never see the truth in her eyes, those gentle and touching smiles, she disguised to please people.

Such a person was born in a different world from us, not to mention that he explicitly forbade all people to come near her, even a few of us who were like siblings.

I always thought that this was the way we were born, only by name, but not by face.

I was assigned to protect her safety, and I understand that it is a disruptive thing for children to be in love, so I don't have the heart to get married to a woman-

Until that day—

Maybe I shouldn't have gone there that day, and I wouldn't have had this great joy and sorrow in the future, let alone this long-lasting pain.

She was arguing with him.

I have never seen her arrogant and smiling, elegant and plain words, but I have never seen her so willful and arrogant.

In front of him, she sued her eldest sister for her younger sister.

I don't know if she deliberately didn't realize it, maybe she didn't realize that in this family, the eldest sister's status was even above him, even if he knew the eldest sister's unreasonable behavior, he couldn't do anything with her.

She spoke angrily for a long time, then suddenly stopped, her delicate face was cold, and she stared at him in disappointment.

"You can't do anything, you're just going to imprison me and trade my freedom for my survival. I lived safely, but I was never happy. She said this coldly and walked away quickly.

After the wind blew her long hair to the footprints, I felt for the first time that this woman was different, obedient and elegant on the surface, but there was a stubbornness and pride in her bones that could not be overwhelmed.

He was silent under the swing until it came to a feeble stop.

He said to me, hidden behind a tree, "Follow her, don't be too tight, make her feel as free as possible—freedom, I don't want to give her." ”

His pride and love for his children are destined to be buried by this career.

I followed.

She walked so fast, the wind was very strong that day, blowing this thin person to the sky, if she really went to the sky, maybe even Chang'e in the Moon Palace would be ashamed of herself.

Follow her—don't be too tight—set her free as much as possible—

He is bold and confident in every step, but he is walking on thin ice for this woman, and it may be because I saw these sincere emotions left in him that I will help him do whatever it takes.

But in the end, I realized that in such a big family, there is only victory and defeat, and there is no true love.

If you are obsessed with your relatives, you will definitely die.

I did, and I was far away, too far away to see the expression on her face, or to hear the curse coming out of her mouth.

She finally got tired of walking, stopped at the edge of a pond, and stood motionless for a long, long time.

Cao Zhi described Luo Shen and said, its shape is also like a frightening Hong, like a swimming dragon.

I thought maybe she was the reincarnation of Roselle.

I suddenly felt that something was wrong, that she had been standing for so long and that it seemed a little too much.

I got closer, but she didn't move.

I was anxious, and when I got closer, she suddenly stood on the pond stone, not good!

I flew to grab her, but she suddenly turned her head and stared at me coldly, her face covered with tears.

I was so nervous that I almost couldn't hold back and threw myself into the pool.

A smile appeared in her mouth, she should have been amused by my movements and expressions, but she kept holding back her smile and stared at me with a straight face: "Have you followed enough?" Leave me alone, let me be really alone for a while, can you? ”

"No, you can't."

She smiled, she usually smiled, but always smiled falsely, as if she was wearing a mask that would smile. But this laugh belongs to hers, real, cold, proud, self-deprecating, lonely.

"He worries about your safety. You shouldn't argue with your eldest daughter, even he should be jealous of her, let alone you. "I've never been able to hide my words, but I've always told the truth.

"What's wrong with me? I was born to the Shu family, so I don't even have the qualifications to vend for my sister? She stared at me fiercely.

I took a step back, feeling her eyes burning me, "Don't dare. - I'm a rough person, and I can't make any big senses. It's just a fact that everyone can see, in this big wall courtyard, you are his only relative, I mean, the truly credible inseparable bloodline, you are the wealth that he can't get back with everything, you don't know how much power he used to protect you, if these powers are used to compete with her, the chance of victory is greater, but he didn't, he didn't dare to move at all, for fear that you would have any damage - you are not stupid, you should understand. ”

She coldly brushed away the hair blowing on her face and turned away indifferently.

"He asked you to protect me, did he submit to you? You're a big hero, and you should be more accomplished. ”

"It's all the same for me, I prefer life here to killing enemies, quiet, clean, I don't want to be a big hero, I just want to be an ordinary person, I want to eat at the morning and at night, just like the life you have been living."

I'm telling the truth, from the day he transferred me here to take care of her, I've longed for a life like this one day.

She stopped talking, and this time the wind ruffled her hair, and she didn't even bother.

She stood, I stood, and the wind was getting stronger, and I stood upwind to block out as much wind as I could for her—I had a better way, but I knew she didn't like it, she didn't like anything deliberate.

After a long time, she said weakly: "I know everything, but this kind of life is more tiring than facing the tide and waves." Actually, I just want the occasional freedom to really be myself, not every day, living in a cageless prison. ”

Her voice was getting weaker and weaker, and she was already choked.

I took a step back, a step back, until I couldn't hear her choking, and then I turned around and controlled my voice so as not to anger her: "Now you can be yourself." I couldn't see or hear anything. ”

The first time, far away, I didn't keep my word, I looked back, and saw her crying alone, crying unabashedly, no longer wearing the mask of the smile that she was wearing pretendly, and the tears fell on her face unscrupulously, as beautiful as a dewy morning flower, and I wondered if these tears would cut her jade-like face. 】