Is there a time when you wish you were the only one in the world?

Is there a time when you would especially like to be alone?

Is there a moment when there are a lot of people around but no one is paying attention to you?

Is there such a moment, obviously in the middle of everyone, but it seems like watching a movie?

The kind of quiet in the midst of the hustle and bustle

The feeling of loneliness in the midst of the bustle

I don't think it's fun

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At night, I sat next to my parents and watched them, and when I saw my mother's frowning brows in her sleep, I couldn't help but say to her: "Mom, I'm fine, you don't have to worry, I'm not by your side in the future, you must stop working, my son is sorry for you, and, Mom, I love you." ”

My sleeping mother seemed to hear what I said, and a tear fell from the corner of her eye.

I turned to my father and said, "Dad, I'm sorry, I won't make you angry again, in the future, you and Mom, take care." ”

???? On the morning of the third day, as soon as my mother opened her eyes, she said to my father: "I dreamed of Wenxuan, he said that he was fine, let me not worry, and said, and said, that he loves me." Woo~"

The mother cried before she finished speaking, and the father gently patted the mother's shoulder on the side, and said comfortingly: "I also dreamed of him, it seems that he is not bad, don't be too sad, in the future, we will definitely dream of him again." ”

My parents were sad for a while, but they cheered up again, they had already made a decision last night, and decided to wait until the verdict of the driver who caused the accident came down to take my ashes back to my hometown, and never come back, and now this house has decided to rent out.

I was in the house, watching my parents slowly pack my things one by one, looking at the computers I used, the beds I slept, the basketballs I played, the comic books I had read, all of them were carefully packed by my parents, and I touched the signed photos of basketball stars I had collected, pistol models, car models, I was really reluctant.

Watching the moving company remove everything from my room, leaving only the bed and desk, and then locked by my parents with a large lock, I knew it was time for me to say goodbye to my past.

From today on, I am still me, I am no longer me, my name has not changed, I have just changed from a human being to a ghost, I think, I should be able to adapt to the life after being a ghost.

I followed my parents to the station and watched them leave by car, they planned to go back to their hometown to clean up the old house, and then come back to wait for the verdict.

I drifted home again. The door was locked, but it wasn't a ghost, like in a TV movie, I could get through the walls.

Sitting in my own bed, I feel a little bored, what should my old self be doing now? Playing games, reading novels, or playing basketball with friends? Whatever you do, it's more interesting than what I am now.

In the end, I was bored and fell asleep in the previous bed.,Well,Actually, I was quite surprised when I woke up.,I didn't expect to fall asleep when I became a ghost.。

When I woke up, I was bored again, so I decided to go out and walk around on my own, anyway, I'm a ghost now, and I don't have to go to school or anything.

But I soon lost interest in wandering on the street, although at first I was still able to stare at beautiful women unscrupulously, not afraid of being beaten after finding out, and inexplicably excited because I could enter the women's locker room openly, but gradually, I felt an indescribable loneliness because no one could see me.

Obviously, the streets are full of people and traffic, but no one can notice me, I am an outsider, their life is like a TV series I am watching to me, they have nothing to do with me.

When I realized this, it was like being poured with cold water, cold from the top of my head to the soles of my feet, and I knew that I was going to say goodbye to the world before me.