Chapter 420: Responsibility
…… And add fuel and vinegar outside, "Are you renting a house?" Our rent here is very expensive, and you can't afford it for a few days. ”
Shi Yue looked helplessly at the money that had been handed over to the first student in the judicial examination.
At the same time, the proprietress of the flower and bird market has not yet gotten off work, because she is thinking about one thing, whether to tell her mentor, that is, because of her carelessness, she did not check the relevant content of the due diligence again, causing her mentor Feng Feng at that time to suffer heavy losses.
However, she did not know who had siphoned off the important documents inside.
And for such a long time, the proprietress of the flower and bird market has been suffering from the mental destruction of whether this matter should be said, so she often went to talk to a psychiatrist, and also helped Shi Yue introduce the psychologist she trusted very much, but she always had concerns and did not tell the psychologist what she really thought in her heart.
"What are you thinking?" When the proprietress of the flower and bird market was thinking about what to do next, her husband walked up to her and asked her about the abnormalities of these days.
"Actually, I'm not one of these geniuses who feels this way, I have long had, do you know why I didn't pursue the profession of lawyer?"
"Because you just like working at the flower and bird market. Faced with his wife's sudden question, the owner of the flower and bird market answered absentmindedly while playing with the parrot.
"You are a person who only cares about those birds all day, and you don't get off work so late, and you stay up like this every day to make so little money, and a month is not as much money as I made in a few days in the law firm."
After listening to his wife's words, the owner of the flower and bird market looked at her, "What's wrong with you today?" I've asked you many times, but you just won't say it, so that's why I'm taking care of the birds, and if you want to get off work, you can do it, and the guests won't be coming back at this time. ”
"Of course the guests won't come, and I won't look at what time it is, I think you just can't let go of these birds, and it's not that big at home, and you're worried that they'll be frightened when you put it here, there are many cats here, especially black cats, it's too powerful, so you don't worry about your baby birds here, right?"
The parents of the flower and bird market said a lot of things in their hearts today, but their husband has never heard what she said, and he has always felt that his wife loves the job of the flower and bird market as much as he does.
In fact, the owner of the flower and bird market, Bird, wears beautiful formal clothes every day, because she doesn't want to become sloppy here, so she doesn't stand or sit, and the reason why she dresses up so professionally every day is because she wants to return to her favorite profession as a lawyer one day.
However, she made a lot of mistakes, although no one knew what she didn't say. At first, she also thought so, from now on she could change her career and change her face, but the inner torment she endured was huge.
"Tomorrow I want to see a psychiatrist." In the past, the proprietress of the flower and bird market always carried her husband on her back, and sometimes even went to the psychological counseling office by going to the toilet, but when she came back, her husband was still teasing the birds, which made her feel more and more that she was not valued.
She doesn't think she'll be able to solve it herself
Surely, if she doesn't re-enter the legal profession, then in her heart, someone also needs to intervene correctly in her, otherwise, she doesn't know where her future is.
When her husband heard that she was going to see a psychiatrist, he was frightened enough, and hurriedly said, "Those are all lies, if you can't think about anything, open more flowers and plants, and then your heart will be natural and cheerful." ”
"Then I ask you, can they talk? Can I be good with them all the time? ”
"These parrots and starlings, you can train them and they will talk to you."
"Stop saying that again, self-deception, they can communicate with me? They are learning to speak, it is impossible to think independently with human thoughts, I want to communicate, do you talk to me all day long? Let you go out shopping with me, see your face stretched so long, and say that I don't play mahjong all day long, at least those are people, you don't care about me in the future, I can go wherever I want. ”
The more the proprietress of the flower and bird market spoke, the more she felt aggrieved, and she threw the rag in her hand to the ground, just hitting a pot of sunflowers next to her, and its head fell instantly.
"I don't know you have such a big opinion about me, you haven't told me, but if you have any troubles, you won't go to a psychiatrist, they have a lot of things that are not normal in their hearts, so it is better to look at these small animals, and plants, these ......"
"Okay, I can't communicate with you, it's like on two parallel lines, you can never communicate, I'll tell you frankly, I've been to the psychiatrist several times, I'm really fed up with this kind of day, always like a thief, every time I tell you something serious, you can always turn to your flowers and plants, your birds, you can live with them."
The proprietress of the flower and bird market then took off the apron around her body, "Originally, when Shi Yue was here, he could still help me do something, but now it's good, I do it all by myself, I have read the law for so many years, not to help you see these little things every day, I hate it so much, I hate things with hair, and I am even more annoyed by this kind of flower ...... that will drop leaves."
The proprietress of the flower and bird market began to talk about many things that she had never let her husband know before.
"When Shi Yue was here, I also told her not to let her tell you, I went to see a psychiatrist, in order to be afraid that you would worry, but people have already gone, the psychiatrist said, after talking to Shi Yue, I found that in addition to stuttering accidents, she is very healthy, she is just a temporary small worker, in fact, my boss lady is the most abnormal."
"What the hell is wrong with you today? Is there something wrong? You name it, and I can help you share the burden. ”
"Can you help me with the burden? Ridiculous, do you know the weight of this sentence? Well, I'll tell you now, I'm no longer engaged in the lawyer's profession, it's a matter of saying goodbye, but I will have an annual inspection of the lawyer's certificate every year, which means that I am still a lawyer in the strict sense of the word, but I don't have a case, and I don't dare to go to a law firm, do you know all this? ”
The owner of the flower and bird market saw that his wife was so excited, and wanted to touch her shoulder with his hand, but was rejected by the owner of the flower and bird market, "Take it away, I just said that I hate those with hair the most, you don't take me seriously at all, why don't I like to go to your side, help you see."
In the store, I'd rather let Shi Yue stay there with you. ”
"That's because you're generous, trust me."
"Which girl do you see is generous, generosity means that she doesn't love you at all, I'm also worried, and I will occasionally see what you are doing, but Shi Yue is very serious, I think she is a good person, so I introduced the psychiatrist to her, but in your heart, you are always very resistant to those, I guessed, if I tell you this, your reaction."
"It's a place where the mentally ill go, and normal people don't go there."
"Well, since you say so, then I ask you, what about the mental hospital? If those are really useless, then why do almost every university in the country have psychology majors, and what clinical psychology and early childhood psychology are there, do you dare to say that those are all fictitious? ”
After hearing this, the owner of the flower and bird market stopped talking, and after being silent for a long time, he saw his wife slowly calm down, and then said his thoughts.
"I can't talk about you, but I still mean that, you can't go to that place, you know that psychiatrists will do anything in order to make money, for example, they will deliberately treat you more and more seriously, in order to make you a regular customer there and make your money, so I don't want you to go, your body is the most important."
"How many sensational news have you watched, didn't you tell me that there are still many good people in this world? If all the doctors were like that, those hospitals would have closed down long ago, and everyone wanted to over-treat patients, so what was the use of hospitals? Do you think the state will allow that to happen, and what is the difference between that and the money that harms the people? ”
"I understand all the truths you said, if you want to be a lawyer, I won't stop you, but if you want to go to the psychological counseling office, it must not work, it will not be a big place, just the kind of small clinic opened by someone, but how people look at it, they will not care, it's a big deal to change places and continue to open."
"We can't talk about going together, I used to think that our majors were different, and there would be sparks, but, after so many years, you are so boring, you can't bring me freshness at all, give you a thousand years, you will still live like this all day long."
"Isn't that bad? Besides, I've already agreed to you going to work in a law firm? What else are you not satisfied with? ”
"It's not like this now, it's a trivial matter for you to disagree, the key is that something is wrong with my heart, I am very resistant to myself, I think I am very dirty when I see myself, I have done those things, I can't raise my head, someone must tell me, how my road should go, I say this, you should understand, right?"
"Didn't you just say that you have consulted a psychiatrist many times, and she hasn't treated you well? It's still the same if you go again, it's a waste of time, it's better to put your time and energy into something else. ”
"Why did you go back again? So what do you say should be put on? Like you, set your sights on flowers and birds? We are not the same people, I knew that at that time, I should not have married you, I should have boldly pursued Feng Feng, the senior at the time, he was much more responsible than you. ”
"When are you going tomorrow?"