Chapter 192: The moonlight is cold and shines on the original heart

I looked at Shangguan Yan, his eyebrows were clear, even if he was sick and weak, he looked good, how big a blow should it be to be rejected by someone like this?

"Why did the girlβ€”refuse the marriage?" I began to feel resentful about Shangguan Yan.

Madame pursed her lips, looked at Shangguan Yan sadly, and said kindly: "Xu is people have different preferences, or maybe she already has a will, although the marriage event requires the order of the parents, but the two can be happy for a long time if they can belong to each other, the girl actually doesn't need to leave to show opposition, that's it, we won't force it." ”

I nodded and nodded vigorously, this girl is really acting in an extreme way, and she really looks a bit like Song Lingjian.

"So after Yan'er got well, he volunteered to serve the people in politics, cleaned up the government everywhere, and never wanted to stay in one place for more - I know that this matter has always been on his mind, even if he is patrolling politics, it is also to find the girl conveniently, and he has never let go."

"Do you like that girl, sir?"

Madame lowered her eyes, and she didn't know what to think about: "Yan'er and that girl are only one-sided, it's hard to say that they love each other, but perhaps, he just wants that girl to know that everything can be changed by mortals, my Yan'er, it must be very hard......" She gently covered the already very neat quilt for Shangguan Yan, for fear that the cold wind would seep into her shoulders and frostbite her still sick child.

I stared at Shangguan Yan, and I didn't know what kind of emotions I should have, right, maybe he was so persistent in wanting to find the girl who refused to marry, just wanted her to see his own efforts and changes after so many years, the sick and weak boy had faded into a man who made a difference, he was able to bear the praise of many people's well-being, he was already an extraordinary character.

Shangguan Yan, doing all these things is really out of your ambition, or do you have to prove something with an iron heart?

Tired, right?

"Then this moonlight egg jade ......"

"The girl left it before she left, and it may have been used only as compensation for repentance. But Yan'er's lack of faith can be made up with a stone. ”

This moonlight egg jade, it turns out that this is how it came.

At this time, Shangguan Yan frowned and shuddered violently.

Madame immediately stood up and pulled a quilt over him again: "Yan'er, is it still cold?" Fuye, you go get a stove again, I'm afraid it's still cold. ”

There was a sound of the door opening outside, it should be Fuye who went out, Rongye ran in, carefully lifted the curtain and asked, "Is the young master awake?" ”

Madame frowned and shook her head, wiping her face worriedly for Shangguan Yan.

I originally hoped that Madame could say something more about Shangguan Yan, but now I am embarrassed to ask again, everyone is doing their own thing in an orderly manner to take care of Shangguan Yan, but I am at a loss and looking particularly in the way, I stood up unnaturally and said, "Don't disturb the adults to rest, I-I'll go back first." ”

Madame looked at me apologetically and said, "I'm sorry I can't entertain Fei'er, Rongye, you accompany the girl back, and when you are full, you will have tea together tomorrow morning." ”

I nodded, I said goodbye, Rong Ye helped me out of the back room, there was a small stove on the table, and there was a warm pot on the small stove, Rong Ye took off the pot and said: "This is the hot porridge that Mrs. told Fu Ye to go to the kitchen to warm up the girl, and I will take it back to the girl's room to eat." ”

"Thank you, Aunt Rong."

Rong Ye smiled, but the smile was far less refreshing than Fang Cai's.

When I arrived at the room, Rong Ye put the porridge on the table, carefully lifted the lid of the bowl, and gently used the lid to fan the hot porridge for me, so thoughtful and meticulous, I was really a little unaccustomed, I took the lid back, and said with a smile: "Aunt Rong is so polite, I'm embarrassed to drink this porridge." It's so late, you go back and rest, I'll drink the porridge when it's cool, and go to bed when I'm done, so you don't have to accompany me. ”

Rong Ye said: "Madame told me to wait, I have to wait, if the girl is asleep, I also have to wait on the side." It's okay, I'm used to it. "She kept staring at me, and she couldn't see that I was in myself.

"Aunt Rong, is there something on my face? Why do you keep staring at me? ”

Rong Ye smiled and said, "No, I'll just take a look." Our lady seems to like you very much, not only that, but the big guys in this town seem to like you very much, so I am curious, I want to see what kind of nose and what kind of eyes are so popular. ”

I blushed, smiled, and said: "The townspeople like me because I grew up here, and the villagers are like relatives, of course I won't say bad, as for Mrs. - she is so good, everyone should like it." ”

Rong Ye said: "That's true, but Madam never tells others about the young master's past, this time it may be really uncomfortable in my heart." You have to know that there are three young masters in our house, Mrs. is a gentle person, in fact, she especially wants to have a caring daughter by her side, and finally the eldest young master got married, and the eldest young grandmother is a quiet person, and she often goes home, and Mrs. usually can only miss us mothers, and she is tired of reading too much. Although she waited for us to be polite like a family, how to say that we are all subordinates, and some things are not easy to say. ”

I nodded and said, "I can see that Madame loves Lord Shangguan very much." ”

"Who said no, when I was a child, the young master and Mrs. were amiable, the two mothers and sons always had endless words, for this reason the master didn't know how many times he had been sour, since the girl came to make a scene, the young master has changed, he never laughs anymore, he always locks himself in the room and does not see anyone, and even has the idea of suicide, Mrs. doesn't know how many nights she has not slept over, and she finally fell asleep, and she will wake up in the middle of the night, send us to see how the young master is, for fear that the young master will be gone when he wakes up."

"That girl must be very important to Lord Shangguan, otherwise it would be just a reverse marriage, and it doesn't have to be like this." I muttered.

Rong Ye sighed indignantly and said, "Important? When Madame said it just now, I couldn't help but want to interject when I was listening outside, Madame was so kind, she tried her best to say and think about the good, and she didn't want to say anything about others. Do you know how sharp that girl is, and how arrogant and domineering she looks, I haven't forgotten itβ€”" Speaking of this, she walked to the door and closed the door tightly, returned to the table, and said angrily, "She pointed at the young master in front of everyone and scolded him for being a sick man, saying that he was unable to control his own marriage, that he was a waste of medicine, and that it was a shame for the people. These words fell on the hearts of those of us who were stinging and painful, what do you say the young master will feel when he listens, he has always been protected by his wife so that he can't be exposed to the sun and the wind, how can he bear such a statement! ”

I open my mouth wide, girl, why do you say that?

"At that time, it really frightened us, the young master was speechless, his eyes were wide, his face was pale, a mouthful of blood spurted out, the old man was so angry that he had already drawn his sword out of his waist, and almost beheaded the girl, she didn't know our master's temperament to dare to speak so presumptuously, if it wasn't for Mrs. to stop her, she would have died on the spot. But it doesn't matter if you cut it or not, the words have been spoken, and it is impossible to take it back. Rong Ye said distressedly.

My eyes widened, I see, no wonder......

No wonder Shangguan Yan has never forgotten it, and no wonder he fainted to say that, the phrase "the shame of the people" was engraved on his heart like a brand, stirring it up from time to time and burning his soul.

After that, Madame and the young master became more and more distant, Madame originally intended to promote good things, but it turned out to be so embarrassing for the young master, there was no news after the girl left, and she also blamed herself. And the young master was depressed, except for the second young master, he didn't see anyone. Later, he began to have his own plans, diligent study and study, and when he got fame, he automatically asked Ying to be a political patrol envoy, for many years, he has not returned to the house, but he often writes with the two young masters, Mrs. Yu only occasionally reports a peace, and then does not say much, it is really pitiful for our wife, there are three sons, but none of them are by her side. Rong Ye sighed, and it could be seen that she was very protective of Madame.

I sighed along, and I couldn't hear the sad past, especially the happy old things that turned into sadness.

"That girl doesn't like adults, she can find other euphemisms, why do you say such hurtful things!" I can't figure it out, I can't guess, I can't figure it out.

Rong Ye stared at her eyebrows and said coldly: "I don't want to get married, besides, those words hurt only those people, and she won't lose anything." ”

Someone with a heart? Does Shangguan Yan have a heart for her?

I imagined all kinds of possibilities and guessed: "Since she doesn't like adults so much, why do she want to give Moonlight Egg Jade to adults, it's a priceless treasure!" Maybe, maybe that girl really has a hard time......"

Rong Ye sneered: "What's the problem? Who grabbed her by the neck and refused to marry? If you don't marry, you won't marry, there are so many girls who want to marry into our Shangguan family, if it weren't for the fact that Mrs. wanted to repay the grace of the masters to save their lives, would they be able to afford it? ”

It seems that Shangguan Yan's family background is indeed extraordinary.

"Just that moonlight egg jade, it's just a broken stone that will shine, our Shangguan Mansion has countless rare treasures, any night pearl is brighter and more precious than it, every time I see the young master holding that stone, I can't wait to smash it and smash it!"

"Huh?" I know that my current expression is the silly girl in Han San's smile.

Rong Ye tugged at the corners of her mouth and said disdainfully: "The girl must think it is strange, there are no treasures in the Shangguan Mansion, but in the eyes of outsiders, the young master only has a soft spot for this piece of moonlight egg jade, it or the person who gave it must be very important to the young master - but this cold thing is just an ugly mark for us, it is always reminding the young master that he is ashamed of his former weakness." He took it with him, just to remind the police to discipline himself at all times, and he didn't mean it at all. ”

"Huh?" I didn't understand, how did it become a mark of shame again?

"Back then, the girl threw down that stone, just to laugh at our young master, saying that just a stone can shine brightly, and the young master has nothing to do except waste the decoction to be taken care of, it is better to die early. Since then, the young master has been crying every time he is awake, and he has repeatedly asked Mrs. if he is just a waste person in our eyes, a waste person who drags us to take care of us and dare not die by himself, that appearance is really heartbreaking - Mrs. is really pitiful, while trying to comfort the master, while always accompanying the young master, afraid that he will commit suicide in the blink of an eye, and finally survived, isn't it? Speaking of which, Rong Ye was already a little tear-stained, and I felt uncomfortable listening to it, and I couldn't help wiping my tears.