"I'm serious, after knowing that Yan is deaf, I have always felt very guilty, Sister Song said, he has one ear that has long been deaf, but I never know, I still always yell at him, and I have also scolded him for whether he is deaf - yes, he has done a lot of things to hurt Sister Fei before, I hate him, I hate him so much that I can pretend not to know even if I know that he saved me in Xie Po's house, at that time I really wish he was the murderer, so that he would not appear in our lives again, and would not let Sister Fei suffer so much. I really want to protect our old lives and don't want anything to change. But Brother Shangguan said that he was not a murderer, he came back from the Yamen injury, I often heard him crying in tears in his dreams, I knew that he was not as bad as I thought, but I couldn't put down my face to accept him - he woke up soon and suddenly became a deaf man, fierce to you, I hated him very much, until yesterday I read the suicide letter from Uncle Yan to him, I realized that it was me who had been excessive, I didn't know how to face him, I didn't know how to face you-I- I'm always grateful to Sister Fei for making me reborn, and I've always wanted to be kind to others like you, but I didn't do it at all, I'm very selfish and willful, it's me who makes Sister Fei embarrassed, it's me ......who is not good."

It's been so many years, Xia Xia has cried in front of me so frustrated, she has always been so assertive, capable and neat, and her decisions are also very decisive and objective, this time she is really guilty, I am very sad to hear, and I can't stop crying.

"How so...... It's me who is wrong, it's me who didn't handle the relationship well, so that your prejudice against Yan Cuo is getting deeper and deeper, I just hope you can understand, anyone can have a chance to change, I only hope you can forgive Yan Cuo and give him another chance......" Speaking of this, I was already choked up and couldn't speak, "Yan Cuo...... Everything about Yan mistakes makes me sad, I hope we still have time and opportunity to correct the past, so that he can come out of the cold and painful memories, I can't change the things in the past, but I hope that his future life can have more sunshine and more hope, I hope everything is still in time......"

"I'm sorry, Sister Fei......" Xia Xia looked at me aggrievedly like a child.

I pinched her nose and said, "You must tell me if you have something in the future, and you are not allowed to hide it from me in your heart, you know?" ”

"Yes." Xia Xia is still leaning on my shoulder like before, like a little girl who doesn't know the world.

But I patted her on the shoulder, which was already as high as me, and found that there are things that can't be held back, Xia Xia has grown up and began to have her own thoughts and thoughts, even if her feelings for this place will never change, but one day she will still leave.

"What's wrong, Sister Fei?"

"Oh, it's okay - I'm hungry, hurry up and beat me two eggs, I'm going to eat a bowl of big." I want to get rid of those mediocre people, but I have a big stone stuck in my heart.

After eating noodles, Xia Xia went out to be busy with the affairs of the embroidery village, and there was no one in the courtyard, the doors and windows of Haipiao's house were open, bright and neat, and the house of Song Lingjian on the other side had been closed for many years without lights.

I went back to the room and drank the medicine, remembering what Xia Xia said just now, I looked for it in the drawer, but I touched a cold hosta-

I took a look at it in front of my eyes, a jasper-colored hairpin, the hairpin body is round like chopsticks, the hairpin body is carved, the hairpin head is shaped like a water droplet, and a short small hanging bead has fallen, when have I ever had such a hairpin? Or is it made of jade? ——

After thinking about it for a long time, I suddenly slapped my thigh, isn't this the jasper hairpin that I really sent to give to Song Lingjian?!

I looked deeper in the drawer, and sure enough, I found the other two, now I can see things clearly, and then look at the hairpin that I touched with my hand again, it is really similar to the appearance I touched, the hairpin with a simple hairpin head Feiyun is indeed very suitable for Song Lingjian, and the taste of the spring water on it has not changed at all.

By the way, how can he really put three hairpins of such good color in my place for so long, and they haven't come to destroy them - is it because he knows that there is something in my family, and he is embarrassed to disturb him?

I'm embarrassed to leave it for so long and not return it to others-

I turned around and found some silver from the bottom of the box, put the hairpin in the bag, and wrapped it in a veil before going out to be safe, for fear that the sand and dust would fall into my eyes and affect the recovery.

When I got to the street, it was the time for the big guys to have breakfast, and I heard the bustling of the toast building, but now I had more important things to do, and I was afraid that I would have to forget about it when I turned around.

As soon as I arrived at Cui Ge, Xiao He in the store asked me: "Boss Yan, just take a look - oh, or what you want to buy, the small one can be introduced to you." ”

I guess Xiao He saw me blindfolded, thinking that I was still blind now.

I laughed, "No. I came to your shopkeeper, isn't the shopkeeper there? ”

Xiao He said: "I went out early in the morning, do you have anything to look for him?" ”

I touched the hairpin in my bag, afraid that the hairpin would be gone as soon as it was handed over, and said, "Oh, it's about the previous hairpins, if your shopkeeper comes back, you can help me ask him, how much silver is the total of the three hairpins for me, I want them all." ”

"Oh...... Good. ”

When I walked out of the Green Pavilion, how true was my heart, why was it always absent? Is it because he's been around a lot and I haven't noticed, or has he been very busy this year? - I remember when I used to wash my mother's bracelets, he was almost always there.

Anyway, I also came to the street, I love to be lively, anyway, now I can see a little bit with my eyes, and I immediately went to the toast building.

As soon as he entered the toast building, the little donkey greeted him: "Sister Fei, why is you here alone?" Didn't Natsu accompany you? ”

I listened to the familiar calls around me, and replied, "Come and see when you pass by, I'm much better, so I want to come and join the heat." ”

The little donkey put the dishes on the counter and helped me to set the table in the corridor where there were fewer people: "What do you want to eat?" I'll go to the kitchen and get it for you first. ”

I shook my head and said, "Just eaten, full." I'll just come and shake, a lot of people, if you don't have a seat, forget it, I'll just turn around and leave. ”

The little donkey said, "Yes, then you can sit here for a while-"

"Little donkey, where's my food? Halfway through and gone? "Somewhere there was a guest's shouting, I could hear it being the voice of the blacksmith Ishikawa.

I pushed the little donkey and said, "Go get busy, I'm already embarrassed if I don't eat and sit dry, and I'll leave if you greet me again." ”

The little donkey said yes and turned away.

I craned my head, listened to the people around me, discerned who was who, and then opened my eyes and peeked, and most of them guessed correctly, which was really fun.

I looked around and saw a familiar figure, dressed in white, with his hair tied up very energetically, the man was sitting facing me, holding a teacup in one hand and smelling the fragrance of tea, holding a fan in the other, the head of the fan tapped the peanuts on the table, looking very leisurely.

This person looks a lot like Shangguan Yan, but I know that he is not Shangguan Yan, because Shangguan Yan always cuts his brows, as if there are many things waiting for him to solve and think, let alone spend time here drinking tea and eating peanuts so leisurely. This person has been frowning, the corners of his mouth are smiling, as if he is very fresh and curious about everything - then, he should be the second son of Shangguan who looks very similar to Shangguan Yan, Shangguan Li.

Yes, I almost forgot, this natural literati and elegant scholar Shangguanli, he lives in the toast building, the last time I saw him, he happened to meet Mrs. Yun, who was new to the town, and there was a white horse named Liufeng.

I was about to go over to say hello, Shangguan Li suddenly moved, looked in the direction of the door, someone came from there, and called, "Second brother." ”

Shangguan Yan's voice——

I sat back, not wanting to disturb the brothers' meeting, and I even moved the stool slightly and hid myself behind a pillar.

I saw Shangguan Yan walking over here, his brows were still lightly cut, his mouth was tightly pursed, although I had the impression that his expressions were often smiling, but I always felt that he had a lot of things on his mind, and he tasted the bitterness of these things alone, and never talked to outsiders.

The second prince patted the seat next to him, and teased briskly: "Ouch, the old man of Qingtian County, why do you have time to come and see me, an idler." ”

Shangguan Yan finally smiled, he smiled more and more like his brother, he lightly lifted the tail of his coat and sat down, just facing me sideways, the two faced each other, from my point of view, the side face is almost the same, Shangguan Yan's eyebrows are thick, slightly raised, looking very upright, and the second son of Li may be the reason for often laughing, his eyebrows are slightly curved, light and long, and it looks much kinder.

Shangguan Yan said with a smile: "It seems that the second brother also knows that he is very idle. Yun Niang came but didn't come to accompany her. You haven't seen each other in 10 years, don't you want to catch up at all? ”

I smacked my tongue, how can these two brothers be people who don't have a family, this second son has not seen Yun Niang for ten years, and he is really a prodigal son.

The second son of Li smiled disapprehantly, picking up and eating peanuts on the table: "Happy reunion, great sorrow and parting." This great joy and sorrow has nothing to do with elegance. It's true that I'm idle, but I don't see anything in this Taiping town that is worth your busyness, so busy that even the landlord can't do it - although we never mind, but the fact is that Yun Niang has favored you since childhood, and you haven't seen each other for seven or eight years, don't you want to talk about it? ”

Shangguan Yan sighed and said seriously: "I still have correspondence with my family, and I have not broken it for many years. When we meet now, I don't know what to say, and it's embarrassing to meet, alienation is not, and intimacy is insufficient. ”

The second son of Li unfolded the folding fan and looked at his younger brother with a smile: "You and Yun Niang have always been the closest, but since that incident, your body has improved, but your heart is far away from Yun Niang." I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing for Yun Niang. ”

Shangguan Yan's face changed, his brows furrowed, and he instantly lost his happy expression just now, and the "that incident" that the second son of Li said seemed to be a secret weapon of some kind of mechanism, and he couldn't mention it casually in front of Shangguan Yan.