Because this time, it was the last time, because after this time, the men locked themselves up before going to bed, and let themselves be corrupted by nightmares in the hut. In this nightmare, they can never go back to the past when they were "happy and happy", and they can never have a happy future.

The man gritted his teeth and kept tossing and turning, he bit so hard that his teeth crunched.

The woman has been swept away by this struggle many times, and has fallen to the ground many times, but she is still strong to return to the man, just as she has never left after so many years of wind and rain and pain. She dodged the man's crazy arm, broke the man's clenched mouth hard, and worried: Don't do this, it will hurt your teeth-

The man's occasionally open mouth, his teeth were full of blood, and the child sat far away in the corner, trembling at all this, he really hoped that he could grow up quickly, be strong and powerful, protect his mother, and carry his mother's world.

The man suddenly pounded the bed board hard, and the foot of the bed shattered, and the woman sitting on the edge of the bed fell to the ground, and the man sat up suddenly, panting, and the child was so frightened that he quickly pulled his mother and glared at the strange father in horror.

The woman was in a hurry, her eyes were full of tears, she was so weak, but she still had to pretend to be strong to protect her child.

The child held the woman tightly and begged her not to get close to his unconscious father, and he realized a potential danger, and he repeatedly begged her: Mother, don't go, don't go, I'm afraid......

The woman gently touched the child's face and coaxed him with a smile: That's a father, don't be afraid of the child, when the mother wakes up the father, the father will still be a father.

No one could stop the woman's insistence, she hurried towards the man, but the man suddenly opened his eyes, his expression was full of murderous intent like a beast, and he grabbed the woman's shoulder, his eyes were round, his eyes were bloodshot, and his throat let out a terrifying roar.

The woman said bitterly: What's wrong with you? What happened to you?

The man stared at the woman fiercely, holding the woman's shoulders tightly, and the child could almost hear the sound of the bones being crushed, he endured his fear, rushed up and pulled his mother, and beat the man: Dad, let go, let go! Mother, mother!

The woman's eyes were full of tears of pain, and she shook her head at the child: Don't go away, stay far away and don't come—

There has never been a time when a man's nightmare is so deep, no matter what a woman screams, a man can't wake up, he remembers some painful past, thinking that he is catching the enemy, he violently pushes his wife to the ground, and the woman falls heavily to the ground, unconscious for a while.

The child lifted his mother up and patted her face nervously, he was scared, afraid that his weak mother would not wake up again.

The man still hadn't woken up, his eyes were red, he was panting like a cow, he suddenly shuddered, and he looked up in despair and cried out: blood...... Black...... Hei Jun ...... Black Joon!!

The child felt only a sharp sound in his head, and then something was safely covered, and he saw his father stretching in pain, screaming all the strength in his body, the kettle on the table bursting silently, and the window stirring violently, but the ears were safe, and all the shrill sounds were kept out.

After a long while, the man finally collapsed into bed with hoarseness and bleeding eyes, and was silent again.

The woman gasped.

The child's ears hurt slightly, Xu is mother covered too hard, he turned his head to look at his mother, but saw that there were two shocking blood marks on her white face, which began from the earlobe and slowly continued to the neck, like a pair of earrings made of blood.

The child looked at her mother in horror and asked her what was wrong and why her ears were bleeding.

The woman wiped her ears, saw the blood on her hands, the horror in her eyes flashed, and she soon laughed again, saying that it was just the Kodan that her mother had put on her body, and she must have broken it when she accidentally fell.

The child didn't believe it very much, because the mother was a person who often had to work to collect medicines, and her hands had never stopped to be quietly groomed, so how could she use the young lady who didn't work to use Kodan?

The woman pushed the child and asked him to fetch water to clean up the mess, and the child obediently went, but he was not at ease and kept staring at the mother in the house.

It didn't take long for the woman to cough in pain that she was trying to suppress in the house, the child threw the ladle and ran to the door to hide and peek, he saw the woman pressing her chest with one hand, and covering her mouth with the other hand and coughing painfully, her whole body was trembling because of the cough, her eyes were full of tears, and a line of thick black blood slowly flowed out of her ears, she trembled and wiped it with her handkerchief and the sleeve of her hand, wiping the faint blood on her cheeks, which looked like a layer of delicate rouge from a distance, and the ear blood kept flowing out, Piercing the beautiful side of her sideburns...... Her panicked eyes broke the child's heart, and he knew that she was not panicked by the bleeding pain of her own ears, but by the fear of being known by the young child......

Yan Cuo didn't tell it anymore, and this story ended endlessly.

But that picture, like the eternal sun and moon, only the sun and the moon have light, and the picture has no other color except the woman's pale face and bright red blood, and I know that the woman, with a deep smile and a very sweet appearance, walks up and down, slightly staggering, she cries sharply in my dreams holding her child, and the cry has not dissipated in my ears until now, my heart hurts, and all this tragedy has nothing to do with me, but seems to be related to me.

Yan Cuo closed his eyes tiredly, this is the first time I have seen him cry since I can really see the light again, his tearful appearance is the same as when he was young in his dream, stubborn and paranoid, full of love and protection for his mother.

He said to Hai Piao, "I'm sorry ......"

Hai Piao sighed lightly and said, "Hei Jun is innocent. Even if you avenge your mother, why do you want to hurt him? ”

Yan Cuo clenched his fists, gritted his teeth, and instantly became the Yan Cuo I knew well, and he said word by word: "All tragedies are caused by him." ”

"Heijun?"

Black Joon?

Hei Jun, isn't he Uncle Hei who has been exiled for many years and his life and death is uncertain? Why?

Why does Yan Cuo hate Uncle Black? Why did my dad scream Uncle Black's name in his nightmare?

"Does he think he can get away by pretending to be crazy and stupid? No, I will let him pay for the pain of life, let him not sleep at night, be haunted by the demons every day, and rest until he dies-" Yan Cuo gritted his teeth.

It turns out that Yan Cuo not only hates us, but also hates Uncle Hei-

also used such heavy words: Fang Xiu until death - this word, Song Lingjian also said, why do they all like to use such cruel words? It sounds harsh.

This is so confusing, could it be that Dad's disappearance has something to do with Uncle Black? After his father disappeared, Uncle Black also went crazy, could it be that he really knew something?

Xia Xia sat quietly next to me, and I glanced at her suspiciously, and saw that she was staring at the courtyard with teary eyes and lost concentration.

I let go of her and was about to say something, Xia Xia stood up and said quietly: "The noodles are about to rise, I will send it to Mrs. Yan." "Let's go up.

I don't know why Xia Xia's reaction is so weird, I think she should also be able to hear Yan Cuo's story is about himself, Yan Cuo has a childhood that I can't imagine, and the father I love is also the opposite face, but, why is Uncle Hei mentioned now, why did Dad shout Uncle Hei's name loudly when he had nightmares, and Yan Cuo resented Uncle Hei because of his mother's injury?

When I returned to the kitchen, I saw that Xia Xia had already put out the noodles, and as soon as I remembered to beat the eggs in a pot, Xia Xia came back and said, "Sister Fei, what are you doing?" ”

I took the lid of the pot and said, "Ginger noodles, of course, you have to beat an egg to be delicious." ”

Xia Xia quickly took the lid of the pot in my hand, pulled me away from the stove, stared at my slightly open eyes, carefully said: "Sister Song said that your eyes can see, but you can't bother too much at the beginning of healing, the stove has charcoal fire and hot soup, what if you splash and hurt your eyes?" ”

My heart is warm, Xia Xia still cares about me very much: "I'm just careful - it's rare that my eyes are better, I want to make you a breakfast." ”

Xia Xia pulled me to sit down and said, "It's good for me to come, I'm all right-the eggs can be fished out as soon as the hot water is hot-" After that, the hot water has been spooned to lay the eggs, and the action is very neat, "After the noodles are ready, you can send them to the opposite courtyard for Brother Haipiao to eat." ”

I nodded and said, "Okay, Yan Cuo should also love ginger noodles." ”

Xia Xia was very quiet, completely devoid of the vitality just now.

I sat on the side, the atmosphere was a little awkward, because of the story of Zheng Mansion yesterday, I especially wanted to cherish the people around me, I asked Xia Xia: "Xia Xia, there is one thing, I have always wanted to tell you-"

Xia Xia knocked on the egg, stopped, and said, "Sister Fei, the ginger here has a strong taste, and your eyes will be sour, otherwise, you should go back to the room and rest first-"

I don't know why Xia Xia always avoids me, I apologized for Yan's mistakes, but she has been avoiding me, not wanting to talk to me, and not wanting to listen to me.

I pulled her, stared straight at her face, and said seriously, "Shall we reconcile?" Didn't you say that it has always been Sister Fei's little jacket? Maybe I'm too used to it and too sure that you will always be by my side, so often many times I ignore your feelings, thinking that you will understand me and support me, I know that Yan's mistakes make you feel that you are not valued, but it's not like this, it is precisely because Sister Fei treats you as her own person, as another self, so it is so natural, I think you should also accompany me to accept Yan's mistakes. It's not because Yan Cuo is my own brother that I'm biased towards him, I know you don't like him, you hate Yan Cuo who always does bad things because you want to protect me, but no one is born with a hard heart, Xia Xia, when Sister Fei begs you, you give Sister Fei and Yan Cuo a chance, let him change again, okay? Don't worry, Sister Fei will not care less about you because of his appearance, you will always be Sister Fei's little Xia Xia......"

Xia Xia stubbornly raised her eyes and looked up, trying to hold back the tears in her eyes, but the tears had already crossed her cheeks, my good sister, I have never seen her cry like this.

I held her hand tightly, afraid that she would find another chance to flee without listening to my explanation: "I'm sorry, Xia Xia, I don't know what I should say and do, it's my fault, it's all my bad ......"

Xia Xia bit her lip, frowning, and her face was full of tears.