I haven't had a good rest for many days, and I have fallen behind a lot in my studies.

When I went back to school, I was told that I had a monthly exam today. This so-called monthly exam is actually once every two weeks.

After the third year of junior high school, the rhythm of learning is very intense, and no one can resist such high-intensity learning...... All kinds of exams must be learned to be taken for granted.

If you fall behind in Chinese and English, you won't be very bad in the test, but this mathematics, physics and chemistry, if you don't learn it for a few days, you will be surprised when you see the questions.

I didn't sleep well at home last night, and I couldn't bear the fatigue anymore when I was sitting in the exam room to take the math test, so I fell asleep on the table.

Now for the exam, the teachers don't come to the invigilation because they have other arrangements, and occasionally walk around and leave.

Because of this, I slept for more than an hour without anyone waking me up.

In my dream, I was sitting in the classroom taking the math test, and suddenly woke up and found that I was really taking the math test!

What's even more exciting is that there are still 40 minutes to hand in the test papers, and I have now completed five multiple-choice questions.

Writing hard, just to be able to turn the tide, it turns out that I think too much, and I looked at the question stem after the big question, and found that I don't know.

In an instant, the blood surged, the ears were red, and the whole person was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, and a lot of sweat broke out on his forehead.

"Bell bell bell ......"

The bell rang for the end of class, and the math class representative began to collect the test papers, but I still had a few questions left unwritten.

When the team leader accepted my test paper, he saw several blanks behind him, and looked at me in astonishment, but he didn't say anything.

The ranking of this monthly exam will definitely be very poor, and the whole person suddenly feels very restless, and my parents will definitely be worried if they fail to take the exam, I really don't want them to worry.

As I expected, it ended up being ranked 15th, a dozen places backwards. This is over, and I don't know how to face my parents who are full of hope for me at home.

The old class was a little angry, and for the first time, he held the math test paper and threw it viciously on the lectern.

"You really got in the math test this time, especially a few students, even if you fail, you don't even get half of the score......"

Everyone sighed for a while, as if they were guessing which people didn't get half of their scores.

At that time, I didn't think about myself, even if I didn't play well, I wouldn't fail the exam.

I looked at the head teacher in front of the podium with a serious face, looking fearless.

He gave me a disdainful look, as if to convey a message of "I'm going to teach you a good lesson later."

was glared at by his bloodshot eyes, and I began to feel a little weak, could it be that I was among the people who didn't get this half of the score?

I suspiciously guessed whether this was true or not, but when the head teacher sent me the test paper, he specially reported the score that I will never forget: "Ling Yue, 74." ”

There was an uproar in the class, I had never scored so low, not only did they not believe it, but even I didn't believe it.

My face was hot, and I didn't dare to get up, nor did I dare to look up to meet the questioning eyes of everyone, and the eyes of Lao Ban, who were so big that they looked like they wanted to eat people.

But what should be faced, what must always be faced, these are inescapable.

When we look at the world, we can't just look at the bright side and not look at the dark side.

Life is also, there are successes, there are bound to be failures. We can't always be the darlings of the lucky ones, of course, the harder you try, the better the chance of being hit by this lucky one.

But, at this moment, I am the unlucky person who was hit by the disaster, and I am unlucky and unhappy.

After the test papers were distributed, the old class had a big fire, and the words not only included guns and sticks, but also various life and ideological education.

If we don't do well in the test, we are in the wrong place, and if we fail the test, we are guilty.

The identity of a student, in front of teachers and parents, will always be humble and have no freedom, and only reading is the most important thing.

We seldom, if not all, ask, why do we read?

If you have to dig deeper, it doesn't seem to make any sense at all.

For a long time, I felt that I was a learning machine without a mind, and only when I watched Xianxia dramas or anime, I could feel that the world was colorful.

The old class rummaged through the drawer of the table on the podium and pulled out the whip that had not been touched for a long time.

"All the students who failed math, I came to the corridor one by one to receive the punishment with my name.

I found out that you are a herd of camels at your age, and you don't rush or move, and you don't have a long memory. ”

After he finished speaking, he took the ranking list, moved a bench, turned and moved to the edge of the corridor, sat down, and looked for those who failed one by one.

I wasn't the first to be beaten this time, but from the first time my classmate was beaten, my heart was full of fear and fear.

Somehow, the picture of the Nanjing Massacre came to mind.

The scene of the Japanese invaders holding guns and stabbing women, children, and strong men with bayonets in front of a number of detained compatriots.

When people first face oppression, they instinctively resist it.

But the most terrible and cruel thing is probably the mental destruction.

Those compatriots who had a bloody resistance to the invaders, because they were mentally indoctrinated or because they received the stimulus of seeing their relatives killed, had already formed a concept in their minds: "Running away is equal to death." ”

Simply, no longer resist. They are alive, but they have no instinct to survive, they are all dead on the left and right, but they resist earlier than they do not resist death......

So, what else?

What can I do? He couldn't have listened to my explanation, so it was better to stretch out his hands and take as many sticks as he could, and get punished sooner, and go back to his seat as soon as possible to correct his mistakes.

There is a girl who has been beaten and cried, and more than a dozen people have been beaten, hasn't his anger dissipated yet?

"Ling Yue!"

He was outside shouting my name, and the voice came through the window on the left.

I got up, calmly walked out, came to him, and spread my left hand.

The right hand will still have to write later, and the left hand will be beaten.

"Can you explain, what's going on? As a member of the study committee, you scored 74 points in the Mathematics 15 test paper? ”

He asked, pointing to my embarrassing math score on his transcript, with extreme impatience.

"Old ...... Teacher, I didn't have a good rest, and during the exam, I ...... "I was halfway through my sentence, but he interrupted me.

"Forget it, don't quibble. Which student in our class had a good rest in the third year of junior high school? Reach over a little, I'll hit you to make you increase your memory, don't have good grades before, now you're starting to your tail! ”

After he finished speaking, he gave me ten lashes so hard that my hand was about to break.

Fortunately, it's not about how many points you lack, how many beatings you get...... Otherwise, I would probably have to go to the hospital to have my left hand bandaged.

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