I endured the pain in my left palm that went straight to my heart, a burst of pain, and an indescribable feeling.

Hold back and don't cry, if you fail the test, you will do something wrong, and if you do something wrong, you will be punished, and you will be punished how you should be punished, won't everyone be beaten?

I comforted myself in my heart, but I still couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.

Did I really fail to perform well this time, or did I really regress to the strength of failing to score half of the math test?

Originally, I was sure that I couldn't do it, but when I thought of the old class, I felt very depressed because I didn't listen to my explanation at all.

You can't cry, if you fail the test, you will fail the test, and you can take the test well next time.

But the more I talked to myself like this, the more I felt wronged. When I was in junior high school, I was beaten at every turn, and I was never beaten at home, my poor left hand, my poor self.

Rubbing my left hand and wiping the tears from the corners of my eyes, I took out the scratch paper and counted the unsightly mistakes one by one.

Why didn't the others play out of order? How can you fall asleep while taking an exam?

You deserve to be beaten, can't you pass by sleeping a little less?

But if I passed, and if I didn't get 130+, I would be scolded.

I remember last time, I scored 122 points, and the girl at the same table at the time scored 98 points.

When Lao Ban passed by us, he specially praised her, saying that she had made a lot of progress and deserved praise.

Children are vain and crave equal recognition and praise. I deliberately moved my exam paper to hint at the old class, and I also needed to be praised.

I saw him look at me with an impatient expression and said, "I took the 138 exam last time, why did you only take the 122 exam this time?" I must be happy to die when others score so many points, but this score is too low for you! ”

After saying that, he sighed, "Hey! Turning away, every expression hinted at his assessment of me as "hating iron is not steel".

At that moment, I felt so lost.

Is it so difficult to get an endorsement? I'm just an ordinary child, so why do you have such strict standards for me?

The bell rang for the end of class, "Bell bell bell ......"

I came back to my senses and continued to study the 74-mark paper.

I don't have a solid foundation in mathematics, and I felt this problem very early on. I also reflected, the only reason for this can be explained, I'm afraid is that I copied too much math homework in the first and second years of junior high school.

Therefore, there is no pie in the sky, and if everyone owes something, they have to pay the debt.

At the beginning, copying homework was not recognized by the old class, but now I am in the original form in this big exam, because I deserved to be beaten.

When I opened the math book, I found that there was a blue exercise book inside.

Open this notebook,It's a few pages of neatly written notes.,I know this font.,It's Duan Chenrui.。

It turned out that he really made notes for me, and a wave of warmth came to my heart, and with his notes, there were three questions on the test paper that could be made.

So, it's not that I'm too stupid, and the reason why I can't do well is because I'm lazy, but only diligence can make up for clumsiness, and laziness can't do it.

I opened my journal and started to remember some of the big things that had happened recently.

Since my grandfather died, it seems as if the rhythm of some things in my world has been disrupted.

A certain place in my heart seems to be missing a corner, empty, and I can't say what kind of emotion this is, some lonely, more world-weary.

I began to feel that people are conscientious and conscientious in this life, but they can't live as they want, and they are not happy, which is actually quite boring and pitiful.

At lunchtime, I returned to my place after eating lunch early.

Duan Chenrui was also in the classroom, and it seemed that he had arrived earlier than me.

Seeing that there was no one in the classroom, I picked up my notebook and got up, walked to his seat, handed it to him, and said, "Thank you, I figured it out." ”

He took the note with a smile and said, "You're welcome, you helped me so much before, these gestures." ”

"Hahaha, I'm a little embarrassed to say that.

That one...... Isn't it ugly when I cry? Lately I feel like I'm crying a lot......

Also, you said that I only scored 74 points in mathematics, is it hopeless? ”

I scratched my head and said something incoherently, trying to ease the awkwardness.

"But you only scored 74 points in mathematics, and you can rank 15th in the overall score, doesn't this just show that you are strong in other subjects?

Actually, I don't know how you managed to get such a low score......"

Because a few students suddenly came into the classroom, he was talking, and his voice slowly became a little quieter.

After saying that, he smiled at me and continued to ask, "So, why do you think you failed in the exam?" ”

"There are many reasons, but the main reason is that my foundation is not solid, and the direct reason is ...... To tell you the truth, I only slept for two hours last night, and during the exam, I fell asleep...... Hahaha. ”

Suddenly I wasn't so embarrassed, and I actually opened up to him and said something I couldn't say.

"Haha, that means it's not your intelligence.

Don't doubt yourself.

And, I'm sure you can! ”

There seemed to be some light twinkling in his star-bright eyes, and he looked at me and said.

When I saw his clear eyes, I began to feel less uneasy, I felt a burst of encouragement, and the whole person began to be energetic.

"Okay, thank you. I feel much better. ”

I finished and returned to my seat, still hearing the sound of him saying the same thing: "I'm sure you can ......"

"Well, I sure I can!"

When we were young, because we had not seen the outside world, our horizons were relatively narrow, we did not see many people, and we had heard very little truth.

Therefore, there is a special belief in the power of words.

Also believe in the future and dreams. Because we are still very young, as long as we work hard, anything is possible in the future.

I started trying not to worry too much and do what I could.

No longer think about questions such as "what if I don't get into high school, can't get into college, and never have a way to turn over in life......

Thinking about these will make my mind and the state of study and life fall into a very terrifying anxiety, and I always have nightmares from time to time, dreaming of the scene of my falling off the list.

I began to learn to motivate myself from a different perspective: "I can definitely do it, and after completing these questions, I can go to a key high school."

After memorizing these books, I can get a high score in the Chinese exam......"

Thinking in this way will make the whole mind settle down, focus on the present, and be undisturbed.

When I complete a small task, I feel that my steps are a little closer to my dream, and under the encouragement of a small sense of achievement, I can be full of motivation to do the next thing.

At every age, there are different pressures and challenges.

We cannot escape these difficulties, nor can we be easily defeated by these difficulties.

Therefore, we can only be our most loyal supporters, believe that we can definitely quantify our goals, and get closer to our dreams little by little, so that we will live a happier life.

Thank you for believing that I can, for getting me up, and for starting to believe again that I can.

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