Chapter 199: Burying Youth
Since the departure of the previous manager, the position has been vacant, so the director of Sister Zhao, in fact, has become the head of the department, and Momiji has not left because of his friendship with her.
Looking at this sister who had always treated him well, Lu Feng hurriedly explained: "This is not a matter of common language, because you are my eldest sister, I respect you, but I am embarrassed to say something to you." And Momiji is the first girl I've ever liked, so I want to talk to her more before she leaves, but I can't say why, although we are on the same Internet, but in the face of the cold keyboard, I don't know what to say? ”
There are a lot of things that I can get if I don't want them. Many people, if I don't stay, I can keep them. You are like the sunshine between your fingers, warm and beautiful, but you can never catch it.
"Oh, she's sure to be the best memory of your youth. Don't forget about her, just treat her as a confidant, Momiji is a good girl, but she's already a mother, I can understand that. But why didn't you ...... back then?" Sister Zhao's brows twisted slightly, and she was a little puzzled.
"I was very conflicted back then, when I found out that I was really in love with Momiji, she had already followed her parents' will and was engaged to the neighbor's house, and she was also lonely about this marriage at that time, but she couldn't choose, so she kept it a secret and didn't mention it to others.
When I heard the news, I wanted to give up this relationship and start again, but unfortunately, to this day, I have deep affection and I can't help myself. ”
"Can't you forget the relationship that didn't start, so you still can't find the girl you like."
Indeed, forgetting and not forgetting, it is difficult to make a choice between a thought, the love of the encounter, once touched the soft heart, after parting, it is not easy to go through the rest of your life lightly.
"Perhaps!" Lu Feng didn't look up, and gave her an answer in a low voice. There was once a girl named Ling who liked me a lot, but I couldn't find a feeling, so I could only bear her sincerity.
Anyway, now I don't want to spend too much time on my feelings, I want to work hard to read some books and learn something that I can use in the future. You can only work here for a while, and if the boss is unhappy one day, you have to leave immediately.
Sister Zhao glanced at him, and the warm smile on her face made people look in a trance, "I believe that the truth will always be ...... Do you think you'll forget it for the rest of your life? ”
"No, it won't." After a long time, Lu Feng slowly spit out two words. Maybe you can't forget it at all, there is always such a person, because of too many reasons, too many can't let go, and will want to spend a lifetime to miss.
We can not believe in love, but there will still be true love in this world. It's just that now Lu Feng doesn't dare to give too much true affection, for fear of hurting himself, and for fear of stabbing those who love me. It would be nice to skip love and reach the grave of marriage.
"Lu Feng, I also have this experience, a marriage without love will not be happy, it seems to be a complete task." Sister Zhao closed her eyes, recalling the scenes she couldn't let go.
I once fell in love with the man I liked for three years, and we counted the stars together on a summer night, which was a romantic and happy day. We continued to talk for two years, and the novelty of love had faded.
I wanted to use marriage to bind this man's heart, to reawaken the warmth of our love, and to wash away the growing fatigue of today, but the man at that time showed indifference to the matter, he was a good lover, but not a competent husband.
Lu Feng spread his hands and said with a fluttering expression: "Everyone will have this kind of experience to a greater or lesser extent, and the same is true for my friends, sometimes I see them trapped by love, hurt by love, and feel that they are too persistent, in fact, why bother, being a man is to be happy, and what you have worked hard to get may not be happy in the end." ”
Just like Ling Xiaonan said, happiness is too far away from us, he just wants to live his life with the people he loves plainly, and he has no ambitions.
Lu Feng envied Ling Xiaonan's quiet and indifferent lifestyle, but when he came to this world alone, how could he go back with too many regrets! He dreamed of a day when he would be proud, but it was far away.
"You're wrong, I think true feelings will always exist, and that's based on 'sincerity'. Actually, Momiji is also very tired, don't you notice that she is very haggard? Sister Zhao looked at his somewhat pale face, and said something faintly.
Lu Feng's whole body was shocked, his head hung down, and his body trembled slightly. In the most beautiful years, meet a love, at the right time, meet the fate of the previous life, what kind of happiness and luck is this?
The soul dreams are long, just for a gorgeous flower; smiled affectionately, just to wait for the person he was waiting for in this life.
But after all, we still missed the stay together in this life, maybe when the red leaves are gone, everything will be back to normal, and we don't have to be so sentimental anymore. Ruoyu said that I shouldn't live in the past, I think I will slowly forget, time will smooth everything, everything will pass.
Maybe it's really as Aunt Hua said, going to Qiandao Lake is the last time. Although the red leaves will leave here at the end of this month, the heavens are still very kind to them sometimes, and when they separate, it coincides with the old employees who have worked for more than six years organized by the unit to travel to Qiandao Lake.
Chun'an Qiandao Lake, before I came to hear that this place is a 'lake and mountain letter beauty, humanities special' national key scenic spots, the scenic area is strange with clear water, thousands of islands, beautiful natural scenery, excellent ecological environment, is a fairyland of tourism and summer vacation.
But it was drizzling along the way, and it didn't stop falling until noon when we arrived at the resort. After simply finishing lunch, the four of them took their cameras, looked for the beautiful scenery, and took photos nearby. The Xingdao Lake Resort where they live is located on the shore of Qiandao Lake, and the lake water is clear and blue at a glance, which is not only like the vast smoke and waves of Taihu Lake, but also has the graceful charm of West Lake.
The four of them quietly went down the lakeside causeway with umbrellas, and when they looked closely, they saw that the lake was not green, not blue, but green and blue. It is just like Bai Juyi's "Jiangnan Good" in "The river is as green as blue in spring". I heard that Qiandao Lake is the world's first beautiful water, and the natural mineral water "*" is taken from the depth of 70 meters of Qiandao Lake.
At this time, Sister Zhao happily picked up a hand of water and wanted to taste it. And the autumn leaves on the side also mischievously picked up a small stone and threw it into the distance.
There is no splashing of water, only the rippling blue waves, which adds to the beauty. After swimming for a long time, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, so the four of them turned around the room and passed by a swimming pool with a unique shape, which was curved and circulated in the shape of Tai Chi, and the crystal in the pool was crystal clear and almost full.
A burst of fragrance blows, the falling flowers are colorful, the flowers and rain fall, the pieces are crystal clear, and the fragrance is fragrant. Momiji trotted all the way to the side, put his hand on the railing by the pool, posed, and shouted, "Kaede, this is good, take a picture of me." ”
The petals fall from the sky, shimmering crystal luster, the figure of the abundant god like jade, more and more peaceful and quiet, the red leaves in the picture are holding a pink umbrella, with the clear blue pool water, like a beautiful beauty.
When I returned to my room, I opened the window and the view from outside came straight to me. The nearby flowering trees are gently swaying in the wind and rain, and the mountains in the distance are majestic and green, and the smoke is misty. After a short rest, the four of them set off with the brigade to the forest oxygen bar.
After half an hour of driving, I came to the gate of the oxygen bar, walked a few steps, and the unique scenery came into view. An ancient tree-shaped gate stands there very harmoniously, and a wooden plaque of the Qiandao Lake Forest Oxygen Bar hangs at the root of the tree in the middle, and a bright red line of large characters is divided into two, which looks simple and elegant.