Chapter 198: Warmth Between Your Fingers
Lu Feng is not entangled in this matter, after all, people always have to grow up and not experience wind and rain. How can you see a rainbow! There was a hint of gratitude in his eyes, "I always feel that I owe you a favor, because on the day I opened the store, you asked my sister to bring me a flower basket." ”
Unexpectedly, after so many years, Lu Feng still remembered that affection, which made Liu Mengling feel nostalgic, and hurriedly corrected: "Don't say you owe, you don't owe me anything." ”
No matter how beautiful the scenery is, when it has walked away, it will easily become blurred, but some touching things can be precipitated in your heart, no matter how the years pass, it is still so clear.
Lu Feng nodded silently and said, "Then how is your blind date?" Speaking from the heart, I only went on a blind date for my parents, looking at her own appearance and quality, I didn't care much about her family background, because I just wanted to find a good girl at that time, but her family has been raising conditions recently, and I am really cold. “
"In fact, if you really love her, even if you bear the most, you are willing; If she really loves you, she definitely wants you to be happy and won't put too much pressure on you. ”
Lu Feng also deeply understood this, even in the face of the fruitless love of red leaves, he could pay without regrets. And now that this déjà vu Yan has returned, he is still poor and shallow, and he has not loved deeply, but more from the responsibility on his shoulders and the expectations of his parents.
Carefully recalling what Xiaomeng said, Lu Feng couldn't help but think: Maybe his love for Ren Wenyan only stays in the liking stage, and he can't talk about who will give what willingly for whom, and when this liking slowly fades away, everything will return to strangeness, and nothing will be left.
And the emotion of the red leaves is true love, and it doesn't give each other too much pressure and constraints, and only cares about whether the other party can live happily and happily.
Because they both have each other in their hearts, they are willing to make some forbearance and sacrifices. And blind date and free love are different, blind dates are often for each other's interests.
Liu Mengling lowered her head, covered her cheeks with inky green silk, and continued: "I feel that my life is more or less up to me. I don't care what my parents say, one ear in, one ear out, and I'll travel by myself if it's a big deal. ”
In fact, I have long wanted to go out for a walk, and admiring those scenic spots or famous monuments will bring some kind of washing to the body and mind. It's just that when you really want to, it's a bit difficult to find a partner to go with.
Seeing that Liu Mengling also had this intention, Lu Feng jokingly said: "Shall I go with you, do you have a treat?" ”
"Forget it, I'm used to being alone, but it's really a big deal to have activities and friends AA system, so it's good for everyone. I'm used to this way, I don't have to owe too much favors, if you ruin your friendship because of money, do you think it's worth it? ”
Liu Mengling was silent for a long time, and said a little dazedly: "Actually, I really don't know how to understand the word feelings, to tell the truth, I have basically never fallen in love with anyone." It's just that when I graduate, if I figure out the emotional problem, I guess I will get married at that time. ”
The seasons come and go; Scenery, round after round, do you still remember that at a certain corner in a certain year and a certain month, you promised me that the world will last forever? Perhaps missing and meeting is the eternal theme of life.
Time is a glass of aged wine, some landscapes, salvaged over the years, those fragments that have been soaked in time, although yellowed, are still the most beautiful imprint in the bottom of the heart.
Everyone has their own story, and Xiaomeng is no exception. It's just that the word emotion is really mysterious, and on the other hand, emotion is the same, which is unpredictable.
Since I can't figure it out, I don't have to think about it anymore, just remember the beauty of the years, let the tide of life surge, and my heart is at ease.
Lu Feng glanced sideways slightly, and said lightly: "Love can't expect too much, it's a difficult realm to achieve for a long time, as long as two people can get along, accompany each other more, and think about each other, it's okay." Then why didn't you try to cater to it at the time, and just give up, it's a pity. ”
Liu Mengling sighed lightly, her eyes became a little complicated, and she said slightly and ethereally: "There's no pity, it's over, and it's a very simple friendship between me and them." Do you have a purpose in reaching out to every girl? ”
Will there still be a simple friendship between men and women, if you go back to the childhood of two children who have no guesses, it will be normal. I remember when I was a child, Lu Feng also liked to be good friends with the girls next door, and he could play together without scruples.
At that time, the friendship was very simple, as long as you were happy, you didn't have to care about anything else. But when I get older, I still go to talk about friendship with other girls, I'm afraid I don't have this leisure, even if I think it's friendship, others won't think so. Perhaps simple friendship has become a living fossil in this real society.
Even if you fall in love with Momiji, it's a natural thing. At that time, it was her kind smile, elegant shadow, cheerful and lively personality, and her talent that attracted me deeply. Because they share common hobbies and pursuits, the two can't help but be attracted to each other.
Lu Feng sweated on his forehead, and hurriedly said, "How can there be?" Even if there is, there is not so much energy to invest, not to mention that it is enough to experience the pain of falling out of love once, who wants to experience it a second time. ”
His words paused here, and then whispered silently in his heart. At that time, I wondered if if our relationship developed to the point where we went to your house to give gifts, would you mention those material conditions like the girls who are on a blind date now!
I regret it a little now, I should have given you some gifts as a souvenir, if I didn't see each other again like now, after all, there are still people to think about, you will still remember me, there was a child who liked to listen for ten years.
In fact, after that dream is gone, I have ruthlessly deleted your name from the contacts, but recently I have been reminiscing about some of the past days, summing up a period of the past, and you are in it.
The dream was like a snowflake, fluttering in the air, trying to catch it, and she had melted. However, this season, the early autumn wind brings a slightly cool chill, blowing the petals of thoughts again.
Suddenly, like yesterday, it reminds that some people are no longer around, but there is still a concern in the bottom of my heart. Whether you are still warm this season, whether you are alone at the moment or not, just let me say here softly, cherish!
A few days passed in a hurry, early in the morning, it was the turn of Sister Zhao to inspect the daily situation of each post, and seeing that Lu Feng was busy with hygiene, he asked with a smile: "How is the relationship going recently, tell me quickly, we are all waiting for your good news!" ”
This news of Sister Zhao is really well-informed, I don't know where I heard it. Just when Lu Feng was distracted by this sudden questioning, Sister Zhao saw that he was silent, thinking that he still wanted to keep it secret, so she said angrily: "Why don't you ignore me, do you only have a common language with Hongye." ”
Sister Zhao and Hongye have been classmates for many years, and now they have become colleagues and friends, although Lu Feng used to have a crush on Hongye, but few people know about it, Sister Zhao laughed at him like this, it seems that she also knows that the relationship between the two is extraordinary. After all, in the same workplace, it is easy for discerning people to feel the affection unconsciously revealed by the two from each other's demeanor and words.