Yu Zeran lay tiredly on the somewhat moldy mattress, so tired that he didn't want to move a finger.

Smelling the pungent musty smell at the end of his nose, Yu Zeran couldn't help frowning deeply.

He stared at the top of the tent with gloomy eyes, and couldn't figure out how he could live a good life like this.

Thinking that he would have to go out tomorrow to face all kinds of colored eyes from people, Yu Zeran didn't want to get up even more.

He even had the urge to leave it like this, lying down until he was old.

It's just that Yu Zeran still couldn't stand the unpleasant smell in the end, sat up, lit a cigarette, and smoked sullenly.

He leaned lazily on the head of the bed, tilted his head and exhaled a puff of smoke rings, the corners of his mouth slightly hooked up with a hint of mockery.

How stupid is he, he can't live in a good villa, and he has to come here to suffer.

I know that every time I come, I am disappointed, but I have to pour salt on my wounds again and again.

I obviously said that I wouldn't come back here if I had nothing to do, why did I turn around the car and drive back to the courtyard in one go?

Could it be that he is still like when he was a child, and the first thing he thought of when he was wronged was to go home and cry to his mother?

It's ridiculously naïve, isn't it possible that after so many years, I haven't woken up from my childhood dreams?

Knowing that she will not be like the mother in the world, she will take care of you in her arms when you are hurt and crying, but she will always be the same as today, leaving you with an indifferent back and a forever impatient look, as if you are a burdensome existence.

What are you expecting?

Yu Zeran covered his eyes and couldn't help but sneer, and an unknown light crossed the corner of his eye.

In fact, he didn't dare to admit that a large part of the reason why he was so jealous of Yu Chenguang was because Yu Chenguang had a mother who was much better than him.

Yu Zeran has seen Chen Peisi holding Yu Chenguang's little hand many times, taking him to talk and laugh, walking around the streets and alleys of GDH City, and taking him to enjoy all kinds of wonderful scenery.

She will also personally pick up Yu Chenguang to and from school, play good music for him, and sing beautiful songs.

Even when Yu Chenguang was crying, he gently hugged him into his arms and told him that the baby didn't cry and that his mother was here.

At that time, he was so envious of Yu Chenguang that he didn't understand why his mother couldn't take care of him like Yu Chenguang's mother.

At that moment, a seed called jealousy had been planted in his young mind.

As the years went by, the seed grew into a towering tree, completely obscuring his heart.

It grew into a demon in his heart, so that he could no longer see anything but hatred.

Over the years, Yu Zeran has become accustomed to being alone, and no longer expects Fang Jingchu's care.

He could even harden his heart and treat her as an insignificant stranger, even if he met her face to face on the road, he could pass by as if he hadn't seen her.

He has done a good job, but why can't he resist the desire in his heart?

Yu Zeran actually knew what he was craving, but he didn't want to admit it!

What if you admit it? He would never get what he wanted from that cold and selfish woman, it was just a luxury!

Hasn't he seen clearly enough in the past 20 years?

Knowing that it is an extravagant hope, why bother to let yourself have expectations, in the end it is just a ridiculous farce!

Yu Zeran extinguished the cigarette in his hand, picked up the key and phone on the desktop, and walked out of the house without looking back.

In the courtyard, the engine sounded, and soon Yu Zeran's silver-white car rushed out of the gate like an arrow and disappeared into the vast night.

He still has a tough battle to fight tomorrow, and there is no time to continue to be sad here.

Now that he has formed an undying enmity with Li Hongsheng, he must beware of Li Hongsheng's tricks behind his back.

Although Li Hongsheng's base camp was in the northwest, and there was still a long way to go to the capital, his hands were not that long.

But I'm afraid that he will collude with others to release cold arrows on himself, after all, he has offended a lot of people over the years, who knows if someone will see him unpleasantly and give Li Hongsheng a hard time!

Besides, now Tian Chengjun is planning a big plan, which is related to the interests of everyone in their entire camp, and there is no room for any mistakes.

Today, Tian Chengjun has hinted openly and secretly at the meeting that they should be more peaceful and not allowed to make trouble for him!

When he said this, he deliberately kept his eyes on himself and Xia Xinyu, although he did not name them, Yu Zeran sensitively knew that these words were meant for the two of them.

After all, the two of them have done a lot of ridiculous things over the years, and they have more or less reached Tian Chengjun's ears.

If it weren't for Yu Zeran's still a little cleverness, his ruthless and neat way of doing things, and his appetite for Tian Chengjun, I'm afraid he would have given up this useless chess piece.

Of course, Yu Zeran didn't want to become a waste chess, he finally climbed the big tree of Tian Chengjun, saying that he couldn't be kicked out of the camp by him.

If he loses Tian Chengjun's support, I'm afraid he will really be trampled into the mud by those Shangjing disciples who look down on people.

Yu Zeran is very self-aware, he has helped Tian Chengjun do things all these years, and the people he offended may have been lined up in the moat.

If he didn't climb Tian Chengjun's big tree, he was afraid that as soon as he fell, he would be trampled into meat sauce immediately.

Now he has no other choice but to go all the way to the dark.

Even if he knew that there was a dead end ahead, he could only bite the bullet and go down.

Yu Zeran didn't know whether the decision to betray Yu Shaomin was right or wrong.

Thinking of Yu Shaomin, who was still half crazy and half stupid in a sanatorium on the outskirts of the city, Yu Zeran's heart was like being bitten by ants, and a dense pain rose, but he forcibly suppressed it.

He shook his head, trying to focus on tomorrow's events, trying not to think about the man he hadn't seen again in over two years.

The man who once played a vital role in his life, and who once thought that no one could replace him.

A man called Father.

It's just that the more he doesn't think about it, the more those lingering images reappear in his mind like a rewind.

That scene is all the experience of getting along with Shaomin and himself when he was a child.

Yu Zeran couldn't deny that Yu Shaomin at that time did hurt himself into his bones.

Maybe he felt guilty about himself, so he poured all his father's love into himself.

At that time, Yu Zeran was proud in his heart, because his father only loved him alone, not Yu Chenguang.

Yu Chenguang doesn't have a father, just like he has a mother but seems to have no mother.

This feeling undoubtedly gave Yu Zeran a perverted sense of pleasure.