Chapter 365 The First Memory
In the past, the relationship between Yu Zeran and Yu Shaomin was still very harmonious.
Although Yu Shaomin couldn't come to see him often, he could bring the toys he wanted every time he came, and those toys didn't even have Yu Chenguang.
At that time, Yu Shaomin was the omnipotent sky in Yu Zeran's eyes, and he was the only one who could shelter him from the wind and rain.
It's just that since when did his eyes no longer see this, only Shao Min's cowardice and incompetence?
Probably from the moment he understood what an illegitimate child was!
He still remembered that he was in elementary school at that time, and he had just remembered the age, and followed Fang Jingchu to a beautiful villa.
At that time, he watched Yu Shaomin lead a beautiful woman and a beautiful little brother into the villa, which was the first time he saw Yu Chenguang.
The young Yu Zeran just wanted to run up and call his father, but Fang Jingchu covered his mouth and dragged him back.
Yu Zeran's face was full of grievances, he didn't understand why Fang Jingchu didn't call Yu Shaomin.
And why is that beautiful little brother also called Yu Shaomin's father?
A panic swelled up in the eyes of the little Yu Zeran for no reason, and he intuitively felt that he was about to lose his most important thing.
A cluster of crazy flames appeared in Fang Jingchu's eyes, and she told Yu Zeran the truth with a cruel smile:
"Don't be delusional, you're just an illegitimate child who can't see the light, what qualifications do you have to call him dad in front of others?"
She ignored Yu Zeran's shocked eyes, stretched out her hand and pointed at Yu Chenguang's back, and said with a sneer:
"See? That little boy is your father's son, and only he has the right to call him daddy in front of everyone! And you're just a bastard who can't see the light, and you don't even deserve to lift his shoes! β
This was the second time Fang Jingchu told him that he was an illegitimate child, and the look in her eyes when she said those three words was so disdainful and resentful, and it carved unforgettable traces in Zeran's young heart.
This trace is deeply imprinted in his soul, and no matter how hard he tries in his future life, he can't erase it.
It's just that Yu Zeran, who was still young at that time, didn't understand what it meant to be an illegitimate child, he just instinctively felt that these three words were very shameful, so ashamed that he instinctively didn't want to admit this fact.
He didn't understand how he could have become a bastard who couldn't see the light of day. Yu Shaomin obviously told him that he was his favorite baby, since he was a baby, of course he was the one he loved in the palm of his hand, but how did he end up being an illegitimate child who smeared him?
Yu Zeran couldn't figure it out, he felt panicked for no reason, he felt that he was about to lose his favorite father.
Thinking of Fang Cai's little brother who was as beautiful as Little Sun, Yu Zeran felt that he was compared to the dust.
In the light of the little boy's dazzling light, he was as humble as an inconspicuous firefly, and that faint light could not attract anyone's attention at all.
Dad has such a beautiful little brother as a son, he will definitely not like himself anymore.
When Yu Zeran thought of this, he instantly cried heartbreakingly, so sad that he couldn't help himself.
He pulled Fang Jingchu's hand and cried, "No! That's my dad, it's mine! I'm going to call Daddy back, I don't want to be here, I'm going home! β
Fang Jingchu slapped him hard, and said with a hideous face: "You shut up for me!" What to cry about! If you want your dad to be your dad alone, find a way to snatch him! β
Yu Zeran didn't care about the hot pain on his face, pulled the hem of Fang Jingchu's clothes tightly, and asked with a sob, "What...... How to rob? β
At that moment, he regarded Fang Jingchu as the only straw that could save his life when he drowned, as long as Fang Jingchu said a useful way to make him willing to do anything, even if he was asked to exchange it for the pile of favorite toys in the cabinet, he would not hesitate.
Fang Jingchu touched his head, looked at him and smiled meaningfully: "This is a good child!" β
She was like a devil, "Do you want your dad to live in our house all the time and stop being that little brother's father?" β
Yu Zeran nodded, then shook his head again, "Yes!" But in that case, won't the little brother have no father? β
Fang Jingchu smiled coldly, "You are kind!" β
Looking at Yu Zeran's ignorant and innocent eyes, she still coaxed patiently: "Don't worry, the little brother's mother will find him another father, and he won't be without a father." β
Yu Zeran relieved his heart at this time, and he said loudly: "Mom, you quickly find a way to let Dad come back to our house and live with us, don't be at my little brother's house, I will definitely listen to you obediently!" β
The corners of Fang Jingchu's mouth hooked up a weird smile, "Don't worry, this day is not far away, let's go!" β
From that day on, Yu Zeran found that his life had become dire.
In order to try his best to get Yu Shaomin over, Fang Jingchu tossed Yu Zeran vigorously.
Let him stand in the ice and snow in only one single coat in winter, freezing until he has a high fever and is unconscious.
Let him fight with his classmates in elementary school, beat his classmates to the point of bleeding, and had to invite his parents.
asked him to call Yu Shaomin's phone in the middle of the night and told him that he had a nightmare and missed his father......
Every time, he succeeded in calling Yu Shaomin, but every time he tossed himself a lot.
He couldn't remember how much he was physically and mentally tormented during the days and nights when he had to be sick.
At that time, he really wanted Fang Jingchu to hug him and coax him, but she only cared about dressing up in the mirror and dressed herself beautifully and waited for Shao Min to come, so she didn't look at him head-on at all, so she couldn't see his pain and discomfort at all.
Even if you see it, you must be indifferent.
If she really felt sorry for herself, she would not have tossed a good son to a serious illness again or four.
After a long time, Yu Zeran gradually gave up.
He no longer had the luxury of finding the maternal love he wanted from Fang Jingchu, but just pestered Shao Min as much as possible and asked for double the love from him to make up for the lack in his heart.
During that time, Yu Zeran was extremely insecure in his heart.
Mom doesn't love him anymore, and if Dad abandons him again, then he will really be as pitiful as the children in the orphanage.
Yu Zeran doesn't want to be an orphan, he can't lose his father, and if he loses Yu Shaomin, he really becomes nothing.
Since then, Yu Zeran's simple admiration and worship for Shao Min has inadvertently infiltrated complex things.
Once those simple feelings are mixed with something else, they will slowly deteriorate until they never return to their original appearance.
Perhaps it was from that time that the innocent little boy gradually buried his kindness.
In the daily torture and self-torture, he gradually became like his mother, and his face became more and more hateful.
Until, he completely lost himself and could never find those beautiful pasts again. Take a hundred plating and read the latest chapter of "The Morning Light Has Dawned Micro Claw Book House" for free for the first time.